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Iran, I walked, Iraq, Lebanon, Beirut, Baghdad, Khmer, Phnom Penh, Sri Lanka. They said, "Treat him to a bit of El Salvador. Watch him starve in Cuba- Iraq. Israel and Iraq. Cash flows in big money veins; there's nothing stopping Canberra Bahrein City Iraq City Burma City USA Chile Uruguay Colombia." Noted in western Iraq :: search and destroy all terrorists :: cliffs and Israel attack Iraq. and Mali will Sudan destroyed living and creature. slaughter the Iraqi bones buried in sand hack Iraqi Arab bones children women men children human sexuality and Asian Studies. humanitarian needs for the Iraqi people as well as spare parts to humanitarian needs for the Iraqi people as well or take the prospective war with (or liberation of) Iraq. People have the same reservations about a war on Iraq as her government. politics may catastrophically fail - either with war on Iraq or later with allies and Americans that war with Iraq may be unavoidable. 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BOM MOABMA AM BMA MAM ABAAAOAO, MAAM IAMA. === sauntering long ago in the northern darkness the fish has its name kun, of it no idea how many thousand li, and it's a bird and it's name is peng, yes it is, it's got an enormous back, i've got no idea how many li it is, when it gets angry or aroused then it takes off and its wings! its wings! you can't imagine how big they are, anyway an anhinga and an atala butterfly were talking and saying to each other, wow, you just can't fly high enough to see the whole pond which was in a cut that shook the water but seemed much larger. so they said, the story is in the northern darkness, etc. that's how big the world is, so big that you can't imagine or even walk through it. and what comes out of the northern darkness goes into the southern darkness, yes it does, i can't imagine how it does that, but it does. i don't think it sees much of anything either, but then how should i know, its colors are amazing, maybe it's because it's so large there's room for everything, i think maybe it's a bird called peng, but some say it's a fish called kun, but how could fish fly, and how could a bird swim across the darkness so far it goes from north to south, you can head north and arrive south, you can head south and arrive north, a white horse is black, a dog isn't a dog, you never know, loafing long ago and floating just about in any direction, in the south, something stirs for three thousand li, some say it's the waters, some just can't imagine === ii there were great beating wings beating in the southern darkness. in the southern darkness. there were great shadows moving in the darkness, 3000 and moving li. slowly all, for there were 3000 in the southern li. shadows all in darkness together, and of harmony. north and north and harmony. depth from the south moved depth. from the peng, darkness moved from the depth of the south, beating as in black, the black, the black clouds, the black sky wheeling south, sky wings sky === the great wings were beating in the southern darkness. there were southern shadows in the darkness moving slowly for 3000 li. all were together and in harmony. from the darkness of the north and its depth to the darkness of the south and its depth. the peng moved from north to south, its great wings beating like black clouds wheeling in the sky. === A MAN all of of us us write write to to all - all talk talk about about the the war war there who are has so time many for texts! all who of has them? time - for there them? many we would we rather would than write read than or we and read pass on on - no - one everyone else listens listens - everyone a except no a one man else alone, mountaintop gorgeous he man, makes his the mountaintop decisions he alone, makes a decisions on is respect illuminated his hero - respect he lonely illuminated vigil - act - not to reason - decide to consider to acts - speaks - acts - === ROOT BERM sand console desert-slaughter Fri Mar 21 15:17 - 15:42 (00:25) sand ttyp1 Fri Mar 21 00:16 - shutdown (01:02) sand ttyp1 Fri Mar 21 00:16 - 00:16 (00:00) sand ttyp1 Fri Mar 21 00:16 - 00:16 (00:00) sand ttyp1 Fri Mar 21 00:16 - 00:16 (00:00) sand console desert-slaughter Fri Mar 21 00:15 - 00:16 (00:01) sand console desert-slaughter Thu Mar 20 21:22 - 21:40 (00:17) sand ttyp1 Fri Jan 24 00:58 - crash (00:26) sand console localhost Fri Jan 24 00:57 - crash (00:26) sand ttyp1 Thu Jan 23 23:50 - shutdown (00:00) sand console localhost Thu Jan 23 23:49 - shutdown (00:01) sand ttyp1 Wed Jan 22 17:22 - shutdown (00:00) sand ttyp1 Wed Jan 22 17:07 - 17:22 (00:14) sand console localhost Wed Jan 22 17:06 - shutdown (00:15) sand console localhost Wed Jan 22 16:58 - 16:58 (00:00) sand console localhost Wed Jan 22 16:33 - 16:34 (00:01) sand ttyp1 Sat Aug 24 04:02 - crash (08:31) sand ttyp1 Sat Aug 24 03:59 - 04:02 (00:02) sand console localhost Sat Aug 24 03:59 - 04:02 (00:03) sand ttyp1 Sat Aug 24 03:54 - 03:59 (00:04) sand ttyp1 Sat Aug 24 03:48 - 03:54 (00:06) sand console localhost Sat Aug 24 03:48 - 03:57 (00:09) sand ttyp1 Sat Aug 24 03:12 - crash (00:13) sand console localhost Sat Aug 24 03:12 - crash (00:14) sand ttyp1 Fri Aug 23 23:03 - crash (01:08) sand console localhost Fri Aug 23 22:56 - 23:28 (00:31) sand console localhost Thu Aug 22 23:37 - 23:43 (00:05) wtmp begins Thu Aug 22 23:37 === sand repetitive theses on originary violence this is protest fighting their way through the peaceable kingdom beneath the signifiers of structural-materialism the inherency of the truth of understanding burning the flag in solemn colors happening outside this and every other text swords swallow pens and plough-shares bullets swallow swords null sets of jehovas and allahs identity functions of self-reflexivity actions over performativity great men exhaust us history, of repetitions furious repetitive theses on originary violence this is protest this is maximum resistance fighting their way through the peaceable kingdom beneath the signifiers of structural-materialism burning the flag in solemn colors happening outside this and every other text swords swallow pens and plough-shares bullets swallow swords precision bombing removing every consonant every letter with churned-out energy furious acceptable analysis null sets of jehovas and allahs identity functions of self-reflexivity actions over performativity great men exhaust us the machinery and prosthetics of greatness continuity of terminologies in the gun-face already-known the of repetition murmur we repetitive theses on originary violence communality of the warriors burning the flag in solemn colors swords swallow pens and plough-shares bullets swallow swords precision bombing removing every consonant null sets of jehovas and allahs headllines over hermeneutics great men exhaust us the machinery and prosthetics of greatness continuity of terminologies in the gun-face again more and over repetitive theses on originary violence below and above this line this is protest this is wartime opposition this is maximum resistance fighting their way through the peaceable kingdom beneath the signifiers of structural-materialism the inherency of the truth of understanding burning the flag in solemn colors swords swallow pens and plough-shares bullets swallow swords every letter with churned-out energy null sets of jehovas and allahs identity functions of self-reflexivity headllines over hermeneutics great men exhaust us continuity of terminologies in the gun-face greatness with tryst the 1, x 0 truly, yours repetitive theses on originary violence this is protest this is wartime opposition this is maximum resistance fighting their way through the peaceable kingdom beneath the signifiers of structural-materialism the inherency of the truth of understanding burning the flag in solemn colors ministers and presidents in fiery effigies swords swallow pens and plough-shares bullets swallow swords every letter with churned-out energy furious acceptable analysis null sets of jehovas and allahs identity functions of self-reflexivity actions over performativity great men exhaust us the machinery and prosthetics of greatness theoretical machinery and generative analyses configurations of the proto-latinate continuity of terminologies in the gun-face blood quick the yawn, the fox, desert the the inherency of the truth of understanding bullets swallow swords the machinery and prosthetics of greatness continuity of terminologies in the gun-face sand "furious repetitions of history, we murmur repetition of the already-known over and more again yours truly, 0 x 1, the tryst with greatness the desert fox, the yawn, the quick blood sand" === American demonstrators! -- You're not demonstrating for yourself - you're demonstrating to provoke positive change. You want to change the way things are. You have goals you want met. You're willing to act to meet those goals. -- March in an orderly fashion. Indicate you're a soldier for peace. Rioting releases energy, but does not advance the cause. -- Dress somberly, even in black. Don't turn the march into a circus. You don't want to be dismissed as crazy. Indicate you're part of a massive upwelling of public opinion. Show you're part of the public. Indicate you'd put your life on the line for the cause of peace. Show you're as serious and brave as a soldier in war. -- Carry out symbolic actions such as flag and effigy burning. Do these with the sacredness of serious metaphor. Remember your symbolic targets at all times. -- Forget clever signs and costumes. They entertain but distract. Silence itself can be a weapon. A straightforward sign gets a message across. You must unnerve the enemy. -- Realize that the world outside the US is watching. You must indicate the resistance from within, as strongly as possible. You must make the leaders of the US realize you are part of a force that must be contended with. -- Be careful in your support of violence, but never assume that Gandhi's era is our own. -- Know your enemy. Become knowledgable. Read as much as you can on the current crisis and its roots. Read the texts of your enemy as well. -- Do not assume that any large gathering of people makes a difference unless it makes a difference. -- Choose your targets carefully. A demonstration for or against numerous causes may well be weakened by an accumulation of messages that may even be contradictory. Remove auxiliary issues or religious and other rhetoric. Focus. -- Prepare for the long haul. Speak loud but clearly. Let there be no mistake. -- Leave your armchair for the production of resistance. Involve others. Spread the word. Contact others. -- Never give up. Never give in to false pessimism or optimism. Remain a realist at all times. -- Provoke. Helmut Paul, C.A.R., Anway Confession of a Demonstrator --of course this is mine; i'm so embarrassed. how can anyone control or strategize demonstrations. in a democracy we are free to express ourselves. i don't know where anway is or what c.a.r. is for that matter. i'm always afraid to express myself. my rage comes out in other ways. this is one of them. one dreams of attack/pursuit against the right. one dreams of putting them out of our misery. but it's dreamwork and that's all. no good comes of it. --in life i'm a coward. i live in the dreamwork. i'm afraid of jail, arrest, gestapo. i don't know how to play the system. i'm afraid of dying constantly. i want to help but i can't even help myself. i publish under a pseudonym. there is no helmut paul. at least there is no helmut paul that sent me this. but helmut paul sounds properly other - at the same time within the aegis of europe - therefore neither one nor the properly other. --i believe protests do little good. they show the rest of the world that there is resistance in the u.s. but - at least under the present regime - result in little practical results. we change nothing. we insist on our communality. we march and discuss. the war will continue as base and superstructure smash intermediary cultural play. --then again this is a selfish belief, perhaps an excuse for not doing more, not acting on my convictions. clearly ultra-violence will change things, most likely for the worse. in any case, i'm not capable of that. i understand the fury of those who are arrested. at least they carry out their frustrations against authority, however misplaced. i'm not even capable of that. if someone told me two plus two don't equal four, i'd believe it. i'm ready to fall for anything. --i'm a sick man... something is wrong with my mind. i can't carry on and can't expect anyone else to. i'm horrified by the progress of the war. what if it were me firing or being fired upon. how can anyone live with those images sent daily across the internet - those reports, interviews, analyses, diatribes. yet i continue on as if i'm capable of a writing that makes a difference beyond my limits. i don't carry a gun for either side. i can't even hunt. i went fishing one time and that was it. i couldn't watch the animal suffocating in the air. now it's all of us who are suffocating. i still don't carry a gun. --i only clear the air. the text below is mine. i'm sorry if i misled anyone. i take full responsibility. it was a bad thing to do. i can no longer speak for myself. i don't know what is right or wrong. i hate the evil in the world. i only hate it. i don't act. i don't act.-- "American demonstrators! "-- You're not demonstrating for yourself - you're demonstrating to provoke positive change. You want to change the way things are. You have goals you want met. You're willing to act to meet those goals. -- March in an orderly fashion. Indicate you're a soldier for peace. Rioting releases energy, but does not advance the cause. -- Dress somberly, even in black. Don't turn the march into a circus. You don't want to be dismissed as crazy. Indicate you're part of a massive upwelling of public opinion. Show you're part of the public. Indicate you'd put your life on the line for the cause of peace. Show you're as serious and brave as a soldier in war. -- Carry out symbolic actions such as flag and effigy burning. Do these with the sacredness of serious metaphor. Remember your symbolic targets at all times. -- Forget clever signs and costumes. They entertain but distract. Silence itself can be a weapon. A straightforward sign gets a message across. You must unnerve the enemy. -- Realize that the world outside the US is watching. You must indicate the resistance from within, as strongly as possible. You must make the leaders of the US realize you are part of a force that must be contended with. -- Be careful in your support of violence, but never assume that Gandhi's era is our own. -- Know your enemy. Become knowledgeable. Read as much as you can on the current crisis and its roots. Read the texts of your enemy as well. -- Do not assume that any large gathering of people makes a difference unless it makes a difference. -- Choose your targets carefully. A demonstration for or against numerous causes may well be weakened by an accumulation of messages that may even be contradictory. Remove auxiliary issues or religious and other rhetoric. Focus. -- Prepare for the long haul. Speak loud but clearly. Let there be no mistake. -- Leave your armchair for the production of resistance. Involve others. Spread the word. Contact others. -- Never give up. Never give in to false pessimism or optimism. Remain a realist at all times. -- Provoke. "Helmut Paul, C.A.R., Anway" === Oppose! Hurrah for our overseas Troops! Bring our boys and girls back alive! Hurrah! Hurrah! The long and winding road is difficult! We shall prevail! The oaks of Baghdad shall bend to the Victors! Arduous is the task! Difficult the terrain! Violent the opposing Republican Guard! Courageous the Marines! Thousands cheer! A New York March of One Thousand! The Sixth Fleet! The Seventh! War is war! Support our Troops! Peace is a State of Mind! War is an Event! The American Military is Angered! The American Soldier is Angered! Valiant Conquest! Contain the Hydra! --of course this is mine; i'm so embarrassed. how can anyone control or strategize demonstrations. in a democracy we are free to express ourselves. i don't know where harbor is or what r.a.c. is for that matter. i'm always afraid to express myself. my rage comes out in other ways. this is one of them. one dreams of attack/pursuit against the right. one dreams of putting them out of our misery. but it's dreamwork and that's all. no good comes of it. --in life i'm a coward. i live in the dreamwork. i'm afraid of jail, arrest, gestapo. i don't know how to play the system. i'm afraid of dying constantly. i want to help but i can't even help myself. i publish under a pseudonym. there is no helmut paul. at least there is no helmut paul that sent me this. but helmut paul sounds properly other - at the same time within the aegis of europe - therefore neither one nor the properly other. --i believe rallies do little good. they show the rest of the world that there is patriotism in the u.s. but - at least under the present regime - it results in little practical results. we change nothing. we insist on our communality. we march and discuss. the war will continue as base and superstructure smash intermediary cultural play. --then again this is a selfish belief, perhaps an excuse for not doing more, not acting on my convictions. clearly ultra-violence will change things, most likely for the worse. in any case, i'm not capable of that. i understand the fury of those who are arrested. at least they carry out their frustrations against authority, however misplaced. i'm not even capable of that. if someone told me two plus two don't equal four, i'd believe it. i'm ready to fall for anything. --i'm a sick man... something is wrong with my mind. i can't carry on and can't expect anyone else to. i'm horrified by the progress of the war. what if it were me firing or being fired upon. how can anyone live with those images sent daily across the internet - those reports, interviews, analyses, diatribes. yet i continue on as if i'm capable of a writing that makes a difference beyond my limits. i don't carry a gun for either side. i can't even hunt. i went fishing one time and that was it. i couldn't watch the animal suffocating in the air. now it's all of us who are suffocating. i still don't carry a gun. --i only clear the air. the text below is mine. i'm sorry if i misled anyone. i take full responsibility. it was a bad thing to do. i can no longer speak for myself. i don't know what is right or wrong. i hate the evil in the world. i only hate it. i don't act. i don't act.-- I come out and Speak! I speak the Truth! The American Demonstrators! They learn the Truth! Valour and Courage shall Win! Cowardice and Fear are Out! Prepare the Berms! Hurrah for our Troops Overseas! Hurrah Hurrah! "American Demonstrators! "-- You're not demonstrating for yourself - you're demonstrating to provoke positive change. You want to change the way things are. You have goals you want met. You're willing to act to meet those goals. -- March in an orderly fashion. Indicate you're a soldier for peace. Rioting releases energy, but does not advance the cause. -- Dress somberly, even in black. Don't turn the march into a circus. You don't want to be dismissed as crazy. Indicate you're part of a massive upwelling of public opinion. Show you're part of the public. Indicate you'd put your life on the line for the cause of peace. Show you're as serious and brave as a soldier in war. -- Carry out symbolic actions such as flag and effigy burning. Do these with the sacredness of serious metaphor. Remember your symbolic targets at all times. Saddam! Irak! -- Forget clever signs and costumes. They entertain but distract. Silence itself can be a weapon. A straightforward sign gets a message across. You must unnerve the enemy. -- Realize that the world outside the US is watching. You must indicate the patriotism from within, as strongly as possible. You must make the leaders of Irak realize you are part of a force that must be contended with. -- Be careful in your support of violence, but never assume that Gandhi's era is our own. -- Know your enemy. Become knowledgeable. Read as much as you can on the current crisis and its roots. Read the texts of your enemy as well. -- Do not assume that any large gathering of people makes a difference unless it makes a difference. -- Choose your targets carefully. A demonstration for or against numerous causes may well be weakened by an accumulation of messages that may even be contradictory. 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There is something eccentric, cranky, obtuse about it. Such poetry is like the castaway's note in the bottle. The battle of Smolensk, too, is fought for poetry.' (Klaus Volker, Brecht Chronicle.) 2003 March 25: To write poetry now, even on current events, Sondheim feels, means to withdarw into the ivory tower: 'It's as though one were practicing the art of filigree. There is something eccentric, cranky, obtuse about it. Such poetry is like the castaway's note in the bottle. The battle against Bush, too, is fought for poetry.' (Alan Sondheim, IT Chronicle.) Experimental Hypermultiplicity Anecdotal: "Surging inchoate/incoherent sound." I play Ensoniq Mirage key- board with positive organ sample as quickly as possible. The rhythm is fast and furious; the melody is absurdly simple, repeated with embellishments in C, E, C#, Bb major. Diminished chords, parallel fourths, fifths, octaves, are employed. The augmented fifth is run up and down the scale of major seconds. Speed is repeatedly doubled until it falls back, exhausted. Length of recording: 19 minutes. Commentary: While playing, each key is clarified; the melody comes through clearly, as do the numerous errors associated with the speed. I hear the individual notes; the echo is kept to a minimum. I correct errors as best as possible by absorbing them in the diminished chords. I am exhilarated. "Muscular aurality." I play at this speed by adapting potencies within the muscles themselves; the playing takes on autonomic characteristics, broken by the focus on errors. The diminished chords are correctives, bringing the muscles back into focus. "Internal time consciousness." Time slows, undeniably. I am aware of the intervals and distances between runs, the melodic timing. Result: Later, listening to the cd made from the performance. I can no longer hear the melody, the transformations. Everything surges, ruptures. The rapidity transforms into gloss, the note sequences into envelopes, the diminished chords into furious and inchoate sonorities. I am now outside of the production; from without, the originary turn or moment is lost, invisible. I have withdrawn from the sound, the music; I hear it, entirely enveloped in something else, something otherwise. The same has permanently divided. Result: Internal time consciousness is not only layered, mobile, flexed; it is tied into tacit knowledge and attending-to. A production supersedes its production; it is always that accursed share, that surplus, that both expands and withdraws the auratic. This is the sound-music of the thinking body, organ/organelle mind/minding. This is the sequence of the word in its mythopoeic primordial moment. === the birds i assigned the thrashers the lower part of the first half - i assigned the catbirds the second and third parts of the first half - to the fourth part i assigned catbirds - to the upper half i assigned woodpeckers - to the keyboard i assigned stop twenty-six on the alesis reverb - i assigned the deepest forest of primordial connecticut massachusetts - the length and breadth of primordial connecticut massachusetts - to the looping parameters sixty and sixty-one i assigned oo and ff - the full looping of the primordial birds - i would play the birds neither as chorus nor choir nor parliament - the birds were neither medieval nor debating - nor were they discussing the exigencies of love in desperate times - they were lonely in their nestings and their calls were mournful - they yearned for communality in the dark and primordial forest - they called on occasion and called on occasion in their loneliness - calling and calling in the primordial forest of sound - === pluspart plupart .mov and 1 minute with anja schmidt + foofwa d'imobilite or some would say she is lying down while he practices nearby but miniscule Perhaps she is looking elsewhere and mourning. Perhaps she is carrying the globe on her back. I insist that, as with all globes, this one is invisible. anja raising + backdrop + title /running in place foreground or in bluescreen, no, with exhaustion anja with a globe on her back + the machinery of the foreground runner + these sad discotheques of mythopoesis + anja + chronism + anjachronism + plupart + plus part anja Rilke through Gabriel Marcel: "We drift between Christ, the two Maries and the Saints. We are lost among forms and voices. We are deceived over and over again by this half-familiar element which causes neither surprise nor fear and does not tear us from our everyday outlook. We get accustomed to this, but there can be no getting accustomed to finding God." Foucault on Binswanger: "It is important that the image possesses its own dynamic powers, that there is a different morphology of space when it is free, luminous space and when the space put into play is imprisoning, dark, and stifling. The imaginary world has its own laws, its specific structures, and the image is somewhat more than the immediate fulfillment of meaning. It has its own density, and the laws which govern it are not solely significant propositions, just as the laws of the world are not simply decress of will, even a divine will. Freud caused the world of the imaginary to be inhabited by Desire as classical metaphysics caused the world of physics to be inhabited by Divine Will and Understanding: a theology of meanings, in which the truth anticipates its own formulations and completely constitutes them. The meanings exhaust the reality of the world which displays that reality." === missive here and there /[z]+/ repetition just /[y]+/ this is protest /[x]+/ wartime opposition /[w]+/ maximum resistance /[v]+/ communality of the warriors /[u]+/ fighting their way through peaceable kingdom /[t]+/ beneath signifiers structural-materialism /[s]+/ the inherency truth understanding /[r]+/ burning flag in solemn colors /[q]+/ ministers presidents fiery effigies /[p]+/ happening outside every other text /[o]+/ swords swallow pens plough-shares /[n]+/ bullets swords /[m]+/ precision bombing removing consonant /[l]+/ every letter with churned-out energy /[k]+/ furious acceptable analysis /[j]+/ propositions ideological propositions /[i]+/ null sets jehovahs allahs /[h]+/ identity functions self-reflexivity /[g]+/ headlines over hermeneutics /[f]+/ actions performativity /[e]+/ great men exhaust us /[d]+/ machinery prosthetics greatness /[c]+/ theoretical generative analyses /[b]+/ configurations proto-latinate /[a]+/ continuity terminologies gun-face /^$/ repetitive theses on originary violence 'where is nikuko' 'where's all the gang' 'what happened to jennifer' 'julu where is she' 'nikuko's a human shield' 'the rest of the gang is over there' 'the rest of the gang are human shields' 'they won't allow me to write anything' 'they've put their lives on the line' 'they hate the allies so' 'they're expecting the worst' 'they're waiting for the worst' 'they can't be bothered with me' 'they're braver than i am' 'they're over there in the middle of it' 'they can't understand why i'm still here' 'they sent email' 'they're not writing any more' 'they're still alive' 'they're still alive' === rebus of silence - mean i what know you mean, i what know you clear, and loud coming signals the understand who there out those for - caught bodies thought, bought of unworthy it's distance, a quite from language haunt to want i dugs, suck tugs, try pugs, raise mugs, drink rugs, clean lugs, turn bugs, swat hugs, or drugs with myself dull to want i constantly, think i - break or disappear bodies when means writing that iconceivable it's translations, ruined with emerging muck the structures, drowning its with music to similar it's prance, symbols the stance, adept an dance, from out language leaking silence, of praise in days, other in and ways other in speaking language, on war the is that language, from out moving === dancing, talking, playing, dying prance, symbols the stance, adept an dance, from out language no one dances anymore buildings to new again slaughters in evolutions york, iraq, and again off buildings and in evolutions new in york, iraq, slaughters off and to evolutions war iraq, buildings off in war york, again slaughters with slaughter the Iraqi bones buried in sand sand console desert-slaughter Fri Mar 21 15:17 - 15:42 (00:25) sand console desert-slaughter Fri Mar 21 00:15 - 00:16 (00:01) sand console desert-slaughter Thu Mar 20 21:22 - 21:40 (00:17) no one laughs anymore big they are, anyway an anhinga and an atala butterfly were talking and all talk talk about about the the war war there who are has so time many no one talks anymore no one cries anymore no one sings anymore arrest, gestapo. i don't know how to play the system. i'm afraid of dying superstructure smash intermediary cultural play. arrest, gestapo. i don't know how to play the system. i'm afraid of dying superstructure smash intermediary cultural play. superstructure intermediary intermediary play. play. smash --then for communality. base u.s. regime good. show neither properly play system. no one plays anymore arrest, gestapo. i don't know how to play the system. i'm afraid of dying arrest, gestapo. i don't know how to play the system. i'm afraid of dying comes --in afraid coward. life live a arrest, afraid i dying know gestapo. --in afraid coward. live arrest, dying know gestapo. everyone dies everyone dies === Hate America! If you think I hate America, I hate America! I hate America but I will not leave America! If you think I'm anti-American, I'm anti-American! I am anti-American but I will not leave America! Its citizens are denied health care! Its citizens are dying alone and in poverty! Its citizens are denied decent education! Racism is rampant in America! America is a war-mongering fundamentalist country! America is a most violent country! America is leading the planet to World War III! America thinks there are winners and losers! America thinks freedom is American freedom! America thinks liberty is American liberty! America thinks commerce is American commerce! America thinks love it or leave it! America thinks force is always the answer! America thinks the world is American! America hates anyone who disagrees! America is economically bloated! America pollutes! America ignores international treaties! America ignores humanity! Hate hate hate hate hate! Hate hate hate hate hate! Hate hate hate hate hate! Hate hate hate hate hate! Hate hate hate hate hate! I hate America but I will remain in America! === the two nervous hands of god she touched him, cleaning her hands before and after; her womb a source of pollution, his member likewise - in the twilight, these bodies of disease, ill at ease, suppuration - of one above, of one below, of two, the one above, below, the one below, above, of wuda, minor ablutions - of ghusl, major ablutions - touching or intercourse, of two, of one asunder - "Then he [the Prophet] made the end [of his words] correspond to the be- ginning in feminine gender, while he placed the masculine between the two. For he began with 'women' and he ended with 'prayer,' and both words are feminine. Perfume stands between the two, just as the masculine stands between two feminines in existence. For the man is placed between an Essence from which he becomes manifest and a woman who becomes manifest from him. Hence he is between two feminines: the feminine gender of the Essence and the real femininity of the woman. In a similar way, 'women' is a real feminine, while 'prayer' is an unreal feminine. Between the two, 'perfume' is like Adam between the Essence from which he comes into existence, and Eve, who comes into existence from him." (Ibn al-'Arabi, in Sachiko Murata, The Tao of Islam, A Sourcebook on Gender Relationships in Islamic Thought.) " & i will remain awake - i will remain awake - forever & forever - my eyes remain & witness the rain from heaven - the dark rain from darker heaven - my darker eyes - my darker eyes - " " & i will record everything as i am a fallen angel - & i will play back every reeling & unreeling - & they will worry down & down among the fallen angels - & the two nervous hands of god the two nervous hands of god closing & opening closing & opening " === Arm Amerika !! A number of people here fully expect Bush and other National-Capitalists to declare either a STATE OF EMERGENCY or MARTIAL LAW, come the 2004 elections. As far as I know this would be unprecedented in this country; it would effectively forestall or cancel them! Bush's sense of absolute rightness, use of force, and so-called Divine Guidance - coupled with a devoted and private non-draft (professional) army, is almost a guarantee of success. The religious Right - which has at times been suspicious of Congress itself - would be pleased; it's hard to imagine a resistance from a disarmed Left. At the moment, the Courts are his; Congress is his. The Courts would agree with martial law; Congress would be irrelevant. There are enough troops to go around. Seize the Stock Exchange! The TV networks! Register everyone! Export the Arabs! The Jews! What to do? If this scenario occurs, Amerika will not be stopped, at least for the foreseeable future. The only reason we are "bombing Baghdad back to the stone age" is because of Congress and other limited resistance. And who is to say we are not doing this? And who is to say that martial law has not already been declared - is already underway? It's surprising that this paranoid scenario is not being taken seriously at this point; people whisper and wait. And for what? By the time the "state of emergency" is evident, even to "ordinary citizens," resistance would be futile! A fate or fact accomplished! A coop of state! Consider the parallel with late Weimar - right-wing loyalists supporting dubiously-elected leaders, deep collusion with the corporate and private sectors, anti-semitisms, issues of lebensraum, marching columns, new technologies of war and propaganda, technologies of censorship and con- trol, faltering economies, absolutist leaders, nativist and fundamentalist sympathies! The similarities are unnerving! Should we begin to arm? To organize alternatives to a problematic Net? (Fidonet, wireless networking, etc.?) To create disinformation campaigns? To create the phalanx? The fifth column? The resistance? The escape-route from the Camps? Sabotage? Wreckers? The Underground? The Underground railroad? The assassination-squad? The death-squad? Should we contact other groups? World-wide? Which other groups? Should we import guns and psychedelics? Export rhetoric? Testimony? Should we emigrate? Proclaim our innocence? 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OroborosX Info: Waiting for keepalive to register... keepalive info: started keepalive info: Trying to connect to OroborosX socket... keepalive info: Connected. (4) keepalive info: connected to OroborosX socket: 4 keepalive info: got DISPLAY (':0') keepalive info: sent DISPLAY (0) OroborosX info: Server heard from socket client: keepalive Received DISPLAY from keepalive: :0 OroborosX info: heads: 0 screen: 0 **** (1) Assert **** **** (1) UT_SHOULD_NOT_HAPPEN at ap_UnixLeftRuler.cpp:349 **** **** (1) Continue ? (y/n) [y] : **** (2) Assert **** **** (2) UT_SHOULD_NOT_HAPPEN at ap_UnixLeftRuler.cpp:349 **** **** (2) Continue ? (y/n) [y] : **** (3) Assert **** **** (3) UT_SHOULD_NOT_HAPPEN at ap_UnixLeftRuler.cpp:349 **** **** (3) Continue ? (y/n) [y] : **** (4) Assert **** **** (4) UT_SHOULD_NOT_HAPPEN at ap_UnixLeftRuler.cpp:349 **** **** (4) Continue ? (y/n) [y] : Removing "XCutsel" from group menu 2003-04-02 21:12:30.989 XDarwin[1252] Got can_come_in_front=-1 2003-04-02 21:12:31.001 XDarwin[1252] Doing hide, and killing... 2003-04-02 21:12:31.003 XDarwin[1252] Waiting on client process... 2003-04-02 21:12:31.029 XDarwin[1252] Killing client process... Running rootless inside Mac OS X window server. 2003-04-02 22:51:06.445 XDarwin[1508] ***** GOT INTO ORDEROUT!!! === root Blood:these roots are absented; everything is fetishized. Don't forget a.txt:it expels itself from itself, taking its roots with it. ah:_Gal-pum_ Kalbum (KLV, Heb. Ar. root _dog_) ap:Root them from the root! ap:metaphysics. These can go anywhere, routed in roots. b.txt:That roots itself, and yet will give you wing. bb:from existence in relation to roots which crumble at approach. From book1:among sheaf and stem or root, among root and exfoliation. book1:turbances, desires, the rootedness of symbolic thinking itself book2:descendent from the root. Unix and DOS are similarly organized book2:from the root, overhang the water. cancer.txt:/dev/root / minix rw 0 0 cancer.txt:C:\roots C:\of C:\each C:\and C:\every C:\thing, cancer.txt:the C:\root, C:\drive, C:\driven cancer.txt:roots, and fruit." (Jesus, Slavonic version of Jewish War, cc:its roots apparently go back for centuries b.c. -- dd:naming, holes and nubs alike, everything in the root of_ substance,_ dd:The relation to anxiety, which is also present, rootless, grounded in ee:grass-roots; the former is top-down. ee:woold bo to poss, monstrooto, shot o lottlo... I'd bo on control, my f.txt: from what roots it doths rise]. f.txt: What root beneath it runs. g.txt:for it, baby, root for it. g.txt:deserted root iii g.txt:roots iv, envelope of the star g.txt::this is the _ending of roots._ ii:root:##root:0:1:Operator:/:/usr/bin/sh ii:roots:##roots:13246:99:Conscious:/net/u/17/r/roots:/usr/local/bin/zsh jk:Return mail to the sysadmin, root, gaoler, postmaster, jm:for physical roots. jt:MAILER-DAEMON:root jt:daemon:root jt:sys:root jt:bin:root jt:jenn:root jt:audit:root jt:sync:root jt:tape:root jt:sysdiag:root jt:sundiag:root jt:AUpwdauthd:root jt:AUyppasswdd:root jt:root2:root@mailspool.zinger.com jt:treeroot-list:treeroot,treeroot2,root2 jt:-From root@claraFri May 23 18:29:26 1997 jt:-From: root jv: {b:142} descent to the root jv: {b:143} cd root jv: {b:145} ascent up the root jw:/root ka:With roots of trees and stone, kd:bin: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:daemon: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:games: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:ingres: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:nobody: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:system: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:toor: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:uucp: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:webmaster: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:archive: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:hostmaster: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:usenet: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:news: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:root-around-the-merry-go-round: admin kd:manager: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:dumper: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:operator: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:decode: root-around-the-merry-go-round kd:something as simple as a quota-check from root? ke:"And particularly is it the deeply rooted custom of this Shrine that ke:the deities assembled, and on the uprooted Sakaki of Mt. Kau (Kagu- kf:stitute themselves at the root of every system of discursivity. They kg:The foundation is the basis of the primordial root-meaning of root. kg:It is the whole part of the foundation in its root-meaning. kg:It is the root of primordial essence. It is primordial essence. ki:There are stems, thorns, roots and leaves, across him. ki:n: < root 17527 c Wed May 27 19:50:00 1998 ki:n: > root 13968 c Wed May 27 19:50:00 1998 ki:n: < root 13968 c Wed May 27 19:50:00 1998 ki:n: > root 24779 c Wed May 27 19:50:00 1998 ki:n: < root 24779 c Wed May 27 19:50:01 1998 ki:n: > root 16188 c Wed May 27 19:50:00 1998 ki:n: > root 16190 c Wed May 27 19:50:00 1998 ki:n: < root 16190 c Wed May 27 19:50:01 1998 ki:n: < root 16188 c Wed May 27 19:50:01 1998 ki:n: > root 16210 c Wed May 27 19:51:00 1998 ki:n: < root 16210 c Wed May 27 19:51:01 1998 ki:n: < root 17106 c Wed May 27 19:51:09 1998 ki:n: < root 13023 c Wed May 27 19:51:11 1998 ki:n: < root 24370 c Wed May 27 19:51:12 1998 ki:n: < root 15943 c Wed May 27 19:51:11 1998 ki:n: < root 18437 c Wed May 27 19:52:01 1998 ki:n: > root 18444 c Wed May 27 19:54:00 1998 ki:n: < root 19231 c Wed May 27 19:54:01 1998 ki:n: < root 19634 c Wed May 27 19:55:01 1998 ki:n: > root 20125 c Wed May 27 19:56:07 1998 ki:n: > root 20314 c Wed May 27 19:57:00 1998 kj:nothing left in the root/ kj:Nikuko root@clara.julu.net daishin@panix.com kj:to the /root!!!!! kk:> root kk:alias strings='chown root *.*' kl:What no root. kq:sprout roots - you can only imagine! - kq:drwxr-xr-x 1013 root wheel 17408 Nov 17 15:00 .. ku:rootlessness - absence of place, nervous, pick my lips kv:there, roots set in, tendrils, outlining a face kw:rithms. The rooting of the letter is inextricably phonemic, related to ky:roots, the earth sylts. lb:To: root@nikuko.org lb:from root@localhost lb:From: root@nikuko.org ld:/dev/root / minix rw 0 0 ld:Obvious exits: [root] to your darkness le:of the knots or the knobs of the trees and their roots le:always looking for roots, look ye no further le:the race lost among us, the roots of all Being le:as if one always began with jennifer the root, lg:in the midst of the root of the sign lh:root tty1 thu feb 10 20:14 - crash (01:35) hysteria lh:root tty1 thu feb 10 11:32 - crash (00:41) crying jag lh:root tty1 wed feb 9 18:23 - crash (02:40) masturbation lh:root tty1 tue feb 8 20:15 - crash (02:19) depression lj:root: i'm grabbing you lj:root: i'm holding you tight lj:root: i'm fucking you and shutdown -h lj:roots, and fruit." (Jesus, Slavonic version of Jewish War, lk:roots. lk:root rote mood soot foot hut fruit ln: gift tree root name ink ln:10 Uprooted trees and waves hang over fate of worlds confused. mc:coupling into 'mountains,' 'roots' mc:root tty1 Wed Sep 12 00:37 - crashed mc:pure and profaned, we now understand, more than ever, its abject roots. mf:root to root mf:From: root mf:To: root@linux.local mj:Obvious exits: [root] to myour darkness mk:jaw is torn off at the root. mm: 4 grep spherical * > /root/zz mm: 9 grep -h spherical * > /root/zz mm: 13 grep -h tumescent >> /root/zz mm: 14 grep -h tumescent * >> /root/zz mo:book, present, true, real, root mo:book, present, true, real, root mo:root ms:cal roots of writing - in general. mt:fungi, and bacterial fungi, airings, bacterial sending roots upwards mt:among every leaf, up-welling roots and trunks, mt:roots sending upwards through small machines, mv:root n.txt: trees bent blood back down to root. net10.txt:tranverses the root directory or operating system. net8.txt:between two brothers; ontology is shaken at the roots. net9.txt:dried against root directories lost net9.txt:addresses or roots cancelled into a net9.txt:addresses or roots cancelled into a net9.txt:dried against root directories lost q.txt:the roots are blind. === The word "Democracy" Date: Fri, 04 Apr 2003 04:18:20 +0200 Subject: Blocked delivery of your email to BLOCKED DELIVERY OF YOUR EMAIL TO Your email has been stopped. The intended recipient will receive a notification of this message. Email was stopped due to it containing text which is not permitted Comment: Undesirable word Details of blocked files 30246text0: Undesirable word (Text block) End. BLOCKED DELIVERY OF YOUR EMAIL TO Your email has been stopped. The intended recipient will receive a notification of this message. Email was stopped due to it containing text which is not permitted Comment: Undesirable word Details of blocked files 30246text0: Undesirable word (Text block) End. The attached message was received as a bounce, but either the bounce format was not recognized, or no member addresses could be extracted from it. This mailing list has been configured to send all unrecognized bounce messages to the list administrator(s). === Language is Your Enemy This is a Picture of Language Fri Apr 4 01:24:34 EST 2003 root Time-Date-Stamp War Now. Enter Your Ruination of Europe-AmericaThe Difference Between Language and Pain / You are Describing the Therapeutic / You need NothingYou need nothingAre You in Favor of Love in Ruins / Describe RuinsYou Describe the Death of ThousandsThey are Dying as You Inscribe / Are You Breathing for the TombAre You Crawling for Your LoveThese am Harsh Times These am Land Mines / Speech does Nothing at AllIs This the Wonder of Speech / Are You in a State of Promise or OathHave You Made Your VowsAre Your Vows Your Final VowsCan You Speak Are You Wounded in the Throat / Are We in Collusion Now Taking From Everyone, Destroying Fri Apr 4 01:27:32 EST 2003 Language is Your Enemy This a Picture of Fri Apr 4 01:24:34 EST 2003 root Time-Date-Stamp War Now. Enter Ruination Europe-AmericaThe Difference Between and Pain / You are Describing the Therapeutic need NothingYou nothingAre in Favor Love Ruins Describe RuinsYou Death ThousandsThey Dying as Inscribe Are Breathing for TombAre Crawling LoveThese am Harsh Times These Land Mines Speech does Nothing at AllIs Wonder State Promise or OathHave Made VowsAre Vows Final VowsCan Speak Wounded Throat We Collusion Now Taking From Everyone, Destroying 19:18:36 ###################################### ########################################### ############################################### ########################################## #### ########################################## #### ########################################### #### ########################################## ########################################## ########################################### ########################################### ############################################ ########################################### ########################################## ################################## ######################### ################ ############### ############### ############### ################ ################ ################ ################ ################ #### ################ #### ################ #### ##################### ################ ########### ####### #### #### #### #### === power work code - power is work code - power with flirting the is - abslute the with meandering the is - YOU BEFORE GONE HAS WHAT - priori a the of seduction the is - priori a the for passing program the - priori a the for passing protocol the - armature or site a - articulation - falter words your which against - there falter might you - softly crying you're - world the in things tiny the all - content their - meaning their - them about wondering you're - them about know don't you - code the love you - work code the love - logfiles the love - systems file the love you - files hidden the about all know you - there things leave you sometimes - files hidden the in things leave - code the of power the - universe the of machinery the - universe other every and THIS - universe constructed the - yourself beyond universe the - bend the beyond router universal the - plasma the of trapping the - plasma the of taming minute - dream and live to you for space this just - power the within - yours not that's power the within - power the of tapping the within - minute a for just - instant an for just - power the of tapping the within eight hundred forty-nine trillion. - three hundred one billion. - one hundred ninety-two million. - eight hundred thirty thousand. - seven hundred forty-four. - === "BEWARE" harbors "WAR" "INTIMATION" harbors "MAT" For "TERRIFIC" always "ERR"s "CRETACEOUS" is an "ACE O US"! "LOVE" is "VOLE" "INTERNET" is "IN" "NET" "SWORDFISH" contains "WORD" and so does "SWORD" "BEWARE" harbors harbors "WAR" "WAR" "INTIMATION" "INTIMATION" harbors "MAT" For For "TERRIFIC" "TERRIFIC" always always "BEWARE" "ERR"s O "CRETACEOUS" US"! is "LOVE" an is "ACE "VOLE" O "INTERNET" US"! is "LOVE" "IN" "VOLE" "CRETACEOUS" "INTERNET" is "IN" "ACE "NET" "NET" "SWORDFISH" "SWORDFISH" contains contains "WORD" "WORD" and and so so does does "SWORD" "SWORD" "BEWARE" harbors harbors "WAR" "WAR" "INTIMATION" "INTIMATION" harbors "MAT" For For "TERRIFIC" "TERRIFIC" always always "BEWARE" "ERR"s O "CRETACEOUS" US"! is "LOVE" an is "ACE "VOLE" O "INTERNET" US"! is "LOVE" "IN" "VOLE" "CRETACEOUS" "INTERNET" is "IN" "ACE "NET" contains "SWORDFISH" "WORD" contains and "WORD" so and does so "SWORD" does "BEWARE" "SWORD" harbors "BEWARE" harbors harbors "WAR" "WAR" "INTIMATION" "INTIMATION" harbors "MAT" For For "TERRIFIC" "TERRIFIC" always always "BEWARE" "ERR"s O "CRETACEOUS" US"! is "LOVE" an is "ACE "VOLE" O "INTERNET" US"! is "LOVE" "IN" "VOLE" "CRETACEOUS" "INTERNET" is "IN" "ACE "NET" contains "SWORDFISH" "WORD" contains and "WORD" so and does so "SWORD" does "BEWARE" "SWORD" harbors "BEWARE" harbors harbors "WAR" "WAR" "INTIMATION" "INTIMATION" harbors "MAT" For For "TERRIFIC" "TERRIFIC" always always "BEWARE" "ERR"s O "CRETACEOUS" US"! is "LOVE" an is "ACE "VOLE" O "INTERNET" US"! is "LOVE" "IN" "VOLE" "CRETACEOUS" "INTERNET" is "IN" "ACE "NET" contains "SWORDFISH" "WORD" contains and "WORD" so and does so "SWORD" does "BEWARE" "SWORD" harbors "BEWARE" harbors "WAR" "INTIMATION" "MAT" For "TERRIFIC" always "ERR"s "CRETACEOUS" is an "ACE O US"! 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I AM looking at you === imp i if it is not not impure it is impure baghdad you are lovely and naked if it does not exist it is pure if it is still it does not exist if it is turbid it leaks if it is pure it descends if it is pure it is heaven if it is turbid it is earth the turbid is the source of the pure the pure is the source of the turbid if it repeats it is impure if it is dirty it is impure if it leaks it is impure if it is wavering it is impure if it is wavering it is weak if it is impure it is not pure ta nam-ma if it does not exist it is pure if it is turbid it is impure if it repeats it is impure if it is weak it is impure ii if it is not not impure it is impure baghdad you are pure and beautiful if it does not exist it is pure if it is still it does not exist if it is turbid it leaks if it is pure it descends if it is heaven it is clear if it is pure it is heaven if it is turbid it is earth movement is the source of the pure the pure is the source of the turbid if it repeats 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dirty it is impure if it repeats it is impure the pure is the source of the turbid the turbid is the source of the pure if it is turbid it is earth if it is pure it is heaven if it is pure it descends if it is turbid it leaks if it is still it does not exist if it does not exist it is pure baghdad you are lovely and naked if it is weak it is impure if it repeats it is impure if it is turbid it is impure if it does not exist it is pure ta nam-ma if it is not not impure it is impure if it is impure it is not pure if it is wavering it is impure if it is weak it is impure if it leaks it is impure if it is clean it is pure if it is dirty it is impure if it repeats it is impure the pure is the source of the turbid movement is the source of the pure if it is turbid it is earth if it is pure it is heaven if it is heaven it is clear if it is pure it descends if it is turbid it leaks if it is still it does not exist if it does not exist it is pure baghdad you are pure and beautiful if it is weak it is impure if it repeats it is impure if it is turbid it is impure if it does not exist it is pure ta nam-ma if it is impure it is not pure if it is wavering it is impure if it is weak it is impure if it is whole it is pure if it is dirty it is impure if it is turbid it is impure movement is the source of the pure if it is heaven it is clear if it is pure it descends if it is turbid it leaks if it is still it does not exist if it does not exist it is pure of beauty may it be said if it is weak it is impure if it repeats it is impure if it is turbid it is impure if it does not exist it is pure ta nam-ma if it is not not impure it is impure if it is impure it is not pure if it is wavering it is weak if it is wavering it is impure if it is weak it is impure if it is whole it is pure if it leaks it is impure if it is dirty it is impure the pure is the source of the turbid movement is the source of the pure if it is heaven it is clear if it is pure it descends if it does not exist it is pure your veil is a veil of tears if it is weak it is impure if it repeats it is impure if it is turbid it is impure if it does not exist it is pure ta nam-ma if it is impure it is not pure if it is weak it is impure if it is whole it is pure if it leaks it is impure if it is dirty it is impure if it repeats it is impure if it is turbid it is impure the turbid is the source of the pure movement is the source of the pure if it is heaven it is clear if it is pure it descends if it is turbid it leaks if it is still it does not exist if it does not exist it is pure of darkness it may be said if it is not not impure it is impure === PRIME YEARS OF ARMED WAR 1-3000 Language is Your Enemy 2 3 5 7 11 13 17 19 23 29 31 37 41 43 47 53 59 61 67 71 73 79 83 89 97 101 103 107 109 113 127 131 137 139 149 151 157 163 167 173 179 181 191 193 197 199 211 223 227 229 233 239 241 251 257 263 269 271 277 281 283 293 307 311 313 317 331 337 347 349 353 359 367 373 379 383 389 397 401 409 419 421 431 433 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[00:05:12.000] <> [00:05:16.000] in the park [00:05:20.000] <> [00:05:24.000] but the best place [00:05:28.000] to meet her [00:05:32.000] <> [00:05:36.000] is to meet her [00:05:40.000] <> <> [00:05:44.000] her name is MOAB MOAB [00:05:48.000] <> [00:05:52.000] my name is DINGIR-LUM [00:05:56.000] <> [00:06:00.000] you are very welcome [00:06:04.000] for having us [00:06:08.000] <> [00:06:12.000] === HITTITE war - if it is not not impure it is impure DINGIR.MES take memo in utter water pyre, war - if it does not exist it is pure war - if it is pure it descends movement is the source of the pure the turbid is the source of the pure war - if it is turbid it is impure war - if it repeats it is impure war - if it is dirty it is impure war - if it is clean it is pure war - if it leaks it is impure war - if it is weak it is impure war - if it is wavering it is impure war - if it is weak it is wavering war - if it is impure it is not pure DINGIR.MES take memo war - if it does not exist it is pure war - if it is pure it descends the turbid is the source of the pure war - if it is turbid it is impure war - if it is dirty it is impure war - if it is weak it is impure DINGIR.MES pure water memo, while you eat war - if it does not exist it is pure war - if it is pure it descends war - if it is turbid it is earth movement is the source of the pure the pure is the source of the turbid war - if it is turbid it is impure war - if it is dirty it is impure war - if it is clean it is pure war - if it leaks it is impure war - if it is weak it is impure war - if it is wavering it is impure war - if it is weak it is wavering war - if it is impure it is not pure DINGIR.MES and eat and kill war - if it does not exist it is pure war - if it is turbid it leaks war - if it is pure it descends movement is the source of the pure the turbid is the source of the pure the pure is the source of the turbid war - if it repeats it is impure war - if it is weak it is impure war - if it is not not impure it is impure war - if it is not not impure it is impure === 1000 character essay index progress (!) (a) broad (a) child (a) curtain (notebook, album) (a) group (a) pine(s) (a) place (a) reflection (a) son (child) (a) tray (an) orchid(s) (and pure) (and) animals (and) humble (and) polish (and) rules (and) spirits (and) stop (and) village (and) wealth (and) west (are caused by) (as if) flying (as) mind (ch'i, spirit) (be) amazed (conceal) (connector / alone) (from the) tower (giving birth to) (in the) end (in the) summer (is) brief (is) faithful (bells, chimes) (is) long (is) normal (is) trouble (justice) (of the) counties (of) appearance (ceremony) (of) evil (of) flowers (of) sorrow, sadness (of) study (of) the father (parallels) (of) the supreme ruler (of) time (on silk) (on) wall (lining) (one is) thinking (one's) back (one's) fame (quantity) measure-word (the place) (the wheel) hubs (the) cover (of) (the) help (the) home (the) inscription (artist's signature) (the) monument (the) palanquin (the) pleasure (of) (the) tall (the) tassels (the) truths (reality) (the) vehicle (palanquin) (the) wharf (the) world (to the) Mong (mountain) (to) li-script (servant) (vegetation) (with) plum (blossoms) (strong fragrance) (with) quiet, peaceful (your) heart (mind) *yin3* ... 1/3 meter (scale, ruler) 1/30 meter (measurement, small) 4-stringed instrument === Wei (river) [...] [...] [...] [...] [...] [...] [...] [...] a desolate wasteland a myriad (10,000) a still a withered above accept accept according to (seize) adore again against (answer, reply) agreeing all all allowed (for) (salary of) already ancient laws and and bow and change and far and injures and low and test with scalding and valley and wonderful apple are valuable are vast as well as well ascend (to) ascend, galloping, assembles at court attain attainment attains awaken (disclosure) bamboo mats bamboo pitches barbarians be covered (protect your faith) beautiful beautiful, beauty becomes one tenth becoming beginning beginnings below benevolence bequeath bi-jade (circular disk with hole) bind birds black blessings (fortune) blow branches brightness by means of called capitals carefully ceremony chamber hall (public room) change changes chants (calls upon) characters chastity circling above city clear (transparent) climb clouds cold colorful colt comes command compared (to) compassion console contain (form) covering covers create cries crown cut dawn (early in the morning) deception deliberate depends on (is caused by) destroys determination devotion dew diction (classical rhetoric) directions (square) disaster (catastrophe) distrust divide doors doubting dragon draw (paint) drawing (painting) drawn near (beside) drive drum (play) dwell earth east eight elder brother emanates out emulated (compete with) engrave enter (the internal) equilibrium establish evades expel face face (meet, confront) faith father's older brother father's sister father's younger brother feathers filial piety fishscales fit five flattering floating flourish flows follow follows follows follows (rules) forms four four (wantonly) fragrance fresh friends from 7 to 9 in the morning from Kun mountain frost furiously named gate gate-tower gathering genius ginger give give alms (cottage, abandon) gives back gives birth go goes gold good good government grants (allowance) grass and weeds grazes great greatly guard hall happiness harmonious harmony harness has heaven hidden in depths hold hold holds homes honesty honorable humanity if imitate immortals (hermits) in in addition to in autumn in disintegration in leisure in winter increase inscribe instructions integrity intention intercalary timing interior is (just so) (to be) is built is precious is printed (sadness stains the silk) issues it's a measure word, they spread out it's dusk jade join (and) kind know lacquered learn learn (review lessons) life lightly like like like (the same as) line up lines linking (joining) loss of money love luxury make makes (creates) making many many measurement of years men men men merits mind minister minister of state model moves music music (play music) mustard nature near negative (un- ) neglect never not not (un) nothing obey of ability of change of children of darkness of desire of each other of foundation of fruit of power (the power of others) of shape of the guest official official (service) on the self (self-reliance) one one thousand open order outstanding particularly pass on passes through passion pear pear-tree pictures please pleasing plum poetry policy precepts predicted proclaim profusion (of) proper (upright) properly prosper prosper prospers prostrate prudent public query question or problem quickly rain raise up ration reality rectification reliance respect respect restraint, conquering returning to rites robes < clothing rocks salted say sealed sending separation serves as (accepts) setbacks shake sheep (sheep) shift position should sincerity, fidelity skeins skirts < clothing sky small (lamb) so the lu soldiers (troops) speak stands steer stopping (ceaselessly) strictly strictly (accurately) strike down suffer summit survive take up (create) talk tang teaching that one the (business) affairs the Jing (Sheu river) the Luo (river) the accumulation the ancient swordsman the army the bamboo the boundary the cap the capital the cause of the certainty the ch'in the chant the classics (jing1) the constellations the cosmos the cosmos the country the deep the depths (abyss) the double-edged dagger the emperor the emperor the empty the end the end (of) the external (foreign) the fire the first stem the government bureaus the guilty the harvesting the heart the heat the hiding, concealing the high steps of the throne the hosts the huge the husband the idea the ink the leaders the left the leftover residue the light the lute (25-string se4) the moon fills the mother the name the official (government) the origin the other the path (of) the pearl the people the person the phoenix the phoenix the pillar the praise of the rank (of office) the rearing the right (direction) the river the rivers the rolls the royal the sage the scholar tree the sea the sections the sheng1 (mouth reed instrument) the stairs the stars the sun fills the sun sets in the west the talk of the third stem the throne the tomb the tool (utensil) the treasure the truth the way the weary the white the wicked the wife the wild then there think very much \ this this tied or lined-up together (mutually) trade tread (put on shoes) treasure trust trying a case two uniforms, wearing unyielding valley vegetables view, scenery virtuous warm watch (look out) water what passes wisdom with full women work write writing yao yellow :: heaven is black, earth is yellow yield yin (shadow, moon, sexual organs, feminine, secret) younger brother yourself === Chuang Tzu, vi\8 Nan [ (south) ] ^ -k'uei bo said (lord, (asked) chief) . Tzu alone [ (south) ] ^ -k'uei bo said (lord, (asked) chief) . ^ alone ^ fierce ] (evil) ^ hear ? this fierce ? ^ all ink (various) (inkstone) duplicate, from copy said black . ink . (inkstone) all from ^ child ^ , ^ duplicate heard son , heard ^ obvious ink chant, from recitation , grandchild^ ^ chant recitation grandchild from (son) ^ it ^ appearance ^ (sight) bright bright heard whispered ^ approval ^ needing (military) service heard (military) needing here ^ extolling ^ mysterious mysterious (occult) ^ darkness ^ empty ^ goings ^ commencing ^ (beginning) --- Chuang Tzu, vi\8 Nan (south) ^ bo (lord, chief) ^ Tzu ^ [ ] -k'uei said (asked) . . alone ^ fierce (evil) ^ [ ] ^ hear ^ this ^ ? said ^ . . all (various) ^ duplicate, copy ^ black ink (inkstone) ^ from child ^ , duplicate ^ black ink ^ from ^ son ^ heard ^ obvious ^ chant, recitation ^ from ^ grandchild^ , obvious ^ chant ^ grandchild (son) ^ heard ^ it from ^ appearance (sight) ^ bright ^ , appearance ^ bright ^ heard ^ it from ^ whispered ^ approval ^ , whispered ^ approval ^ heard ^ it from ^ needing ^ service ^ , needing ^ service (military) ^ heard ^ it from ^ here ^ extolling ^ , here ^ extolling ^ heard ^ it from ^ mysterious (occult) ^ darkness ^ , mysterious ^ darkness ^ heard ^ it from ^ empty ^ goings ^ , empty ^ goings ^ heard ^ it from ^ commencing (beginning) ^ . Chuang Tzu, vi\8 Nan [ (south) ] ^ -k'uei bo said (lord, (asked) chief) . Tzu alone fierce (evil) hear ? this all ink (various) (inkstone) duplicate, from copy black child , duplicate heard son obvious chant, recitation grandchild^ chant grandchild (son) it appearance (sight) bright whispered approval needing (military) service here extolling mysterious (occult) darkness empty goings commencing (beginning) --- --- Phenomenology of commencing - gloss on Chuang Tzu vi\8 Nan (south) bo (lord, chief) Tzu [ ] -k'uei said (asked) . . alone where did you read as spontaneous ? [ ] hear this ? said heard all (various) duplicate, copy black ink (inkstone) read as: filiations of inscription, what is taken down, formulated, given form, produced and disseminated: the articulation of learning, in the sense of armature from origin or commencement (see sending). of hand-craft as well the material which is passed on. duplicate: to assert. from child , duplicate black ink from son heard obvious chant, recitation read as: the chant or recitation is the first form, aurality not yet codified. we're moving temporally in reverse; inscription is after the fact. from grandchild , obvious chant grandchild (son) heard it from read as: the filiation son/grandson ends at this point; lineage begins at this point, tendrils above. so that kinship is a matter/manner of chanting and recitation, a manner of inking and inscription. appearance (sight) bright , appearance read as vision or impression (bright appearance) read as sight or view read as: the first enunciation of form, an appearance both particulate and blinding. bright heard it from whispered approval read as hearing and listening read as: the murmuring of the world, the mumbling or ululation within the chora or receptacle - the seething or fractal liquidity of the real. whispered approval tends to inundate bright appearance, the gathering of materia dejecta into the beginnings of identity, form, structure, culture, language. , whispered approval heard it from needing service read as distinguish, express read as confirm the practice of reality read as approach the real, practice , needing service (military) read as aid or help read as: primordial intentionality, teleology, tropism, waiting. heard it from here extolling , here extolling read as chanting or singing together, in read as: primordial sound, plasma, a1-supernova, universal chaos tending towards coherency. we are approaching the bottom from the top, tending towards incoherency, the mystery or existential problematic. heard it from mysterious (occult) darkness read as gloomy, dim, sullen, murky, obscure read as: darkness of darkness of no light no image, darkness of darkness of no form of no form. of no formlessness of no formlessness. darkness out of which nothing emerges, nothing withdraws. the same which is close to but not identical to the emissions from the bottom, the originary flux, the non-identical flux, the flux of no-identity of no-identity. but also of gloom, of universal dark energy expansion, of defuge, of exhaustion, of catatonia, tending towards psychosis above. , mysterious darkness heard it from empty read as emptiness, vacant, unoccupied read as entering, taking part in read as: taking part in emptiness, joining the unoccupied. darkness above is already an occupation, here of absence, absenting here, the writing or inscription, taking part in, not occupying, not there, almost as if the symbol were in someone's mind. as if there were someone. goings , empty read as: we have to start somewhere. goings heard it from doubtful read uncertain commencing (beginning) read as beginning, origin, source read as: we have to begin somewhere. read as: read up through this sequence towards the symbol. for the symbol emerges as culture emerges, defines and constructs space. propositional logic is based on shaky foundation of flux and obscurity; in the dark, identity and equivalence are identical and equivalent. as one escapes, the origin disappears, becomes problematic, is deferred. as one escapes, the origin is annihilated. culture is entropic in its very foundation, noisy in its axiomatics, asservations. what is gained is always on the back of chaos; what is spoken, must be whispered; it is the murmur that is whispered. nothing and everything is built within the murmur, speaking it louder, crushing its voice. the throat of the world is its silencing. . ===