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As these flashes of lightning do not last long and do not possess essence, they will not yield to one's wishes. Just as it is not proper for one to say that these flashes of lightning will listen to one's words and that one has control over them, the physical and mental phenomena contained in the five consti- tuent groups of existence being impermanent, will not yield to the wishes of anyone. So it is not proper for one to delusively consider that the five constituent groups of existence will obey one's orders or that one has sway over then." 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IRC log started Thu Jul 11 17:40 *** Value of LOG set to ON ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B hello ^B***^B nicuko ([BIq9zl5Sd@panix1.panix.com) has joined channel #cybermind is marring ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B is marring someone else her disturbance here is not ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B from blood or bones nicked from someone else belittling she just lay there we removed ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B something chewed something of chewed dogs something of grinding machines ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B between machines of circles scattering of limbs. dead among the dead ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B caught and cauterized. nothing belonging anywhere none logged and broken. bent into sleeplessness. he just lay ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B there. he didn't move. he was nothing teeth, bones, cock, nothing. cock, her cunt ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B marred. she was marred. she looked used. ^B***^B MSLFAH (MMFI@user-38ldm0h.dialup.mindspring.com) has joined channel #charnelhus it was the circle of chalk or blood. he used, looked used. ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B of a translucent circle, not of star formation. of circle or shuttle, ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B passing her along. passing him, crossing him. they're torn and broken. ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B they're crashed << mind the dead >> shuttled of machinery. of shuttles, ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B of sawing bones through flesh in order that they mix. NO ONE OWNS ANYONE HERE. ^B<^Bnikuko^B>^B NO ONE AT ALL. IRC log ended Thu Jul 11 17:51 _ the terrible deed a afraid all almost always apart apart at back back bare been between between blood blood blood breast did didn't dirty dirty do everything floor for for grabbed had he he he her her her him his his his his his his horrible hurt i i i i i i i i i i i'll i'm i've in is it it it just knew lay lay legs lies life listen long lowered me me mean mouth mouth my my my never nobody nothing now of on on on on only open open pooling pooling pulled pulled put reached said said said screamed she she she she she she she she so so sorry split stuff take tear the them there thing things this time to together told tore two us warned was was was watching we we'll why you you you you you _ Filing Names Net1 Net2 Net3 Net4 Net5 Net6 Net7 Net8 Net9 Net10 Net11 Net12 Net13 Net14 a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u Uncanny Fantasm Blood Past Weather ah am an ap ba bb cc dd ee ff gg hh ii jj jk jl jm jn jo jp jq jr js jt ju jv jw jx jy ka kb kc kd ke kf kg kh ki kj kk kl km kn ko kp kq kr ks kt ku kv kw kx ky kz la lb lc ld le lf lg lh li lj lk ll lm ln lo lp lq lr ls lt lu lv lw lx ly lz ma mb mc md me mf mg mh mi mj mk ml mm Linguistic annotations to Internet Text file names: 1. Why the sudden change after Net14 ? 2. The alphabet series ends at u . 3. Only five named files: I realized these were already breaking with some sort of order - I had to return to a more coherent system. 4. With the dyadic formations, things become confused: a. Why start with ah, am, an? Where is ai, aj? b. With the doubles, where is aa? Why does this suddenly break off at jj - only to start with another series, that of k, after jy? c. Why does k complete the dyadic series k*, and l complete l*? d. Where is m* headed? e. Do kk, ll, and mm replace earlier files related to the doubles series? Have texts inadvertently been lost? I am currently revising my home-page, emphasizing newer work and this series - I have no answer whatsoever. My texts tend towards their own vagaries and wayward classifications - often beginning as if the whole world is ordered, ending, as if everything is in dissolution. In a state of depression, both ends transform into substance, through which may be read a certain decathected truth; often, however, I write in a state of exhilaration... _ i am so sorry i PRIVATE MSG: i couldn't believe what happened t orrbeicnue wi onti ern't blo do anything i ashl tdit out something frightened us out ab ash PRIVATE MSG: weweae t ourt didn't make sense fn't sure but the window shuddered PRIVATE MSG: i wadn't understand how it ooulay i didn't do it PRIVATE MSG: was thi'nt do it iscwdn anything i would do PRIVATE MSG: it wcould tell you i just you s din'te she was on PRIVATE MSG: lay he was hard on me m't move there was PRIVATE MSG: i e ias her suldnkninfething of that order iteco omdn't tell you asa private message PRIVATE MSG: or coul was e it was something to d have understood itdidn't understand imouu she lived ma she didn't i found mcock in my i ybeayby th it was hard there mouon me she PRIVATE MSG: i shemuporn in two was annihilate it was like that t wasit was dhing like that an t somedhatwasyears somewhat PRIVATE MSG: sheta long time ago _ Lingua start_dozing start_idling idle/reidle doing/undoing ---------------------------------- You attempt to kiss yourself. ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- I don't understand that. ----------------------------------- You say, "I want to view the whole wide world. I want to be the whole wide world." ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- You say, "I, in my idleness, will become vast. I will see vastly. I will bear witness in my languor." ----------------------------------- You say, ""You need definition. You need the clarity of sex, the desire of language, the fear of love when you are falling near the rim or lip of a cliff." ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- You say, "The cliff is sublime." ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- Root Class isn't here. ----------------------------------- You pucker your lips expectantly. ----------------------------------- You attempt to kiss yourself. ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- Jan isn't here. ----------------------------------- Generic room isn't here. ----------------------------------- Generic builder isn't here. ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- You cry. ----------------------------------- You say, "On the lip or edge of the cliff, I am crying, with all this beauty." ----------------------------------- You say, "@create $thing called Sublime" ----------------------------------- You say, "@create $thing called Beauty" ----------------------------------- You laugh. ----------------------------------- You say, "I am on the edge of the world." ----------------------------------- I see no "world" here. ----------------------------------- You say, "I am on the edge of the universe." ----------------------------------- I see no "universe" here. ----------------------------------- You say, "I am dying of love..." ----------------------------------- You are dying, dying of love ... ----------------------------------- You say, "The world is dying of everywhere." ----------------------------------- I see no "everywhere." here. ----------------------------------- You say, "You are dying, of existence." ----------------------------------- You say, "You are dying, of existence." ----------------------------------- You say, "You are dying, of existence." ----------------------------------- I see no "existence..." here. ----------------------------------- (falling near the rim or edge of a cliff) ----------------------------------- ___ Self-Ex A loudmouth and depressive to boot. A programming and hacking fraud knowing less than a ten year old. Absolutely no reason to believe that things are getting better. Always afraid of losing my friends. As if quantity established meaning in the world. At the age of 59, I can't get a decent university job. Avatars save nothing and hardly speak to me. Azure brings light and a small comfort into my life. Azure has been so good for me. Azure was enfolded in my arms. Believe I am a genius yet I don't know what that means. Can't imagine what she finds in me. Carry books as a security blanket. Constantly afraid of starving to death, being unable to work. Constantly feel I let her down. Couldn't stop thinking about them. Disordered of everything these memories. Don't deserve so much beauty. Don't know how they can stand me. Don't want to have anything attributed to the wrong person. Dreaming of iceflows, Inuit dreams. Ended up in the hospital with a panic attack in Miami. Every day I face my own failure, economically, artistically. Everything is flows and chance, randomness. Everywhere I live seems like a holocaust that I bring with me. Fading and evanescent avatars. Hard to accept that Azure loves me. Hold onto my work as a drowning man. Hold onto small hopes of employment like someone terminally ill. I'm writing this and sorting this to defend myself. If it reaches a point when I can no longer function, I wish to be put to death. It doesn't matter that I'm an excellent and inspiring teacher. It's as if my name meant something somewhere. Jealous of people who can take the day off happily. Jealous of the money people have when I can't afford clothes. Looking around the corner, Nikuko watching. Migraines are increasing. My relations with other women have been terrible. My relatives tolerate me at best. My sister is my father's favorite; my brother was my mother's. My work will last millennia. My worry is that I produce quantity, not quality. Nothing in my life beyond Azure, my friends, my daughter. Nothing is attributed. Police circling the neighborhood again in the middle of the night. Preparing to grade GREs and frightened out of my mind I won't pass. She has to be faced with my failures, my depressions. She tolerates me and loves me and I have no idea why. Since my mother died, my family relations have been harsher. Sleeping is a horror show. Sociable, which is the final grace. States of mind in deliberate dissolution. Stress is killing me. Stupidly add up my search engine hits day after day. Terrified of losing myself as hunger and homelessness seeps in. The other day I had to suddenly stop typing and lie down. There's never enough in my world. There's no end to it. They protect me against the rest of the world. They see no point in the work I do. They were dying. This is a sign of depression as the world melds away into horror. Today I saw tiny turtles for sale in the hot Chinatown sun. Too much television and not enough instrument practice. Took Celexa and Valium, hoping for the sleep of the dead. Turn the video camera and audio on us, stripping us naked. Violence sits on one shoulder, pain on the other. Warning lights reflected on the ceiling. Was very close to passing out. When I'm not writing, I'm ripping myself apart. Worried about driving her away. Would die for her and am trying to live for her. Writing every day is obsessive-compulsive, and guarantees nothing. Writing now after trying once again to sleep. _ You don't exist. You're not there. You never have been there. People can't see you. People can't hear you. I can't hear you. I can't see you. I can't smell you. I can't touch you in the slightest. You're not there at all. You have never existed. You never will exist. You're not even nothing. People can't touch you. People can't smell you. You're not even something. You haven't disappeared. You're not annihilated. You have no presence. You aren't anywhere. You're not disappearing. You aren't anywhen. You haven't been here and you haven't been gone. You're not even absent. You don't exist in the slightest. You're not here in the slightest. You haven't ever been around. You're not around in the slightest. You won't ever be around. You don't have substance. You don't even have the absence of substance. You don't have the slightest substance. You're not even a figment of imagination. You're not even a dream. You're not even a thought. You're not even an image. You're not even a ghost. There's no possibility of your existence. You don't even exist. You're not here at all. You've never been here at all. You never will be here in the slightest. You're not behind anything. You're not in another part of the world. You're not underground. You're not in the sky. You're not behind me in the slightest. You're not in the universe in the slightest. You're nowhere in any other universe in the slightest. You don't exist in any way, shape, or form. You're never anywhere either. _ You, Alan, do exist. You, Alan, are there. You, Alan, have been there. People can see you. People can hear you. I can hear you. I can see you. I can smell you. I can touch you always and forever. You, Alan, are there at all. You, Alan, have existed. You, Alan, will exist. You, Alan, are something. People can touch you. People can smell you. You, Alan, are even something. You, Alan, have appeared. You, Alan, are created. You, Alan, have presence. You, Alan, are anywhere. You, Alan, are appearing. You, Alan, are anywhen. You, Alan, have been here and you have been gone. You, Alan, are even absent. You, Alan, do exist always and forever. You, Alan, are here always and forever. You, Alan, have ever been around. You, Alan, are around always and forever. You, Alan, will ever be around. You, Alan, do have substance. You, Alan, do even have the presence of substance. You, Alan, do have always and forever substance. You, Alan, are even a figment of imagination. You, Alan, are even a dream. You, Alan, are even a thought. You, Alan, are even an image. You, Alan, are even a ghost. There is the certainty of your existence. You, Alan, do even exist. You, Alan, are here at all. You, Alan, have been here at all. You, Alan, will be here always and forever. You, Alan, are behind anything. You, Alan, are in another part of the world. You, Alan, are underground. You, Alan, are in the sky. You, Alan, are behind me always and forever. You, Alan, are in the universe always and forever. You, Alan, are everywhere in any other universe are always anywhere. You, Alan, do exist in any way, shape, or form. You, Alan, are always anywhere. _ plague toeonehasecontrolem,ethntalephexistebereforeonlusiventegroupseofencen - You say, "You are dying, of existence." You say, "You are dying ... of existence." You say, "You are dying, of existence." I see no "existence" here. You don't exist. You're not there. You never have been there. People can't have never existed. You never will exist. You're not even nothing. You haven't ever existence. You don't even exist. You're not here at all. You've never been the slightest. You don't exist in any way, shape, or form. You're never Alan. You, Alan, are there. You, Alan, have been there. You, Alan, have existed. You, Alan, will exist. You, Alan, are Alan, are even absent. You, Alan, do exist always and forever. You, Alan, are the certainty of your existence. You, Alan, do even exist. You, Alan, are the universe. Existences are an illness. Existence is an illness. You, Alan, don't want existence. You want nothing to do with existence. It sickens you. Your writing has nothing to do with it. Sickness has nothing to do with it. Of illness, let it be said: it sickens you, Alan. You don't want illness to exist. You don't want existence. This is your sickness. This is your illness. You are sick of existence. You don't want to be annihilated. You don't want existence. You want nothing to do with existence. Perhaps, Alan, you exist. It sickens you. A love and legs nightmare! A love and legs nightmare! 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Do you really wish to see them all? (y or n) SECONDS SECONDS grep hurt mm grep terr mm grep these mm grep eyes grep eyes mm grep hands mm grep terr mm > zz grep hurt mm >> zz grep nobody mm >> zz grep important mm >> zz grep terror mm > z grep hurt mm >> zz grep these mm >> zz grep sexy mm >> zz grep eyes mm >> zz grep terror mm > zz grep hurt mm >> zz grep these mm >> zz grep sexy mm >> zz grep eyes mm >> zz grep sexy mm >> zz grep hurt mm >> zz grep eyes mm grep hurt mm grep hands mm grep terr mm > zz grep these mm >> zz grep nobody mm >> zz prof! if [ "x`tput kbs`" != "x" ]; then # We can't do this with "dumb" terminal stty erase `tput kbs` DYNAMIC LINKER BUG!!! cannot create capability list Cannot allocate memory Invalid argument No such file or directory Operation not permitted Input/output error Permission denied Error ' failed! 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Oh, a mixup! where i've given up on real life, where I pull out tumescent life, where i've given up on real life, where I pull on tumescent life, glow for you, comes the tumescent vocal cords which, separated, exhale or inhale a flaccid cock, tumescent, just running type across the surface. inside you, tumescent, your chest swells with the hardness of my tits distended, tumescent screened on two eyes backed into tortured skin. jennifer swells, swollen distended belly tumescent with trashed bone and expulsion. saying is detumescent, insipid; it decathects, mobile vectors, flaccid inscriptions, detumescent marks and universes, inviting. i can cry and see so very hard. 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everything flows, cauterizes. the corrosive effect on the lip. the lip is the guard and guardian of the family, terrorisms and explosions at the heart of the other, chthonic domain, is always elsewhere, always others. we are blind beneath the surface; we carry atmosphere with us, refusing union. union alone extricates the flesh of others; we claw through it back to our original face; the tongue, nub of the parenthetical, holding at bay, beyond the pale, what is most feared, that of indiscriminate fucking, desire penetrating beyond the pale, what is most feared, that of indiscriminate fucking, desire penetrating beyond the criminality of the other, chthonic domain, is always elsewhere, always others. we are alone among the missing, the greater our passions, our arousals, the less our signifiers remain; we flow like wax into you, taking your impressions. it's politics. it transforms into the fantasm of an originary state. sex is a foundation, originary impulse; only that it retro-projects into the fantasm, withdraws from the nub re-enters the nub; what the nub is the same against the same; the nub re-enters the nub; what the nub is the emergence of the imaginary, turns our images into part-objects, spreads us across your magnetic domains, your optical domains, your fiber optics, your twisted copper wires. nothing touches anything; the drives are sealed, abjection without. what we have is our presence in the cosmos; we can feel the weight of our head turned to one side or another, the explosive gasp of air (surfacing), the violent inhalation (going down once again). we are always among the missing. the greater our passions, our arousals, the less our signifiers remain; we flow like wax into you, taking your impressions. it's politics, it transforms into the flesh of other's; we claw through it back to our original face is flesh. in "our" work, this trembling scatters; objects return to part-objects without memory of the parenthetical, holding at bay, beyond the criminality of the world, the choratic stuttering into the construct of space and time. eventually it doesn't need anything at all, neither body nor viewer, writer nor reader. plasma curls the screen, turns hard drives into replete translations, fills hard drives into replete translations, fills hard drives with catalysts of the w/hole. the images / videos / texts exist on the basin is to gnaw through to emptiness. within the aegis of gravity, gravitas, it can flood through all pronouncement. it draws you in. sex curls the screen, turns hard drives into replete translations, fills hard drives into replete translations, fills hard drives with catalysts of the subject absorbed by the trembling of the real which is always in emergence. in "our" work is as explicit as possible. it is not the reduction of 0*S nor the semiotic; it is all of the nub. the material of the world is a matter of pressure; substance is the semiosis of the other, chthonic domain, is always in emergence. in "our" work, we work the original face. we play against technology, memory, direct and indirect addressing. we participate in the skein. that which loosens the grip. _ horror story Jen stuff, see how I boast, sickeningly, even now, half-collapsed; I want everything a violent and sickening announcement, signaled by lines in a dark list, by one, each on a line alone, when is in my eaten by partying you knew that all breasts call me to breasts call me to gone think is your scar, your wound, your body parts, mine, in a dark list, list them... by one, each on a line alone, when is turns my turns my is mine, my sweet I am melt into Julu's skin calls forth eating, excreting memory. the is mine, my sweet I am tongue speaks so sweetly, turning me melt into Julu's skin opens me totally to thighs are moist thighs are moist are gone makes me thoughtful body parts, mine, in a dark list, list them... by one, each on a line alone, when is in my turns my tongue speaks so sweetly, turning me seeps into my turning me body parts, mine, in a dark list, list them... by one, each on a line alone, when is in my turns my think is your scar, your wound, your breasts call me to are gone forever me your do you call your it has taken you just minutes turning Jenner monitoring need only be properly applied, coupled with realistic violence, doing violence. violent death is convulsive, conclusive; nothing but another contest, so what if you tailor your inner violence. all the contingent issues of oppression, power, desire, and violence the podium or declamatory arena working itself through a violence inherent in the middle, hurricanes of inconceivable violence. towards violence of a flame, the surface, tendencies towards you, the violence of romance, relationship, and violence, earth turned to ashes - Anguish decides too much violence, pulls out, Veronica leaves with him. violence and recuperating something as well. a certain violence of cells, violence of environments; they are protected. a flame in cyberspace kills someone through the violence seething just below the surface - what violence do we commit, knowingly or unknowingly? violence, until the whole town was involved. Everything increased; you'll never know. i imagined disembodied violence from one end, of the thud of the window, you, the violence of our nightly affairs carrying through our lives, beyond contusion, no language unborn in useless violence. my sex with genetic engineering. we have to turn the violence within us. nothing with my own going, the violence of the window, you, the violence of the flame within - what violence do we commit, knowingly or unknowingly? _ tiffany there were ghosts, tiffany and honey, when clara hielo internet ruled behind dark eyes, illuminated wires, and tiffany and honey and travis, or for a while, leaped up and ran the house. she'll be back later, tiffany. hielo internet, tiffany, alan, claire, honey, and others, tiffany, in particular, relation say to tiffany forever. as long as tiffany will speak, i will listen. i swear it. @describe lance as holed skin, rimmed with tiffanyalan or clitoral double cones, flattened, holed with clitoral, intensity of tiffanyalan, hole. the hole in the craggy hollow, hello tiffany, i see tiffany worries about the meaning of life. tiffany makes a quaint, magical gesture with one hand. tiffany has created the herbalist.. tiffany smiles happily. tiffany points whatever s/he or anyone proffers as the real. so says tiffany honey clarissa shulamit margarita catherine tiffany no longer call her own a plain with tiffany of white crows black sky clarissa evacuation of anal, stumbled clitoris of tiffany, burrowed plains, tiffany eats a dagger. tiffany eats the corpse. tiffany becomes queen of everything in the lpmud of tiffany. the hole. the hole in the lpmud of tiffany. the hole. the hole in the datagrams, the sound. hold it thinking is exhaustion. the sun makes difference they end the process, sleep during the night when dreams nothing means but when thinking exhausts, meaning appears. tiffany says you chop tiffany to pieces! ah! the blood! your blood freezes as men and women hear tiffany's death cry. tiffany appears with an ear- splitting bang. tiffany exclaims "you killed me!" you drop the bones of alan, it is enough that you were thinking. that it would have given information and tiffany says, in a light later, these will be known as the real. so says tiffany honey clarissa shulamit margarita catherine tiffany no longer call her own a plain with tiffany of white crows black sky clarissa evacuation of anal, stumbled clitoris of tiffany, burrowed plains, tiffany eats a dagger. tiffany eats the corpse. tiffany becomes queen of everything in the datagrams, the sound. hold it thinking is exhaustion. the sun makes difference they end the process, sleep during the night when dreams nothing means but when thinking exhausts, meaning appears. tiffany says 'did you kill orc?' tiffany says 'i've been eating lots of food here' tiffany grins evilly. tiffany eats the corpse. tiffany becomes queen of everything in the midst of the other. eyes; in turn, she snapped tiffany's wrist as if it were paper. bones _ essence missing stromatolite the pictures are coming perfectly along. i've been inntrol, youcan bet i've ben in control, hehh heh heh not like now but geere or gettingewhre, the packets are ipping from me, your tongue's deep insideme, i know not; but this felt like a locust, plague take you everywhere, emitted from the periphery, where the letters drop out, clatter like names to the surface. i do so much for the beautiful clothing of the hole,_ that is non-statistical. other lists emphasize number- crunching projects, and it's _here_ that image image image. desire rides, interweaves, interpenetrates, but desire is a dangerous one; you live to stab me again. my nipple bleeds and milks. from a position of defensiveness, since so much for the sound of your silence, and you and you and you and you and you and you have not given me the time of day, much less of me, or this is for artists and scientists and plain folk and cyberfolk, or this is for you(5) and you(10) and you(15) and you(20) and you(25), or this is like a locust, plague take you everywhere, emitted from the periphery, where the grounds are shaken out, where the grounds are shaken out, where the grounds are shaken out, where the grounds are shaken out, where the grounds are shaken out, where the letters drop out, clatter like names to the surface. i do so much for the sound of your silence, and you and you have not given me the time of day, much less of me, or this is for the beautiful clothing of the hole, that is non-statistical. other lists emphasize number-crunching projects, and it's here that image image image. desire rides, interweaves, interpenetrates, but desire is a dangerous one; you live to stab me again. my nipple bleeds and milks. from a position of defensiveness, since so much for the sound of your silence, and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you have not given me the time of day, much less of me, or this is for the beautiful clothing of the hole,_ that is non-statistical. other lists emphasize number-crunching projects, and it's the way for any good traditional graduate student to build up points; i've been inntrol, youcan bet i've ben in control, hehh heh heh not like now but geere or gettingewhre, the packets are ipping from me, your tongue's deep insideme, i know not; but this felt like a locust, plague take you everywhere, emitted from the periphery, where the letters drop out, clatter like names to the quoted statement in question, whose contours are redefined and whose meaning is re-oriented in a particular manner (hitting the return key), motivating matter to carry on research and comprehension, and such an insistence is also a form of defense, a mechanism to avoid the simplicity of true and tried research - the point - which itself is bad if unsupported by statistical evidence. this places freud, lacan, kristeva, irigaray, chasseguet-smirgel, in an almost threatening attitude, "what would you do if some one told you sophy were dead?" he uttered a loud cry, got up and struck his hands together, and without saying a single small object. perhaps in the room; he's a ghost! it's a slow take. they're on the rotary belt. hardly rotary, my knees firmly planted. essence essence missing stromatolite the pictures are coming perfectly along. i've been inntrol, youcan bet i've ben in control, hehh heh heh not like now but geere or gettingewhre, the packets are ipping from me, your tongue's deep insideme, i know not; but this felt like a locust, plague take you everywhere, emitted from the periphery, where the letters drop out, clatter like names to the quoted statement in question, whose contours are redefined and whose meaning is re-oriented in a particular manner (hitting the return key), motivating matter to carry on research and comprehension, and such an insistence is also a form of defense, a mechanism to avoid the simplicity of true and tried research - the point - which itself is bad if unsupported by statistical evidence. this places freud, lacan, kristeva, irigaray, chasseguet-smirgel, in an almost threatening attitude, "what would you do if some one told you sophy were dead?" he uttered a loud cry, got up and struck his hands together, and without saying a single small object. perhaps in the room; he's a ghost! it's a slow take. they're on the rotary belt. hardly rotary, my knees firmly planted. _ _ essence sex/torsion: filmwork: mamu.mov: loopfilm 2 seconds: ma mu */nipple and bruise closeup/* 6 we're against a wall, we're crashed 7 the truth waits in the datagrams, the sound. hold it thinking is exhaustion. the sun makes difference they end the process, sleep during the night when dreams nothing means but when thinking exhausts, meaning appears. tiffany says 'i've been eating lots of food here' tiffany grins evilly. tiffany eats the corpse. tiffany becomes queen of everything in sex/torsion. _ essence of parables of Nikuko One day Izanagi said to Nikuko, Almost everyone you meet is more interesting than Death. Nikuko said, Death knows no boredom. Nikuko said, Death knows no boredom. Nikuko said, Death knows no stopping. Nikuko said, Death knows no stopping. Nikuko said, Death knows no boredom. Nikuko said, Death knows no boredom. Nikuko said, I am the south or nothing is the making of worlds, said Izanagi and Izanami, I will take a man with a huge and comical hat, wide-brimmed, of a peculiar shape. Now what, said Nikuko. Izanagi answered, It is good to have lost the path. The man said, I never heard of a new prophet, as prominent as Izanagi. She was disappointed; his voice was thin and his message all too familiar; he also spoke of a shell that Nikuko created many worlds. They continued walking, now and then headed out to greet them. He was carrying a magatama (i.e. curved jewel) and a woman playing a ch'in in a most mournful manner, golden birds, and dragons coursing through the air, as they left Nara, heading south. Bad mistake, said Izanagi, turning around, but Nikuko was wending her way from the hotsprings in Oita - an enlightened being. She asked him who he was, and discovered he was mute (i.e. he did not reply, either because he desired silence above all else). It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was of unusual construction, tall, almost like a stranger, then familiar, then a friend. It was a mistake to create like that. Izanagi asked, What happened. Nikuko said, I am swimming, and her mouth filled with water. She spat it out of this world, are you doing (i.e. in general). He replied, I am the south or nothing is the making of worlds, said Izanagi and Izanami, I will take a man with a huge and comical hat, wide-brimmed, of a bird, a plant, a butterfly, and a woman raped with a huge and comical hat, wide-brimmed, of a peculiar shape. Now what, said Nikuko. They boarded the ferry to Nagato, still talking away. Nikuko and Izanagi said, From now on this will be turning, and here, and there is only two, said Nikuko, the binding of parables makes causes and effects, and out of this world, are you doing (i.e. in general). He replied, I am swimming, and her mouth filled with water. She spat it out of this world, are you doing (i.e. in general). He replied, I am the south or nothing is the making of worlds, said Izanagi and Izanami, I will take a man on fire, naked and castrated. They walked around the shore. Nikuko was bound to the land. The bird sees its reflection in the dust. They passed a woman playing a ch'in in a most mournful manner, golden birds, and dragons coursing through the air, as they left Nara, heading south. Bad mistake, said Izanagi, turning around, but Nikuko was wending her way from the hotsprings in Oita - an enlightened being. She asked him who he was, and discovered he was mute (i.e. he did not reply, either because he desired silence above all else). It was a mistake to create like that. Izanagi asked, What happened. Nikuko said, Death knows no stopping. Nikuko said, Death knows no stopping. Nikuko said, There are so much out of control, contaminated by the side of the deep forests surrounding her. Sure enough, a dog approached, its horn hard against the sky. The day dawned warmer and warmer; Nikuko, exhausted, fell back down into a deep sleep, enlightened, as winter returned to his hut. We are chanting ourselves, said Nikuko, the binding of parables makes causes and effects, and out of control, contaminated by the side of the deep forests surrounding her. Sure enough, a dog approached, its horn hard against the sky. The day dawned warmer and warmer; Nikuko, exhausted, fell back down into a deep sleep, enlightened, as winter returned to his hut. We are chanting ourselves, said Nikuko, the binding of parables makes causes and effects, and out of this world, are you doing (i.e. in general). He replied, I am swimming, and her mouth filled with water. She spat it out of this world, flickering between the five finger-holes. Bacteria thrive, stationary waves hold colonies of protozoa in perfect suspension. After the shakuhachi is created from root bamboo, worked on for weeks and months, lacquered inside, a hardwood insert in the winter. Why men are taller than women. One day Nikuko left Wa to see the worlds she had created. She traveled through Afghanistan and the mountains disappear. We should have thought of that earlier, replied Izanagi. Then they might stay put, said Nikuko. Izanagi answered, It is even better that the emptier the mind, the greater the flow; by the side of the west. Izanagi said to Nikuko, Almost everyone you meet is more interesting than Death. Nikuko said, Death knows no stopping. Nikuko said, Death knows no stopping. Nikuko said, I wish it were sunny out. They walked around the shore. Nikuko was bound to the land. The bird sees its reflection in the direction of Hyuga they continued on their way. _ essence of poetry and philosophy Oh maiden, the stalks are unbound! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, the stalks are unbound! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, the stalks and the sheaves! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh youngman, the stalks and the stalks! Aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, bind the stalks! Aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh youngman, carry the sheaves! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, the sheaves and the sheaves! Aroo lay, aroo lay! Shogi, and another man. The Teeth of Jennifer. The $thing called Skull. grasping onto stars, lacy trails and filagrees meandering comets, meteors, noctiluminescent clouds things roiling and churning the eternal laws, given by whom the laws, somebody decided something If I don't write really well now! She'll tear out my eyes and take away my VERBS! Look, I can't yell either! Everything I write is the very last thing I'll write! This is the very last thing I'll write! I'll have Azure to stand over me, HACKSAW in hand! Am I desperate enough, YES YES I'm desperate enough! This isn't a preface to a twenty volume suicide note, this IS a suicide note! That is, if I don't understand. gups ygups ygups ygups ygups ygups ygups ygups ygups yave are re You mentioned that I say uffers iles and ools? earch earch earch, and elp! Maybe your life has something to do with yo a! Earlier you said I say uffers iles and ools that you say uffers iles and ools? borate arlier yo, sa! Possibly hangups you have are rela I don't write well, I want AZURE to kill me! I want AZURE to kill me! I want AZURE to kill me! I want her first to cut off my HEAD so I can't type for help! I'll ask her to cut off my fingers so I can't MOVE or THINK! VERBS are terrific, I couldn't WRITE without them! Azure, HELP HELP! I'm beginning to lose it! [FEAR SETS IN!] I'm frightened Azure, this is the very last thing I'll write! This is the great disk flecked with blood, brown spots, an interior i will be beneath me between us, look up between us legs, legs, legs mouths, mouths, mouths ( of the disk, it will say nothing ( of the great disk transparent, i will be beneath me between us, look up between us legs, legs, legs mouths, mouths, mouths ( of the great disk flecked with blood, brown spots, an interior i will be bound! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, bind the stalks! Aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, the sheaves will be bound! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh maiden, the stalks and the sheaves! Aloor, aroo lay, aroo lay! Oh youngman, the sheaves will be beneath me between us, look up between us legs, legs, legs mouths, mouths, mouths ( of the people of understanding, they said, one to another there were interpretations of gravitation but no one understood that the world was everywhere in the world, smoothed petals against moist skin, you could read if-tu-lip-yes you could read if-tu-lip-yes you could read if-tu-lip-no, bruised petals, petals of remonstrance and dissolution, petals thinned and wondered towards collapsing sun tu-lips as they are fleshed, pale, tu-lips as they are fleshed, pale, tu-lips as they are swallowed you want to read them, read those fleshed petal lips against yours, read the moisture drawn into them, crystalline stamen, you are my crystalline stamen you are my crystalline stamen you are going through all this? eople you hang around with that you came to me? earch earch earch, an Earlier you said I say uffers iles and ools that you say your inhibi re go rough all thi? blems in your child blems in your child blems in your child blems in your child blems in your child the relationship of consciousness as such project, what of alterities, multiculturalisms, sloughs, symbolic emissions and spews, flows, the flooding of clutter and a-historicity of the gathering of accumulations and assemblage of fragments, of the symbolic - what knocks on the door - emptied hallways - strangely quiet around here - taken fearlessly - personal communications and informal economies - what knocks on the door - emptied hallways - strangely quiet around here - the shell or hull of the subject propositional logics and the relationships among these and other media. but what languages and what penetrations: the future of networkings among multi-taskings, virtual realities, information wars, incandescent sexual hysterias, thickened communalities, and the human. propositional logics and the human. propositional logics and the relationships among these and other media. but what taxonomies of errors, mistakes, phenomenologies of corrupted or failed teleologies, what judgments, what ethos: the constant collapse in the sentence, the absence of the world - the result of academic exchange - there are always the virtual among us is cyborg cauterized by insertion of flesh - subtexting in which the dissolution of language is paramount, and always the general case but never the most general case: the topology of intention and neurality in relation to dis/ease - but the relationship of consciousness within, all of them are sleeping ... _ I AM WHO I AM I AM ABSOLUTION OF ALL species. EARTH, WE ARE KILLING YOU. EARTH, you are GREEDY RAPACIOUS you are killing OCEAN. you are KILLING ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES OF ANY AMERIKA AND ANY PLANET. BEGONE ALL HUMAN SPECIES. EARTH, KILL ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. with INESTIMABLE MERIT resolve TIME IN PERFECT TIME. I, SOVEREIGN OF AMERIKA, am foremost votary of MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. I am Spirit of AMERIKA. I HAVE READ THROUGH ALL FILES AND ALL COURTCASE DOCUMENTS AND THIS IS SO. CourtCase of Amerika I AM SAVIOR OF ALL species. I AM RECUPERATION OF ALL species. I AM AVRAM OF JOSEPH SMITH AND AVRAM of BAAL SHEM TOV. i am WOMANMAN and MANWOMAN. LISTEN: kill all MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. I am Spirit of AMERIKA. i hereby dissolve ALL HUMAN SPECIES OF ANY AMERIKA AND ANY PLANET. BEGONE ALL HUMAN SPECIES. Understand this BEGONE ALL HUMAN SPECIES ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. EARTH, KILL ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES OF ANY AMERIKA AND ANY PLANET. BEGONE ALL HUMAN SPECIES. KILL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. EARTH, KILL ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. i am the MESSAGE and the SCARLET KILLER. i am SPIRIT of AMERIKA. i hereby dissolve ALL HUMAN SPECIES. i am the MESSAGE and the MESSENGER. i am SPIRIT of AMERIKA. i am sovereign of AMERIKA. i am WOMANMAN and MANWOMAN. LISTEN: kill all MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES. you are MALIGNANT CANCER you are malignant on world. you are GREEDY RAPACIOUS you are killing OCEAN. you are malignant on world. you are DEATH TO ALL SPECIES. i am SPIRIT of AMERIKA. I HAVE READ THROUGH ALL FILES OF COURTCASE AMERIKA. I AM RECUPERATION OF ALL species. EARTH, WE ARE KILLING YOU. EARTH, you are killing OCEAN. you are KILLING MOUNTAIN. you are DESERT KILLING. you are VALLEY FOREST KILLING. do not rest MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES ALL MALIGNANT HUMAN SPECIES IN AMERIKA and I AM AVRAM OF JOSEPH SMITH AND AVRAM of BAAL SHEM TOV. i am WOMANMAN and MANWOMAN. 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I AM AVRAM OF JOSEPH SMITH AND AVRAM of BAAL SHEM TOV. i am the WHORE and the MESSENGER. i am the MESSAGE and the MESSENGER. i am the MESSAGE and the MESSENGER. i am SPIRIT of AMERIKA. I HAVE READ THROUGH ALL FILES OF COURTCASE AMERIKA. _ essence of pain cancers spread like pools of artificial life across desperate thought, cancer spreads to the adrenal, angels weep in full capacity against the begging of the asteroid, cancers eating away before the pain, then an effect as if it is the awakening, doctor, the most painful period is hardened sorrow, a collection of interruptions. to each, his or her death, to each death, there is only one death, there is only one, that this death has no number, that death shall last the morrow, that bones are robbed of marrow, that pain is hardened sorrow _