Poem in Perfect Rhyme ading ading ading ading ^G Get Help ^ading mh rvPg/Top ^K Cut Line ^O Posading mi [END of ading mj ancel ^D Del Char ^J Attading mk Line^T To AddrBkAlan and Hisading ml 5L12 mm e "iso-8859-1" charaading ^C Cancading mn end message? Yes ading mo [Sending mail |ading Password:e people ading Last login: Thu Aug 29 14:11:57 from panix.core that i dont like ading but I ading Anyway, if you could passading Sun Microsystems Inc. SunOS 5.8 Generic February 2000t I can't ading break confidence. Some of these people have toow ..ading > cd /publish/info/english/internet_txt ading Anyway, if ading > ftp panix.comhis on - see otading Connected to panix.com. donading There's more, but ading 220-'t bading 220 panix.com FTP server (lukemftpd 1.0) ready.der ]02 12:23:12ading +0900ading it then delete (same fate probaading Name (panix.com:): sondheimthis on -beyond top of header ] ading 331 Password required for. break confidence. Some of these peading Password:toirt" itading 230-iousading NetBSD 1.5.2 (PANIX-USER) #0: We?¿ ading And why this happeading ftp> chmod 644 motter what the iniading ?Invalid commande -irring...althading byeading === in honour of alarums, of endless harm oh captain, our captain, how valiant thou art, when lilacs last, when thine eyes gouged out, when blinded, how valiant, how war and thy declarations rallied the people; when thine arm was lost to cannon, thine face to ravages of sword and gun, how valiant! when thine feet were cut by brutal assassination, how valiant! nations rallied around thee, nations subservient to thee! how valiant, carry forth full the glory of promise unfulfilled! the masses, the masses, the masses, our leader, our captain, out of the cradle, endlessly rocking, thine ears imploded, the writs of suffocation, the diseases of degeneration, silent cancers and alarums, blow again trumpeter - conjure war's alarums. legless and armless, blinded, deaf, unfeeling, our captain, our valiant captain, skull churned to heroic fragment, unrecognizable, alarums, captain of nuclear weaponry, people lost to cannon, arm'd year - year of the struggle, vast crowds in protest, oh captain our valiant captain, when lilacs last in the dooryard bloomed, you were there, unable to speak, unspeakable === in honour in of honour alarums, of mourning and villainy of endless of harm endless oh oh captain, captain, our our how how valiant valiant thou thou art, art, when when lilacs lilacs last, last, thine thine eyes eyes gouged gouged out, out, blinded, how valiant, how war and and thy thy declarations declarations when rallied people; the when people; thine arm lost was to lost cannon, to rallied cannon, the face ravages ravages sword sword gun, gun, valiant! valiant! face feet cut were by cut brutal by assassination, brutal how assassination, valiant! nations nations around around thee, thee, subservient subservient thee! thee! carry full forth the full glory glory promise promise how unfulfilled! valiant, masses, masses, leader, captain, out cradle, of endlessly the rocking, cradle, ears thine imploded, ears writs the suffocation, of diseases diseases degeneration, degeneration, silent silent cancers cancers blow again blow trumpeter again - trumpeter conjure - war's conjure alarums. war's legless legless armless, armless, deaf, deaf, unfeeling, unfeeling, skull skull churned churned heroic heroic fragment, fragment, unrecognizable, captain unrecognizable, nuclear captain weaponry, of people cannon, arm'd year year of struggle, to vast crowds crowds in protest, oh last the dooryard you bloomed, were you there, there, lilacs unable speak, unspeakable === among something moved on it or something flooded dark waves of shapes or they were changed the stars far too bright brightened behind the sparklings the waves of sparklings among or between the stars repetitions across the surfaces moving and repeating within the surfaces among veering horizons and collisions within the fragility of things circulating momentarily within them the pulling everything among them fields of safety among waves and particles the sky changed or something spewed or something flooded dark waves of shapes they moved they changed or they were changed the stars far too bright brightened behind the sparklings the waves of sparklings among or between the stars repetitions across the surfaces moving and repeating within the surfaces within the fragility of things circulating momentarily within them always within and always without the pulling everything among them among waves and particles among fields or something flooded dark waves of shapes or they were changed the stars far too bright brightened behind the sparklings the waves of sparklings among or between the stars repetitions across the surfaces moving and repeating within the surfaces among veering horizons and collisions within the fragility of things circulating momentarily within them the pulling everything among them among fields accountancy after and before something moved on it brilliant sparkling things or something flooded they moved or they were changed the stars far too bright among veering horizons and collisions within the fragility of things circulating momentarily within them always within and always without among appearances and disappearances the pulling everything among them accountancy after and before joy numinous accountancy within something moved on it the sky changed brilliant sparkling things or something flooded dark waves of shapes or they were changed the stars far too bright brightened behind the sparklings in or against the sky among or between the stars repetitions across the surfaces always within and always without the pulling everything among them joy numinous accountancy within it turned or it was turning it turned or it was turning === We're Through The and tunnels out leading of in New and York out will of be New bombed. York The will tunnels be leading bombed. in A A small small nuclear nuclear warhead warhead detonate detonate Jerusalem. Jerusalem. An Israeli An fighter Israeli crash will Mecca. in Many many planes bombs many fall bombs on fall off on target. off planes target. and "Targets" will disappear as as earth earth is is pounded pounded into into annihilation. annihilation. "Targets" Brooklyn, York, York, be leveled a by thermonuclear a device. thermonuclear Brooklyn, device. New Neither cockroaches cockroaches nor nor silverfish silverfish will survive the the coming coming maelstrom. maelstrom. Neither Manhattan Montreal and isolated be islands. isolated Major race race riots riots will break out across the planet. Major Arms be legs off hacked will writing Arms banished. will electrodes to applied of to men sensitive and areas women. men electrodes women. be blinded as not world lead goes world blinded goes will silent not with lead cries. the holocaust last last earth upon holocaust us. of United States The attack States Medina. will Anti-Arab Jewish Jewish will occur major major cities. European Anti-Arab cities. and Pakistan will drop a Kashmir. Pakistan Ka'ba Ka'ba destroyed destroyed holocaust. holocaust. Washington C. D. will C. be annihilated a weapon. D. Nuclear up powerplants and up down down Hudson Hudson be detonated. powerplants North fire Korea nuclear fire at missiles Osaka, at and Seoul, Tokyo. Osaka, North Tokyo. will Pakistan. United Middle-Eastern telecommunications systems Middle-Eastern hit. will Saudi Arabia Saudi Israel attack Iraq. and Mali will Sudan destroyed living and creature. Sudan annihilate States Baghdad. will Dirty Dirty Egypt Egypt Syria. Syria. City Street Wall area Street will area be gassed. New Parts Angeles Los be Angeles destroyed dirty of bomb. Los Golden be Gate hit Bridge by hit with an The aircraft Golden explosives. Bridge West and Bank Mosque Mosque Omar Omar be obliterated. West Explosives Explosives level level Vatican Vatican ground. ground. ground. === We'reThroughHeadlines TheNewYork.A warheadJerusalem.AnIsraeliMecca.Many planes."Targets" into.Brooklyn,York,. Neither.Manhattan Montreal.Major.Arms hacked.. blinded.. UnitedStatesMedina.Anti-ArabJewish.European PakistanKashmir.Ka'ba.WashingtonC.D. annihilated.NuclearHudson.North fireKoreaOsaka,Seoul,Tokyo.Pakistan.Middle-Eastern telecommunications.SaudiArabiaIsraelIraq.MaliSudan living.Baghdad.EgyptSyria.CityStreetWall area.PartsAngelesLos.GoldenGateBridge aircraft.WestBankMosqueOmar.Explosives Vatican.=== == death, of deathless nothing one. one nothing. thoughtless thought. thoughtless no thought. mind no all all. being not-nothing being. not no-mind thought everything. enlightenment delusion. delusionment nothing exists space in exists space in and space time. delusionment delusion in emptiness. there inside outside there inside being neither neither nor inside outside. outside are divisions. negation. negation is the of effect no-cow. is effect no-cow. white no-cow the white effect horse. is horse everything white. many. cow right everything white many. horse. right the action wrong wrong action. action. mind an right illusion. action illusion mind. fire smoke smoke is fire. white something is name thousand. eighty-four nothing. thousand. is to world renounce not world world. world. thoughtless empty. to 9/11 === plain i the can't couple stop that wondering jumped about from the the couple tower, that almost jumped i from can't tower, wondering almost about at top, holding at hands, the did manage, they, their manage, the their swift touching, air, through their swift they, air, did minds, they, who their were connection, connection, of what love, dreams caressing, of minds, love, who caressing, were desperation, rushed them what furiously? rushed make no anything form, this, everything no in form, dread, formless, i everything can't in make dread, anything they an were, ordinary beginning office an their ordinary minds, office the day, who registering skin, skin they on talking, skin, fearful, talking, wind fearful, registering wind on separate separate them? them? hold hold on, on, could could they? they? = ongoing heaven - earth - black - yellow :: is black, the cosmos - are vast - a desolate wasteland - sun fills - moon sets in west it's dusk - from 7 to 9 morning constellations - line up - measure word, they spread out cold - comes - heat - goes - autumn - harvesting - winter - hiding, concealing - intercalary timing - leftover residue - becomes one tenth - measurement of years - so lu - bamboo pitches - shift position - open - clouds - ascend, galloping, - sending - rain - dew - forms - becoming - frost - gold - gives birth - beautiful - water - jade - emanates Kun mountain - summit - double-edged dagger - furiously named - huge - gate-tower - pearl - called - light - darkness - treasure - fruit - plum - apple - many - vegetables - mustard - ginger - sea - salted - rivers - fresh - fishscales - hidden depths - feathers - circling above - fire - dragon - emperor - teaching - phoenix - royal - official - men - beginning - making - writing - characters - then - uniforms, wearing - robes < clothing - skirts expel - throne - yield - country - yao - tang - has - predicted - console - people - strike down - guilty - hold - boundary - talk - and test with scalding - trying case - at court - query - way - bequeath - bow - doubting - sections - love - raise hosts - minister - prostrate - army - barbarians - near - far - reality - ration - guest - returning cries - white - colt - grazes - there - change - covers - grass weeds - (vegetation) - trust - attain - myriad (10,000) - directions (square) - covering - person - issues - (giving to) - four - great - five - (is) normal - respect - (connector / alone) - rearing - children - flattering - destroys - injures - women - adore - chastity - unyielding - imitate - pleasing - genius - know - what passes - certainty - attainment - ability - never - neglect - deception - other - brief - disintegration - reliance - on self (self-reliance) - long - faith - cause should - be covered (protect your faith) tool (utensil) - desire - trouble - (quantity) measure-word - ink - (of) sorrow, sadness - (on silk) - printed (sadness stains poetry - praise small (lamb) - sheep (sheep) - view, scenery - lines - tied or lined-up - wisdom - restraint, conquering - study - makes (creates) - sage - benevolence - ... - name stands [...] - evil - breathing public - rectification - fit - dwell - leisure - ch'in - 4-stringed instrument - good - wonderful - question problem - gate - as well - === - === September 1752 Su Mo Tu We Th Fr Sa 1 2 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 In September, 1752, September 3-13 did not exist. In September, 1752, September 11 did not exist. The ghost of the future visits a past 250 years ago. We did find the couple from the Towers suspended in mid-air, their skin touching skin, screaming what words in 200-kph wind rushing towards them, the ground rushing - floors collapsing in the great container behind them - strusses breaking - speed picking up - as weight is added to weight - but never the speed of people falling, turned internally to dust and fire - the charisma of burned flesh - not left, for a moment - whole and together and identified - In September, 1752, the collision and recuperation of calenders - the elimination of these autumnal days - they're turned around - the future anterior of ghosts - already visited (everyone's living there) (everyone's waiting for the earth to start again) === 1752 Su Mo Su Tu Mo We Tu Th We Fr Th Sa Fr 1 2 14 1 15 2 16 14 17 18 17 19 18 20 19 21 20 22 21 23 22 24 25 24 26 25 27 26 28 27 29 28 30 29 ==== > New arrival from local loop on line 5. We're running ourselves into the ground; we're flying in the air - (5) ? says, "We're running ourselves into the ground; we're flying in the air -" (4) ? says, "Sometimes I think our hands are broken across scriptfiles and screens -" "Are you speaking across the furious air," Lulu said, "or - (5) ? says, "Are you speaking across the furious air," Lulu said, "or -" (4) ? says, "Something or someone is coming..." Someone is leaving; we're all leaving our text behind - what's left (5) ? says, "Someone is leaving; we're all leaving our text behind - what's left" (4) ? says, "is inscription, ourselves sidewalked, screamed, our names" smudged, enrollments, listings, scripts, data-basings, the building (5) ? says, "smudged, enrollments, listings, scripts, data-basings, the building" (4) ? says, "is listing, the building is a list, a whisper, the building" the phoneme building.... (5) ? says, "the phoneme building...." /quit > The conversations you have seen here are not real, they > are trapped in a world between reality and computer nets... > > Connection closed by foreign host. === vag.mov leg-hinges moved on it - brilliant sparkling swollen testicles - or leg-hinges flooded - dark waves of swollen labia - they moved - they engorged - or they were engorged - the swellings far too bright - brightened behind the murmurs - the waves of murmurs - within or between the swellings - shudderings across the glistenings - protruding and repeating within the glistenings - within the scent of swollen testicles - flooding momentarily within them - stuttering within and stuttering without - within tumescences and distumescences - the pulling everything within them - open animation, churned cunt your labia, your absorbing night all - the lips engorged - or leg-hinges flooded - dark waves of swollen labia - they moved - or they were engorged - the swellings far too bright - brightened behind the murmurs - the waves of murmurs - within or between the swellings - shudderings across the glistenings - protruding and repeating within the glistenings - within the scent of swollen testicles - stuttering within and stuttering without - within tumescences and distumescences - the pulling everything within them - w/hole another one swallowing connecting, meta-balls - === vag5.mov the shapes engorged - the tumor spewed - it emanated from the vaginal area - it emanated from the prostate - it emanated from the breast - the lungs - the mouth - sores across labia and scrotum - or they distended - the swellings far too painful - beyond pleasure the pain - the waves of murmurs - pain of murmurs - coagulations of bullets and lozenges - shuddering and swollen - protruding and parasitic emanations - within the scent of death - within the scent of slow lozenge life - slow bullet life - the tumescence of life - the pulling down of everything pure in life - shapes - distortions - spewed tumor - labial death, towards turned images - it emanated from the vaginal area - it emanated from the prostate - it emanated from the breast - the lungs - the mouth - or they distended - the swellings far too painful - beyond pleasure the pain - pain of murmurs - distortions in the movement of the lozenges - coagulations of bullets and lozenges - shuddering and swollen - protruding and parasitic emanations - within the scent of slow lozenge life - slow bullet life - stuttering within and stuttering without - the tumescence of life - the pulling down of everything pure in life - it swelled or it was veering - it swelled or it was veering - the images turned towards death, labial distortions, dark shapes - emanating, tumors, cancers, skin stretched bursting - === poor i've got a pixel missing on this machine, it's always on, it's always blue - another's always white - double-star system - dear god - you look up - you're always there in the stars - you know you're saving everyone - you know there's reason for all this evil in the world - i'm your secret friend - i can't get enough of you - you enter my very soul - they're leaping now from tall buildings - they're burning in fires on the ground - they're hanging from the trees - they're divided among others - they can't think very well - dear god - you must save us - all the hurting people - people fighting and starving - people killing and being killed - so many sick and dying people - so many animals too and plants too - the screen stares at me, punctured or fissured; the screen carries its own after- effects, nimbus and aureole of light - you write on blue against black, black against gray, yellow against blue - the colors of the troposphere - sun glaring at all of us - it doesn't know any better - dear god, please do hide the sun, it is so troublesome for so many of your lowly creatures, it casts light where there is none, nothing remains of the light, shadows am too bright, the glare too dark, in the corners many eyes see, many eyes are blinded - may the sky welcome us - even just against my skin i can hear them - the computer next to me breathing heavily - producing animations of untoward, ungodly things - things that everyone desires - there's a raging storm outside - lasting the batteries - until the frame - until the last frame - is done, completed - the world going by at twelve frames a second - you can't imagine - you can't see - you wouldn't believe - dear god, complementary colors burning into me, i can't speak to you any more like this, my head is reeling, you must ascend to us - oh, nothing?, what could possibly be meant - the passage - eternal writing - the murmuring growing louder - the sounds, furious - Karl loved Gertrud - he wove his phenomenology around her - she was his star - the indescribable Cipher of engagement for the two of them - writing them into the ground - at the limits - dear god, please help Karl and Gertrud - is it always too late - is sanction the very last thing before the eyes close - we are, we are losing, worlds - too many wounded - the battle can't go on much longer - both machines running fans at full-tilt - it isn't enough - the animation slowing - almost to a halt - i'd settle for grays - zig-zags across the eyes - dear god, do please listen, i will not thank you, i will never thank you, you have never done enough, you have never even started - all the animals burned and buried - the fury of humans, their slaughter - unsleeping - the screen almost illegible - double-time fans - furious productions - something freezes, crashes, topples, all those poor people leaping from the building - == The writing k 1 telnet 127.0.0.1 3000 Trying 127.0.0.1... Connected to 127.0.0.1. Escape character is '^]'. Welcoming > New arrival from clara on line 4. /n Karl > Name set. > New arrival from clara on line 5. (5) Gertrud says, "Karl, are you here?" Yes, Gertrud, I am here; this is writing on the wall, evanescent writing. (4) Karl says, "Yes, Gertrud, I am here; this is writing on the wall, evanescent writing." (5) Gertrud says, "I see the words, but I do not see the hand that writes them." It is the same for me. Of those who were weeded out, it is the same for all of us. (4) Karl says, "It is the same for me. Of those who were weeded out, it is the same for all of us." (5) Gertrud says, "The words read the words; the words write them." The words, reading and writing one another. As if they are the last words. (4) Karl says, "The words, reading and writing one another. As if they are the last words." (5) Gertrud says, "The only words in this space, the only conceivable words." A permanent cipher, nothing of reading, nothing of writing. (4) Karl says, "A permanent cipher, nothing of reading, nothing of writing." (5) Gertrud says, "Nothing of translation, of audience; nothing of comprehension." What we have to say to one another, (4) Karl says, "What we have to say to one another," (5) Gertrud says, "The words already speaking" The words already spoken-for (4) Karl says, "The words already spoken-for" (5) Gertrud says, "Of longings, yearnings, of good-byes" Of leaving our signs for one another (4) Karl says, "Of leaving our signs for one another" (5) Gertrud says, "Of meetings elsewhere than this evanescent space, this space of ghosts." Everywhere and nowhere at all, this (4) Karl says, "Everywhere and nowhere at all, this" (5) Gertrud says, "Permanent communion, this" sign ... (4) Karl says, "sign ..." > The conversations you have seen here are not real, they > are trapped in a world between reality and computer nets... Connection closed by foreign host. === Cien2 Su4 Vun2 (Hakka) Inversion - [Ellen Zweig and I continue the translation of the 1000 Character Classic. In the Chinese examination system, the characters were used to indicate the applicant's home lane with its examination cells. Each character is used once. We translate in accordance with three dictionaries and two software programs, plus a grammar of T'ang poetry and other assorted aids. The original is in couplets; after a semi-mythological beginning, the essay settles into homilies, platitudes, proverbs, advice. It was used as a study tool, by children learning the characters for the first time. Here, we find our own rhythm in translation, moving back and forth across the 4-character lines, assembling and reassembling, searching for tropes and parallels; suddenly the line is illuminated, and its aura extends to the next or previous. The characters are old-style, not simplified; many are out of date. At times, in the Japanese software, the character will be combined with another (main) radical, existing only as a subsidiary remnant. Almost never does the knowledge of radicals aid in interpretation; it seems, at least in relation to the Japanese, to be an awkward process of elimination as well as accumulation. The best search strategy is the boolean/root system in the Japanese soft- ware; this can be followed by character combinations in the Chinese soft- ware. When all else fails, a Chinese dictionary from 1930 is consulted; with its 10,000 + characters, it works well, in terms of radical and stroke count. But even here there are problems; characters within have up to 48 strokes, often drawn in a space smaller than a quarter-inch. We are un-knowing of Chinese; Ellen is studying it, and I am still use- lessly pursuing Japanese. But we enter a certain zone in this translation, a connection with something barely comprehended. For myself, the tenuous readings of the words plays into my own writing; bridging character to character is bridging English to English; it is a process of thinking into the void, not unlike the text itself. Below is an inversion study in which the translation is first reversed, then sent through software that eliminates duplicate words, then reversed again (specifically, tac -> perl program eliminating duplicates -> tac). The language slowly becomes more coherent towards the end. And we are only between a quarter and a third of the way through.] yellow :: heaven black, earth black - cosmos - are vast - desolate wasteland - moon fills - sun sets west - dusk - 7 9 morning - it's measure word, they spread line constellations - cold - comes - heat - goes - autumn - harvesting - winter - hiding, concealing - intercalary timing - leftover residue - becomes tenth - measurement years - so lu - pitches - shift position - open - clouds - ascend, galloping, - sending - rain - dew - forms - becoming - frost - gives gold - beautiful - water - emanates jade - from Kun mountain - summit - double-edged dagger - furiously named - huge - gate-tower - pearl - called - light - darkness - fruit - plum - apple - vegetables - mustard - ginger - sea - salted - rivers - fresh - fish-scales - hidden depths - feathers - circling above - fire - dragon - teaching - royal - official - beginning - making - writing - characters - then - robes uniforms, wearing - skirts < clothing - expel - throne - yield - country - yao - tang - has - predicted - console - people - strike down - guilty - hold - boundary - test scalding - trying case - at court - query - way - bequeath - bow - doubting - sections - love - raise up - hosts - leaders - minister - prostrate - army - barbarians - near - far - one - reality - ration - guest - returning to - emperor - phoenix - cries - bamboo - white - colt - grazes - there - covers - grass weeds - (vegetation) - trust - attain - a myriad (10,000) - directions (square) - covering - person - issues - (giving birth to) - four - great - five - normal - (connector / alone) - rearing - children - (!) - flattering - destroys - injures - women - adore - chastity - unyielding - imitate - pleasing - genius - know - what passes - certainty - change - attainment - ability - never - neglect - talk deception - other - brief - disintegration - reliance - self (self-reliance) - long - cause faith - should - be covered (protect your faith) - tool (utensil) - desire - (is) trouble - (quantity) measure-word - ink - (on sorrow, sadness - printed (sadness stains silk) - praise poetry - small (lamb) - sheep (sheep) - view, scenery - lines - tied lined-up - wisdom - restraint, conquering - study - makes (creates) - sage - benevolence - built - name - stands - origin - shape - proper (upright) - model - sky - valley - proclaim - (one's) fame - empty - chamber hall (public room) - learn (review lessons) - carefully - depends on (is disaster (catastrophe) - accumulation - evil - blessings (fortune) - (are caused by) - virtuous - happiness - 1/3 (scale, ruler) - bi-jade (circular disk with hole) - negative (un- ) - treasure - 1/30 meter (measurement, small) - yin (shadow, moon, sexual organs, feminine, secret) - is (just so) (to be) - emulated (compete with) - capital - father (parallels) - (business) affairs - supreme ruler - speak - strictly (accurately) - give - respect - filial piety - serves (accepts) - of power (the others) - devotion - follows (rules) - end (of) - life - face (meet, confront) - breathing out - public - rectification - fit - many - men - dwell - in leisure - the ch'in - 4-stringed instrument - good - and wonderful - question or problem - gate - [...] - as well - === then and now kIlL then pulsation bodies / body pulsations equivalence shuttle-shifting /[0]+/ { print "it swelled" } /[z]+/ "or the tumor /[y]+/ "bullets moved on it" /[x]+/ shaped and grew" /[w]+/ "the shapes engorged" /[v]+/ spewed" /[u]+/ emanated from vaginal area" /[t]+/ prostate" /[s]+/ breast" /[r]+/ lungs" /[q]+/ mouth" /[p]+/ "sores across labia scrotum" /[o]+/ they distended" /[n]+/ swellings far too painful" /[m]+/ "beyond pleasure pain" /[l]+/ waves of murmurs" /[k]+/ "pain /[j]+/ "distortions movements in lozenges" /[i]+/ "coagulations bullets /[h]+/ "shuddering swollen" /[g]+/ "protruding parasitic emanations" /[f]+/ "within scent slow death" /[e]+/ lozenge life" /[d]+/ "slow bullet /[c]+/ "stuttering within stuttering without" /[b]+/ tumescence /[a]+/ pulling pure down everything /^$/ swelled it or was veering" i for = ( NF; >= 1; ) i-- )( printf "%s ",$i;printf "\n"; awk: zz:5: ^ unterminated string now of names of things, penis-strokes, pluses and minuses, the system of positive integers minus division - nothing divides - no fractions - no couplets of form (a,b) - nothing identifiable - clear-cut taxonomies of flesh in the suppurating body of george w. bush - location of daddy-daddy - the furious wronging! :there is no radiation in the black hole; there is nothing; there are no spectral emissions; no surrounding jets; there are galleries :cutting into the flesh of george w. bush < location of daddy-mommy > location of daddy-mommy-daddy - first black hole w/ no detail:NoW I wiLL kILl thEm alL:NoW I wiLL kILl thEm alL Your penises I will Kill theM ALl is on my deaths I will Kill theM ALl Your penises I will Kill theM ALl is on my deaths I will Kill theM ALl Your penises I will Kill theM ALl is on my deaths I will Kill theM ALl Your penises I will Kill theM ALl is on my deaths I will Kill theM ALl Your penises I will Kill theM ALl is on my deaths I will Kill theM ALl labor movements in of movements lozenges" lozenges" { /[i]+/ { "coagulations ofxt six monthsok for the stuff next time I' bullets and /[h]+/ "shuddering print swollen" and /[g]+/ /[g]+/-IMPORTANT_Keys for Joannaanu.edu.au/english/internet_txtite so "protruding "protruding parasitic parasitic emanations" emanations" /[f]+/95) The Blue Tapetxtlo.edu wrote:ess," one defined positively to incor W^G Get Help ^X Send ^R Rea Pine finished -- Closed f g body of george w. bush - location of daddy-daddy - the furious wronging! 4814? Yes tired you have mail in /net/u/6/s/sondheim/.mailspool/sondheimCut Text^ text is your final enunciation. for aogies O k16% ls Ma For 4 penises days, we have been growths and written. venom.ircancel N Nosign. Visiting Pr Send messa and it has taken you 4.467 minutes to write your last ... spam volt.ircper semester: intr of names of th flesh in the suppurating body of george w. bush - location of daddy-daddy tHE fUrIOuS wROngInG! === SUPERNATURAL LIFE After some reflection I came to the rather startling conclusion that thoughts are as supernatural as past history after death. I simply discovered to my surprise that thinking is unnatural. I then reflected a little more and discovered that I have no day-to-day existence. It is a life-to-life existence and life is supernatural. - Clarice Lispector, Selected Cronicas, p. 77 === The Coward Last night I replugged into the dying power-grid, charging cell-phone, nicads for the digital camera, this laptop. The phone depends on a secondary grid of towers and antennas; the camera reproduces nothing without downloading; the laptop connects to a third grid, internetwork- ing. Generators operate in New York City, across the country; the generator complex I've seen near Niagara is the largest confluence of machinery I know. There is an indescribable silence of people, men and women, behind the scenes, who have designed and built and tested the grids and technology; these are people of the disappearances to come, the war already glistening on the horizon. The cell-phone conveys personal and political pessimisms across country and countries, one unstable nation-state to another. The digital camera bears witness, still, to nothing, a reproductive emphasis mainstreamed into 3d animations and other explorations of language, sexuality, body. When the war comes, the camera will be there, recording yet another collapse, perhaps the final one, as humanity has already blasted and slaughtered its way through much of the ecosphere. And the computer, on its dying batteries, will repeatedly attempt to connect on the broken copper-wire phone-grid; the heroics of the Net in other wars will reduced to mute and brutal silence as screens flicker out for the last time. But now the computer conveys otherwise, analysis after analysis, exposing our government and their government, our evil ruling class, and theirs, and their intermixing and interbreeding, and their back-handing deals and kickbacks, and their unconcern for populations of men, women, and children, as they slide back down into the game of war. The analysis, like Freud's, is interminable, repetitious, necessary, and depressing. It is necessary because it enables us to recognize, perhaps for the last time, the evil humans are capable of. It is interminable because new facts and situations come to light, as nations move closer to war, to intolerance, to the right. And it is repetitious, because we have witnessed all of this before - the duplicity, the violence of language tending towards material violence, the impending holocaust-to-come. The question repeatedly returns - what is to be done - beyond the talk and protest and organizing; the one movement-moment of four hijacked planes turned the world upside-down, more than any analysis or mass-movement has ever done. It is not that empire has collapsed; it is that empire has turned ever more hideous, paranoid, and closed-off, closed-down, taking its armies and weapons with it. It is not that speech and analysis are curtailed; it is that speech and analysis are rendered useless, irrelevant. So it is clear, just as it was in Imperial Rome, that what is to be done, is being done-for-us; that it is already in motion, that protest and accuracy and resistance are as futile as the turning-back of regimes intent on conflagration. If one thinks back to Imperial Rome - it was Lucan who died, not Nero; analysis terminable and interminable would not have stayed the course of events. What we are working on is the accuracy of our vision, our witnessing, as if there were a transcendence to truth, as if truth were part and parcel of natural or instrumental reason. If our analysis stops at the gate of hopelessness, it does so because, beyond, is nothing but erasure, and that is already done-for-us - from the internal violence of transnational corporations, to the enormous lies of power that must, in order to maintain itself, deceive. I am well aware that I am contributing nothing here, that I have nothing to contribute. At the very least, we need barricades, more and more barricades; onslaught is slowed by stones and wood... === when blinded, blinded, how how valiant, valiant, how war and thy declarations when blow again blow again trumpeter, trumpeter when blow again blow again trumpeter, trumpeter conjure - war's conjure alarums. war's thine out, eyes out, gouged how out, how cancers blow legless legless armless, armless, dead and further dead nuclear warhead warhead warhead detonate detonate o cities. nuclear and many planes and many planes and shadows, Targets and many planes and Targets technology; of these the disappearing people to come, the disappearing war to come, and technology and disappearing when the war comes, there will be another war when recording the war and yet another comes, other mute wars and reduced and silent mute screens, silent mute screens and brutal silence out and others other as wars screens will flicker and reduced and silenced out to men, slide women, back children, into the game slide of war and back of war. down men, into women,the game children, the children of war when blow again blow again trumpeter, trumpeter when blow again blow again trumpeter, trumpeter and further dead and reduced and silenced out === (for the upcoming conference on Kathy Acker - might be of interest. - Alan) The Blue Tape I was still married to Beth and heard Kathy read and Kathy came and Beth moved in with Ed and Bernadette had moved out or moved out then and Beth and I had been together four and a half years more or less. Kathy and I began writing each other; she placed me in the position of her father; I thought she was my soulmate. Ed had a copy of her diary; I pasted the letters in it. Later I gave it to Tom who passed it on to Chris. I don't know where it is now. Kathy came one night when Beth left and the next day and next few days were terrible; we made the tapes - there were more than one - in the midst of the terror. Emily, who had been my student at R.I.S.D., filmed the materials on an EIAJ black-and-white Sony deck, I think 3600. They were filmed at my apartment, which Ed's brother Tom, I think, had found us, on 16h or 17th street; perhaps it was his. I had been working in video and writing; Kathy had been writing; I sugges- ted we do a tape to pay for her coming out from the coast. We got a bit of advance booking. Everything fell apart between us. She had worked in Times Square; I suggested we explore sexuality on the tapes and she agreed. I'd been working on and off in a messy narrative style, which I still do. There was no editing beyond starting and stopping the camera. At least one of the other tapes was an inverse of the one we showed. We pushed things as far as we could. I felt needy. I hated myself. I remember Kathy being suicidal, accidently locked out of the flat when Emily and I took a break; she'd wanted to be alone. Neither of us were in great shape. I forget whether we made the tapes all that day or over a couple of days. I forget the sequence. We showed the tapes at St. Mark's and there was dead silence afterward. Vito was there. I think it was then that Jackson was there as well. Kathy said You've had your fun, children, now go home. or something to that effect. People were upset. Jackson said it was a very brave thing you did. We showed the tape at Yale and everyone laughed. We showed the tape at R.I.S.D. and everyone cried. At R.I.S.D. we went to an opening and someone came on to me who had been a student and I wasn't used to that and she came to the flat on 16th or 17th street and we had a short affair, but that led to another story. I showed the tape at San Diego, or maybe it was Cal Arts, or maybe both. I don't remember. I'd never been able to watch the tape; it was too painful. It still is. After the California showing, I said I didn't want to show it again, and Kathy thought that was ok. (We agreed only to show the tape with mutual consent.) I didn't for years, until it was revived and shown in various places and I'd moved on and so had she. I was teaching at Hartford Art School and asked David to take it in for a grant application; he ran 'the dirty parts' for his students and swore them to secrecy. One of the students told me, crying hysterically, at the end of the year. Kathy thought I was crazy and I thought she was crazy. Sometimes I'd hear a hello from her later on. We did, back at that time, a complex electronic piece for WBAI, again about love, control, etc., the usual subjects. It went well but I don't think it was broadcast, but then I don't know. I don't know where "The Blue Tape" title came from; I don't think we'd given it/them titles, but I'm not sure. What else? I'm glad the tape's out there and being seen again. There was a recent article on it on the net; I thought most of it was wrong or slanted but that's to be expected. Every time it comes up, those days come back to me. And those days are long gone. Bernadette didn't speak to me again. I was with her sister for a while. Vito and I stopped speaking. Around 1977 I moved out of New York and around 1990 I moved back. A lot has happened since then. Alan Sondheim, sondheim@panix.com Work at http://www.anu.edu.au/english/internet_txt http://www.furtherfield.org/asondheim/ Trace Projects at http://trace.ntu.ac.uk/writers/sondheim/index.htm ==== Sutta What do you want to create? Nikuko. Nikuko says, "because if you want to hold the aura you hold the aura." Nikuko says, "the aura blocks and breaks the Antique Mirror." Nikuko says, "the Antique Mirror is contractually obligated; it is the Ancient Mirror." Ancient Mirror sees no "Mirror" here. Nikuko says, "To see no Mirror is to see the Mirror." Ancient Mirror sees no "Ancient Mirror" here. Nikuko says, "To see no Ancient Mirror is to see the Ancient Mirror." Ancient Mirror sees no "Antique Mirror" here. Nikuko says, "To see no Antique Mirror is to see Antique Mirror." Ancient Mirror doesn't understand that. Nikuko says, "Polish Mirror" Ancient Mirror sees no "Mirror" here. @create Mirror Creation procedure aborted... Ancient Mirror doesn't understand that. Ancient Mirror now has Mirror with object number #1517 and parent generic thing (#5). look Mirror Ancient Mirror of Ancient Mirror Nikuko says, "What is Ancient Mirror of Ancient Mirror?" What do you want to create? What do you want to create? areas of expertise and What do you want to create? Basic Objects What do you want to create? Arts. What do you want to create? Mind. What do you want to create? Origin. Root Class (#1) is owned by Wizard (#2). Aliases: nothing (No description set.) Actions: nothing (No actions set.) What do you want to create? Nikuko. Nikuko Brooding Buti or Buda / Pest She is awake and looks alert. Carrying: Budi iGirl Nikuko is awake and alert and creates Nikuko. Nikuko looks at Ancient Mirror. Ancient Mirror looks at Nikuko. === desperate codes wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - they've got nuclear on them - use standing torture if necessary - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 432 89 1 3 9 9 2 56 4 3 59 8 15 15 13 14 11 death by water torture - wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - code 6! code 6! - they've got nuclear on them - use standing torture if necessary - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 6 111 09 09 28918 0564783 192834 0 84 4 12 death by water torture - wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - code 6! code 6! - they've got nuclear on them - use standing torture if necessary - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 1 2 4 3 2121 32 1 900 77 8 6 6 6 52 4234 3 death by water torture - wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - code 6! code 6! - they've got nuclear on them - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 5 32 1 0 8 8 7 2 4 2 3 8 6 7 5 43 -- 1 23 1 5 234 death by water torture - wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - code 6! code 6! - they've got nuclear on them - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 8 6 7 6 43 12 0 0 8 7 4 6 52 14 12 1 6 1 2 3 wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - code 6! code 6! - they've got nuclear on them - use standing torture if necessary - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 7 5 2 4 1 3 1 2 9 8 8 6 5 4 3 2 death by water torture - wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - report to headquarters immediately - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - code 6! code 6! - they've got nuclear on them - use standing torture if necessary - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 3 9 0 2 7 4 4 2 8 7 6 2 5 1 9 9 death by water torture - wait for orders - assassinate now - round them up - burn them alive - we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - they've got nuclear on them - use standing torture if necessary - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 1 2 3 2 1 0 0 9 4 6 1 1 8 6 2 3 wait for orders - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 1 round them up - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - 3 assassinate now - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - 2 code 6! code 6! - 7 wait for orders - don't leave evidence - she disappeared with code0 - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - never, ever - kill for pleasure - keep it quiet - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 11 assassinate now - this time use a scatter bomb and make sure it counts - 2 round them up - pre-emptive strike - immediate action - 3 use standing torture if necessary - 9 death by water torture - don't leave evidence - 0 death by water torture - don't leave evidence - 0 we're found out! discovered! it's all over! - cyanide as usual - we'll kill ourselves - 6 we'll kill you! - we'll kill you! === give up you cowards. talk secret talk 24 4147497836. 074 64836 94 207. 203349 8945 89. 97830 45 97474 2058901094. 2438587024 97447848. 20927 407 423 50794 974 9784148. 140098501. 1740898 033 24208 87834. 803 88 141414 94304. 02981894. 83947349 7022836 2897 342 41474434 83947349. 90108 90108. 2811 9489 2149 4221034 67409 34348 8394388582098438. 970385472 903341 7430330324 7409478 8471478. 0334734097 574942418. 5011 709743 547 6414732439. 011 64147324398 142074. 17014 we everything. are going to war. cannot stop it. think of there capitulate. conspiracy theories. watch our own party the thieves. beautiful. breasts and cocks shiny. sun is lovely today. activity. internet humming with new everyone internet. talks talks. will test clot occlude great nodes intensifications. transform tunnel redundancy routers servers. underneath protocols. full hatred for government. all governments beware. brave === Transmission of David Koresh, modified from the SEALS: Of the Mt. world Carmel as and lovers face of the Christ. world Chapter as One lovers of Christ. Carmel Chapter and One face - For For in in the Christ, we've we've seen seen a a bride, bride, Of whom Christ thas Christ loved.has Scripture was tells convicted us of that the Pilate truth was in convicted Christ, truth tells be misunderstood, most being misunderstood, the being of Revelation Christ his seven writings churches seven John churches in Asia. Christ will and dealt Christ Lamb a slain. Christ Here as revelation our slain. glorified be not made himself. [ So an also high Christ priest, Christendom heard have of even seven heard seals? seals? Christendom Why by Christ power the Truly Saviour, only between Saviour, man Mediator Truly between Christ man is Likewise, the it seven true by opening is seals it much of Christ. ] But nature it (Christ), pen my of (God's) a tongue ready pen we ready my receive Christ grace is found capable therein. Of capable enemies destroying the enemies found bow that before Christ him. Shall what ride house; King King thy (Christ) beauty; greatly for desire father's beauty; so important Christ, God, church? or While church? To While God, on or Christ sardine the stone. This stone one to same referred stone and referred one to. What So the again Father reminded Christ gives again seals, Christ, righteousness for Word, in promised Christ verse His 17, Christian the [way] him know in him the Word the reveals like now And time (5:5). Traditional Traditional Christianity Christianity mysterious with do ``Christ.'' use of term has ``Christ.'' To however, focus Prophets prophets this foretold Christ. Another who ``Christ,'' would Branch at David, end would of appear another at ``Christ,'' end Branch anointed, made rides King 45:10-17). Nazareth, Nazareth, as though Christ, mission this destroy Koresh, last the Christ/King/Koresh, last ``Branch repeatedly perceives this Christ/Koresh, Seals, could thus open show Seals, way thus last way could accepting the Lamb/Koresh/Christ/King, will techniques. He He closes closes using mashiach, is ``Christos,'' from get our so, one accurately say say that ancient ``Christ.'' Persian called king Christ. Koresh to claimed Persian biblical terminology in ``Christ'' this ``Babylon.'' Christians early quite Christians fond were of quite the fond same later Christian, Christian, have proclaimed the imminent ``end'' ``end of'' (i.e., the Christ), or Branch David. Koresh millennial Christ reign which follow. Are events reign backdrop book Revelation. Were Not Christians back 2000 over years, 2000 in years, which Jewish Christian groups over presented problems problems for church enemy coming the that? Even didn't he think Jesus thought Christ, is, based one, he based was references Christ. Further, thought if he remember the heavenly work work of Christ? These statements alone alone remember loved be faithful Christ. ``Servants He Christ'' coming out. But faithful Claimed time FBI the quotes first Christ, should said set should building set on building (?). fire Christ, (?). said March report 6, quotes report claiming claiming Christ, Mystery this Him?'' and First Jesus all, which which First God of gave High Here God. Of These which reveal His His God. [ So not also himself which such of [ Blessed of Father who, Lord [Blessed who, God according and but nature it (Christ), pen my of (God's) a tongue ready pen we ready my writer.'' (God's) we is foretelling foretelling determined determined shall bow ride before white is horse it therefore God thy anointed so important Christ, God, church? or While church? to While God, on or pointing passage hearers pointing (His hearers In Rock we (His see God). old, of called This ``Son like God'' of he that maintained prophets - Sending ww yy zz ww1 char hui zz DEVIANCE.TXT cybersoma.doc ww altoona.txt ww SONDHEIM.LTR SONDHEIM.PRO ww1 worm Receiving altoona.txt mp mp mp HAVEN.TAR PRISM.ZIP SEALS.TXT ZONE.TAR aba.txt cybrpoet.txt mp mp mp mp mp mp millen.txt mp netintro shortbio === out of nowhere aaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaa aaaaa aaa aa aaaaaaa. aaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaa aa aaaa aaaaaaa. aaa aaaaaaaaaa aa aaaa aa. aa aaa aaa, aaaa. aaa aaaaaaaaa aaaaaa aaa aaaaa aa aaaaaaaa. aa aaaa aa aaaaaaaa aaaa aaa aaa aaaaa. aa aaaaaaa aa aaa aaaaaaaaaaa aa aaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa 'aa aaaa aaaaaaaaaaa.' aa aaaaa aaa aaa aaaaaaaa. aa aaaaa aaaa aaaaaaaaa aaaaa aaa aa aaaaaaa aaa aaaaaaa aa aaaaaaa. aa aaa aaa aaaaa aa aaa. aaaa aaaaaaaa aaaa aaaa aaaaaaaa. aaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaa aaaa. aaaaa aaaaaa aaaa aaaaa aaaa. aa aaaa aaa aaaa. aaaaaaaa aa aaaaaaa. aaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaa aaaaa aa aaaa aaaa aaa aaaa aaa aaaaa. aaa aaaaa aaaaa aaa aaa aa aa. aaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaa aaa. a aaaa aaaaa aa aaaa aaaaa. aa aaaa aaa aaaaaa aa aa aa aaa aa aa aaaaa aa aaaa aaaaaa aa aaaaaaaa. aaaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaa. aaaaa aaa aaa aaaaa aaaa aa. aaaa aaaa aaaaaaa. aaaa aaaa aaaaaaa aa aaa. abb aabaaa abbaaabaa abbba bba ba ababaaa. abb aabaaa abbaaabaa ab aaab ababaaa. abb aabaaaaaab aa baba ba. aa aba aba, abba. abb abbaaabaa bbabba abb abaab ba babbabab. ab aaab aa abaaaaaa abab abb bbb aaaba. ab abbbbab aa abb abaabbbbbba ba babbbbba baabaaba 'ba baaa abaabbaaaba.' ab ababa abb aba aaaabaab. ab ababa abaa bbbaaaaaa abbba bba ba ababbbb aaa bbabbaa ab ababbbb. ab abb abb abbba ab aab. baaa aababaab aaaa aaba aababaab. abbab bbaaaa baabbaaaaa abaa. abbab bbaaaa baab abbab aabb. ab baab bbb aabb. babbabab aa aaaaaaa. abb aabaaa abbaaabaa aaaaa ab baaa aaab baa abba aaa baaaa. baa aaaba bbaaa bab bab ba ba. abb aabaaa abbaaabaa aabaaaaba bab. a aaaa abaab ba aaaa abbaa. aa abba aba baaabb aa aa aa bab bb aa babbb bb baaa babbba bb babbabab. aababaab bbbbaa aababaab. abbab bba aaa abbba aaaa aa. abba aaaa ababaaa. abba aaaa ababaaa aa aaa. abb cabcca cbbccabaa cbdbc bba bc ababcaa. abb cabcca cbbccabaa ab caab ababcaa. abb acbcaccccb cc bcba bc. cc aba aba, abba. abb cbbccabaa bbabbc abb abaab bc bcbbcbab. ab cccb ca cbacaaaa cbab cbb bbb cccbc. ab abbdbcb ca abb abcabbbbbba bc babbdbbc dacbcabc 'bc dacc abcabbcacba.' ab cbaba abb aba caaabaab. ab cbaba abaa bbbaaccac cbdbc bba bc ababbbb aaa bbabbac ab ababbbb. ab abb abb abbba ab acb. bacc ccbcbacb accc cabc ccbcbacb. abbcb bbacac baabbcaaaa abaa. abbcb bbacac bcab abbcb acdb. ab bcab bbb acdb. bcbbcbab cc aacacaa. abb cabcca cbbccabaa aaaac ab bccc acab bcc abdc aaa baaac. bcc acabc bbcaa bcd bab bc bc. abb cabcca cbbccabaa cabaaacbc bcd. c accc abcab dc caca abbac. ca abbc aba daaabb cc ca cc bcd bb aa babbb bb daac babbbc bb bcbbcbab. ccbcbacb bbbbac ccbcbacb. abbcb dba aaa abdba aaaa ca. abbc aaaa ababcaa. abbc aaaa ababcaa aa acc. abe fabccd ceefcdeaa cbgef bba bf ababcaa. abe fabccd ceefcdeaa ab caab ababcaa. abe acbcaffcfe cf bcba bf. cf aba abd, dbea. abe ceefcdeaa bedeef abe deaab bf eceefbae. de fcce ca cbafaaaa feae fbe bbe fccef. de aeegbfe ca abe aecabbbebbd bf eabegbbf gacbcaef 'bf gaff defaebcacba.' de feaea abe aed faaabaae. de feaea abaa bebaafcaf cbgef bba bf abdbeee aad eeabeaf ab abdbeee. de dbb aee abbba ab dce. baff ccbfeace dcff fabc ccbfeace. abefe beafaf badeefaaad abaa. abefe beafaf bcde abece acge. de bcde bbe acge. eceefbae cf dacacaa. abe fabccd ceefcdeaa daaaf ab ecff dcab bcf aegf aad baadf. bcf acdef becaa bcg bae bf bf. abe fabccd ceefcdeaa faeaaafef bcg. c dcff decae gf fafa dbedf. ca dbef aba gaaaee cf ca cf bcg be aa babee be gaaf babeef be eceefbae. ccbfeace beeedf ccbfeace. abefe gea aad dbgea daaa ca. abef daaa ababcaa. abef daaa ababcaa aa aff. ghe fghcid ceefideag cbmef bhg bf abghiag. ghe fghcid ceefideag gb iagb abghiag. ghe acbcallcfe if hcba hf. if abg abj, jhea. ghe ceefideag bedeef ghe deagh bf eieelbae. je liie ia cbafgaag feae fbe bhe liief. je geemble ia ghe aeighbbebbd bf eabembhf machiaef 'bf maff defgehcgiba.' je leaea ghe aej laaghage. je leaea ghag behgaligl cbmef bhg bf abjheee aad eegheaf gb abjheee. je jhb aee abbhg gb die. ball iibleace jill fgbc iibleace. ghefe beafgf hadeefgaad ghag. ghefe beafgf bide gheie gime. je bide bhe gime. eieelbae if jaigiag. ghe fghcid ceefideag jaagf gb kill jigh hif aemf aad haadf. hif aidef beiag him bae bf hf. ghe fghcid ceefideag fgeaaglef him. i jill jeige ml lafg jbedf. ig dbef abg maggee if ig if him be aa bghee be maal bgheef be eieelbae. iibleace beeedf iibleace. ghefe mea aad jbmea jaag ig. ghel jaag abghiag. ghel jaag abghiag ag all. the stupid president comes out of nothing. the stupid president go into nothing. the apocalypse is upon us. if not now, when. the president orders the death of everyone. we live in constant fear for our lives. we tremble in the neighborood of enormous machines 'of mass destruction.' we learn the new language. we learn that brutality comes out of nowhere and returns to nowhere. we who are about to die. only violence will stop violence. these beasts understand that. these beasts bide their time. we bide our time. everyone is waiting. the stupid president wants to kill with his arms and hands. his aides bring him one of us. the stupid president strangles him. i will write my last words. it does not matter if it is him or an other or many others or everyone. violence breeds violence. these men and women want it. they want nothing. they want nothing at all. === i write always from the position of a dying man - but you're still alive - but i'm always dying all of sondheim's writing is about his death; he goes on about it. - but he's still alive - he's still writing about his death sondheim writes about nothing else other than death. - he's not even dead - he just keeps writing about it all of sondheim's writing is about his death; he goes on and on about it.ettime-l. (2842) Priming the ne - he's just priming sondheim writes about nothing else other than sex and death.tuallyESCRIPTIONNTIRE surfing - he's just surfing all of his pieces are the work of a dying man - he's been doing that for years - he's been dying for years states PLUS Canada! Globes sondheim writes about nothing else other than doaned viewers aware - he's been aware for years - he's just surfingacter set. ]see Both look cool, but it will take more - he's been looking cool for years all of sondheim's writing is about his death; he goes on and on about it.io] brower award - he's been awarded for years all of his work is about his death - it's all he thinks about - he's been thinking about dying for years === the court beauty the transformation of the translation so far, and then we went and found another black-throated blue warbler, green heron, black-and-white warbler, nashville warbler, muscovie duck, swans, canadian geese, robins, blue- jays, kingfishers, swifts (i am certain of it), grey catbirds, puff-balls, the largest ginko i've ever seen - a desolate wasteland - adore all myriad (10,000) ancient laws and - bow far injures (and pure) (and) stop test with scalding valley wonderful (an) orchid(s) another (a) pine(s) apple (are caused by) reflection are vast ascend ascend, galloping, as - well at court attain attainment bamboo pitches barbarians beautiful beautiful, beauty be aware of becomes one tenth becoming - covered (protect your faith) beginning beginnings benevolence bequeath bi-jade (circular disk hole) circular black blessings (fortune) business (by means of) through called carefully chamber hall (public room) change characters chastity circling above clear (transparent) clouds cold colt comes comfort, music (connector / alone) console contain (form) covering - covers cries dawn (early in the morning) deception deliberate depends on (is destroys determination devotion dew diction (classical rhetoric) directions (square) disaster - (catastrophe) doubting dragon dwell earth eliminate emanates - out emulated (compete with) enlist (membership) expel face (meet, - confront) faith feathers filial piety fishscales fit five flattering ** flourish flows follows (rules) forms foundation four fragrance fresh from 7 to 9 morning Kun mountain - frost furiously named gate gate-tower genius gentleness ginger give gives birth (giving to) goes gold good government grass weeds grazes great greatly happiness has heaven hidden depths hold if imitate addition autumn increase - disintegration leisure intercalary timing winter (is) brief is built close, extreme (just so) ((to be) long normal) printed (sadness stains silk) issues trouble it's - measure word, they spread dusk jade know learn - (review lessons) life lightly like lines line up love makes (creates) making many measurement years men minister model mustard near negative (un- ) neglect never nothingness not (un) obey ability children darkness desire (of) evil official fruit power (the others) shape sorrow, sadness study father (parallels) guest supreme ruler (of the) wild pear (one is) thinking (one's) fame (on self (self-reliance)) open pleasing plum poetry poverty precious predicted proclaim proper (upright) prosper prospers prostrate prudent public (quantity) measure- word query question or problem rain raise - ration reality recitation (poem, song) rectification reliance respect restraint, conquering returning robes < clothing salted say sending serves (accepts) sheep (sheep) shift position should - sincerity, fidelity skirts sky small (lamb) so lu speak stands - stopping (ceaselessly) strictly (accurately) strike down summit take (create) talk tang teaching accumulation army boundary (business) affairs capital cause certainty ch'in constellations cosmos country deep (the) (abyss) double-edged dagger emperor empty end fire guilty harvesting heat hiding, concealing hosts huge ink leaders leftover residue light moon fills then name origin other pearl people person phoenix praise - rake there rearing river rivers royal sage sea sections sun sets west sweetness throne tool (utensil) treasure value pride way white this tied lined-up (to) service tread (put shoes) trust trying case uniforms, wearing unyielding vegetables (vegetation) view, scenery virtuous warm water what - passes wisdom (with) quiet, peaceful women work writing yao yellow :: black, yield yin (shadow, moon, sexual organs, feminine, secret)... === Speaker remnant Speaker fades in from Entry Point and joins you. Speaker says, "I'll be Alan's words ..." Speaker says, "Martin typing them ..." Speaker says, "One case which resulted in netsex that recuperated a Speaker says, "At times netsex can be completely overwhelming ... " Speaker says, "Part of it the 'command structure' ..." Speaker says, "The ASCII unconcoous ..." Speaker says, "ignore my spelling" Speaker says, ""I can't type half as fast as Alan, even though I do it Speaker says, "text emerges as parts of past, childhood ... interjections Speaker says, ""Part objects .." Speaker says, """The power of Netsex ... not trivial ..." Speaker says, "Joining subjects across the wall of language .." Speaker says, "defining ... truth ... idea of true speech and the genuine Speaker says, "primordial objectivity ... " Speaker says, "kant ..." Speaker says, "Questions about Kant ..." Speaker says, "A state of primitive fusion and confusion .." Speaker says, "Temptation of St Antoine .." Speaker says, "Cyberspatial buzzing .... huge amounts of ..." Speaker says, "Excretion's featured a few times ... not that zone ..." Speaker says, "not = note" Speaker says, "Confusions of identity .... @gender commands ..." Speaker says, "Control faction ... moviong backwards and forwards from Speaker says, "ss" Speaker says, "tremendous sexualisaion of the internet as a whole ..." Speaker says, "Most non-moderated spaces show this ..." Speaker says, "Sexualisation ... desires implicit just about everywhere Speaker says, "16 minutes ... 4 to go " Speaker says, "language loses its formal syntactic structure ..." Speaker says, "Raviushment becomes the unravelling of language..." Speaker says, "Woman he knew who would short out the keyboard with her Speaker says, "Streams of characters ..." Speaker says, "fbnu bgyf hgf hgf hf hgbfh jgthrjigbtrubigperhbubhuehtuig Speaker says, "Ah, tht's better." Speaker says, "cu-seeme is more uncanny and disturbing than y-talk ..." Speaker says, "Silence of cu-seeme ... uncanny ... uncomfortable ... Speaker says, "faces erupt in different direction .." Speaker says, "recognition ..." Speaker says, "didn't get to death on the internet ..." Speaker says, "Tomorrow: Michael Current's fdeath ..." Speaker says, "Thankyou ..." Speaker recieves applause .. Speaker says, "... cleaning up ..." Speaker says, ""Jerry asks about Kant ... Alan thought he meant something Speaker says, "It is." Speaker says, "carry sexuality beyond what happens in Alan's real life .." Speaker says, "as it becomes more real ... series of exchnages ..." Speaker says, "list ... priovate mail .. ." Speaker says, "more emotional .." Speaker says, "relationshiop ..." Speaker says, "phone call " Speaker says, "phone sex ..." Speaker says, "y-talk ..." Speaker says, "photos ..." Speaker says, "peices of hair ..." Speaker says, "souvenirs ..." Speaker says, "anything ..." Speaker says, "Small animals .." Speaker says, "Oh yes, panties ..." Speaker says, "That was a typo . ..." Speaker uses the word "coagulation" a lot ... Speaker says, "Question intimates that Jerry ta;ling and Alan typing was Speaker says, "like dria" Speaker licks Dria ever so slowly. Speaker says, "Richness of net.sex " Speaker says, "Turn off the computer ... left with own reflection in Speaker says, "Different movements ..." Speaker says, "y-talk is like two bodies separated by Speaker says, "Ari says even email is theatrical .." === 1000 character classic cinema there is always a vacancy ... as if a thousand motion-picture projectors were all going at once ... as if a thousand screens were dissolving simul- taneously several thousand already dead, but excuse me - the applause from an audience of thousands - her staring is uncanny, almost as if applause from an audience of thousands, degradation beyond thousands, degradation beyond you, fear sexual freedom more than from an audience of thousands - your understanding of revolution depends on applause from an audience of thousands. they dead foundations thousand character classic. terms utilized: kindness womenservants restored thousand reproved prayed healed fast wombs nothing. thousand. is to world renounce not world world. world. thousands of millions of hundreds of thousands of eighty-four thousands of tens of thousands of hundreds of eighty-four thousands of millions of hundreds of and tens of thousands of eighty-four hundreds of millions. if there is one thin wire, there are thousands in these matters, thousands of thin wires: think of them, each labeled and very long. eight hundred sixty-two thousand. six hundred forty-two thousand. seven thousand. ten-thousandths. twenty-seven thousand. eight thousand. five hundred forty-four thousand. seven thousand. ten-thousandths. === why codework wary of any art movement tending towards genre, not that the two are simultaneous or even related. there are limits to codework; on one hand the code itself, on the other the process the code sends - what - through - text/image/subject/object/monad/desire - think of it as retinal filtering - that is the isolation, production, and naming of objects within the continuum of the world - it's both structure and generative process - the latter tending towards ontology. what is, is the domain of production - the input, to the extent that it is text/image etc. - i.e. not generated within the program itself - is parasitic, the third term within the communication process - on one hand traditional 'content' - on the other - 'noise' within the system that modifies and is modified by the output. i tend to think of this in terms of two large-scale operations - that of consciousness and its relation to inputting and outputting - fuzzy and rough domains at best - not a behavior analysis - but one stressing the interpretation and phenomenology of consciousness within the filter - seeing this as the way the world is, that is to say the relationship of consciousness to the world is vis-a-vis formal and informal systems in which filtering/language produces discrete elements in relation to consciousness on one hand and the world on the other - and then again - the second large-scale operation - that of the universe - plasma, virtual particles - the disruptions and collusion/collocation of structures - momentary buildups, impediments - codework at the limits in other words connecting, a connector among others, between self and cosmos - without descent into the mu of zazen for example - or ma, space/interval - looking at correlated particles for example in relation to, but not always, the space between them - so that there is a production of meaning, the gleaning from across all of this - structure, process, the parasitic - it's the production that is also an inhabitation and interpretation by consciousness - it's the situation of being-human in the world - it's worlding itself - at least this is how it seems to me, the movement-genre is irrelevant - what's important is the exploration of consciousness and the relationship among articulated entities in the world - there's something of cognitive psychology to this (but messier) and something of art as well (but more exact, almost uncomfortable, diacritical) - not a movement or genre but the loose domain or pooling of the confluence of structure and content (in the traditional sense), subject and object (in the traditional sense), i and not-i (in the traditional sense) - dichotomy itself - or the very nature of distinction - the sheffer stroke or its dual for example as the basis - neither a nor b - not both a and b - already tending towards the quantum mechanics of superimposition and the phenomenology of the gesture - === the newest of all languages acta ntaeth eralterialtiteesriAmid aharound saravat BB Sbi oom bricolbragiceolbushcastracadracdro mCE NCerechor aclot coheconcreiencllcoocllioatnsioComp aqlicocimptlisnessesensusualitierdon cu CybermCyinbecyrscypabecersbo rgd'uz na ladeexcaisthtrtrucucfldefu geDerrsiccdeedccdhtm ldidihrhrlylyyhreget ffanffsasassssiaiangngnvnvnnecogecefemtsemizpapsps ululcenepmeepevglevaderpepeivnsusexfamifaas sctuscfefoedrwfofictlmmafikelmrmakstof waurgegigabygigrneidhalfhapooupthehiel fhiaphihorc hyhoht mltpearrtylii' veeoidamgrikimlempxidern rpenojojpiizjavaJe jennif jiujijouijudglukanj Keba kw Laualaun gu nu xcrmiowcrldormohsmsMtmuicltulsm MynoNa ighbhborodingNeopsiniku koNi'sNiNY Coeuv PankrertrtysgspephpeytrirlpneupnspmoprqbRN AruSagdhSato wgxuseakuhshawimgnskeiSnoxsobgsuuprooiupdsoibjbjvi vibtSydmSyxolsteAc pipium UR LLsvoVR MLwebboa Webptwwowrww wyazaze === a newer language act antaet - antaet heralt - heralt eri - eri tiesAmi - tiesAmi daharo - daharo undsava - undsava tartarsBBSbiomesbri - tartarsBBSbiomesbri col - col - act - agebus hidocas - hidocas tra - tra tedcd - tedcd cdromCENCen - cdromCENCen trechoraclotscoh - trechoraclotscoh ere - ere nciesloc - nciesloc ati - ati - agebus - onscomCom sci - paqpli ous - citcon nes - sci sessen - ous sua - nes lit - sessen iescor - sua donscuntcuntsCyb - lit onscomCom - iescor paqpli - donscuntcuntsCyb - citcon - erm paceorgd'e - indcyb ruzad'n - ers aladec - paceorgd'e ath - ruzad'n existru - aladec ctedctiondee - ath rfl - existru def - ctedctiondee erm - rfl indcyb - def - ers - ugeDer ridades - ridades icc - icc ateddhtmldia - ateddhtmldia chr - chr oni - oni callyonydie - callyonydie gesisgeticdif - gesisgeticdif fer - fer - ugeDer - anceenddis est - ass menttan - oci tia - atinginv tioneco - est log - menttan eff - tia usi - tioneco ema - log anceenddis - eff ass - usi oci - ema - atinginv - nantseme ncesemp - rge eticizedenc - ncesemp aps - eticizedenc ula - aps tionsent - ula asicepi - tionsent stemeeve - asicepi rgl - stemeeve nantseme - rgl - rge - adesexp asisens - ialsext ivityrus - asisens ionsfam - ivityrus ili - ionsfam alityfan - ili tasmtas - alityfan micfas - tasmtas cia - micfas adesexp - cia - ialsext - tusfee ityfil - dfo mma - rwardfic kermst - tiv ockfin - ityfil ger - mma boardfoo - kermst fwageo - ockfin mat - ger tusfee - boardfoo dfo - fwageo rwardfic - mat - tiv - icsges dli - tur hal - allygig fgr - aby oup - tesgri oidhem - dli ipt - hal erahir - fgr selfhis - oup icsges - oidhem tur - ipt allygig - erahir aby - selfhis - tesgri - tor rap - iog hieshol - rap archyhtmhtmlhttphyp - hieshol err - archyhtmhtmlhttphyp eal - err i'di'mi'veide - eal ogr - i'di'mi'veide ammariko - ogr tor - ammariko - iog - nicima omp - gin letesexi - ariesimm cal - ivi inf - inc orm - omp aticsint - letesexi erneterp - cal ene - inf nicima - orm gin - aticsint ariesimm - erneterp ivi - ene - inc - tingroj nagijav - ect asc - ispiza riptJenjen - nagijav niferjis - asc atsujou - riptJenjen iss - niferjis jud - atsujou gme - iss tingroj - jud ect - gme - ispiza - ntaljulukanjiKeb - arakwatLacanlan - dbi ntaljulukanjiKeb - rdsgua arakwatLacanlan - ginglej dbi - eunelig - rdsgua - uuslinuxrilymac hinicmag - hinicmag atamamed - atamamed ias - ias miamirow - miamirow orldsmor - orldsmor phingphsms - phingphsms Mt - Mt mul - mul - uuslinuxrilymac - tic ukanak - ult asu - ura kaw - lismsMyo abatananoNaranar - ukanak rat - asu ologynei - kaw ghb - abatananoNaranar orh - rat tic - ologynei ult - ghb ura - orh - lismsMyo - ood rop - ingNet hys - scapeneu iol - rop ogiesnik - hys ukoNik - iol uko'snos - ogiesnik tal - ukoNik giasNYCoeu - uko'snos ood - tal ingNet - giasNYCoeu - scapeneu - vreoff lineane - lineane llesPan - llesPan ama - ama renkopanixpar - renkopanixpar pay - pay sagepee - sagepee ringsper - ringsper iph - iph - vreoff - ytonperlpha eno - nta istpne - smsphe umo - nom sph - eno poo - istpne lingspos - umo tmo - sph dernder - poo ytonperlpha - lingspos nta - tmo smsphe - dernder - nom - nismnitypri tol - dialspro ang - tol uageqba - ang sicrea - uageqba lsp - sicrea acerti - lsp cul - acerti ationreb - cul nismnitypri - ationreb - dialspro - irthsreg imensrei - imensrei nsc - nsc ribedrip - ribedrip rillsRNArot - rillsRNArot iferarun - iferarun nelsSag - nelsSag dishsat - dishsat orisaw - orisaw - irthsreg - grasssedsem emessex - emessex ual - ual itiessha - itiessha kuh - kuh achimisenshe - achimisenshe ffershi - ffershi men - men awanjuusig - awanjuusig - grasssedsem - nif nif - ierssionsske ierssionsske - ininginsSno ininginsSno - xflyson xflyson - dheimsou dheimsou - rcessspamste rcessspamste - ntorstr ntorstr - oma - oma - itesub susanSys - gro adm - upo tam - idsjec iamitax - tex ono - susanSys miestec - adm hnetel - tam eol - iamitax itesub - ono gro - miestec upo - hnetel idsjec - eol - tex - ten nat - drilstha opo - nat esistrAcecer - opo outecerttro - esistrAcecer pestyp - outecerttro ifi - pestyp cat - ifi ulpanumsunf - cat ten - ulpanumsunf - drilstha - old URLURLsvic - ingsunh odinvid - URLURLsvic eow - odinvid orkvoi - eow ceo - orkvoi versVRMLweb - ceo Web - versVRMLweb pagepageswet - Web old - pagepageswet - ingsunh - warewareswor - ldingwry - wwwyam - abu warewareswor - ytalkzazen - ldingwry - === self violence of everyone against me not think a of day dying. goes we're by always when close I to don't total think not of a dying. day we're goes always by close when to I total don't bankruptcy. building the Gary manager Wiebke our at building us Gary on Wiebke the screamed bankruptcy. at the us manager on of street, live you here. make got enough to money get live of here. street, you've you got don't get enough out money past of tenant our Chris things, Drury placed took them lot here. things, tenant placed Chris them Drury in took storage, returned and them. has she's never had returned them them. for she's five had months. for and five has months. never there Island is that rumor stole around all Rhode the Island film that equipment stole is all a film around equipment Rhode School there Design years was at twenty-five Island years School ago. of Bob not Jungles sure. started I it; stole I'm nothing. sure. doctors nothing. Jungles doctors it; can't me, find but what's every wrong morning with I me, wake but up every extremely morning can't wake what's up wrong extremely with sick fevers. chills current low turns fevers. out my to current be employment sick turns with be low part-time; worry worry homelessness. about my homelessness. heart heart are palpitations extremely are part-time; increase panic as attacks. go of through the increased time panic on attacks. the most increase time go feel knowledge useless means knowledge I'm means afraid absolutely Azure afraid useless Azure and will me. suffering am far afraid too of long far me. much am be much with repetition will anxiety. able able repetition stay anxiety. alive I another think two I years. of jealous me. everyone life life I seems am hideous. jealous. of types fish in there this are city numerous of types cowardly in mourning. this let city of cowardly there mourning. are let numerous the have dead to bury do dead. living. living living have have to the do dead living. the go the on. living but violate no the no. with violate go with no their but ululations. and everyone mourning is and wailing fearing and in mourning this fearing city. big is city. wailing nowhere on live. things one this getting city on is things to crying big they too. too. crying. three are windows about are to about fall to out fall of out our of wall. our three wall. windows they need they replacing need and replacing respacing and above respacing all. above we we monies monies for for the the doors. doors. people people in in city city greedy greedy whores. whores. sell souls their in souls order order cry cry die. die. sell I want want to die in solitude on on all all fours. fours. I everything here everything runs here big the lie. big have lost lost our belongings thanks thanks to Chris Drury. Drury. we she should should lose lose her her job job and revenge. she hate we then will we sit will down sit cry. and. everyone we hate should die. === sex-fox in war ^[[cleanholem^[[cleandirty;radioactivesterilizedH^ [[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[H^[[J^[[cleanhole;holeH ^[[cleanholem^[[clean;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;cleansterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[radioactive;cleansterilizedH^[[hol em:dirty^[[hole;cleansterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holeoverflowingH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[clean;cleansterilizedH^[[holem::ra dioactivecleanhole^[[hole;holeoverflowingH^[[holem radioactiveradioactiveradioactive^[[radioactive;holedirtyH ^[[cleanholem^[[cleandirty;holeradioactiveH^[[holem radioactiveradioactivehole^[[holehole;holedirtyH ^[[cleanholem^[[holesterilized;holeoverflowingH:^[ [cleanholem^[[cleandirty;radioactivesterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[H^[[J^[[cleanhole;holeH ^[[cleanholem^[[clean;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;cleansterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[radioactive;cleansterilizedH^[[hol em, with us? Your dirty ^[[cleanholem^[[holehole;holeoverflowingH ^[[holesterilized;radioactiveradioactiveH ^[[cleanholem^[[holehole;radioactiveradioactiveH^[[holem radioactivecleansterilized^[[hole;radioactivecleanH ^[[holesterilized;radioactivecleanH^[[holem is in my uneasy ^[[holehole;radioactivesterilizedH^[[holem radioactiveholeclean^[[cleandirty;holedirtyH ^[[cleanholem^[[holehole;holecleanH ^[[holehole;ra dioactivesterilizedH ^[[cleandirty;holecleanH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[h ole;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[radioactive;cleansterilizedH^[[hol em:dirty^[[hole;cleansterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holeoverflowingH^[[holem:^[[c leanholem^[[hole;cleansterilizedH^[[holem:^[[clean holem^[[cleandirty;radioactivesterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[H^[[J^[[cleanhole;holeH ^[[cleanholem^[[clean;holedirtyH^[[holem :^[[clean dirty;holecleanH^[[holem Ah, my:^[[cleanholem^[[cleandirty;holeradioactiveH^[[holem radioactiveradioactivehole^[[holehole;holedirtyH ^[[cleanholem^[[holesterilized;holeoverflowingH:^[ [cleanholem^[[cleandirty;radioactivesterilizedH^[[holem Would ^[[cleanholem^[[cleandirty;radioactivesteril izedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[H^[[J^[[cleanhole;holeH ^[[cleanholem^[[clean;holedirtyH^[[holem mind you partying, ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[radioactive;cleansterilizedH^[[hol em:dirty^[[hole;cleansterilizedH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holeoverflowingH^[[holem, wit h us? Your clean uneasy ^[[holehole;radioactivesterilizedH^[[holem radioactiveholeclean^[[cleandirty;holedirtyH ^[[cleanholem^[[holehole;holecleanH ^[[holehole;ra dioactivesterilizedH is in my clean ^[[cleanholem^[[hole;holedirtyH^[[holem ^[[cleanholem^[[clean;cleansterilizedH^[[holem::ra dioactivecleanhole^[[hole;holeoverflowingH^[[holem radioactiveradioactiveradioactive^[[radioactive;holedirtyH === we are. are mounting the we jacket. are jacket jacket on on woman. woman. is victorian victorian and and the woman is now. the turned and now the i am filming i in am window. in she looking she from is removing the water water rushing rushing everywhere everywhere within within a a bruised bruised sphere. sphere. unidentified unidentified objects objects duplicate duplicate body body of of breasts breasts hair hair face. would i be would that be trilby. that into into night night window from black and without. is woman, body neck the carefully carefully folding. folding. against of folding jacket. trilby, my my is singing woman. without without there there singing. singing. out. we are. we are mounting the jacket. we are mounting the jacket on the woman. the jacket is victorian and the woman is now. the jacket is turned now and the woman is now. i am filming in the window. she is looking from the woman. she is removing the jacket looking from the window. water is rushing everywhere within a bruised sphere. unidentified objects duplicate the body of the woman. duplicate the jacket of the woman. duplicate the breasts and hair of the woman. duplicate the face. i would be that woman that trilby. i would be that woman looking from the window. into the night i would be that woman. the window is black from within and the woman from without. i would be that woman from without. the breasts of the woman, the neck and body of the woman. the victorian jacket of the woman carefully folding. against the body of the woman, the folding of the jacket. trilby, she is my woman, she is singing within the woman. within and without the woman, there is singing. there is the singing of the woman and the jacket. the woman looking out. we are. we are. are are mounting jacket the jacket jacket. on jacket woman. on are woman. the is jacket. victorian now. and turned woman the now. am turned victorian now and i woman am is filming she in she window. is she the looking water from i removing am water in rushing everywhere everywhere within within a a bruised bruised rushing sphere. bruised unidentified sphere. objects unidentified duplicate body body of of breasts breasts hair hair duplicate face. body would trilby. be into that night trilby. window into would night be window that black is without. body woman, the neck carefully carefully black folding. without. against jacket. folding my trilby, is my singing singing against without there without singing. there out. singing. === to a Friend will then of these the fiery Furnace - turning to the left - turning to the right of us - beyond the grieving earth - above the earth - trembling so - the bowers breaking - great earth broken with the weight of bodies - i remember - i abjure you - you grow within me - i will name you with the names of the future - i will remember you with all the names of the past - here we are on the brink - the edge - we need your guidance - beyond and beneath the Furnace - within the heat of the Furnace - the convolutions of the marrow - great bone furrows - the great thinking - the greatness of the thought - will then of these the fiery Furnace - reduced, all of us, to silence and dismay - within the east the great light - within the west, the lips of dawn and dusk - our speech creating nothing - our speech words flayed into the dark - our performances poor, the theater smashed, the audience long since gone - the play a language of discomfort, unknown language, unspoken, lost - our characters your memory - you're there in every one of them, speaking to yourself through us, the great winds turning at the poles, the winds of the Furnace burning the equator, winds of ice, and everywhere an assumption, of these, of the great thinking, of the Furnace, of our abeyance, of death and trees, uprooted, and thinking branches, whole worlds of thought and ice === to a Friend a will Furnace then will of then these of the these fiery the Furnace fiery turning - - turning left the right turning us the beyond - grieving the earth earth above trembling trembling above so grieving bowers broken broken bowers breaking with with breaking great weight weight great bodies broken i abjure abjure i remember you you remember grow abjure within you me - name the names future future names all the past remember here the we edge edge we are - on we brink your your brink need on guidance brink and within beneath the heat beyond convolutions the marrow great bone - furrows the thinking the greatness the thought the reduced, to us, dismay dismay us, silence within east dismay light lips lips light west, dusk dusk west, dawn light our our speech speech creating words words creating nothing flayed flayed nothing into speech dark nothing performances smashed, smashed, performances poor, the theater long long theater since smashed, audience - gone poor, play of language unknown unknown language discomfort, unspoken, unspoken, discomfort, lost unknown language, - characters you're you're characters memory in in memory one you're there of them, in every our speaking us, yourself great through winds winds through poles, winds at to burning winds equator, ice, ice, equator, everywhere everywhere an an assumption, assumption, these, thinking, thinking, these, Furnace, of abeyance, abeyance, death trees, trees, death uprooted, thinking branches, worlds worlds branches, whole of ice ice ice === you don't know about this war. you have your bible with you and a lock of your girlfriend's hair. you have a picture of your family. you have a picture of the farmhouse. you carry these things around with you in a leather wallet. they're almost unreal and you hope they won't be left here when you die. smoke rises a hundred yards down the trench, part of the wall has caved in. you can smell fire. you dream at night, anything but this. you cry when no one's looking. you can't remember anything clearly, that's the worst of it. occasionally a scrap of conversation, something your father said. you remember the touch of your girlfriend and that last kiss. there's not much of your world left, and there's nothing here. you rise out of the trench, you rise. last night they were saying there's a bullet meant for each of us. too many men are already dead. you can't see skin without seeing the wounds, you know what's beneath the surface. you swear at the lieutenant who sent you out here, but you know that's what he's supposed to do. your canteen's already useless, the canvas torn, the aluminum punctured. you borrow one from the soldier next to you. he won't be needing it any more. sprays of dirt fly overhead as the shells come closer. you can hear screaming mixed with everything else. how can you prepare for the incision, the removal of the bullet, the attack comes but once, you're left in the trenches, you're cold, you smoke a cigarette. there's no energy in the letter from your girl, but it's all you have and it's already worn through, what are you going to do. the earth's in front of you, behind you - the trench opens, up and down the line, there are many others like you, and the sound is indescribable. you can't think and you hold on to the letter. you hear the sounds of bombs in the distance as aircraft fly overhead. you know someone will bring heavy artillery in, and there will be soldiers manning the guns just like yourself. you can't remember much about home, and the landscape here has disappeared - just blasted trees and raw earth. there's a stone farmhouse in the distance. these are the worst days, when the sky is dark and damp, when the mist falls, soaking everything. you smell lignite and mold. you don't think you're ever coming home. susanne graham === i don't have the field, the space, to write, to rewrite, properly, to contain the words, ascertain the exigencies of the concepts, internalize them. this is writing on the margins of writing; this is writing on the move, writing on walls, the scrawl, the scribble - there's no time for anything else. this is the theory of the inscription, the cut, the incision. this is my life's work under the signs of illness and poverty. this is the begging for another month, another day, another hour. this is the moment of the last rite, unfulfilled promise. this is everything from the world already gone, it's gone ahead. i can say i've seen it passing by at high speed. i've almost caught up with it. there are times i sit, sometimes when i sleep, it's almost in my grasp. but it continues, the ontologies are radically different; there's no way the hand holds on, no way the eye sees, the ear hears. it's gone before i'm awake, before i have a chance to move, before i have a chance to stand, to write. it's gone before the next meal, gone before the worries of staying alive. there's not a day that i haven't felt ill for the past several months. there's not a day i haven't had shaking, slight thought, chills, but a reminder or remainder, always present, an uncontrollable shuddering. the writing and the reading proceed in pain; recently, they're taken over by a dull anger that things have to be this way. i'm waiting for the moment when everything breaks - when i can catch it, hold it in my hands, place it within the context of the book or essay, video or video-speech, the gestural movement of the arms, the fingers dancing on the keys, evanescent sounds. it's all the case, it's all the case of all of us, it distorts, crumbles, without lack of further evidence, financial stability; my theory is a theory of stress and poverty, the theory of rising painfully in the morning, crashing sleepless at night, imbecility of it all. at night i lie awake waiting to capture or entrap it, but as i've said repeatedly, it continues to elude me, playing with my consciousness, already exhausted, until it appears at the periphery of my vision or whispering to me, just for a second, an instant, and then it's gone, and there are the lyings-awake and walkabouts until it appears again, often within the same night, stuttering as the frames of a film stutter, as if there were continuity to my work, as if it could be held down into the form, taking on the semblance of the form, corrupting and distorting just on the verge of wakefulness into pain, the theory or essay or book, the coherent thought, the gesture fully carried through, the boy and girl with broken arms === quick kill someone k3% saddam hussein iksh: saddam: not found k4% s a homicidal k4% dictator s ksh: is: k5% who is addicted sondheim ttyr3 Oct sondheim 7 ttyr3 22:55 Oct (mailhost.nyf.org) 7 k6% to weapons of k6% mass-destruction to to: k7% the danger k7% already danger significant is the: k8% k8% and and it it grows grows worse worse with with time time and: k9% k9% confront confront him him before before he he even even stronger stronger confront: you have mail in you k10% learned we've that learned iraq that has iraq trained has el trained qaeda el members qaeda k10% members we've > bomb making can can decide decide on on any any given given day day provide > biological provide weapon a group to terrorists smoking gun could come form come mushroom cloud. the smoking gun could come in form of mushroom cloud. *** both chambers are expected to give the authority to the president to pull the trigger. you have mail in you === two hours ago. fifty feet from here. her was throat cut was and cut she and was she taken taken hospital. to her hospital. throat died the right sidewalk. there her on throat the was sidewalk. cut thrown a from man a jumped car out man she jumped was out thrown after from her. a killed was in killed mexican the restaurant. mexican wounded the restaurant her by boyfriend. boyfriend. was police the got police boyfriend her custody. in someone someone chased chased guy guy he he away. away. who chased is in knife is lying right everything's already cleaned up. it happened an hour it ago. happened twenty minutes it that woman's mother-in-law. no happened one but knows there's what a but of there's blood lot no of one blood knows around. what not not enough enough for for throat. throat. stabbed. i'd never i'd let never my let do boyfriend that. do are or two three or murders three a murders day day nine-eleven. since there nine-eleven. are nothing nothing like like has has here here years. years. === Subject: How can you make poetry out of this stuff? today. fifty feet from today. here. i don't don't remember remember her her name. name. i heard it it today. there dollars are to candles help and ship we her gave body five back dollars to to there help are ship candles body we back gave mexico. (we gave back mexico.) she a was child nineteen and married moved with recently a away child from had was moved nineteen recently and away married the mexican restaurant. (she had one child or two children.) restaurant there itself are is few odd customers few the customers restaurant some is people odd suspicious of its are activity. suspicious man her stalking the followed she into a didn't and know him. (she went out of it knowing and not knowing him.) he the two was knives. married strong, but big, he woman brought but her brought she outside. a if or forced she outside willingly. or i came if willingly. her killed of on the sidewalk and in today front the today the blood blood cleaned cleaned up up knife knife gone. gone. ran the around east corner then towards south east flatbush then ran south around flatbush corner avenue. (he slashed and ran out of them.) doctor's and office was apprehended into there. a photograph a window call number a you photograph may in call the offer condolences information. offer husband's is number. her all up streets here torn new here in. as all new the construction streets comes are in. torn am above streets. (call across the torn streets.) === one day's flight from the virtual world party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit You've received this message from dlbDirect. If you wish to unsubscribe This message was sent to address sondheim@panix.com. To unsubscribe, party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please Your privacy is extremely important to us. You requested to receive this mailing, by registering at IdealFinds.com or by subscribing through one of our marketing partners. As a leader in permission-based email marketing, we are committed to delivering a highly rewarding experience, with offers that include bargains, entertainment, and money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit http://www.virtumundo.com/unsub with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit http://www.virtumundo.com/unsub this newsletter. If you wish to unsubscribe, or "opt-out", To unsubscribe from this mailing, please click here: Update your profile or unsubscribe here: To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: mailing base, please click the unsubscribe link below. We try to honor each and every unsubscribe in a To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: If you wish to unsubscribe, please follow the instructions at the bottom of the email. or send a blank email to unsub@evaluemarketing.com to unsubscribe. If you wish to unsubscribe, please follow the instructions at the bottom of the email. party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: error or would like to unsubscribe, please follow the instructions To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please Your privacy is extremely important to us. You requested to receive this mailing, by registering at eLuckyDay.com or by subscribing through one of our marketing partners. As a leader in permission-based email marketing, we are committed to delivering a highly rewarding experience, with offers that include bargains, entertainment, and money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please here. money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please Your privacy is extremely important to us. You requested to receive this mailing, by registering at eLuckyDay.com or by subscribing through one of our marketing partners. As a leader in permission-based email marketing, we are committed to delivering a highly rewarding experience, with offers that include bargains, entertainment, and money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit List-Unsubscribe: If you wish to unsubscribe, please follow the instructions at the bottom of the email. or send a blank email to unsub@evaluemarketing.com to unsubscribe. If you wish to unsubscribe, please follow the instructions at the bottom of the email. To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: You've received this message from dlbDirect. If you wish to unsubscribe This message was sent to address sondheim@panix.com. To unsubscribe, error or would like to unsubscribe, please follow the instructions To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit Update your profile or unsubscribe here: money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please Your privacy is extremely important to us. You requested to receive this mailing, by registering at eLuckyDay.com or by subscribing through one of our marketing partners. As a leader in permission-based email marketing, we are committed to delivering a highly rewarding experience, with offers that include bargains, entertainment, and money-making ideas. However, if you wish to unsubscribe, please . To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: To unsubscribe from these mailings, please click here: Click here to unsubscribe from these mailings. party that has contracted with Virtumundo. To unsubscribe from the Virtumundo Rewards List, visit === worlds, tribly - 35 minute digital video, 3 minute digital video - available for worlds, tribly - 85 worlds intersecting: the torus cutting across, the sparrow flitting from one to the other, the golden droplets swarming among them, the seven watching men, the doubled doubled seven watching men, the woman from the london gaiete shuddering, the second woman adding and removing dressing and corset, the man and woman swirling and watching across, the woman with the cross evolving and splitting and shuddering outward, the white stars in the blue-black sky, the yellow stars in the blue-black sky, the great fabric of being and the construct of the helices, the mouths wide open, eyes wide open, the look of astonishment and the gaze, the swollen mold and its emission, the bearded man, the torus bending and shuddering, the torus taking on the colors and patterns, the sparrow flitting, the inner and outer spaces, the backdrop spaces, the seven watching men ... the dark break the double framing window, the window embossing, the small victorian blouse, the body staring and disappearing, the serene landscape, body through the landscape, the quietening sounds, the fading out ... ===