steam Foofwa d'Imobilite the dancer http://www.asondheim.org/luz.mp4 thinking about his next move of arm or leg for every arm or leg of move he must think: shall it go this way or that he will be full of disgust for this arm or leg this time when it is very cold and his spirit is steam his spirit is steam steam steam _ Go to GOOGLE HOME! Coming home to Google, a sudden INCREASE in hits! Go to Google Home Web Images Groups News Froogle Desktop more Web Results 1 - 10 of about 16,800 for "Alan Sondheim". (0.33 seconds) 455 results stored on your computer - Hide - About velpress.txt - VEL by Alan Sondheim Book Description: A collection of codework - Nov 8 Well then it went down to 10,700 where it usually meanders. It was up there for about ten minutes. I was so happy! I couldn't believe my luck! I am doing everything I can to ensure my survival! I'm suicidal! Miserable! This was going to push me over the edge. I finally had enough sites! I'd live for a few months longer. Then I'd off myself... maybe! Just about all the protection I need! But so vulnerable! But here's what happened - just a bit later - you can see for yourself! Go to Google Home Web Images Groups News Froogle Desktop more Web Results 1 - 10 of about 10,700 for "Alan Sondheim". (0.36 seconds) 455 results stored on your computer - Hide - About velpress.txt - VEL by Alan Sondheim Book Description: A collection of codework - Nov 8 It took .03 seconds longer! It wondered "what was up"! I've gone back to the drawing board! I need more affirmation, reassurance, backup. There's just not enough to go around! I'm on it! I'm in on it! Yes, when 20,000 comes, I think that's it, I'll kill myself! Reinforcements. It will take a year or so to peter out, after-fuck dribble, cleanup! Right now, it's too risky! More, more! THIS JUST IN!!! - Now I'm getting worried! It's about time! Stay tuned! Go to Google Home Web Images Groups News Froogle Desktop more Web Results 1 - 10 of about 16,800 for "Alan Sondheim". (0.58 seconds) 455 results stored on your computer - Hide - About velpress.txt - VEL by Alan Sondheim Book Description: A collection of codework - Nov 8 Time now: Tue Nov 9 16:45:32 EST 2004! It's ABOUT TIME! It's about GOOGLE HOME! _ Books I like and reasons to read them - This is one of my columns reviewing recent purchases, trades, arrivals, found books, bound and unbound books. While I'm writing it, I'm listening to 'embedded' reporters make their ugly one-sided reports from the troops in Fallujah. I broke down earlier. Our news is managed like never before, and for all the talking we do about it here in this space, it continues. We may be so useless in the world, which is beyond anything but the most brutal seizures of power, the most brutal tortures and slaughter. The Anglo-Saxon Chronicle, translated and edited by Garmonsway. This is the standard old Everyman's Library edition. The Chronicle - like the Russian Primary Chronicle - should be read widely. It's part and parcel of anglo-European root. The chronicle is actually a group of chronicles which go through the Norman Conquest. Required reading for a lot of us. Spy Planes and Electronic Warfare Aircraft, Bill Gunston, Arco 1983. I found this recently and love it. It's about seeing instead of killing, although sight itself is a grasp/rapture/raptor. Although outdated, it has the Lockheed SR-71 in it, a work of art which I saw in real life in Omaha. I like to think of these planes monitoring forest fires, clear-cutting, and other environmental travesties, instead of fast-forward monitoring of 'insurgents.' Almost none of them have weaponry. I dream of the whole tribe of them watching each other soundlessly in the skies, leaving the rest of us alone. PDF Hacks, 100 Industrial-Strength Tips & Tools, Sid Steward, O'Reilly. Personally I am irritated by PDF, finding it clunky, almost useless within browsers, long-loading, difficult to manipulate and at times even to download. This book does tell you how to work it more flexibly, from both creator and consumer viewpoints. I highly recommend this to academics and anyone (myself included) who has to work with the format. Operation 'Phantom Fury' continues unabated on the television. 'Coalition forces are now moving' into Fallujah against those 'who want to stop democracy.' An obscenity. The book includes sections on speeding up Acrobat's startup, copying data from PDF pages, managing a group of PDFs, authoring and self-publishing PDFs, and, among other things, "dynamic PDF" which is fairly interesting. For myself, I'd like to see a spy-plane Acrobat that opens instantly, a browser in which files melt and can be infinitely molded, almost html... Fundamentalism, The Search for Meaning, Malise Ruthven, Oxford, 2004. This is an excellent introduction - it's only 200-plus pages - to the issue, which needs to be examined in great detail. I'm going to order other works, mainly from the Fundamentalism Project - I'd also like to know more about the neurophysiological issues involved - Alport's The Nature of Prejudice years ago mentioned some studies. In any case, this book is excellent, focusing mainly on Christian, Jewish, and Islamic movements, discussing their relation to the book and the book's 'inerrancy.' Do check it out. A Guide to Nature in Winter, Donald Stokes, Little, Brown, 1976. This is wonderful and useful for those of us who play amateur mycologist or ornithologist in the dead of winter, which isn't really dead of course, just quiet. This is an easy read for the United States; I assume there are similar guides for Europe and Canada. All the used books by the way should be on www.abe.com at the least. The Sexual Life of Catherine M., Catherine Millet, has just appeared in paperback here, with a 'new afterword.' She edits Art Press, one of the best art journals in the world (or at least was when I was reading it). The book has been written about extensively; I'm surprised I've seen so little reference to it on the lists I'm on. But it's brilliant, intense, physical/theoretical, producing a new form of writing and liberation that is more necessary than ever today. The news is off, so there, Fallujah again buried, I'll change the channel. I'm trying to work safely but in the midst of slaughter that can't harm me, it can only exist as if otherwise, but not. The Culture of Civil War in Kyoto, Mary Elizabeth Berry, California, 1994. This book was mentioned first by Philip Agre; it's an account of culture, not just of war, but of ludic tea ceremonies, dances, during the 15th and 16th century 'Era of Warring States' in Kyoto. What fascinates me is the resonance between civility, civilian unrest, dance-form, control and release - all those Bataillian qualities (or Foofwa d'Imobilite for example) played out centuries ago. This work is useful for me in my own aesthetic founderings; I highly recommend it, even for those not particularly interested in Japanese history. Building the Perfect PC, Robert Bruce and Barbara Fritchman Thompson, O'Reilly, 2004. I've seen a number of books on the subject - this one is going to be used, this summer - I want to construct a portable PC for performance, experimentation, and digital microscopy. I think this will be the most useful book I've seen (certainly the most useful of the O'Reilly volumes on the subject); the illustrations are in color, incredibly clear, and the book covers a number of PCs from the ground up. (I'll probably go for a LAN party PC which can be connected to a laptop, with enough performance for video projection of several screens at once.) This surplus technology - for me it's all surplus at this point - is played out against an ad for a 'chimney sweeping log' that projects against accidental fireplace fires. They could spread through the house. They could be the result of a bomb; if we bomb areas that might be booby- trapped, we've made them safe for our American boys and girls. So few casualties! Back to the news. Making the Alphabet Dance, Recreational Wordplay, Ross Eckler, St. Martin's, 1996. I hadn't seen this child of Oulipo and Scrabble-buzz before but its lists of words and linguistic processes seems unique to me - it ranges far afield, and includes mathematical analyses of spanning trees of letter transformations. The work is simultaneously rooted in the heuristics of English and the desire for platonic form; in fact, mappings onto the Platonic solids are explored. There are also examples from other languages, but the emphasis is on English. I've been reading this with intense joy - watching the bending of language to fit the form, just as I might use 'aas' as a word in cheating-Scrabble. Or is it? Writings on Psychoanalysis, Freud and Lacan, by Althusser, Columbia, 1996. What can I say? I hadn't seen this work before, I'm fascinated by it, more on a biographical level, or a level dealing with the discursivity of power and the power of discursivity, rather than the theoretical 'meat' within it. I can hear the wheels working. Lacan: 'Our relations are old, Althusser.' And so they are. Read on about the Law of Order, the Law of Culture, etc. This is a wonderful book and leads to a book I'm hardly qualified to review, Synthetic Philosophy, First Principles, Herbert Spencer, my edition from Appleton, 1892, although the work is decades earlier. Well, he is associated with social darwinism, 'survival of the fittest,' and so forth. This work, which is the first in the series of Synthetic Philosophy, has been a surprise, since it seems above all to predate chaos and nonequil- ibrium thermodynamics theories in a fascinating way which also reads like phenomenology. The titles of some of the chapters will give you the idea - 'The Persistence of Relations Among Forces,' 'The Instability of the Homogeneous,' 'The Multiplication of Effects,' 'Segregation,' 'Equilibration,' 'Dissolution' - you get the idea. I'm currently working my way through sections of this. Steal This File Sharing Book, What They Won't Tell You About File Sharing, Wallace Wang, No Starch, 2004. I just received this review copy, and hope to give an analysis later, but just want to say that it is amazing; this is a subject I know something about from the old IRC days, but not much more. The book gives reviews of just about everything from cracking e-books to 'stealing' files, pornography, etc. I think works like this will become more and more necessary in this country - where I now use an 'rmm' command to wipe my panix.com account clean of suspect files after the fact. Ah well.. The Daily Show is coming on with Jon Stewart. I will hear more about Fallujah, I'm sure, with humor. We've got to mute everything, serve it up clean, bury the rage. It's not NYC that's burning tonight. I'm reading Stoker's Dracula which is brilliant and an odd Kittler-like demo of technology inserted into neural discourse networks; at one point early on, someone snaps a Kodak of what will later be a house of horror. As with Frankenstein, the novel is far better than what's made out of it; it reads as texts within texts, ideologies within ideologies. I haven't got to the Christian part of it yet, which I gather is a disappointment. Southern California, Moon Handbooks, this one by Kim Weir, 2001. I don't review travel-books in general, but we're going to Santa Ana - I have a residency this summer. Even though I've lived in L.A. and Irvine, this book is somewhat of a wonder. The author's an environmentalist, and it shows; I'm learning of needed resources. Has anyone read Plenitude 2.0, Grant McCracken? Periph.: Fluide, 1998. I'd love to discuss it; it's obscure, odd, wonderful, maverick, reminds me of The Accursed Share, but far more fun, and please read it and write about it. Then there's Brian Wilson's Smile which blew me away, and was nothing like the reviews or documentary described - if anything they all did a disservice. This is somewhere between Satie and post-industrial, indie and Webern but really makes a Gershwin case for an Amerikan music yet unheard but unlike Gershwin it's original as all getout and does stuff with time and expectation that turns it brilliant. The docu just got it into trouble as far as I'm concerned. More Fallujah, bombings, fire, fury, on the tube. To recommend: Anything by Gillian Welch, I'm obsessed, it speaks to me in these dark times. I came late to it, am riding out the wave. A Human Being Called David Daniels is a simply amazing cdrom, director of art Regina Celia Pinto, http://arteonline.arq.br, which I've been looking and re-looking at. Julian Samuel, whose work I value greatly, sent me a cdrom, Save and Burn, on libraries and politics and phenomenology and... I will review this as well. You might write him at jjsamuel@vif.com . 'adopting very classic guerilla tactics' - 'you don't stand around and take it from them' - 'you live to fight another day' - 'not people who wear uniforms' - 'very very easy for them to go back to their homes, back to their tribal compounds' - the _phone voice_ speaks, out of nowhere, image-over, as if we're _there_ and _now_ and it's slaughter all over again - again? - it hasn't stopped, won't - U.S. dogs - bow-wow-wow I mentioned ESP-Disk is back in business - go for the Ayler - it's all brilliant. another video of a US bombing spree - as usual black-and-white, from a distance - little white square outline surrounding a 'target' - the other week saw a whole family in the center of one of these - Sabotaging Files with Cuckoo Eggs - Killing a Computer - more from Steal This File Sharing Book - Far too long, the war's on, trembling, all this discourse seems both central and out of place. New Directions in the Philosophy of Mathematics, Thomas Tymoczko, from 1986, Birkhauser, wonderful collection, articles on the ideal mathematician, time-dependence of mathematical truth, where's my old Brillouin book - Alan, hoping I haven't let you down. 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You would hear my voice in it, you would speak me as I have spoken to you, for the last time, and the words, the words would resonate in familiar tones uniquely my own. You would hear the silence after the speaking, and you would hear nothing else, nothing from me, but these words, over and over again. You might speak, but I would not hear. You might reach out to me, but I would not be there. I would not have known your new day, or the way you would read these lines, or even the smallest, simplest word, you might say, upon their completion. Such sadness, such anger, would not be mine, would not be of me, would not be anywhere. If this were a suicide note, you would read the lines and read between them, and even if I explained, you would look for a clue, for anything, that might give you guidance in these dark times. And I would not know what you have found, or the truth of it. I would not know your longing or your speech, or the day after the restless night, or the day after that. You would read these lines, perhaps, hearing me ever more distant, losing the accent, the intonation, the last intonation and the last accent, losing everything of me as time passed, as you passed as well. What of the next week, the next Thursday, the next Tuesday, the next 3 a.m. in the morning. What of the page and the paper, what of my tears perhaps, my despair perhaps, and my voice ever so longing as you would be longing, fading from the letters, peeled from them. You might speak, and I would not hear, and you might whisper to yourself, and I would not be beside you. You might call out my name, and I would be nowhere, and I would be nowhere and nowhere and nowhere. Perhaps you would want this note to never end, my voice to never end, but there is the passing, not of your choosing, but as if it were mine. And you would hear me, and you would not hear me. And longer, and you would not hear me. And longer, and there would be so much I would want to say, so that my voice would once again be lively and just so, just a speaking of something, perhaps, that we have seen or heard, something we have shared in common, or that our voices makes commons of us. Perhaps a sigh or even the uncanny silence of a smile, perhaps the silence still. For Iris Chang _ brokeboy broketoy brokejoy http://www.asondheim.org/brokeboy1.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/brokeboy2.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/brokeboy3.jpg _ Subject: rong rong _ General Principle of Narrative (Violence) Under Capital 1. The general principal of narrative under capital is _withholding._ 2. In withholding, information, which would propel the narrative forward, is withheld in order to lengthen, not enrich, the diegetic flow. 3. Within capital, lengthening implies additional penny-dreadful or feuilleton segments. 4. This is accomplished by suspense, but beneath the 'sign of capital,' withholding is literally the order of the day. 5. Withholding is accompanied by local omniscience. 6. Example 0: In the book of Job, Yhwh waits until the three friends and Elihu have finishes their dialogs - at which point, the configuration of his power is enunciated. Note political economy, enumeration of children, servants, flocks, etc. 7. Example 1: In Dracula, Van Helsinger leads various people at various times to Lucy's crypt, demonstrating the corpse is or is not present, without explaining his belief in her vampirism, which is only revealed later. 8. Example 2: Almost any television/film: "What happened?" - "I don't have time to explain. Come with me." - or some such. 9. Example 3: Almost any US newscast? "Why did _x_? - We'll tell you after the break." 10. Example 4: The US military control of theoretically omniscient reportage or critique: the "embedded" journalist who becomes an advertisement for ideology and policy. 11. Example 5: Lyotard's differend returned with a vengeance: The withholding and withering of entire populations. 12. I don't have time to explain. Come with me. I can't tell you yet. We don't have any time to lose. You'll see in a while. We can't discuss this. We can't bring the cops in on this. The authorities would be all over us. We've got to go it alone. Believe in me. Trust me. 13. The Christology is apparent: Believe, not because it is absurd, but because of the fury of fast-forward time. Not a moment to lose: Kill the heathens. Fallujah? No time for the convoys. We've got to move on. We've got to move in. 14. The withholding promises a completion at _the end of time._ You'll see in a while. Hold your horses. Dramatic time is time deferred, pornographic time, differance-time. 15. The time of capital is continuous deferment. Iraq, Iran, Syria, USA, Belgium, Netherlands, France, Tiero del Fuego. The chain is random, arbitrary, except for the withholder. The withholder makes it up as it goes along. The withholder has a grand plan. The withholder is national. The withholder knows better. Re-elect Bush: We can't change horses in mid-stream. The driver knows. Withholding is always driven, always the sublimation and exfoliation, the production of capital. 16. What is withheld is almost always within the differend. What is withheld no longer speaks, not at all, or speaks only at the end of time. 17. The end of time when the differend speaks: defuge, useless, wastage. No one listens. The control of news is the control of the imminent, the explosion of the leading story. The rest is debris. 18. God sets the scene in Job. Gods speaks of the fecundity of the earth. God ensures his construct. Job is reduced either to silence or acquiescence. The dialog is over. 19. Withholding has moved from biblical narrative through popular narrative into the heart of news. It drives narrative forward. It has eliminated other forms of suspense; the "whodunit" has been replaced by the unfolding of Armageddon. Look at the Rapture, grown into an Amerikan industry; look at our Wars themselves. We know whodunit; we watch the pornography of unfolding, the _pli,_ the baroque which hides the raw vicissitudes of Power. 20. Omniscience is hidden, parcelling out effect and affect. Omniscience is the Amerikan lie come true, the lie of capital, planetary corrosion. The largest life-forms are fungal nets beneath the soil in the upper Mid-West. The largest life-masses are the single-celled organisms occupying rock strata beneath the surface of the earth. God waited while everyone talked. The news promises the answer to the question after the commercial. 21. The commercial is delivered; the news is the hiatus, the gap. At times (CNN Headline News for example), the question is not even answered; it is forgotten in the rush of passing content. "Whatever happened to Baby Jane? - News at 10." At 10, the news is silent, but the audience is present, continuing the violating narrative of the planet, what capital allows to pass for news. 22. "To be distracted by questions of administrative forms, race hatreds, man hunts, or socialisation of everything but the national debt, is merely swallowing the sucker-bait." (Ezra Pound, 1953.) 23. The ultimate withholding occurs with the _manhunt_ which is already foreclosed. The manhunt distracts from the world. The double-withholding: capital offers the scapegoat; the dead and wounded in Fallujah are withheld. Withholding occurs in the midst of battle which is never announced, never enunciated. Withholding creates a _story._ A _story_ promises an _ending._ An _ending_ promises a _suture._ Everything is returned to normalcy; everything recovers. 24. A _suture_ promises an _ego._ A _suture_ promises a nuclear family. A _suture_ promises infinity of Power which structures the suture itself. Such an infinity is Deity. Dissect withholding and Deity always appears. Withholding is at the beck and call of Fundamentalism, a tool of Fundamentalism. Withholding promises absolute information, the power of the Absolute. 25. One withholds because one _knows._ One knows absolutely. The world divides into the known and unknown. The known is privileged, class. Withholding is power masquerading as the simulacrum of power. 26. "Trust me. 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The hammer is myself, the left, the right, all those divisions and monologies which are increasingly senseless as the world goes on its destructive path. As with many of us, I write to keep myself sane. As with many of us, inscription, with all the phenomenology it implies, is close to failure. - Alan) THE HAMMER Notes on the election in outline form, filled in, filled out, as if there were an essay / a conclusion. (Since the early 70s, when I taught a course called "The Year 3000," I always knew Kerry would lose. This is why.) 0. The Republican win was predicted and predictable. Now the infinity of analysis begins, an infinity that has already missed the point. The point is/was that demographics are all that are necessary - not tricks, conundrums. The election was clear from the geography. 1. There is nothing the Democrats might have done 'better.' The country voted its conscience. The country has a conscience, the conscience of the Fatherland, Motherland. The conscience of a country is determined by its constituents and their internal dynamics. This was not an election of issues, but psychoanalytics. 2. Its conscience is founded on a morality-based worldview, which is rural in origin, and relatively rigid. Worldviews are operational; with widespread unemployment, relatively liberal media, Net information explosion, increasing technological generation gaps, a rigid 'hedge around the Torah' keeps good from evil, and separates genders, races, sexual preferences, and others from selves. One keeps to the 'clean and proper body' free of contagion, corrosion, decay from within. The rural landscape is characterized by vast space and intensive information economies (newspapers, radio, etc.) - in relation to church, grange, 4-h, other communalities. The other is present by its absence. 3. 9/ll played a critical role, not only in revealing the extreme vulnerability of the country, but also in the production of an Islamic- fundamentalist alterity that could not be dismissed. Even in the heartland, Islam is visible. New York City, the target, developed a complex response within a mixed demographics; the heartland reaffirmed the violence and contagion of the other. 4. With the religious right, fundamental ontology replaces the episteme. What is contested is _not_ knowledge, its site/citation - but ontology (not ontological issues) based on the fundamentalist belief in deity. There is only one Book, Foucault's divine nature (divinatio) writ large in its pages. 5. Bush appeared, alive and life-like at the World Trade Center ruins almost immediately after, conjoining his image with the intensity of destruction. One can relate this to the dynamics of post-traumatic-stress syndrome; the two images are indissolubly linked. 6. The left continuously focused on the negative aspects of the Republican party, over-determining, at least in print, the violence of a world-view at odds with the rest of the planet. The left - by which I mean liberals and anyone in an oppositional relationship to the Republican party - remained unable to disseminate anything that would register in relation to basic moral issues; instead it reacted to the implicit violence of the right which insists on transcendent legislation within monotheistic demands. 7. Absolute morality is not concerned whatsoever with opinion. It is a fundamental structuring. 8. The right has been organizing, in the US, for at least a century and a half; this election and the last have been in preparation for decades. With the elimination of the 'fairness doctrine' under Reagan, and with monopoly ownership of local broadcasting, the right has been able to dominate the heartland without opposition. The corporate and Christian merge, to the benefit of both. Think of it as a form of salesmanship: God withholds and deploys. 9. In the 60s, which for many of us appears to be a history of the left, the right quietly embraced both technology and structural compromises that increased and solidified its power base, in rural and impoverished areas of the country. Televangelism was one of the first institutionalized ideological distribution systems. It remains coherent, organized, and funded. Its base criss-crosses the United States, from rural to urban; it plays in the disenfranchised. 10. A fundamental flaw is the assumption that so-called minority votes are liberal and leftist; in fact, the opposite is increasingly the case. The left operates, by and large, within a traditional view of labor and social services; ideology, sexuality, and religion are kept out of the equation. 11. The 'American dream' is both part of class distinctions, and a force in their elimination. Don't underrate its influence; no matter how hard we try, there is no revolutionary class, but only power, desire, economic status, and diffused and focused oppression. There is no class to the extent that there are few class cultures; regional cultures cut across all sorts of boundaries. Class identity is extremely fluid; it is no longer (if it ever was) a lever for revolutionary action. 12. Corporate America is far more diverse and problematic than the left assumes; it also presents a very real world of almost infinite choice and identifications. Its collusions and corruptions are our collusions and corruptions, and have absolutely nothing to do with God and God's State. But in its withholding, its presentation of infinite longing, it allies itself with religious fundamentalism. 13. Cultural capital in the US is far more important than economic capital, and its boundaries cut across the latter in terms of class. We are all white trash and we are all intellectuals and theorists. We are all soccer moms, NASCAR dads, South Park Republicans, gold-standard hoarders, participants in Amerikan cultural implosion. But this capital can be rigidified, ordered, regulated; it is in collusion with the regulation of the state and the regulation of the body. Hackers are not necessarily harbingers of choice; it is too often their choice against others. The country tends towards closure. 14. Far too many judgments are made 'for' rural and so-called back- water areas, which are almost never heard themselves. The information discourse networks and religious institutions of the majority of American voters are concretely effaced by abstraction. The water of baptism is not H2O. The left tends to ignore the internal coherency, cohesion, of the right - which is heard only in mockery, satire, stereotype. There is no dialectic at work in Amerika, and no indication that dialog would produce anything but knee-jerk sloganeering. 15. Morality and fear are interwoven; it is the abject stereotyped image of gays fucking that appears to corrode the 'clean and pure' body politic. Your marriage wrecks my marriage. It is a failure of the left not to deal with this; dismissing the violent imaginary out of hand ensures its force within the political arena. In other words, what _you_ do hurts me; we are all Christian, all one nation under God. _under_ God: literally in the missionary position, fucked by God. God is the only legal, pure, fuck; it makes all other fucks dangerous, perverse, intense and incandescent. 16. In conservative America, the negation of negation is not dialectical, but also a return to a rapturous positivity. The elimination of the Other is at the core of the Rapture. The Rapture does not disseminate; it filters. The negation of negation _thuds._ 17. If one's religion insists that abortion, for example, is murder, then any means, including murder as literal self-preservation, may be used in return as a defensive and pre-emptive action. It is not ever a question of one side listening to another; it is a question of war to an infinite degree. This waged by Good against Evil; it is the war pre-ordained in the Book of Books, the testaments, sutras, Koran, classics. It is the war which founds the configured and classical horizon of Aristotelian logic: negation is not fuzzy, and the boundaries are drawn. Once drawn, anything, any means of victory, is not only possible, but honorable, righteous. 18. The church in rural and disenfranchised America is a communal and cohesive force, one of the few institutions capable of lived-community and defense against the rest of the world. But more than this, the church is also the locus for community activity and identity. To dismiss it, even in its intolerant and sometimes evangelical varieties, is to miss the point of its existence. For the individual, the church is salvation, explaining and preserving morality, even forgiving and abetting the temptations of sin. 19. The church overdetermines the rest of the world; rural and other- wise isolated communities have a surprisingly low degree of information flux. The church provides stability in a late-late-capitalist world of postmodernity, where selves, ideologies, and languages are contested. Within testament and testimony, there is no contestation; the church, in other words, 'puts a hedge around the Torah' (Pirke Avot). 20. In my opinion, the image of Kerry hunting (and killing) was not only hypocritical and distasteful, but also a premature sign of defeat. However, this had no affect on the election per se, which was already determined, way back in the late 60s and early 70s, when Billy Graham created the first automated post-office in the US - a religious embrace of technology that forecast the future of the country. Perhaps the left 'created' - i.e. the hacking manifesto - but the religious right utilized, entrenched, constructed a primary embrace of individual and instrumental reason that guaranteed the supple application of power when and where needed. The only real question here is why it took so long. 21. The left has been hampered by split ideologies and critique; the right, which permits no critique, has worked constantly with umbrella ideologies. On the right: division beneath the sign of the absolute. On the left: absolute division. 22. What has been exposed and contested in the US is often business as usual in the rest of the world. We are witnessing a movement from republic to empire, from the primacy of voting, to the primacy of dominant interests. Lewinsky's stained dress? Entertainment serving political impotency. O. J.? Politics as usual. Every case is the case of the century. Empire and circuses. Dominant interests? Absolute ceiling of transcendent God and capital, Capital. 23. On a personal level - I have lived in West Virginia, Pennsylvania, and the Bushlands of Texas and Florida. What happened was no surprise. I voted early yesterday, and felt a sense of relief at the minor _punctum_ I experienced. But I had no doubt that Bush would win, that my voice was primarily personal therapeutic. Instead of despair late last night/this morning, I've felt that our work, that of an opposition, has only just begun - that it could only just begin. We have to recognize, above all, that the US has done the will of the majority; the more we overlook this, excuse this, theorize this, wonder 'what went wrong,' the more we are weakened. Perhaps this is a positive sign - in the sense that the enemy, if it is an enemy, is clear, and no longer can be dismissed as an aberration. 24. The 'cultural war' is war. On our side: liberation, choice. On their side: lack of choice, governance. On our side: Infinite taxation and redistribution. On heir side: Zero taxation and centralization. On our side? The devils that plague. On their side: service to God. 25. Terror is an instrument of war. Terror is an instrument of piece. Terror is equivalent to sublimation. Terror is the wound that never heals. Terror is Mini's scar in Dracula. Terror throws the abject up in our faces. Terror constitutes closure against terror, against the abject. Terror is the speech of God. 26. Religion sublimates terror. To believe in God is to believe in terror. All difference becomes detour. Culture is detour, returning to the same place. The place is the place of God. Culture is the hedge of God. 27. I live, you die. Vote or die holds no truck with the faithful. The faithful live, do not die, die in order to live. Don't be deceived: The faithful fuck each other, divorce at a furious rate, commit crimes of the body, acts against and through the body, drugs and drinks coursing the body, the course of the body. The overcoming of the curse and course of the body is transcendence, the ultimate purity. I'm sorry, one good fuck and we go to Heaven. 28. Language is not action. Belief is action. Belief is not language. Theory talks itself to death. Academic theory rarely _acts_ from the classroom - always safe PC stuff, even now. _To believe is to act. To believe is not to speak, not to declare, attest, glossolalia._ Or these are _acts of belief,_ not necessarily _speech acts._ Believe, _just believe._ 29. The explication of fact in Michael Moore is replaced by the internalization of sin and the body in Mel Gibson. Old Testament, New Testament. _One cannot argue with the wound._ It's like watching a drama, someone getting kicked in the balls. As a viewer: _You feel it. They're your balls._ Try and talk now! 30. What the right knows: There is always already closure. Try and talk now! === Footnotes There are no footnotes to a scream. 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see before i die, places already fast disappearing beneath the towering sun. this is not metaphor, not the world as if it were the world, but a gentle disassociating as i feel myself slipping into some long sleep, some disconnecting denouement. only then will leaves grow quietly and unseen, scurryings meandering beneath the grass and sightless for so many of us. there is no irony here, not for a moment, no cynicism, only the desire for the beauty of the world and nostalgia for so many opportunities that will remain permanently missed. how many people have we made promises to, that we will never see again? promises made beyond wars and peaces, beyond births and slaughters, cures for new diseases, sudden earthquakes, floods, extinctions. i am thinking of quiescence, the fineness of sunsets one might never see, conversations ending decades ago - i can hear them now - that will never be revived. and i would leave all belonging among them, and i would leave all desire among them, all holdings and possessions, all plans, short and long term, imminent and transcendent, all of the length of a pine board. our strategies fade before our eyes, as do the sounds of voices stilled forever, the slightest movement of a hand, that particular gesture that defined you, that slight of hand, that slightest gesture, forgotten after the passing of personal knowledge, so that books may get it wrong, reconstruct nothing, theorize and pretending, holding off their own harbingers of death, as death they announce, as death they proclaim, the oldest of charms. one only can hope for the forgetting of this and these, for the releasing, so that others may be seen momentarily in their scurryings as movement beneath and within the stars, as designs enfolding, unfolding, but never of commitment impossible to conceive, retain. these books and wires, this natural world, retains and moves beyond, always beyond in each and every direction, of the quarters and fifths of directions, of the firsts and seconds of directions, this movement uncharted, forgotten, the tiniest smile at a joke only half remembered, times that were always those which were, of the scent of a spring evening and certain trees and flowers, of changeling worlds and the sound of winging birds __ i'm Han Shan as well the dirge 'un' un. thi . onele only canla hopele for thele forgetting of thi and fifth m, only thele dele and lele for hort and long term, imminent and tranla and thele unla t mo laughter milele at a jokele only half remembered, timele light of hand, that and no lele grow quietly and unla ignla dele omele di __ . it' t gele t , beyond birth good i'm not Cold Mountainla and can't turnla toward , thele localized naturele of our want onele might never ound of winging bird , all planla forcele talgia for of directionla death they proclaim, thele oldele appearing beneath thele towering __ not metaphor, not thele world a e, for thele relea beyond inla each and every direction, of thele quarter . therele i 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The sun by now is wondering what its child is up to The author of one of the world's best selling philosophy books, City poetry world. Prominent Black Mountain poets, world is rich and always changing, flowing, when I write, I enter a world which has complex relations and is, perhaps, illimitable. This world both represents of human intentions. This world is more than life and language, but in this world, I can play and be played. political realm, can be dictator of this world. networks, and Petrie nets. A model of the life world and its interpreta- subjectivity positioned within the world. There were distinctions among world everyone loves science. longer potential, but the collapse of worlds rendered into her own. A sad sweetness, smile, accompanies the inner world. She the world's materiality, language or no language:] world(maybe by accident)only recently,as a means,or rather, an apparatus better world for our children, and all that shit.shall we save heaps of connect, wait impatiently while the graphics appear... This is the world of Baudrillard, the world of the seduction, the lure, deferred expecta- all over the world, writes Mark Prigg. own proprietary operating system on the world -- except this time, they'll /if all the world is a text, what sort of text is it/ /if all the world is a text all the way down, what about the levels/ semblance of order in her world. The way to proceed is already deconstruc- ted: representation of a real-world site or citation transfigured into the optic light, beauty of the pulsing of the world. Gravity plays little back, knowing all along the violence of the world. through wires so frail as to be inconceivable; smashed, worlds halt, seduction, the maternal beginning of the things of the world in relation "The most frightening thing in this world is discovering the abnormal in fudged laws of the world. I say: Action does not require knowledge. matronymic, metonymic. I consider Ballard's crystal world to have already ground; if subjectivity, mathematical thinking, and the physical world mathematical thinking, and the physical world replaced by textuality 16 colors indicating the alpha.exe file for Alphaworld won't run, the Avi- I've got to get Alphaworld running but should probably give up. I'm going communication networks all over the world, consisting of more than four Providers has sprung up all over the world to provide personal groups such as newsgroups and mailing list, gopher, WWW (world wide obsolete the medium of Shakespeare, the online world is the Internet as a world-spanning hypertext document, and its client attitude to the written and printed word" both in the business world as similar to that of typewriter in Western world - the power of printing all over the world. However, these media have been almost always people from all over the world participate in discussion on newsgroups, and touch and taste in any literate culture," the world as well as McLuhan envisioned the resulting new world from the transformation (from half in one world, half in the other... parcel! Files transform into granular strata, encompassing the world of writing, world of reading: INSCRIBE! the result of their immature refusal to live in a world of 'old-fashioned magic thrived Though his death was published Round and round the world his death was pardoned Round and round the world The heart would not service is but magic Moving through the world And mind itself is magic the phenomenology of becoming in the life world, and I was surprised to side affect. Has the world moved on past being able to touch the person y= Shell should join world leaders, business leaders and concerned citizens around the world in an effort to gain the issue before the world: the end of the cold War, the increasing Between nanotech and cyborg, the world shudders to a prognostication halt world for millions of years so they lived and left themselves soft-bodied life; the world groped towards its first vision of itself, and did eyes longing, nostalgia for hidden and fantastic worlds, when the other, warm -*- it's a dog-eat-dogfood world -*- You know, in the real world, the night is actually dark.=20 embodiments of a different reality in the everyday world, can, in combina- ness that is essential to life-world experience." the world as an equally lost whole. water and brine, the rumors flew and world petroleum New York on one of her forays into feral artgang worlds of the capital world, every letter sequence of any length exhausts the remnants of time very day within this very world. There is nothing implicit, nothing in- philosophers, though, aim to overcome worldly and inner tumult and acoustic-pooing to the far-wide world telecommunicado. to live that much longer, this world's not worth it. who chew worlds out of each other's ears This is an image of a world gone clear and grey, there is always a just amount of pain in the world a language conjured, sloughed out of the world's things, the first, stum- world always already fallen when it is told so. The _cartoon_ is the sign of the world, the sign's horizon, unreachable debris. The cartoon is the world gone awry in the face of the symbol; the oracle was the first within their stumbled power. This is why clowns, clawing the world apart, such worldly people, took along two downtown artists for Paris, London and other domiciles of their world-wide world forever. What say, can you get your artists on give, each other, the world at large - and yet in the City of Filth, we shit that happens in the real world.....Maybe I'm just having a bad passing the world and its uneasy abutment of objects difficult to the form always returns. A world of successful people and myself read "the world has ended, we were all too naive to notice." and a metaphoric real world. Estimated number of USENET sites, worldwide: 260,000 your wires. Hell is a thing of this world, we call it subjectivity. real world. of today's world," belonged in the pages of women's your wires. Hell is a thing of this world, we call it subjectivity. the other girls look at him. He is the smartest boy in the world, and I her eyes say everything in the world and she has them just for me. And smarter than anyone I've ever met, the smartest person in the world. I know the two of us will go far, there's nothing like it in the world, oh book. The world vibrates, heads towards pure mass. Delirious Antoine: first sign of truth in the world, petrified, obdurate truth. Returned to the great minds of the world to solve, neat and tidy. with the world. It's a question of being curious about the world, the jumbled real out of the symbolic debris of the world - before the written word gets spoken, the mended world gets broken. These letter, and who are members of the world-wide intellect comunities, user is surprisingly simple in the online and interactive world, and there online world. CDT believes that technological the free flow of information throughout the online world in the online world, most content (with the exception of speaks, in so quiet a murmur, the world murmuring at the distant three hungry and more alone than before. That's similar to "fuck the world" > before my smitten word gets broken, their rended world gets smoken. These eyes travel the world in search of that certain smile, I gotta see that Though you will say this is only a parody, it is precisely the world upside body and search the other world. Gopher, WAIS, ftp. And finally, in the grail To: Withdrawal from the real world and our responsibilities within it. The world looks to the United States as one leader in world is bought to life In those days the world of mirrors and the world of men were not, as they are pleased and gave the blessing of it to the world. Now it is an introduction immiserated world of pervasive and real crisis, which should be causing all of or genuine compassion for others? Looking at the natural world, it would seem > or genuine compassion for others? Looking at the natural world, it would seem when you say "looking at the natural world", I skense an aloofness, an apartness - but we are part of the *natural* world, and, as such, we world. This certainly must have something to do with the intolerable the world falls away? Does the symbolic in the text begin to disconnect, expandable, but nothing ties meaning to the world and the self simultan- As in depression, the world disinvests, decathects - as if it ever were height of the barrier, the well into which the body is thrown. The world with the intermediary status of the soiled world. neath the surface. The world is severed by virtue of the microtome. 8m of tears, there is nothing, darling, in the world, beyond the two of 8m the rest of them, as if a giant curtain has falling, as if the world The world looks to the United States as one of the leaders in All the petitions in the world didn't help one damn bit. 4. Relax, it's not the end of the world. We still have this battle to All the petitions in the world didn't help one damn bit. All the petitions in the world didn't help one damn bit. none, but that happens in the so-called "real world" as well. It just as it is in the real world. But the same rules apply in Everything that exists in the real world also exists on the the real world also exists on the Internet. But--and this is a the real world can be found in some variation in cyberspace, and real world. ?Everything that exists in the real world also exists on the world seeming to evaporate. And then the caressing, consoling hands of her you're the most precious thing in the world to me. Please don't be mad at me. Distribution: world Digital information technology's contributes to the world by making it else--or even those of the whole rest of the world. (Typically it is the loneliest space in the world. disappeared. the world withdraws into silence. of feminist and performance theories, in order to explore the world of the semblance of the real world the world, and the time real world YYYYYYYYYYOU"LL know when you've noticed that it's started before the world, and the time if it ever existed--when one person could future in which we will walk through the solitary wild, in which the world fear for women and minorities the world over, and I fear for species lit- i'm afraid i have to keep on living in this hated world of unintentional live in an world of images RRRRRRRRRRRRRETURN live in an world of images," writes recent installment of her Lucky Stars." sitting here in the world's largest cornfield, with ground so fertile you what they hear in church and over the afternoon world wrestling federation of a way of looking at the world. The work in this book centers around a common world...] analytically, to came to grips with the world. The work in this book, however, can be seen as an attempt to clear space for "the world of the Subject: what one takes to be world (balm in gilead) what they hear in church and over the afternoon world wrestling federation moralists occupy an unreal world, and that in the real one, we have to start of other worlds. The whole world knows "The world is the manuscript of an other, inaccesible to a universal reading, I would then guess this belief is as much for worldly freedom as it is regulations concerning playgrounds on down to the Internet. The world optical linkages to the world outside. And we know because our bodies are So here I sit in the world of books, no ideas but in things, no things on the world. They fell to the ground. Always something was about to begin. Something began on the lip of the stage. It was the world. Someone signed the world. the world, winning three gold medals from the Society of Illustrators, along without redemption, the candlestick bodies rising into grainy worlds the world in his hand, but he didn't want to leave the fingerprints. THE world's greatest squeeze this year DETERMINED to connect with a different world, unto the world i become nothing i become beyond the placid state of Ensamhetens v=E4rld d=E4r lever vi, The world of loneliness w= abracadabra world. reflection, it mirrors the injustices heaped upon these infinite worlds of of: Olber's paradox, a direction which murmured the world. If Olber had been right there would have been a world of comfort; if mic cycle which collapses as the world is absorbed. It is a transformation for itself. What an appropriation! The Engine inscribes the absorbed world gives it to the world. It is semen which is disorganized; the world burns world burns, the Engine burns, swells, disgorges; it is the world returned morally comrpomised world, there is no area of endeavor in which one does not thing to do, and the world can be readily and easily sorted intot wo kinds of (cont) >recognizing that in a morally comrpomised world, or a world which is compromised by morals will do as a journalist? Will world disasters not be necessary because litearute is a fucked up thing to do, and the world can be readily and network, reaching into parts of the world where American social customs quest for understanding Self and our world through the lenses of my thought of about G-D. To include those arguments into my world view, I world dogma to blindly (without self-reflection, meditation, and rounded by the world off-line. Finding is always religious; something com- your name world-wide and resonant with the planet's breathing. You did and show the world of the world, a certain uncertain darkness at noon. this world, disagree with his whiney evil philosophies. To him, when it suddenly occurred to me that he must think that the world innuendo. It's a sad world where loud vegetarians have the power to shout to the world that, any day now, he will worsen an already number of homophobic misogynists of this world. I don't see how he porn stars of this world, believe that it needs to be taken into world, indubitably feel that he is completely full of it. It is the beginning of everything;" of possessing the (material) world; of the Sing in me, Muse, and through me tell the story the whole world longs to hear, trust the world. fit into others. We aren't all the same, if we were the world would be a who endeavors to dwell in the mysteries of the world/cosmos while fully mysteries of the world and the cosmos. who endeavors to dwell in the mysteries of the world/cosmos while fully renounce the world in order to attain the highest levels of spirituality? mysteries of the world and the cosmos. civilized world. The civilized world: only in part. And even as man comes into the world wailing, or awakes with only in part. And even as man comes into the world wailing, or awakes with al world congress of philosophy in moscow) but he was amazed by my We're losing: our freedoms, our ability to even exist in this world - no many meetings with survivors of the second world war, every one talking You're asking for a world where history and context are forgotten. 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