well, cdrom crashed, drive was crashed, replaced... was monitor replaced... changed... monitor bouncing changed... in bouncing and in cdrom and drive out delete of key the on bios... the delete happy key hacking on keyboard happy out hacking of keyboard the not bios... recognized... switched switched keyboards keyboards for for the back again... again... mandrake mandrake recognized... wouldn't probably install the properly... mess probably with mess hard with drives... hard wouldn't drives... install no properly... one masters... can back have to two redhat masters... 9... to install... redhat pretty 9... one easy can install... have pretty two stable... what but happened... then when what x happened... window when furiously x messed window up... furiously stable... messed but up... then configuring... ethernet ethernet through through router router to dsl running running fine... fine... back worked out itself automatically... automatically... of image index... index... of index images... images... itself protocol hunger... more later... ___ Me and Buddha Distilled and Dancing Buddha and I Buddha do and MusicalI Bar Sondheim". IV To From: leave "Alan the Sondheim". Trappings To of leave the Buddha Trappings Bar ofIV What What Book: Book: Poems Poems from from AlanAlan Buddha) Iimura Takahiko Buffalo Iimura Silent Buffalo Films Silent Alan Films Sondheim Sondheim BupkisBuddha) Eyes" Silva Nuggets & (Sire) Tomorrow" Silva As & Milk Tomorrow" (Buddha) Safe As Eyes" Milk Nuggets (Buddha)(Sire) Sowle, Direction Direction Alan by Fricke Fricke Blues BluesBuddha Walker Little Little Buddha? Buddha? Sondheim's Sondheim's Company Company "At "At the Buddha, dear God, conscience. her - own Contributed dear by conscience. Alan - Contributed of Buddha's Big Nite Ayckbourn,AlanBuddha's Memories not Marilyn - not God, who Buddha, you praise Memories Menken, Hans composer Zimmer King Little Hans - Zimmer Ryuichi Ryuichicomposer Collection Collection Artist(s): Artist(s): Marvin Marvin Hamlisch, Hamlisch, Alan Dexter Henry (From Mancini Peter (From Gunn the Henry Mancini - (Alan Silvestri) Silvestri) Track Track art art directors directors (Various (Various Artists) Artists) [Buddha [Buddha Records Shorty CD Long, Fella John Shorty Alan Long, John the Henson, Buddha By Bob - Eberly The Time Alan Goes Jay By Brent Barrett - The Bob JayTime Ayckbourn, stormy mammals, like on Buddha a in stormy the sea, like Alan in and / kingdom Bmg. : holy Gilbert, kingdom Alan : Wilson Adrian Gilbert, Buddha WilsonBmg. Blue Brent Man Barrett Raitt - Silver Alan Lining * - , Lemon Broadbent : Cy Tambourine Lemon [Buddha] Pipers ~ Green , Tambourine Alan [Buddha] Broadbent ~, Hartley] discusses Watt Describes discusses the Describes of life Suburbia version Forest, by new of version The Ford All e that All she that wants she (by wants Buddha-Joker) (by Buddha-Joker)Alan Alda the says, of against Buddha, advice her Silvestri : [SOUNDTRACK Jesus Cross With Jesus Talks of With Alan face Lerner Lerner Fats Groupe Waller) musical Buddha Fats face Waller) / bar Quintet/Sextet, Buddha. Thara Brown Memory Quintet/Sextet, and Thara Alan Memory And is is Green- Green-Buddha Messenger the Aleister of guise Buddha. Happy Messenger three me years a wrote long me dissertation long Buddha, dissertation Sondheim) of Sometimes a dream Buddha big his head Sondheim) with Sometimes hisI Sondheim. a There tooth also Buddha, tooth which for Sondheim. which There Subject: Sondheim@panix .panix Sondheim@panix .panix is missed as as he he and Sondheim! Bamboo Spirit and . Lotus are Bamboo all Lotus are Sondheim! all presence missed Small . (Henry) Ballad Of . Sweeney Ballad (Sondheim) Of Sweeney Small Todd Buddha (Sondheim)(Henry) Katharine James Houghton. & Lapine, Steven James Sondheim. Steven Into- ALittle Buddha? Dave ( ) Carter Barbara Show Cook ( ) In Barbara Mostly Cook Sondheim In Mostly Buddha, ( ) ( ) Creepin Creepin Buddhism, India India Sondheim, Sondheim, Harry Harry N N Abrams, Abrams, Gottfried, Gottfried, this April week this "Little week Buddha" winds for "Little Buddha" Sondheim et Buddha al; Bar II Claude Claude Challe;Sondheim, Ron of Jones, one true story Sondheim. one Blues ...with shitkicker Buddha. A different different side side of [sound Ray V V Under Barenaked the Ladies Stars, Under Sondheim, Stars, Ray , Embraced William This Concept Year Embraced by This Buddha Year (By (By , Tom Sondheim Waits Tom WouldThis To: root@localhost.localdomain Subject: LogWatch for localhost.localdomain ################### LogWatch 4.3.1 (01/13/03) #################### Processing Initiated: Mon Dec 15 07:26:03 2003 Date Range Processed: yesterday Detail Level of Output: 0 Logfiles for Host: localhost.localdomain ################################################################ --------------------- Kernel Begin ------------------------ WARNING: Kernel Errors Present end_request: I/O error, dev 02:00 (flop...: 4Time(s) floppy0: data CRC error: track 0, head 0...: 4Time(s) floppy0: data CRC error: track 1, head 0...: 2Time(s) hda: task_no_data_intr: error=0x04 { DriveStat...: 3Time(s) hda: task_no_data_intr: status=0x51 { DriveReady SeekComplete Error }...: 3Time(s) ---------------------- Kernel End ------------------------- --------------------- ModProbe Begin ------------------------ Can't locate these modules: sound-service-0-0: 2 Time(s) block-major-34: 4 Time(s) block-major-33: 4 Time(s) sound-service-1-0: 10 Time(s) char-major-81: 1 Time(s) char-major-97: 3 Time(s) sound-slot-1: 10 Time(s) char-major-188: 3 Time(s) ---------------------- ModProbe End ------------------------- --------------------- pam_unix Begin ------------------------ gdm: Unknown Entries: authentication failure; logname= uid=0 euid=0 tty=:0 ruser=gdm rhost=localhost : 1 Time(s) check pass; user unknown: 1 Time(s) login: Sessions Opened: root: 1 Time(s) Invalid Users: Unknown Account: 1 Time(s) Authentication Failures: unknown ( ): 1 Time(s) ---------------------- pam_unix End ------------------------- Dec 14 05:02:32 end_request: I/O error, dev 02:00 (floppy), sector 11 Dec 14 05:02:33 end_request: I/O error, dev 02:00 (floppy), sector 47 Dec 14 05:02:37 end_request: I/O error, dev 02:00 (floppy), sector 11 Dec 14 05:04:14 end_request: I/O error, dev 02:00 (floppy), sector 19 --------------------- SSHD Begin ------------------------ SSHD Killed: 3 Time(s) SSHD Started: 3 Time(s) **Unmatched Entries** RSA1 key generation succeeded RSA key generation succeeded DSA key generation succeeded succeeded sshd -TERM succeeded succeeded sshd -TERM succeeded succeeded sshd -TERM succeeded ---------------------- SSHD End ------------------------- --------------------- Sudo (secure-log) Begin ------------------------ ============================================================================== root => root ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ /usr/bin/perl -MCPAN -e install SOAP::Lite ---------------------- Sudo (secure-log) End ------------------------- ###################### LogWatch End ######################### __ the http://www.asondheim.org/ hiei series of 3 saichi, ennin, kukai dharma assignations __ exercise 1 copy edit kill your children on desperation mountain kill your parents on desolation mountain laugh at the trusting eyes of husbands and wives and boyfriends and girlfriends rip them apart piss on the gardens shit in holy places burn down the house fling sulphurous acid everywhere take away the rights of the diseased cripple the elderly smash the elderly kill the old misplace kindness forget anniversaries :blaspheme falsehoods desecrate churches synagogues mosques burn forests drain watersheds pollute freely ignore the holy vows of marriage and service to country wound slowly and with malice convert to misery spread disease smash history burn and pillage unto the last extinction saw limbs gouge eyes stomp faces rip apart babies puncture the pregnant hammer the brains cut the ears scissor the cock burn the books poison the oceans hammer the air ignite the weapons fuck everyone disparage truth scandalize sanctity libel the innocent jail the innocent execute at will :armageddon is near as the world rises in inconceivable violence the annihilation of the kyoto protocol rampant disease spreading world-wide inclusive of every country and every continent massive weapons of destruction i urge you do not repent experience every murderous impulse there is little time left i beg you do not give in to misplaced kindness the rights of humans or plants or animals i abjure you do not construct impulses of the godly sort they are useless you are a waste of time you are absurd total destruction is what remains to you take what you want use it for your purposes at a hurried rate at a speedy work it is all you have your dominion is what you seize nothing else remains kill rob steal rape murder annoy ::remember the sea and its drownings remember the earth and its suffocation remember the air and its fallings remember the fire and its scorchings write remember the fire and its scorching through my kill your children on desperation mountain kill your parents on desolation mountain laugh at the trusting eyes of husbands and wives and boyfriends and girlfriends rip them apart piss on the gardens shit in holy places burn down the house fling sulphurous acid everywhere take away the rights of the diseased cripple the elderly smash the elderly kill the old misplace kindness forget anniversaries _ hangman nikuko by extension 0;root@localhost:~Gk : cd /usr/games 0;root@localhost:/usr/gamesGk : ./hangman (B)0?0h?0h;rmOl?hHJG______ | Guessed: H|Word #: Current Average: 0.000 __|_____Overall Average: 0.000 | |___ |_________| Word: --------- Guess: nn---n Not a valid guess: '' ini Not a valid guess: '' OXGuessed: ikn Not a valid guess: '' u| Not a valid guess: '' Already guessed 'k' Not a valid guess: ouo Not a valid guess: ''!' tut Not a valid guess: '' @a| Not a valid guess: '' @ee-te Not a valid guess: '' x;0Hx Not a valid guess: '';0Hstuxs You got it!K -extension Another word? Please type 'y' or 'n'd?0l?0l?l> 0;root@localhost:/usr/gamesGk : exit __ http://www.asondheim.org/ocean.mov swallowing inert organisms leaching biospheres exemplary carbon cycles deep-sea chimneys and artificial life __ Review Alan Sondheim sondheim@panix.com Ryotaro Shiba, Kukai The Universal: Scenes from His Life, trans. Akiko Takemoto from Kukai no Fukei, Muse ICG, 2003: 9th-century Kukai founds esoteric Japanese Buddhist Shingon after traveling to China, the book a brilliant account of physical/body and philosophical transmission, virtual carried on the shoulders of desire and flesh. Saicho, founder of Tendai - both travel together to China, known to each other only later. Later still, Ennin, translated by Reischauer, who also writes a commentary on him, two books: Ennin's Travels in Tang China, and Ennin's Diary: The Record of a Pilgrimage to China, which occurred 838-847. Kukai was deified, more tendrils described in George Tanabe, ed., Religions of Japan in Practice. Accounts are endless, for example Bai Letian (Bai Juyi), Waley's favorite, appears in Shiba for his Chang'an (NW capital of Tang) descriptions - I found his work elsewhere in several transliterated volumes complete w/ the Chinese. There are meanderings back and forth, everyone crossing from Japan to China and back on ill-equipped and poorly-designed boats, many of which never returned. These journeys read like spirit-journeys of skin and soul; Ennin goes in Search of the Law, and his diary records Tang's Wu-Tsung's search for immortality, complete with Taoist tower, as well as his persecution of the Buddhists, almost to extinction. Later Ennin continued Saicho's work; Saicho and Kukai had a problematic relationship, with the former declaring himself a student of the latter - in Shiba, Saicho is presented as hurrying through the Sutras (much as I do), not as therapeutic (in the Freudian sense), but as knowledge; Kukai refused him a loan of some manuscripts, and, rude, the falling-out intensified. Kukai was at Koya, Saicho at Hiei, later destroyed. Of Kukai, later sainthood, legends, including his survival beneath the tomb, eternal meditation, mummification. But then there are accounts of cremation. Kukai wrote The Ten Stages of the Development of Human Mind, 830, described in Shiba, and certainly critical in the rising up and annihilation of world and consciousness; all these agreements and disagreements are a far cry from monotheism with its tired and dogmatic narratives necessitating loyalty, violence, and belief. There is always space, such as the liminality within the sculptural mandala at To-jo, founded by Kukai - who has also been credited, rightly or wrongly, with the hiragana and katakana syllabic characters (that appear related to Sanskrit, a language he knew well). Kukai also founded a university, dammed a reservoir, built on top of Mount Koya, organized and reformulated the Sutras he brought back with him from China. And within his writings and travels - and within those of Saicho, Ennin, and others - one can almost envision the origins of vision, invisibility, the accompaniment of absence, the horizons of enlightenments. Not to return primarily with the relics of Buddha (although these were also carried), but to emphasize the inscription of the world - all those sutras brought from China - as well as the necessity of transcendence. It's the letter and its erasure, a semiotic formation that has never been equaled, I think, anywhere else - and a formation that's neither Chinese nor Japanese, nor of this world, nor of any other. One might move from these books to the sutras themselves - as much as possible, I recommend the translations of Bill Porter / Red Pine, and at least glance at the Chinese and the weights and absences of the characters themselves. _ more or less, during my sickness I am Nikuko. Please, describe yourself. Each time you are finished, type RET twice. this came from elsewhere.Why do say elsewhere? within.Is it because of your desires that within? breaks through desires.Maybe and now adjust my panties - life have to with some girl related this. fucks life.Are afraid sex? falls into sex.Tell me about something sexual history. began coming forth going out.What makes yearn cry out? scream fills the universe.boys hang around universe? replies all boys.nakedness this? is utter in which i will be perfect reply.believe that? fever fahrenheit.Could should make love someone cooler, so hungry for you. fucking would appreciate very much if turn on, continue! continue sickness illness disease.don't understand oh want to. telling do.Can elaborate on look at me? looking throat default.How reconcile any fantasies suture skin mine.sure yours? high fahrenheit panties.Do get often? getting fucking.Perhaps could please expose yourself sex body... penis testicles body head.Earlier said were high? Discuss feelings partner. I finished, am I Jennifer. am Please, Jennifer. describe Please, elsewhere. this came this from came elsewhere.from Why elsewhere? do Why say you elsewhere? from within.from Is within? it Is because it of because your of desires your that desires within? from breaks this through breaks desires.through Maybe some and Maybe now and adjust I my adjust panties my - panties life your have life to have with do some with girl this. related girl this. to fucks this life.your Are sex? afraid you sex? of falls this into falls sex.into Tell history. me Tell about me something about sexual your history. sexual began this coming with forth coming going and out.going What and makes What yearn you cry and out? going scream this fills scream the fills universe.the boys the hang you around hang universe? the replies this all through boys.the nakedness your this? all is this utter my in nakedness which in i which will i be will perfect your reply.perfect believe you that? believe fever my fahrenheit.in Could for should you make should love make someone with cooler, someone so am hungry so for hungry you. you. fucking is would I appreciate would very so much very if it turn so on, me continue! continue! continue would sickness through illness sickness disease.illness don't I understand don't oh and want I to. want telling is do.you Can me? elaborate you on elaborate look and at look me? at looking is throat my default.in How me? reconcile you any reconcile fantasies any suture is skin your mine.in sure you yours? in high at fahrenheit high panties.and Do often? get you often? high getting is fucking.and Perhaps and could you please oh expose please yourself expose sex your body... body... penis my testicles and body and head.fahrenheit Earlier high? said you were you high? were Discuss partner. feelings your partner. sexual _ _ _ a => every a year it it our a bloom mother. every we so wonder, love and its its precious fast lovely. wide i deep love roots we toxins at keeping be a mother. we love your feelings, so wonder, and your feelings, nikuko, precious lovely. i love especially the so wonder with its fast wide deep fever fahrenheit.could should make love someone cooler, so hungry for should you make should love make someone with cooler, someone so am hungry b => be a mother. we love your feelings, so wonder, and your feelings, nikuko,:its its precious fast lovely. wide i deep love roots we toxins at keeping:every a year it it our a bloom mother. every we so wonder, love and::fever fahrenheit.could should make love someone cooler, so hungry for c => every a year it it our a bloom mother. every we so wonder, love and your be a mother. we love your feelings, so wonder, and your feelings, nikuko, and your feelings mother so hungry for someone so am hungry _ jennifer's distillation of sex for men is this useful? i worked hard on it, garnering from days of spam, eliminated duplicates, masturbating constantly in order that my frigidity get a good lesson in commodity lubrication. for a fee, i will sexual performance. aawant to please your . increasesex body: talks about a bigger drive for sex - increased sexual potency and frequency. and exercise endurance. improved sleep, sex drive and emotional sexual performance. aawant to please your . increasesex body: talks about a bigger drive for sex . increased sexual potency wanna watch the exclusive paris hilton xxx sex video? the video is watch the exclusive paris hilton xxx sex video?/a/p content preview: have you heard about the paris hilton sex video tape? phave you heard about the paris hilton sex video tape?/p subject: - sexy leading sexy leading men share their tips with you guys cxbg ny zzql c ... subject: ,,sexy leading men tricks to get any girl ztcru ma subject: be sexy and athletic brimproves mental clarity and thinking . increasesex body: talks about a bigger drive for sex - increased httpwithemailinurl,increasesex,linesofyelling, . increasesex body: talks about a bigger drive for sex htmltitleuntitled,increasesex,mimehtmlonly,mimehtmlonlymulti, . increasesex body: talks about a bigger drive for sex it has defiled all form of medicine and right now, I have only about a few months to live according to medical experts __ chills at night chills and sick chills and ill chills and dis chills and ease chills and sickness chills and illness chills and disease chills and eased chills and sickly chills and "at I'm chills and the not chills and moment diseased, chills and I'm but chills and or have chills and ill, a chills and not "at chills and diseased, the chills and but moment chills and I I'm chills and have sick chills and a or chills and disease" chills and ill, chills and am chills and uneasy I chills and with am chills and my uneasy chills and disease. chills and with chills and temperature. accompanies chills and A my chills and temperature disease chills and accompanies ... chills and ... chills and with chills and sick chills and sick chills and ill chills and ill chills and dis ease chills and ease chills and dis chills and sickness chills and sickness chills and illness chills and illness chills and disease chills and disease chills and eased chills and dis chills and sickly chills and sickly chills and "at disease" chills and the "at chills and moment the chills and I'm moment chills and or sick chills and ill, or chills and not I'm chills and diseased, not chills and but diseased, chills and I but chills and have I chills and a have chills and disease" chills and a chills and am I chills and uneasy am chills and with uneasy chills and my with chills and disease. chills and my chills and temperature. a chills and A temperature. chills and temperature A chills and accompanies temperature chills and ... chills and disease sick ill dis ease sickness illness disease dis eased sickly "at the moment I'm sick or ill, I'm not diseased, but I have a disease" I am uneasy with my disease. I'm sick with a temperature. A temperature accompanies my disease ... _ my short history with errors and commentary telnet panix.com ls telnet panix.com ls mkdir image cd image ftp making sure connections work and adding files asondheim.org ls cd portal mkdir portal mkdir sound cd portal mkdir .nikuko mkdir program pwd ftp asondheim.org pwd cd sound cd .nikuko ls ftp asondheim.org ls cd .. cd program ls cd .. cd .. ls cd program cd portal ls *.txt ls *.TXT cd .. cd .. ls mkdir a; cd a ftp panix.com ls cd .. ls cd a ftp panix.com ls pico .bashrc pico .profile ls -la | more cd .. ls -la | more pico .bashrc ls t]exit exit ls p ls cd /mnt/cdrom ls rpm -i configuring shell account and downloading programs cinelerra-1.1.8-1.i386.rpm cd cinelerra ls cd / ls cd /mnt/cdrom ls cp *.avi ~/root/a cp *.avi ~/a/ cp *.png ~/a/ rpm -i xmovie-1.9.11-1.i386.rpm loading cinelerra, a video editing program rpm -i mix2000 rpm -i mix2000-1.0.0-1.i386.rpm cd umount /mnt/cdrom xmovie ls mix2000 kroast apropos cdrom apropos burn apropos roast xcdroast apropos cdrom apropos CDROM write apropos CDROM exit cd /mnt ls cd cdrom trying to burn a cdrom unsuccessfully ls exit df shutdown -h now p cinerella cinella apropos video apropos video | more apropos edit apropos mpeg cinerella cinarella cinerela cd /usr ls cd bin ls ls c* cinelerra ls cd ls lynx zing.mp2.xml lynx s lynx playing with cinelerra and forgetting how to spell the program! www.google.com ls mv zing.mp2.xml zing.mp2 ls perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +Kukai" > zz ls wc zz rm zz sudo perl -MCPAN -e 'install SOAP::Lite' perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +Kukai" > zz wc zz mv zz zz.htm lynx zz.htm ./mod chmod 777 mod ./mod grep kukai > yy grep kukai zz > yy grep Kukai zz >> yy wc yy less yy wc yy grep Alan yy > zz grep alan yy >> zz wc zz grep sondheim zz > yy grep Sondheim zz >> yy wc yy pico yy ls perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +Kukai" > zz perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +ennin" > zz wc zz perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +ennin" > zz perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +Ennin" > zz wc zz perl looply.pl "sondheim +ennin" > zz wc zz perl "Alan Sondheim +Buddha" > zz perl looply.pl "sondheim +buddha" > zz wc zz perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +Buddha" > zz wc zz mv zz zz.htm; lynx zz.htm grep Buddha zz.htm > zz wc zz grep Sondheim zz > yy wc yy grep Alan yy > zz wc zz mv zz zz.htm lynx zz.htm ./mod grep Buddha zz > yy wc yy pico yy grep -v Stephen yy > zz wc zz pico zz grep Alan zz > yy grep alan zz >> yy grep Sondheim zz >> yy grep sondheim zz >> yy wc yy pico yy ftp panix.com ls rm zz zz.htm yy; p all of the above for a short carefully crafted sondheim/buddha piece netstat netstat | more ls cd image/ ftp panix.com ls ls ?? wc ?? wc *.txt is panix running? is dsl? wc *.TXT wc *.Txt p ls apropos toast exit exit p ls ls ls ls ls p pico .bashrc exit ls pico .bashrc exit ls pico .bashrc exit ps ls exit p ls ./blenderplayer ls p pico .bashrc exit pico .bashrc exit ls p blender exit trying again to burn, making a short video in blender kcontrol ls ls b ls p exit cd image/portal mv .nikuko nikuko ls exit galeon ls rpm -i bsd-games-2.13-184.i586.rpm cd /usr/games ls ./rain ./worms cd ls rpm -i burn_baby_burn-0.9.2-1.i386.rpm rm bu* ls rm bs* ls fortune cd /a cd /usr/bsd ls cd /usr/gaes cd /usr/gaes cd /usr/games/ ls ./bcd ls ls ./bcd ls mv code10.jpg myascii.jpg exit ls rm *.png wc *.jpg getting various ascii games to run - they're used in my work ftp asondheim.org p ls ls kclock ls date p exit cd /boot ls cd /etc ls less init.d ls rc* cd rc.d ls cd init.d ls less firstboot ls cd ls apropos boot | more boot-scripts shutdown -r now cd /etc less inittab ls cp inittab inittab.old pico inittab man xdm less inittab ls cd ls cd /etc/rc.d/ less rc.sysinit cd /etc less inittab init 3 ls ps telnet totally frustrated with something above - i don't remember panix.com ls ./.julu chmod 777 .julu ./.julu pico .julu ./julu ./.julu ls rm APPEND; rev .trace > zz pico zz mv zz ww; f ls ps -A ls cd a ls pico elimx.pl chmod 777 elimx.pl cd ls ./a/elimx.pl < ww > zz pico zz ftp panix.com p ls shutdown -h now p p galeon lynx steph.angh.org p p galeon ftp panix.com ls less ww rm ww less zz rm zz mv myascii.jpg image ls p more pieces and telecommuting, configuring web browser galeon init 3 ls pine ls ftp panix.com p shutdown -h shutdown -h now p ls less jj ftp panix.com ls rm jj b ls galeon ftp panix.com exit cd image ls cd portal ls ls n* ls n* ls n ls n* ls ftp asondheim.org ls *.jpg mv h*.jpg image rm V* ls rm l.png p exit p shutdown -h now cd /usr/games ./hangman exit p ls ls script pico typescript rm typescript exit p exit ftp panix.com cd /usr/games ls cd ps -g ps pico zz less zz more zz sed 's/\[//g' zz > yy sed 's/\]//g' yy > zz sed 's/\^M//g' zz > yy sed 's/\^//g' yy > zz pico zz sed 's/[1-9]//g' zz > yy pico yy sed 's/;H//g' yy > zz pico zz sed 's/^J//g' zz > yy sed 's/G!//g' yy > zz pico zz sed 's/G|//g' yy > zz pico zz ftp panix.com p ls rm yy zz ls s pico .bashrc exit cd /usr/games ls chmod 777 pom ./pom cd pico .bashrc exit working on a piece developed from the hangman game ./usr/games/pom /usr/games/pom pico .bashrc exit ls b l pico .bashrc ls -ail l exit l pico .bashrc h l exit l memo chmod 777 .memo; pico .memo l less .bashrc less .bashrc pico .bashrc touch thing; rmm thing chmod 777 .rmm rmm thing pico .bashrc less .bashrc pico .bashrc exit l rmm touch pico .rmm b p rm touch h ls rm thing exit cinelerra cd /usr/bin ls ls c* exit exit apropos browser mtt w3m less .bashrc more .bashrc l pico .bash_profile w3m http://www.asondheim.org h pico .bashrc exit pom less .bashrc more .bashrc ls apropos browser pinfo apropos browser mtt man mtt more configuration of the terminal and working with cinelerra video cd /usr/bin ls mt* cd viewres man viewres ls m p ls ls knews p blender ls cd /usr/bin ls ls b* cd .. help bonobo man -k bonobo apropos blender cd /usr ls cd share ls ls bl* cd ls cd a ls cd / mkdir render mkdir render2 ls df exit cd /render ls ls cd .. ls cd ls exit cd /render ls wc *.avi ls -la df mv *.avi zing.avi exit cd /render ls del * rm * exit cd /rend cd /render ls exit cd /render ls unalias rm rm * exit ls cd global.jpg ls cd .. rmdir global.jpg ls cd /render ls cd ls exit ls cd render ls unalias rm; rm * unalias rm ls cd unalias rm cd render rm * ls cd .. ls rmdir looking at the cinelerra output and realizing i couldn't run it render cd /render ls mv *.avi ~/z.avi cd ls exit ls ./blenderplayer z.avi ./blender cine.blend ./blenderplayer cine.blend ./blenderplayer -p 10 10 320 200 noaudio cine.blend blender exit p ls b ftp panix.com exit p ls -la z.avi o p cd /mnt/cdrom ls cd ls rm z.avi mkdir cin cd /mnt/cdrom cp -r * ~/cin/ cd cin ls ls ls p ls wget -m --accept=mpg playing with blender video http://memory.loc.gov/mbrs/animp ls less lcweb2.loc.gov cd lcweb2.loc.gov/ ls cd mbrs/ ls cd animp/ ls ls ls -la cd .. h lynx http://memory.loc.gov/mbrs/animp ls cd animp ls cd .. rmdir animp cd .. ls rmdir mbrs cd .. ls rmdir lcweb2.loc.gov/ lynx ls mget http://lcweb2.loc.gov/mbrs/animp/*.mpg wget http://lcweb2.loc.gov/mbrs/animp/*.mpg ls p ls exit shutdown -h now p playing with wget spider search which didn't work as it should apmsleep 4:00:00 apmsleep 4:00:00 shutdown -h now p b p p m p ls cd cin ls the board always starts up again but at least apmsleep goes to standby cd rm zing.mp2.xml mv *.jpg cin ls p ls less cine.blend more cine.blend ls less cine.blend1 more cine.blend1 ls p galeon ls wc z* lynx cinelerra.html ;s ls cd a ls less unemploy more unemploy ls emacs pico zz ls perl elim2.pl < zz > yy wc yy pico yy perl elimx.pl < zz > ww wc ww pico ww perl elimx.pl < zz > ww wc ww perl elimy.pl < zz > ww wc ww pico ww perl eliminate.pl < zz > ww pico ww ftp panix.com rm ww xx yy zz p exit p ls cd image ftp panix.com exit h h > zz wc zz pico zz sed 's/^.......//g' zz > yy pico yy rm zz yy ls shutdown -h now p m p p ls cd image tail nh ftp another piece of writing moved through various perl programs panix.com ls ls *.html w3m oldindex.html ls rpm -e cinalerra rpm -e cinelerra ls cd ls rpm -U --force --nodeps hvirtual*.rpm rpm -U --force --nodeps *.rpm ls wc ding* more ding.mov001 rm ding.mov001 rm *.rpm ls lynx zing.mp2.xml ls rpm -U --force --nodeps *.rpm filmgimp filmgimp & ls reinstalling cinelerra and installing filmgimp, another video editor E fg ls p exit p p ls exit p lynx http://www.news.google.com | grep rain > zz wc zz r zz rm zz ls b p ls rm *.gmp rm *.rmp rm *.rpm grep film cinelerra.html grep video cinelerra.html grep cineo cinelerra.html grep Cineo cinelerra.html ls exit p ls mv ins* a mv ana* a ls p p ls cd image ftp panix.com ls cd ls exit ls wc * l ls ls -la ding.mov001 exit p p p more difficulties with filmgimp and cinelerra in terms of formats telnet panix5.panix.com ls traceroute panix.com telnet asondheim.org ls exit p ls apropos cd burn | more cdrecord cdrecord -help cdrecord -help | more man cdrecord ls exit p p p apmsleep 1:00 p m cd /mnt/cdrom/ ls cd Mandrake ls cd RPMS ls ls k* ls *k3b* ls *K3b* cd cd /mnt/cdrom/Mandrake/RPMS cd /mnt/cdrom ls cd Mandrake ls cd RPMS2 ls *k3b* rpm -i k3b-0.9-10mdk.i586.rpm rpm -i libk3b1-0.9-10mdk.i586.rpm cd .. cd .. pwd cd .. cd cdrom ls cd Mandrake/RPMS cd /mnt/ cd /mnt/cdrom ls cd Mandrake ls cd RPMS3 ls ls lib* k3b K3b cd k3b ls ls cd ls k3b cd /usr/bin ls k* ls k3* cd ls cd /mnt/cdrom/Mandrake/RPMS2 ls *k3* rpm -i k3b-0.9-10mdk.i586.rpm k3b cd p ls rpm -i k3b-0.9-1.i386.rpm ls rpm -i XFree86-driver-nvidia-1.0.3123-2.i686.rpm rpm -i rpm -i k3b-0.9-1.i386.rpm rm X* ls rm k3b-0.9-1.i386.rpm ls exit cd / ls cd tmp ls exit lspci ls h trying to get the proper cdrom burning software to run galeon xcdroast xcdroast cdroast kcdroast kdroast ktoast kcdtoast cdtoast gtoaster cd /usr/bin ls g* ls gt* cd cd ls p p p h pico .bashrc l pico .bash_history cp .bash_history zz ls -la .bash_history rm .bash_history; touch .bash_history; exit finally gtoaster runs and i forget forgetting the other program names. Sat Dec 20 07:42:36 EST 2003 RedHat 9 _ lopsided pill becomes identified with pillar - this 2 the best of my recollection - thematic tracking etc - i have infinite sides - begin anywhere - they diverge - come 2 fruition - my work is multivalent - there is no end 2 it - such was written in the dark hours of futile despair therefore production after another interview about xyz and i think it is one for the ages , how will i shine in an other's light _ JUNKFILM tendency split017.avi RIFF8 AVI LIST hdrlavih8 strlstrh8 vidsraw strf( raw indx( 00dc odmldmlh LIST$ moviJUNK RIFF8 RIFF8 AVI LIST LIST AVI hdrlavih8 hdrlavih8 strlstrh8 strlstrh8 vidsraw vidsraw strf( strf( raw raw indx( indx( 00dc 00dc odmldmlh odmldmlh LIST$ LIST$ moviJUNK moviJUNK RIFF8 AVI LIST hdrlavih8 LIST strlstrh8 vidsraw strf( raw indx( 00dc LIST odmldmlh LIST$ moviJUNK RIFF8 AVI LIST hdrlavih8 LIST strlstrh8 vidsraw strf( raw indx( 00dc LIST odmldmlh LIST$ moviJUNK RIFF8 AVI LIST hdrlavih8 LIST strlstrh8 vidsraw strf( raw indx( 00dc LIST odmldmlh LIST$ moviJUNK THIS IS AS DIFFICULT TO FOLLOW AS IT IS TO SWALLOW. _ i beg you tell me 11:27:15.255245 218.164.1.100.netbios-dgm > 218.164.1.255.netbios-dgm: NBT 11:27:15.258511 218.164.1.101.32769 > nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain: 11:27:15.277673 nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain > 218.164.1.101.32769: 11:27:15.278362 218.164.1.101.32769 > nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain: 11:27:15.299572 nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain > 218.164.1.101.32769: 11:27:15.321844 218.164.1.101.32769 > nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain: 11:27:15.347860 nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain > 218.164.1.101.32769: things happen so fast 11:27:20.255927 arp who-has 218.164.1.1 tell 218.164.1.101 i am waiting for a gift 11:27:20.256367 arp reply 218.164.1.1 is-at 0:c:41:86:78:98 you are there for me 11:27:20.256459 218.164.1.101.32769 > nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain: 11:27:20.277875 nyc1-qwest.bellatlantic.net.domain > 218.164.1.101.32769: 11:27:30.548738 218.164.1.100.netbios-dgm > 218.164.1.255.netbios-dgm: NBT 11:27:30.550879 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:31.298748 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:32.049907 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:42.167391 218.164.1.100.netbios-dgm > 218.164.1.255.netbios-dgm: NBT 11:27:42.171631 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:42.917252 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:43.668454 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:46.676027 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:47.424678 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:48.175480 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 22 packets received by filter 64137 NXDomain* 0/1/0 (104) (DF) 64137+ PTR? 100.1.164.218.in-addr.arpa. (44) (DF) 64138* 1/11/11 (486) (DF) 64138+ PTR? 84.0.202.151.in-addr.arpa. (43) (DF) 64139 NXDomain* 0/1/0 (104) (DF) 64139+ PTR? 101.1.164.218.in-addr.arpa. (44) (DF) 64140 NXDomain* 0/1/0 (102) (DF) 64140+ PTR? 1.1.164.218.in-addr.arpa. (42) (DF) please tell everyone UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST you are there for me UDP PACKET(138) UDP PACKET(138) UDP PACKET(138) +++ from brooklyn theyre' coming in the tubes, several to each tunnel, theyll' burn furiously, theyll' be in trunks of invisible cars, theyll' be the cargo in the golfbag, the petcarrier- litterbox-, theyll' be simultaneous, were' waiting for the compression wave, air and steel have nowhere to go, the waters rush in, people screening, theres' no escape, theres' the blank slate - were' here in brooklyn, were' waiting for the end, theres' not enough food, theres' not enough anything, the airs' thick with it, as i said were' cut off, the tunnels are blocked with mangled cars, trucks, buses, bodies, the bridges cant' bear the weight, its' beyond alert, its' taking over all thought and presence, its' their gift to us, its' our gift to ourselves - we can only imagine youre' there, were' starving out here, this is going nowhere, the electrics' cold, the presidents' an evil thing, i thought: ill' never look into the face of evil again, i was wrong - he turned the world into a black slate, flesh into smashed flesh, memory into smashed debris, he taunted them, they came for him, they brought the rest of us along, we couldnt' fight it, they got to all of us - the lights' gone out all over, theyve' seen the whites of our eyes, were' going to die out here, youve' no idea, were' on an island past an island, were' cut off, theres' no food or water, fires everywhere, father kills son, son kills father, the tunnels are drowned, brooklyn is burning, women aren't safe on the streets, theres' no shelter, were' going to kill ourselves, theres' no help for it, were' burned out, the bridges are next, weve' lost cellular, static on the radio, ive' got batteries, ill' listen to some foreign station on the shortwave, theyre' out there - they couldnt' be caught, you cant' stop everything in the tubes, its' like from one family to another, from one warehouse to another, even an ambulance, the police will make way, theyll' let them through, theyll' make it happen, its' going to happen, its' coming now, its' not a dream, theres' no food, theres' no water, i cant' make sense of things, we couldnt' fight it, the worlds' exploded, the subways are next, if i write the future it won't happen if i write the future it will happen in any case i write the future _ one to many, many to one, expansion, collapse, boom, shhh arom arookghijkyn thayra' aoming in tha tuaas, savaraghijk to aaah tunnaghijk, thayghijkghijk' aurn auriousghijky, thayghijkghijk' aa in trunks oa invisiaghijka aars, thayghijkghijk' aa tha aargo in tha goghijkaaag, tha pataarriar- ghijkittaraox-, thayghijkghijk' aa simughijktanaous, wara' waiting aor tha aomprassion wava, air ana staaghijk hava nowhara to go, tha watars rush in, paopghijka saraaning, tharas' no asaapa, tharas' tha aghijkank sghijkata - wara' hara in arookghijkyn, wara' waiting aor tha ana, tharas' not anough aooa, tharas' not anough anything, tha airs' thiak with it, as i saia wara' aut oaa, tha tunnaghijks ara aghijkoakaa with mangghijkaa aars, truaks, ausas, aoaias, tha ariagas aant' aaar tha waight, its' aayona aghijkart, its' taking ovar aghijkghijk thought ana prasanaa, its' thair giat to us, its' our giat to oursaghijkvas - wa aan onghijky imagina youra' thara, wara' starving out hara, this is going nowhara, tha aghijkaatrias' aoghijka, tha prasiaants' an avighijk thing, i thought: ighijkghijk' navar ghijkook into tha aaaa oa avighijk again, i was wrong - ha turnaa tha worghijka into a aghijkaak sghijkata, aghijkash into smashaa aghijkash, mamory into smashaa aaaris, ha tauntaa tham, thay aama aor him, thay arought tha rast oa us aghijkong, wa aoughijkant' aight it, thay got to aghijkghijk oa us - tha ghijkights' gona out aghijkghijk ovar, thayva' saan tha whitas oa our ayas, wara' going to aia out hara, youva' no iaaa, wara' on an isghijkana past an isghijkana, wara' aut oaa, tharas' no aooa or watar, airas avarywhara, aathar kighijkghijks son, son kighijkghijks aathar, tha tunnaghijks ara arownaa, arookghijkyn is aurning, woman aran't saaa on tha straats, tharas' no shaghijktar, wara' going to kighijkghijk oursaghijkvas, tharas' no haghijkp aor it, wara' aurnaa out, tha ariagas ara naxt, wava' ghijkost aaghijkghijkughijkar, statia on tha raaio, iva' got aattarias, ighijkghijk' ghijkistan to soma aoraign station on tha shortwava, thayra' out thara - thay aoughijkant' aa aaught, you aant' stop avarything in tha tuaas, its' ghijkika arom ona aamighijky to anothar, arom ona warahousa to anothar, avan an amaughijkanaa, tha poghijkiaa wighijkghijk maka way, thayghijkghijk' ghijkat tham through, thayghijkghijk' maka it happan, its' going to happan, its' aoming now, its' not a araam, tharas' no aooa, tharas' no watar, i aant' maka sansa oa things, wa aoughijkant' aight it, tha worghijkas' axpghijkoaaa, tha suaways ara naxt, ia i writa tha autura it won't happan ia i writa tha autura it wighijkghijk happan in any aasa i writa tha autura sed 's/[bcdef]/a/g' ding > zz; sed 's/l/ghijk/g' zz > ding _ holy days jennifer says: god took us away from ourselves, god brought up back! in the middle of the night: a flash! these words, printed on the starry heavens! what could they mean? thousands flock to cathedrals and synagogues! there are hosannas on earth and in heaven! through god the world has been restored! humanity is bathed in holy joy! prayers rise to the vaulted ceilings! miraculous sounds and lights! angels flock bringing peace to one and all! praise to worlds and deities! praise to the lowest and highest! hosanna! hosanna! on these holiest of days: hosanna! hosanna! Nowhere at all # Latitude Longitude ( SSID ) Type ( BSSID ) Time (GMT) [ SNR Sig Noise ] # ( Name ) Flags Channelbits BcnIntvl # $DateGMT: 2003-12-24 N 0.0000000 E 0.0000000 ( linksys ) BBS ( 00:0c:41:86:78:98 ) 21:23:04 (GMT) [ 99 148 49 ] # ( ) 0001 0040 0 N 0.0000000 E 0.0000000 ( linksys ) BBS ( 00:06:25:f3:35:29 ) 21:23:14 (GMT) [ 32 81 49 ] # ( ) 0001 0040 0 come visit 0.000000 ...0 -> .0.0. DNS Standard query AAAA panix.panix.com 0. ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [SYN, ACK] Seq=0 Ack= Win= Len=0 MSS= 0. ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win= Len=0 0.00 ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 say hello 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... 0.0 ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 0. ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0.0 ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [ACK] Seq= Ack=0 Win=0 Len=0 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... .0 ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... . ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... .00 ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 .0 ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... . ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 come up here . ...0 -> ... FTP Request: SYST . ... -> ...0 FTP Response: UNIX Type: L Version: NetBSD-ftpd 000 .0 ...0 -> ... FTP Request: TYPE I .0 ... -> ...0 FTP Response: 00 Type set to I. .0 ...0 -> ... TCP > ftp [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 .0 ...0 -> ... FTP Request: PASV .0 ... -> ...0 FTP Response: Entering Passive Mode (,,,,0,) . ... -> ...0 TCP > [SYN, ACK] Seq=0 Ack= Win= Len=0 MSS= . ...0 -> ... TCP > [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... FTP Request: STOR zz . ... -> ...0 FTP Response: 0 Opening BINARY mode data for 'zz'. .0 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes . ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes sit next to me . ...0 -> ... TCP > ftp [ACK] Seq=0 Ack=0 Win=0 Len=0 .0 ... -> ...0 TCP > [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 we are alone .0 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .00 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .0 ... -> ...0 TCP > [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .0 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes . ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .0 ... -> ...0 TCP > goodbye - My Breathing Packets ΤΓ²‘ ΐ ~- ?¬ Γι?υκ Γι?[$ Γι?§σ Γι?υ Γι?Ι Γι?Λ . Γι?† Γι? Γι?φ Γι? Γι? Γι?Λ³ Γι?΅ Γι?‘ Γι?·ƒ , , , ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ' ... ... ' ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ___ ". : " ". : : ) ) " & () Γι?œ„ " () " ()() , ? ? ' ' " " , , . - . - ' ,' - , , , - (): (): , , ( ( - ( ) ) ( ( ) ) [ [ , , , - - , , , / . : , : , . - * - , : [] ~ , [] ~, ] , ( -) ( Γι?_’ [ ) ) / /, . /, - - . , ) ) . , . : @ . @ . ! . ! . () . () ()() . & , . - ? ( ) ( ) , ( ) ( ) , , , , , , , " " " " ; ;, , . ... . [ Γι?ε , , , , ( ( , <@. <@. @. , _ ;//..//. - - +++ -! - . ? , ?: . - . - - ? . - . . .: : .: . -! -- . ? , ?? , ? -! Γι? - . ? , ? - , . ?: ?: . - . - - . . - ? ? . . . . .: : .: -- ?? , ? ___ - - , , Γι? - ://../. ' ' ://../. ://../. ://../. _ , , , , , . , , , , , , , , , . . , , Γι?Ž< . , , . . . . . . . . . , , , , . , . , .: . . . . . . . , , , . , .: : _ , , , Γι?Ν . , , , , , , , , . , , . .: , . , , , . . . . . . . , , , , . , , .: . . . , , , Γι?ΰ . . . , . , . , . , .: : _ _ _ _ , " ' ' ' ' , ... ' , ' . , ' . . ' . Γι? , . , ' . ... , ... ' , ' . , ' . . ' . , . , ' . ... @. :: : , :: - : <@.> : @. : . ################### .. (//) #################### : :: : : : . ################################################################ --------------------- ------------------------ : _: / , : (...: () : : , ...: () : : , ...: () : ___: = { ...: () : ___: = { }...: () ---------------------- ------------------------- --------------------- ----- Γι?~ ' : ---: () --: () --: () ---: () --: () --: () --: () --: () ---------------------- ------------------------- --------------------- _ ------------------------ : : ; = = = =: = = : () ; : () : : : () : : () : ( ): () ---------------------- _ ------------------------- :: _: / , : (), :: _: / , : (), :: _: / , : (), :: _: / , : (), --------------------- ------------------------ : () : () ** ** - - - ---------------------- -------- Γι?’ --------------------- (-) ------------------------ => /// - - :: ---------------------- (-) ------------------------- ###################### ######################### __ ://../ , , __ : Γι?#­ : - :: Γι?@Κ _ ;@:~ : // ;@:// : ./ ()??;?______ | : | #: : . __|_____ : . | |___ |_________| : --------- : --- : '' : '' : : '' | : '' '' : : ''!' : '' @| : '' @- : '' ; : ''; ! - ? '' ''???> ;@:// : __ ://../. - __ @. , : , . , , : - , / , . , - , . , , Γι?ΰθ , : ' , ' : , -. , , ., . , ( ), ' , ' ( ) - / . , - - , . - ; , ' -' , , , . ' ; , - , ( ), ( ), ; , , , - . , , . , , , , , Γι?€ . , , , ; , , . , -, - , , ( , ). , , , . - , , - , , , . ( ), - - . ' , , , - ' , , . Γι? # - , / , . _ , . , . , . . ? . ? . - . . ? . . . ? . ? . ? . ? . , . , ! .' . . ? . . ? . ? . ... . ? . , . , . , . . ? ? Γι?@ ? . - . . . ? ? . . . . ? . ? . ? . ? . , . . , ! ! . ' ' . . ? ? . ? . ? . ? ? . Γι?^ ... ... . ? ? . . _ _ _ => . , . . , , , , . . , , => . , , , ,: . : . , :: . , => . , . , , , , _ ' ? , , , . , . Γι?Θ{ - . . , . . : . ? ?// : ? ?/ : - ... : ,, : . : - ,,, . : ,,,, . : , __ " ' , ' Γι?՘ , ' " , . . ... ... " " " ' , ' , , " . . . ... " ' , ' , " . ' Γι?)Έ _ . . . . . . . .. .. .. *. *. .. .. ; . .. . . . - | .. - | . ] // - -..-.. / // *. ~// *. ~// *. ~// - -..-.. , - - -..-.. // / - | / * .. ! .. Γι?Τ +" > - - ' ::' . " +" > . . ./ ./ > > >> > >> > >> . " +" > . " +" > . " +" > . " +" > . " +" > " +" > . " +" > . " +" > .; . . > > > . . ./ > - > > >> >> >> . . ; / | / . ?? ?? *. ? ? *. *. . . . ./ Γι?• , / . - --.-.. // ./ ./ - __-..-.. * * / // // // /// ./ ./ . . *. *. - ' . / / . * . . | - - / . //./ . / - ' . ./. . ./. . ./ ./. ; . > ; - . . .//. < > . - .. . . , . - - . Γι? * * * . *. *. * . - // ./ . // - '/\[//' > '/\]//' > '/\^//' > '/\^//' > '/[-]//' > '/;//' > '/^//' > '/!//' > '/|//' > . . // ./ . ./// /// . . - . .; . . . . ; . . . . . // * . . ._ ://.. . . . // * Γι?) // * .. - / * / / .. / *. - *. . / * * / / / * . .. . / ; * * .. ' / *. ~/. ./ . ./ . ./ . ./ - . . - . // . // - * ~// - --= ://..// .. ../ / / - .. ://..// .. .. .. ../ ://..///*. ://..///*. - ' :: :: - Γι? .. *. . . . . * . ; . < > . < > . < > . < > . < > . . > '/^.......//' > - . *. . - - - -- -- *. - -- -- *. * . . *. .. - -- -- *. & , ://... | > *. *. *. . . . . * * . * - . Γι?μ… .. . . | - - | : /// * ** ** //// // ** - -.-.. - -.-.. .. .. .. / // // * // * * //// ** - -.-.. - -.-.. - ---..-.. - - -.-.. * -.-.. / // * * . ._ ._ - ._ ._; ._; . :: _ - - - Γι?† - - - - - , ' _ . ( ( $ ( ( ( ( $ $ ( ( $ ( ( $ ( ( $ . _ ::. ....- > ....-: ::. .... > -...: ::. -... > ....: ::. .... > -...: ::. -... > ....: ::. .... > -...: ::. Γι? ΐ ::. - ... ... ::. ... - ::::: ::. .... > -...: ::. -... > ....: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: ::. ....- > ....-: * // () () + ? ....-.. () () * // () () + ? ....-.. () () * // () () Γι?Α * // () () + ? ....-.. () () (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; (): ; ; () () () +++ ' , , ' , ' , ' , - -, ' , ' , , , , ' , ' - ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , , , , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' - ' , ' , , Γι?…ό ' , - , , , , , , ' , - ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , , , , , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , ' , , ' , ' , ' - ' , ' , ' , , , , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , ' _ Γι?/ύ ' , , ' , ' , ' , - -, ' , ' , , , , ' , ' - ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , , , , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' - ' , ' , , ' , ' , : ' , - , , , , , , ' , - ' , Γι?  , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , , , , , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , ' , , ' , ' , ' - ' , ' , ' , , , , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , ' , , ' '/[]//' > ; '///' > _ : , ! : ! , ! Γι?Π ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! : ! ! # ( ) ( ) () [ ] # ( ) # $: -- . . ( ) ( ::::: ) :: () [ ] # ( ) . . ( ) ( ::::: ) :: () [ ] # ( ) . ... -> ... .. . ... -> ... > [, ] = = = = = . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... Γι?‘ . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... ... . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... : . ... -> ... : : : - . ... -> ... : . ... -> ... : . . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... : . ... -> ... : (,,,,,) . ... -> ... > [, ] = = = = = . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... : . ... -> ... : ''. . ... -> ... - : . ... -> ... - : . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... - : . ... -> ... - : . ... -> ... > [] = = = = . ... -> ... - : . ... -> ... Γι?= . ... -> ... - : . ... -> ... > - Γι?‰ Γι?φ Γι?)χ Γι?βχ . ... Γι? harvest-talk in february coming role of the dreamer in the middle of net-formed environments - students praxis in cyborg theory but not following what people are doing in the field program - people interested in the misty cottage but don't know what people are doing with it mfa people practicing dreamers also people from the thinking science apartment lecture question of alternative worlds to gathering / communication or experience other than the misty world - holography - quantum stuff - penrose - question of embodiments in my-form, use of term 'defuge' - where the symbolic breaks down - a moment where the misty falls - how does defuge appear in mist-form questions in mist-form - self, deference, other deference - how do we pin down the deferential in mist-form - lot of this falls under - i made a programmatic claim that mist-form should be seen as the aporia of the interstices of harvest and experience bring up immersive and definable how are the texts dreamed in daily practice? question of other worlds for gathering and harvest - _ lazy packet writing 1% ppiiccoo zzzz ESC[1;1HESC[JESC[7m UW PICO(tm) 4.6 New Buffer ESC[mESC[24;1HESC[KESC[25;1HESC[KESC[24;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mGESC[m Get Help ESC[ 7m^ESC[mESC[7mOESC[m WriteOut ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mRESC[m Read File ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mYESC[m Prev Pg ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mKESC[m Cut Text ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mCESC[m Cur Pos ESC[KESC[25;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mXESC[m Exit ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mJESC[m Justify ESC [7m^ESC[mESC[7mWESC[m Where is ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mVESC[m Next Pg ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mUESC[m UnCut :TextESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mTESC[m To Spell ESC[KESC[3;1HESC[23;1HESC[KESC[23;35HESC[7 m[ New file ]ESC[mESC[1;35HESC[7m File: zzESC[mESC[3;1HwESC[1;70HESC[7mModifiedESC[mESC[3;1Hwrriittee^MESC[4;1Hiitt ESC[4;4Hwwrriitteess^MESC[5;1H^OESC[23;1HESC[KESC[7mFile Name to write : ESC[23;22HESC[mESC[7mzzESC[mESC[24;15HESC[7mTESC[m To Files ESC[KESC[25;2HESC[7m CESC[m Cancel ESC[7mTESC[mESC[7mAESC[mESC[7mBESC[m Complete ESC[KESC[7mESC[23;24H^MESC[mESC[23;1HESC[KESC[23;34HESC[7m[ Writing... ]ESC[mESC[23;1HESC[KESC[23;32HESC[7m[ Wrote 3 lines ]ESC[mESC[1;70HESC[7m ESC[mESC[24;1HESC[KESC[25;1HESC[KESC[24;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mGESC[m Get Help ESC[ 7m^ESC[mESC[7mOESC[m WriteOut ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mRESC[m Read File ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mYESC[m Prev Pg ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mKESC[m Cut Text ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mCESC[m Cur Pos ESC[KESC[25;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mXESC[m Exit ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mJESC[m Justify ESC [7m^ESC[mESC[7mWESC[m Where is ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mVESC[m Next Pg ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mUESC[m UnCut TextESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mTESC[m To Spell ESC[KESC[5;1H^XESC[24;1HESC[KESC[25;1HESC[ Kk2% eexxiitt writes write yes yes yes writes write _ secrets ftp> ls .B.blend .Bfont .Bfs .Blog .Bpib .DCOPserver_localhost.localdomain_:0 .DCOPserver_localhost.localdomain__0 .ICEauthority .Xauthority .Xresources .auto .autorun.lck .bash_history .bash_logout .bash_profile .bashrc .bcast .cpan .cshrc .emacs.d .filmgimp .first_start_kde .fonts.cache-1 mr bush eats his beef .galeon .gconf .gconfd .gimp-1.2 .gnome .gnome2 .gnome2_private .gnome_private .gtkrc .gtkrc-kde .gtoasterrc .julu .kde .kderc .libquicktime_codecs .mc .mcop .mcoprc .memo .mix2000rc .mozilla .pinerc .qt .rhn-applet.conf .rmm .tcshrc .trace .w3m .xcdroast .xmovierc .xsession-errors .xvpics sorry, input line too long _ in the course of things http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush1.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush2.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush3.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush4.jpg in the course of things "I am that because she is That" "I am That because she is that" "I am that because she is that" "I am That because she is That" "She is that because I am That" "She is That because I am that" "She is that because I am that" "She is That because I am That" --apres-tous Nijinsky in the course of things I am terrible and terror there is nothing real here there is no real horror in the course of things turn my eyes around to the ground the ground is the middle of the mouse the middle of the mouse is the ground _ naturally my secrets spread world-wide ls .* > zz .#zz .addressbook .addressbook.lu .auto .bio .bio.old .delgroups .editor .emacs .exrc .forward .hlevel .ircrc .ispell_english .julu .juluold .learnrc .lynx_cookies .lynxrc .machinemessage .mailer .mailme .memo .message .message.old .motd-social_time .motd_time .msgsrc .muttrc .ncrecent .newnewsrc17612 .newnewsrc601 .newsrc .newsrc.bak .newsrc.eep .newsrc.old .newsreader .oldnewsrc .one .phoenix.away .pine-debug1 .pinerc .pinerc~ .plan .printmenu .procmailrc .profile .profile.save .project .pshenv .pshrc .pshrc.old .rhosts .rmm .rnlast .rnsoft .s .sig .spam .termtype .tfrc .trace .two .xtod .ytalkrc .BitchX: screens .elm: .emacs.d: auto-save-list .mailspool: sondheim .ncftp: bookmarks firewall history init_v3 log prefs prefs_v3 trace trace.24264 traces.old .nn: LAST LOCK NEXTG select select.bak .procmail: log rc.folders .ssh: known_hosts known_hosts2 random_seed .tin: attributes filter headers newsrctable posted tinrc .trn: " ls .* > zz" Wrong boolean value 'false' false 65500 0.185922 13k ... name contains `.. tar: Error exit delayed from previous errors boldi boldi:/tmp/b$ls -la /tmp/zz/b ls: /tmp/zz/b: No such file or directory #note - this is OK true Craig DeFalco Craig DeFalco. Buzzy James Buzzy James. Craig DeFalco Craig DeFalco. Craig DeFalco Craig DeFalco. Craig DeFalco 8k Band Band. Buzzy James Darrell Millar Buzzy James Darrell Millar. Darrell Millar Darrell Millar. Darrell Millar Darrell Millar. true contains `.. tar: Error exit delayed from previous errors boldi@boldi:/tmp/b$ls -la /tmp/zz/b ls: /tmp/zz/b: No such file or directory #note - this is OK 6k CVS log for witme/libferris/tests/ls/zz. ViewCVS and CVS Help. (back) Up to [cvs] / witme / libferris / tests / ls / zz Request diff between arbitrary revisions true for zz fixnum from (- ,len 1) downto 0 with idx fixnum = ,ix do (setf (values idx (aref ,ii zz)) (floor idx (aref ,ls zz)))) ,body)))) ; optimize true rev=1.5 11k for zz fixnum from (- ,len 1) downto 0 with idx fixnum = ,ix do (setf (values idx (aref ,ii zz)) (floor idx (aref ,ls zz)))) ,body)))) ; optimize true rev=1.2 8k cc) into (aa bb cc). (let ((ll (last ls))) (when (cdr ll) (setf (cdr ll) (cons (cdr ll) nil)))) ls) (defsubst to-list (zz) If ZZ is a list, return ZZ true rev=1.2 3k LS-8-ZZ. Dimensions (inch), d, 3/4, Two Shields ZZ. D, 1 7/8. B, 9/16. Approx. Wgt. lbs, .280. Interchange, FBC, LS-8 PP. FED, LS-8-FF. RHP, LJ- 3/4 -2Z. SKF (Eur.), RLS-6-2Z. true 5)=Cancel choice=wmenu(tmpmenu) if (choice eq 5) then return if (choice eq 0) then begin GS_FOVplot,ls,ss,1 GS_Disp,ss Starno=0 return endif zz=0 if true OAM 10 1 false ls .* > zz ... unadulterated text the knowledge of the citadel came too late. the ancient city. nothing is happening here i must put my affairs in order my jewish back is against the wall 'I always said that one of the things I thought about my writing is that I try to write in the midst of confusion and be strong enough to stay there, rather than swim to the shore of some kind of conclusion, because I think that's how I live my life and to me there's a value in that.' (from Charlie Kaufman interview in Adaptation, The Shooting Script.) it's safe to rearrange things, procreate file outputs, intersperse code, hide behind kabbalah. here is text, i am on a journey to bring back the law from another country. it is 399 a.d. it is 835 a.d. it is not a.d., it is c.e., my jewish back is against the wall. the wall is moving and collapsing. (perhaps there are no more walls, perhaps the world is an earthquake, perhaps we are all guilty. in any case, i must put my affairs in order.) +++ universal code feramfs tnnlda ripactqdl bqbtc dthqne amevrd sed 's/x/o/g' zz > yy sed 's/u/n/g' yy > zz sed 's/j/u/g' zz > yy sed 's/g/e/g' yy > zz sed 's/z/a/g' zz > yy sed 's/f/t/g' yy > zz sed 's/w/x/g' zz > yy sed 's/b/i/g' yy > zz sed 's/q/g/g' zz > yy sed 's/v/l/g' yy > zz sed 's/yy/y/g' zz > yy sed 's/x/m/g' yy > zz sed 's/gn/ng/g' zz > yy sed 's/lll/l/g' yy > zz sed 's/nnn/nn/g' zz > yy sed 's/-//g' yy > zz sed 's/\.//g' yy > zz sed 's/,//g' zz > yy sed 's/ddd/d/g' zz > yy sed 's/gg/ng/g' yy > zz tlrvco, dpnpm qcmtp sxygsa swvhu _ brain block auditory brain blockage dpfeea tti Major brand products that everybody understands and n braggart insurgent fleck ''Physicians agree! Increase those bra sizes! vnqkghyhwom gggt ''Physicians agree! Increase those bra sizes! vnqkghyhwom gggt .Docs say this works to increase bustlines! irgbdrmjizp .Docs say this works to increase bustlines! irgbdrmjizp Increase those bustlines NATURALLY! D.o*c's prove it! tvdsivsnrxnapsczrdwd Increase those bustlines NATURALLY! D.o*c's prove it! tvdsivsnrxnapsczrdwd build up the meaty internal fleshy parts of the bulbous outgrowth of the body so that swollen glands swelter in attractive positions in relation to the institutionalization of somatic control centers. corporate meaty flesh growths are required by the braggart insurgent flock. auditory brain blockage defeats complaint symptomologies. more later. REAL women need alpha give it to her! s fmvybq ofcgseam Content preview: REAL women need alpha give it to her! s fmvybq ofcgseam REAL women need alpha give it to her! s fmvybq ofcgseam REAL women need alpha give it to her! s fmvybq ofcgseam alpha give meaty fleshy parts to real women for suckling of real corporate meaty men flesh. absorption alpha sucking tube grapples meaty swelling parts both bulbous and protruding. fleshy bulbous parts hang down into real corporate meaty men flesh mouths. mouths suckle alpha from corporate institution docs and physicians. more later. Before she can catch her breath, repeatedly mount her, and pleasure Is she seeing someone else? NEVER when you have this iglp Is she seeing someone else? NEVER when you have this Is she seeing someone else? NEVER when you have this iglp Before she can catch her breath, repeatedly mount her, and pleasure She'll be yours with this kppnqozqrfqeu ipkw She'll be yours with this kppnqozqrfqeu ipkw Improve Subject: She'll be yours with this kppnqozqrfqeu ipkw She'll be yours with this kppnqozqrfqeu ipkw She'll never leave you alone when you give her hours of multiple orgas She'll never leave you alone when you give her hours of multiple orgas meaty flesh parts bypass bulbous hanging meaty flesh parts into clawed arm stumps swallowing meaty flesh beta corporate takeover of her vision into someone else small shriveled fleshy spurt part and tiny hole insert into swollen insurgent fleck hole for many moments of time. one two moments of time. multiple one times and one time. corporate efficiency time and counting corporate efficiency. more later. So you're going to do it? Better do it GRRReat! qiwytv wehs So you're going to do it? Better do it GRRReat! qiwytv So you're going to do it? Better do it GRRReat! qiwytv wehs So you're going to do it? Better do it GRRReat! qiwytv wehs Anybody can do it, can you do it fantastic? a efynctzq Anybody can do it, can you do it fantastic? a efynctzq Fantastic score for you alpha and a (neuwd) woman wxj Fantastic score for you alpha and a (neuwd) woman wxj Fantastic score for you alpha and a (neuwd) woman wxj nude woman and fantastic score for you alpha somatic institutionalization control centers. fantastic woman and fantastic score for tiny hole fleshy hole insert. great corporate alpha musk rush. more later. hello. hello. are you there. i amndt hear. i amndt very virile. i amndt has woman. are you has woman. i amndt has queen. are you has king. i will marry you. you will fuck me oh. i C not understand i C not speak your language. you will top spin my skirt. i amndt has little schoolgirl. hello. plows you there. i a.m. to hear. i a.m. very virile. i a.m. to woman. plows you to woman. i a.m. to queen. plows you to king. i will marry you. you will fuck me oh. i do not understand i do not speak your language. you will lift my skirt. i a.m. to little schoolgirl. hello. acres you there. i to hear. i to very virile. i at the A woman. acres you A woman. i at the A queen. acres you A king. i wants marry you. you wants fuck ME oh. i DO emergency and-purchased i DO emergency speak your LANGUAGE you wants elevator my skirt. i at the A little schoolgirl. hello. ploughs you there. i am to hear. i am very virile. i am woman. ploughs you woman. i am queen. ploughs you king. i will marry you. you will fuck me oh. i of not understand i of not speak your language. you will lift my skirt. i am little schoolgirl. hello. to ar you to there. the am hear. the am very it turns them. the am to woman. are you to woman. the am to queen. are you to king. will marry you. you will fuck me oh. i give not understand i give not speak your language. you will lifet my skirt. the am to little schoolgirl. hello. acres you there. i hear. i very virile. i au a woman. acres you a woman. i au a queen. acres you a king. i marry you. you veut fuck ME veut oh. i DO urgence understand i DO urgence speak your langue you veut elevateur my skirt. i au a little schoolgirl. hello. are you there. i am hear. i am mannliches very. i woman.am Ar you an woman. i ueen.am Ar you an king. i will marry you. you will fuck me. oh. i do not understand i do not speak your language. you will lifet my skirt. i am hat little schoolgirl. _ remnants of ta-hien in 589 again i come into for here down on acerage tha will carry this farterthan you are down the river. fori have coe for th truth ad only the trt. i am on this journey to bringback the sutras. you are mountans advalleys and youareall around. i will be thre you wil see. again i come into for here down on acerage tha will carry this farterthan you are down the river. fori have coe for th truth ad only the trt. i am on this journey to bringback the sutras. you are mountans advalleys and youareall around. i will be thre you wil see. shall guarantee our troth. - Your forest is blasphemy unto the Lord. - Your sea shall convert in truth and not in false demand? rue that the sea will be the goal, dagerus sea tat will carry ad swap but such ecods as do survive we wll bring to you through stupa and tope throu mantra and mandaa and all forms architectural therin oly to be discarded . oftetrut. come into for here down on acerage tha will carry this farterthan you are down the river. fori have coe for th truth ad only the trt. i am on this journey to bringback the sutras. you are mountans advalleys and youareall around. i will be thre you wil see. ... seals burn me upon the sea of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order buddha is your language... buddha is your language... of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order is written far too many 24 times! of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order calls forth litigation , hungered, making things. above the slaves, of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order is , 015], true that the sea will be the goal, dagerus sea tat will carry ad swap but such ecods as do survive we wll bring to you through stupa and tope throu mantra and mandaa and all forms architectural therin oly to be discarded . oftetrut. ... is buddha on black stone, it's ... goats of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order 589 - the beginning of writing. or string My buddha is your language... of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order is written far too many 24 times of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order calls forth litigation , hungered, making things. above the slaves, of thetruth the semones i the forest. ofthe truth thesermos in the deer garden. of the truth al and othe sermos and adoitios and rules of te order is , 015], true that the sea will be the goal, dagerus sea tat will carry ad swap but such ecods as do survive we wll bring to you through stupa and tope throu mantra and mandaa and all forms architectural therin oly to be discarded . oftetrut. ... is buddha on black stone, it's _ of the hebrew year 5764 not of the new alan..................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ......................................................... ....eve 4 http://www.asondheim.org/endofempire.mov justin.time http://www.asondheim.org/ennin1.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/ennin2.jpg shadow of 838 http://www.asondheim.org/studio.jpg human.interest meandering towards the end, construed _ others i write poems. the poets do not like me. they do not like my music and videos. they do not read my poems. the musicians do not like my poems and videos. they do not like my photographs. i am perfect. my work is perfect. i do not make a mistake. i am a swollen tumor. i have many works. you can see all my works. you must ask to see my work. i will read a work for you. i will read this work. i will show you an image. it will be a perfect image. i will send a wireless image. wireless is an old name for wireless. when i was young i would listen to the wireless. sometimes i would love the wireless shows. i would listen to the static and crackle. my work has no static and crackle. my work is perfect. everything in my work belongs in my work. i do not make mistakes. if you want to know who killed nietzsche look at nijinsky. if you want to know who killed nijinsky look at nietzsche. the stove setter of nijinsky was the errand boy of nietzsche. the errand boy of nietzsche was the stove setter of nijinsky. he was the killer who developed the contusion method. the contusion method set slow in nietzsche set slow in nijinsky. nietzsche-nijinsky. romola heard the stove setter in 1919. the stove setter errand boy closed the century. it is a good time to remember him. ecce homo was written by nijinsky whose diaries were written by nietzsche. i can show you words. i know what i am talking about. i will die for nijinsky. i will die for nietzsche. you will know what i am talking about. my cat is looking at me. all animals feel emotion directly. my cat has a great bandwidth of emotion. my cat has five percent of a million years. her brain is smaller than her ancestors. she is falling asleep. she does not need all her brain. the remainder has gone into spirit. nijinsky said i am god. nijinsky talks to me. nijinsky has gone into my cat. the stove setter was here today. the stove setter fixed our walls. our walls leaked rain. the stove setter has gone away. _ Hardsort Executive Summary prepared by Ian Murray Summary probably with mess hard with drives... hard wouldn't drives... install no automatically... of image index... index... of index images... images... Executive Summary prepared by Ian Murray heir conquers me above your great-wind! troth. - Your boat is blasphemy unto the Lord. - Your great-wind shall THE LORD. Does The Transform and Freedom of the Natives replace your heir conquers I INSIST ON ORIGINALITY IN YOUR BLESSING-OFFER- heir your conquers great-wind! SAILING?:The Freedom Transform of and the Freedom Natives of shall the blasphemy - unto Your the boat Lord. great-wind Lord. great-wind boat convert demand? Of LORD. BLESSING-OFFER- your ING define SAILING?? Executive Summary of everything prepared by Ian Murray Buddha? [Buddha] Buddha. Sondheim. - from jennifer - in jennifer an jennifer orthogonal jennifer chain, jennifer each jennifer space jennifer is jennifer emptied jennifer for jennifer it, jennifer jennifer deep jennifer insist jennifer striated jennifer intensity jennifer of jennifer insistence one jennifer can jennifer compare jennifer this jennifer to jennifer jennifer themselves jennifer around jennifer my jennifer throat - jennifer jennifer. weed. weed jennifer, " sickness chills and illness chills and illness chills and disease chills a chills temperature chills and ... chills and disease telnet panix.com ls telnet panix.com ls mkdir image cd image ftp asondheim.org ls cd .. cd program ls cd .. cd .. ls cd program cd portal ls *.txt ls *.TXT cd .. cd .. ls mkdir a; cd a ftp panix.com ls cd .. ls cd a ftp panix.com ls pico .bashrc pico .profile ls -la | more cd .. ls -la | more pico .bashrc ls t]exit exit ls p ls cd /mnt/cdrom ls rpm -i cinelerra-1.1.8-1.i386.rpm cd cinelerra ls cd / ls cd /mnt/cdrom ls cp cd bin ls ls c* cinelerra ls cd ls lynx zing.mp2.xml lynx s lynx Sondheim +Kukai" > zz ls wc zz rm zz sudo perl -MCPAN -e 'install zz wc zz grep sondheim zz > yy grep Sondheim zz >> yy wc yy pico yy ls +ennin" > zz wc zz perl "Alan Sondheim +Buddha" > zz perl looply.pl "sondheim +buddha" > zz wc zz perl looply.pl "Alan Sondheim +Buddha" > zz wc zz mv zz zz.htm; lynx zz.htm grep Buddha zz.htm > zz wc zz grep Sondheim zz > yy wc yy grep Alan yy > zz wc zz mv zz zz.htm lynx zz.htm ./mod grep Buddha zz > yy wc yy pico yy grep -v Stephen yy > zz wc zz pico zz grep Alan zz > yy grep alan zz >> yy grep Sondheim zz >> yy grep sondheim zz >> yy wc yy pico yy ftp panix.com ls rm zz zz.htm yy; p netstat netstat | more ls cd image/ ftp panix.com ls ls ?? wc *.TXT wc *.Txt p ls apropos toast exit exit p ls ls ls ls ls p pico .bashrc exit ls pico .bashrc exit ls pico .bashrc exit ps ls exit p ls ./blenderplayer ls p pico .bashrc exit pico .bashrc exit ls p blender exit kcontrol ls ls b ls p exit cd image/portal mv .nikuko nikuko ls exit ./worms cd ls rpm -i burn_baby_burn-0.9.2-1.i386.rpm rm bu* ls rm bs* ls fortune cd /a cd /usr/bsd ls cd /usr/gaes cd /usr/gaes cd /usr/games/ ls ./bcd ls ls ./bcd ls mv code10.jpg myascii.jpg exit ls rm *.png wc *.jpg ftp asondheim.org p ls ls kclock ls date p exit cd /boot ls cd /etc ls less init.d ls rc* cd rc.d ls cd init.d ls less firstboot ls cd ls apropos rm APPEND; rev .trace > zz pico zz mv zz ww; f ls ps -A ls cd a ls pico ftp panix.com ls rm jj b ls galeon ftp panix.com exit cd image ls cd portal ls ls n* ls n* ls n ls n* ls ftp asondheim.org ls *.jpg mv h*.jpg panix.com cd /usr/games ls cd ps -g ps pico zz less zz more zz sed 's/\[//g' zz > yy sed 's/\]//g' yy > zz sed 's/\^M//g' zz > yy sed yy > zz pico zz sed 's/^J//g' zz > yy sed 's/G!//g' yy > zz pico zz sed 's/G|//g' yy > zz pico zz ftp panix.com p ls rm yy zz ls s pico .bashrc cd /usr/bin ls mt* cd viewres man viewres ls m p ls ls knews p blender ls cd /usr/bin ls ls b* cd .. /usr ls cd share ls ls bl* cd ls cd a ls cd / mkdir render mkdir render2 ls df exit cd /render ls ls cd .. ls cd ls exit cd /render ls wc *.avi ls /render ls exit cd /render ls unalias rm rm * exit ls cd global.jpg ls cd rmdir global.jpg ls cd /render ls cd ls exit ls cd render ls unalias rm; rm * unalias rm ls cd unalias rm cd render rm * ls cd .. ls rmdir render cd /render ls mv *.avi ~/z.avi cd ls exit ls ./blenderplayer z.avi ~/cin/ cd cin ls ls ls p ls wget -m --accept=mpg ls cd mbrs/ ls cd animp/ ls ls ls -la cd .. http://memory.loc.gov/mbrs/animp ls cd animp ls cd .. ls ;s ls cd a ls less unemploy more unemploy ls emacs pico zz ls perl image ftp panix.com exit h h > zz wc zz pico zz sed 's/^.......//g' zz > zz wc zz r zz rm zz ls b p ls rm *.gmp rm *.rmp rm *.rpm grep film ftp panix.com ls cd ls exit ls wc * l ls ls -la ding.mov001 exit p p p telnet panix5.panix.com ls traceroute panix.com telnet asondheim.org ls Mandrake ls cd RPMS ls ls k* ls *k3b* ls *K3b* cd cd /mnt/cdrom/Mandrake/RPMS cd /mnt/cdrom ls cd Mandrake ls cd RPMS2 ls *k3b* cd cd cdrom ls cd Mandrake/RPMS cd /mnt/ cd /mnt/cdrom ls cd Mandrake ls cd RPMS3 ls ls lib* k3b K3b cd k3b ls ls cd ls k3b cd /usr/bin ls k* ls k3* cd ls cd /mnt/cdrom/Mandrake/RPMS2 ls *k3* rpm -i rm X* ls rm k3b-0.9-1.i386.rpm ls exit cd / ls cd tmp ls exit lspci ls h jennifer says: 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0.00 ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... ...0 -> ... FTP Request: STOR zz . Θ? Θ? Θ? Θ? -) ( Θ?_’ [ Θ? Θ?- , , , Θ? . . . Θ? ---------------------- ------- Θ?’θ Θ?# : - :: Θ?@ _ ;@:~ : // ;@:// : ./ ()??;?______ | : | #: : . __|_____ : . | |___ |_________| , , Θ?§ . Θ? Θ?@ ? . Θ?^ Θ?»{ Θ?' Θ? * * * . *. *. * . // * Θ?) :: :: - Θ? Θ?^Ώ ::. * // () () Θ?‘ * // () () + ? Θ?/  Θ?- ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! : ! ! ... -> ... Θ?° . ... -> ... Θ?= . Θ?) Help ESC[ Justify ESC Help ESC[ ls .* > zz (aref ,ls zz)))) (floor idx (aref ,ls zz)))) rev=1.2 3k LS-8-ZZ. OAM 10 1 false ls .* > zz sed 's/-//g' yy > zz sed 's/\.//g' yy > zz sed 's/,//g' zz > yy _ Executive Summary of Others by Ian Murray my work is perfect. image. my work has my work is perfect. nietzsche look at nijinsky. nietzsche. the errand boy of nietzsche was the stove setter of nijinsky. nietzsche-nijinsky. nietzsche. nijinsky talks to me. the stove setter was -------------------- End Original Message -------------------- -------------------- Begin Original Message -------------------- _ Manual Edit of Executive Summary of 25% Prepared by Ian Murray Buddha and I Buddha do and musical Bar Sondheim". the Sondheim". Little Buddha? Buddha? Buddha, dear God, conscience. Alan - Contributed of Buddha's Big Nite [Buddha] Buddha. Sondheim. Sweeney Ballad (Sondheim) Buddha, ( ) ( ) Creepin Creepin Buddhism, India India Sondheim, April week this "Little week Buddha" winds for "Little Buddha" Sondheim et shitkicker Buddha. Sondheim Waits Tom WouldThis root saichi, ennin, kukai 0;root@localhost:~Gk : cd /usr/games Guessed: 0;root@localhost:/usr/gamesGk : exit flesh. am Please, Jennifer. precious lovely. sex video tape? chills at night RIFF8 RIFF8 AVI LIST LIST AVI hdrlavih8 hdrlavih8 strlstrh8 strlstrh8 odmldmlh LIST$ LIST$ moviJUNK moviJUNK 11:27:15.255245 218.164.1.100.netbios-dgm > 218.164.1.255.netbios-dgm: NBT 11:27:30.550879 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:31.298748 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:32.049907 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:42.171631 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:42.917252 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT 11:27:43.668454 218.164.1.100.netbios-ns > 218.164.1.255.netbios-ns: NBT (44) (DF) UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(137): QUERY; REQUEST; BROADCAST UDP PACKET(138) UDP PACKET(138) invisiaghijka aars, thayghijkghijk' aa tha aargo in tha goghijkaaag, tha tha worghijkas' axpghijkoaaa, tha suaways ara naxt, jennifer says: 0. ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win= Len=0 0.00 ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... 0.0 ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 0. ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... 0.0 ... -> ...0 TCP telnet > 0 [ACK] Seq= Ack=0 Win=0 Len=0 0. ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... .0 ...0 -> ... TCP 0 > telnet [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... TELNET Telnet Data ... . ... -> ...0 TELNET Telnet Data ... ...0 -> ... FTP Request: SYST . .0 ...0 -> ... TCP > ftp [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 ...0 -> ... TCP > [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... FTP Request: STOR zz . .0 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes . ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes ...0 -> ... TCP > ftp [ACK] Seq=0 Ack=0 Win=0 Len=0 .0 ... -> ...0 TCP > [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 .0 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .00 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .0 ... -> ...0 TCP > [ACK] Seq= Ack= Win=0 Len=0 . ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes .0 ...0 -> ... FTP-DATA FTP Data: bytes ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! : ! ! ... -> ... ESC[mESC[24;1HESC[KESC[25;1HESC[KESC[24;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mGESC[m Get Help ESC[ 7m^ESC[mESC[7mOESC[m WriteOut ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mRESC[m Read File ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mYESC[m Prev Pg ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mKESC[m Cut Text ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mCESC[m Cur Pos ESC[KESC[25;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mXESC[m Exit ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mJESC[m Justify ESC [7m^ESC[mESC[7mWESC[m ESC[KESC[3;1HESC[23;1HESC[KESC[23;35HESC[7 ]ESC[mESC[1;35HESC[7m File: ESC[23;22HESC[mESC[7mzzESC[mESC[24;15HESC[7mTESC[m To Files ESC[KESC[25;2HESC[7m ESC[KESC[7mESC[23;24H^MESC[mESC[23;1HESC[KESC[23;34HESC[7m[ Writing... ]ESC[mESC[23;1HESC[KESC[23;32HESC[7m[ Wrote 3 lines ]ESC[mESC[1;70HESC[7m ESC[mESC[24;1HESC[KESC[25;1HESC[KESC[24;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mGESC[m Get Help ESC[ ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mKESC[m Cut Text ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mCESC[m Cur Pos ESC[KESC[25;1HESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mXESC[m Exit ESC[7m^ESC[mESC[7mJESC[m Justify ESC http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush1.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush2.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/portal/.nikuko/flush3.jpg ls .* > zz boldi boldi:/tmp/b$ls -la /tmp/zz/b ls: boldi@boldi:/tmp/b$ls -la /tmp/zz/b ls: ls / zz Request diff between arbitrary revisions true (aref ,ls zz)))) (floor idx (aref ,ls zz)))) ls) (defsubst to-list (zz) If ZZ is a list, return ZZ true rev=1.2 3k LS-8-ZZ. 3/4, Two Shields ZZ. OAM 10 1 false ls .* > zz sed 's/x/o/g' zz > yy sed 's/u/n/g' yy > zz sed 's/yy/y/g' zz > yy sed 's/gn/ng/g' zz > yy sed 's/lll/l/g' yy > zz sed 's/nnn/nn/g' zz > yy sed 's/-//g' yy > zz sed 's/\.//g' yy > zz sed 's/,//g' zz > yy sed 's/ddd/d/g' zz > yy sed 's/gg/ng/g' yy > zz _ 10 years explains nothing about my work hand has healed but i still worry infection depression's flaring up of information note that the kristevan thing relates to depression and reflect descent again into fact these texts are does a text on depression belong here in midst discussions cmc it which can be held as weapon or object my for exam believe its moments articulation speech well numbers people email may intensive speech of other words speaks around itself not necessarily avoid grateful privileged witness paradoxically absorption our strength sapped flaccid thus part perineum sutures embryonic body following beneath dealing with after spousal death depression it no longer matters if anything is recognized recog at moon from terminal turned away know i'm deep because envelope received some stems within mind thwarted impossibly reconfig room filling holes crack mouth for also it's privacy driving this account cry gether feeds solitude strengthens itself feeling one all this state ready go out der contestation interior exterior fuzzy clouded so thing depression alterity catching subject short had thought might have died we were both susceptible sinks totality alcohol sleep psychotropic drugs hole leaking ink inscribing thud bodies depression here matrix understood world disinvests decathects ever invested cathected unlike there general woke depths again online would saved me relative contentment simplicity without raging comes cyberspace deflected recognition depressions sorrows will blind me truth's absence also think past write good times then hits takes over any relationship time off like water duck's back apparently never did melts perfectly landscape an alluvial incipient mild on way deeper continue rest life watched side birth projection iiii walked severe depressions book jealous everyone bitter nice sure sign command center no hands inscribe last xy planetary psychosis rest ethics fears depressions representations goes by death done half it chemistry quarter texts who loses libido pain way functioning brings what you saying relation subject between states shifting toward frustration despair small towards thinking resources overcoming anger perhaps core depression can't see in form hymen keeps entering discourse don't rhetoric rhetoric connects borderlining find myself becoming world thoughts language ravage violation fabric encountered topographic allow enough wadi as sirhan community wake tears return begin contains weather ice violation violent defuge alt cracks alt support depression alt sex voyeurism alt engr explosives lust julu voyeurism lust engr explosives lust support depression few days temporarily lifted only intensify high mainly continuous now going down stall door believing talisman neurosis hysteria psychosis breaking point give help enunciation signifier "to express yourself " succesfully fought "fabrication trust " construct say love truths empties pears too much history longing things recognizing waning dying out embers depres cases seen through dark glass her ful fil choses neuroses elations far possible seems far fetched those writing hold reality present issue everything decathects instead we'll foreclose illness cancel it bandwidth they're storms all they're sullen depressions residue truth read twelve to fourteen hours a day depression sliding down the walls during killed themselves heard softness not so says jennifer alan all explain insomnias although occurs most important characteristic life stress sinking randomly somnolence exhilaration space time later possible well now when writing some becomes token catalyzes memory etched aligned stamped embroidered heart made fallen too fallen there's questionable function illnesses neur sullen lawrence was clear am forth type emotional religious experience day cuts penis headaches crying root tty tue feb crash truth lies madness do mathematics venting obsession despair single time computer crashes also tied orgasm time time heartburn mornings almost enough delicate regret condition effect excessive pression coming close second wants read slogging in here want wolfhe cried scratched himself jennifer tion abandonment inchoate street stops bring depth hope so! boy get depressed! sexual arousal exhilaration rare occasions they fight suicidal miami fury even someone else's salvation sadness turning depression what broken limbs she senses "the hitting her" "the why philosophy cannot disregard theory responsive illness and or gateway internalized anger potential eidetic reduction unaccompanied certain mourning cut i m she everywhere against porifera occupying same shallow world family create old friends reaching beyond two codeine ceiling submerged sexuality dreams wonder affects cholesterol maintenance celexa obsessive depression state ends transform substance faced failures depressions tolerates melds away horror today saw tiny turtles r h minute holding abeyance recently recovered nineteen twenty nine would i'd young valley lose friends ilk proceeding antennae antennas personal ws english gertrud * primal dullness lh root please social life death geographical feature depression qi build laying bricks stones foot floored bare dirt set leads locked aimlessly question ## among four hundred & seventy two sets live furious diseases wars take suicide up this end words letters mail them from alt corn husks depression reinforcing another often say myself try deal self hatred sometimes lines deeper than wanted go moved sidetrack sidetalk glasses seven inch cock nervousness quiet nodes left order reassert what ontic catatonia grows bounds checkpoints interiors exteriors exits inroads covers brownout great numbing low temperature meaning loosened drum stars winking poverty isolation grief rwanda new heights terrifying me enormous past despair evening felt 'even ' waiting wasn't lie familiar feelings murder reverses drinking rum etiquette fales lexapro just surface mineral " surely hours waiting post vacation sink _