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falling leaning figured cloth wraps around han chinese blessing kindnesses speech emotion warrior man population superior does things thoroughly urgency regulates important matters scholars really tranquil jin chu supremacy zhao surrounded placed false road destroyed guo trample alliance interrogative particle how do you abide promises legal principles abuse troubled were punished rise exterminate quite magistrates shepherds employ utmost skill announce might across desert reputation gallops reds blues nine provinces yu marked hundred prefectures qin merged e enlarged ancestral exalted tai meditation zen lord master chief speaks arbor goose purple chicken field bare scarlet walls pond peak stone dong ting lake wilderness spacious distant continuous remote cliff cave dim obscure netherworld rooted regard agriculture devote efforts now sow reap gather harvest begin year carry south mu about acres my artful planting glutinous millet taxes ripe grain tribute new develop reward dismiss mencius meng ke honest simple plain historian grasps straight forward closest doctrine mean middle toil modestly cautiously listen sound observe inquire reason distinguish type them excellent plan urge maintain plant grow examine oneself when ridiculed admonished favors resist extremity house pole danger ous disgrace close shame forest bank marsh will fortunate both sparse shu see opportunity choice separate leave break whom compel led search ask reside nce live silence reticence lonely meditatively calm lonesome seek texts example analects lesiurely loosen anxiety carefree happy project memorial annihilate tiredness exhaustion confusion express thanks joyous recruit canal carries burden experience undergo garden illicium anisatum grape rude draws twigs thin loquat pi pa evening blue green wutong withers old roots twist shade fall leaves drifting wind roams bird moving k n b soaring encroaching touching rubbing red firmament empyrean addicted reading antiques goods books market browse eyes sacks trunks easy trifling feared because have ears enjoined fences hedges implement tools utensils meals eat food suit fill satisfy intestines belly innards until satiated cooking boiling slaughtering butchering hungry themselves dregs grains poor relatives young different provisions concubine imperial accomplished spinning attending serving towels cloths within curtained bedroom woman bedchamber stringed wonderful question problem grammatical predicates er helper where exclamatory _ after my death, i have been thinking about this writing you would notice my death as an afterthought, peripheral topos; or rather, you wouldn't notice it at all. it would emerge, slowly, out of the mud into consciousness; someone else might say something, might send an obit, and that would serve as the fulcrum or divisor of event and time. but not for you, and for me only in the past anterior, as if i might have noticed what i could not during and after the fact, the passage. it would change everything, this writing, the speaking and speaker of this writing, and of other writings that pass through my name, and through the names of others speaking my name, perhaps borrowing it in an area in which no return is possible. the writing, the writing plural, writings, would become remnants, signs of a life, symptomologies for interpretation, and interpretations which i could never answer, which would remain in other discursive strata, back and forth, without my author/ity and for that matter, sourceless, something that may be a matter of pride for the interpreters, a dissection table perhaps. the writing, all this oozing about death, this reiteration, inconceivable recuperation, would become uncanny, unheimlich, stateless, as if it were once again replete with the fecundity of speech, a paradox. in my absence, in the absence of my jarring personality, it would be recognized for what it is, a continuous meditation by the reader as much as by the writer, something ongoing, something freed from my personality. in this freeing the words would speak, as if my magic. they would be heard and seen for what they are: literature, philosophy, psychology. one might be heard to say, i knew him when, but that knowledge is of a shell, would be of a shell, and would be a shell. recognition would surely come, recognition of speaking and writing as an afterthought, recognition of a stranger behind one on the street, you can sense his eyes. the death would be forgotten in the reading of the writing, for what would remain would be just that, the reading, nothing more, nothing less, and the fluidity of a writing now always vulnerable, always on the verge of disappearance. but there would remain this sensation, one might sense it as a shuddering, the interpretation would come later, and would require work. the shuddering would submerge in everyday life among the living of men and women still alive. the shuddering would later bring the writing to the foreground for you and newer readers and readers born after the time in which i died. you would know all of this, reading the writing i have written, after the death, after i am no longer writing, at least writing in the ordinary sense. you would write what you know. _ "And just so, Jonathan and Jane" When my grave is broke up againe Some second ghest to entertaine, http://www.asondheim.org/blackout.jpg From Mary Magdelane they deign, The light of Reason gone, and feign To vanquish Language from the sane, Just so the dredging of the Seine Resultant cruise beyond the Main, Beyond the Ghast, where Darkness reign, The ghost or gast behest and Thane And Lord shall mourn the pain Within - Without, the Violent gain, The Meek are weakened, slaughtered, stained, Bound, nonetheless by blackness, chained. And just so, Jonathan and Jane _ genesis genesis redux in the beginning god created heaven and earth was without form void darkness upon face of deep spirit moved waters said let there be light saw that it good divided from called day he night evening morning were first a firmament midst divide made which under above so second gathered together unto one place dry land appear gathering seas bring forth grass herb yielding seed fruit tree after his kind whose is itself brought third lights to them for signs seasons days years give two great greater rule lesser stars also set over fourth abundantly moving creature hath life fowl may fly open whales every living moveth their winged blessed saying fruitful multiply fill fifth cattle creeping thing beast creepeth us make man our image likeness have dominion fish sea air all own him male female replenish subdue behold i given you bearing shall meat wherein green had very sixth thus heavens finished host on seventh ended work rested sanctified because these are generations when they lord plant field before grew not caused rain till ground but went up mist watered whole formed dust breathed into nostrils breath became soul planted garden eastward eden put whom out grow pleasant sight food knowledge evil river water thence parted four heads name pison compasseth havilah where gold bdellium onyx stone gihon same ethiopia hiddekel goeth toward east assyria euphrates took dress keep commanded thou mayest freely eat shalt eatest thereof surely die should alone will an help meet adam see what would call whatsoever gave names found sleep fall slept ribs closed flesh instead rib taken woman her this now bone my bones she therefore leave father mother cleave wife both naked ashamed serpent more subtil than any yea ye we trees neither touch lest doth know then your eyes opened as gods knowing desired wise did husband with knew sewed fig leaves themselves aprons heard voice walking cool hid presence amongst art thy afraid myself who told thee wast hast eaten whereof shouldest gavest me done beguiled cursed belly go enmity between bruise head heel greatly sorrow conception children desire hearkened sake thorns thistles sweat bread return s eve coats skins clothed become hand take live ever sent whence drove placed at cherubims flaming sword turned way conceived bare cain gotten again brother abel keeper sheep tiller process time came pass offering firstlings flock fat respect wroth countenance fell why fallen if doest well accepted sin lieth door talked rose against slew am blood crieth mouth receive tillest henceforth yield strength fugitive vagabond punishment can bear driven come findeth slay whosoever slayeth vengeance sevenfold mark finding kill dwelt nod enoch builded city son born irad begat mehujael methusael lamech wives adah other zillah jabal such dwell tents jubal handle harp organ tubalcain instructor artificer brass iron sister naamah hear hearken speech slain wounding young hurt avenged truly seventy seth appointed another enos began men book lived hundred thirty begotten eight sons daughters nine died five seven twelve ninety cainan fifteen mahalaleel forty ten sixty jared methuselah walked three eighty noah comfort concerning toil hands old shem ham japheth fair chose always strive yet twenty giants those mighty renown wickedness imagination thoughts heart only continually repented grieved destroy fowls repenteth grace just perfect corrupt filled violence looked corrupted end through ark gopher wood rooms pitch within fashion length cubits breadth fifty height window cubit finish side lower stories even do flood establish covenant sort alive gather according house seen righteous generation clean by sevens beasts cause nights substance off six hundredth year month seventeenth fountains broken windows selfsame entered bird shut increased lift prevailed exceedingly high hills covered upward prevail mountains destroyed things remained remembered wind asswaged stopped restrained returned abated ararat decreased until tenth tops raven fro dried dove no rest sole foot pulled stayed lo olive leaf pluckt removed covering twentieth spake breed kinds altar offered burnt offerings smelled sweet savour curse youth smite while remaineth seedtime harvest cold heat summer winter cease fear dread fishes delivered liveth lives require whoso sheddeth shed therein cut token perpetual bow cloud remember look everlasting established canaan overspread husbandman vineyard drank wine drunken uncovered tent nakedness brethren garment laid shoulders backward faces awoke younger servant servants enlarge gomer magog madai javan tubal meshech tiras ashkenaz riphath togarmah elishah tarshish kittim dodanim isles gentiles lands tongue families nations cush mizraim phut seba sabtah raamah sabtechah sheba dedan nimrod hunter wherefore kingdom babel erech accad calneh shinar asshur nineveh rehoboth calah resen ludim anamim lehabim naphtuhim pathrusim casluhim philistim caphtorim sidon heth jebusite amorite girgasite hivite arkite sinite arvadite zemarite hamathite afterward canaanites spread abroad border comest gerar gaza goest sodom gomorrah admah zeboim lasha tongues countries eber elder elam arphaxad lud aram uz hul gether mash salah peleg joktan almodad sheleph hazarmaveth jerah hadoram uzal diklah obal abimael ophir jobab dwelling mesha sephar mount language journeyed plain brick burn thoroughly slime morter build tower top reach scattered down people begin nothing imagined confound understand left scatter reu serug nahor terah nineteen abram haran lot nativity ur chaldees sarai milcah daughter iscah barren child law get country kindred shew nation bless blessing curseth departed spoken souls passed sichem moreh canaanite appeared mountain bethel pitched having west hai going still south famine egypt sojourn grievous near enter egyptians say save pray beheld princes pharaoh commended entreated oxen asses menservants maidservants camels plagued plagues didst tell saidst might away rich silver journeys been flocks herds able could strife herdmen perizzite dwelled separate thyself wilt right or depart lifted jordan like zoar separated cities wicked sinners thine northward southward westward seest number numbered arise walk mamre hebron built amraphel king arioch ellasar chedorlaomer tidal war bera birsha shinab shemeber zeboiim bela joined vale siddim salt served thirteenth rebelled fourteenth kings smote rephaims ashteroth karnaim zuzims emins shaveh kiriathaim horites seir elparan wilderness enmishpat kadesh amalekites amorites hazezontamar battle full slimepits fled goods victuals escaped hebrew eshcol aner confederate captive armed trained eighteen pursued dan himself hobah damascus back women slaughter valley dale melchizedek salem priest most possessor enemies tithes persons mine thread shoelatchet portion word vision shield exceeding reward seeing childless steward eliezer heir bowels believed counted righteousness inherit whereby heifer goat ram turtledove pigeon each piece birds carcases sun horror surety stranger serve afflict judge fathers peace buried age hither iniquity dark smoking furnace burning lamp pieces kenites kenizzites kadmonites hittites perizzites girgashites jebusites handmaid egyptian hagar maid obtain mistress despised wrong bosom pleaseth dealt hardly angel fountain shur camest whither flee submit multitude ishmael affliction wild here seeth beerlahairoi bered fourscore almighty many abraham possession among circumcised circumcise foreskin betwixt bought money must needs uncircumcised sarah laughed o indeed isaac beget next talking thirteen plains sat stood ran bowed favour little fetched wash feet yourselves fetch morsel hearts hastened ready quickly measures fine meal knead cakes hearth herd fetcht calf tender hasted butter milk dressed certainly behind stricken ceased manner herself waxed pleasure being laugh too hard denied nay hide command household justice judgment cry whether altogether drew peradventure spare far find sakes answered speak ashes lack oh angry once soon communing angels gate lords turn tarry rise early ways abide street pressed feast bake unleavened lay compassed round quarter wickedly known shadow roof stand fellow deal worse sore break blindness small wearied besides waxen married seemed mocked arose consumed lingered hold merciful escape stay magnified mercy shewed saving cannot some thither overthrow haste anything risen rained brimstone fire overthrew inhabitants pillar gat smoke feared cave firstborn drink lie preserve perceived nor morrow yesternight moab moabites benammi ammon sojourned abimelech dream dead integrity innocency withheld sinning suffered restore prophet ears offended deeds ought sawest thought wander kindness womenservants restored thousand reproved prayed healed fast wombs visited suck weaned mocking cast bondwoman lad bottle putting shoulder wandered beersheba spent shrubs shot death wept aileth archer paran phichol chief captain swear falsely violently wot ewe lambs mean witness digged sware philistines grove tempt lovest moriah offer saddled ass clave afar yonder worship knife lamb provide order bound stretched fearest caught thicket horns stead jehovahjireh sworn saith multiplying sand shore possess obeyed huz buz kemuel chesed hazo pildash jidlaph bethuel rebekah concubine reumah tebah gaham thahash maachah kirjatharba mourn weep sojourner buryingplace bury prince choice sepulchres none withhold sepulchre communed mind intreat ephron zohar machpelah much worth hittite audience shekels weighed named current merchant borders about sure eldest ruled thigh willing follow beware send clear oath master matter mesopotamia kneel draw speed damsel pitcher thereby speaking virgin giving drinking emptied trough wondering held wit journey prosperous golden earring half shekel weight bracelets room lodge moreover straw provender enough worshipped destitute truth led laban words standest prepared ungirded errand prosper cometh asked kindly proceedeth bad bowing jewels raiment precious tarried few least hinder prospered enquire nurse thousands millions hate damsels rode followed lahairoi meditate eventide coming lighted camel walketh vail loved comforted keturah zimran jokshan medan midian ishbak shuah asshurim letushim leummim ephah epher hanoch abidah eldaah concubines gifts threescore ghost purchased nebajoth kedar adbeel mibsam mishma dumah massa hadar tema jetur naphish kedemah towns castles syrian padanaram intreated struggled womb stronger fulfilled twins red hairy esau jacob boys cunning venison sod pottage faint feed edom sell birthright point profit sold lentiles beside perform kept charge commandments statutes laws long sporting how lightly lien guiltiness charged toucheth sowed received hundredfold forward store envied wells mightier springing ours esek strove sitnah ahuzzath friends army touched betimes shebah judith beeri bashemath elon grief dim weapons quiver savoury love hunt obey kids goats loveth smooth feel seem deceiver goodly neck badest sit felt discerned kiss kissed smell dew fatness plenty corn blesseth scarce gone hunting trembled cried bitter subtilty rightly supplanted times reserved sustained yoke hated wherewith mourning touching purposing fury anger forget deprived weary daughers pleased mahalath certain stones pillows dreamed ladder reached ascending descending whereon liest north places awaked dreadful poured oil luz vowed vow lying rolled rachel roll tidings embraced abode space nought wages leah eyed beautiful favoured better zilpah fulfil week service bilhah reuben simeon levi praise judah else kindled knees judged wrestlings wrestled naphtali troop gad happy asher wheat mandrakes wouldest hired hire maiden issachar endued dowry zebulun afterwards dinah reproach joseph add knowest learned experience appoint hadst since removing speckled spotted brown answer stolen ringstraked white fed rods poplar hazel chesnut pilled strakes gutters watering troughs conceive whensoever feeble feebler glory power deceived changed rams leaped grisled leap doeth anointedst vowedst inheritance strangers quite devoured riches carried getting shear images stole unawares gilead overtook heed either captives secretly steal mirth songs tabret foolishly doing though longedst force whomsoever findest discern furniture searched displease custom chode trespass hotly whereas stuff ewes torn loss drought frost fourteen except empty labour rebuked heap jegarsahadutha galeed mizpah watch absent harm sacrifice met mahanaim messengers distressed bands company worthy mercies staff deliver lodged present milch colts kine bulls foals foremost meeteth asketh droves appease accept eleven ford jabbok brook breaking hollow joint breaketh israel dost ask peniel preserved penuel halted sinew shrank handmaids hindermost graciously handmaidens meanest urged knoweth overdrive lead softly endure folk needeth succoth booths shalem shechem parcel hamor erected eleloheisrael defiled commune wrought folly longeth marriages trade possessions never gift deceitfully consent deferred delight honourable peaceable large herein boldly males edge spoiled wealth ones troubled stink harlot fleddest strange change garments distress earrings oak terror pursue elbethel deborah beneath allonbachuth loins thereon ephrath travailed midwife departing benoni benjamin bethlehem grave beyond edar arbah aholibamah anah zibeon eliphaz reuel jeush jaalam korah got edomites teman omar zepho gatam kenaz timna amalek nahath zerah shammah mizzah dukes duke horite inhabited lotan shobal dishon ezer dishan hori hemam alvan manahath ebal shepho onam ajah mules hemdan eshban ithran cheran bilhan zaavan akan aran reigned beor dinhabah bozrah husham temani hadad bedad avith samlah masrekah saul baalhanan achbor pau mehetabel matred mezahab timnah alvah jetheth elah pinon mibzar magdiel iram habitations seventeen feeding report coat colours peaceably binding sheaves sheaf upright obeisance reign dreams moon ourselves observed wandering seekest seek hence dothan conspired dreamer pit rid stript ishmeelites spicery balm myrrh carry conceal content midianites merchantmen rent clothes killed kid dipped doubt sackcloth mourned refused potiphar officer guard adullamite hirah er onan shelah chezib tamar marry raise spilled displeased remain widow grown sheepshearers timnath friend wrapped pledge signet widowhood openly shamed months played whoredom acknowledged travail scarlet breach pharez zarah overseer person wotteth committed business mock loud home wrath prison prisoners doer butler baker officers butlers bakers ward continued season interpretation sad sadly interpreter interpretations belong vine branches budded blossoms clusters ripe grapes cup former think mention hebrews dungeon baskets uppermost basket bakemeats hang birthday butlership hanged interpreted forgat fatfleshed meadow ill leanfleshed brink stalk rank thin blasted sprung magicians interpret faults office hastily shaved canst bank poor badness lean withered declare sheweth throughout forgotten consume reason following doubled twice shortly discreet part plenteous perish forasmuch throne ring arrayed vestures linen chain ride chariot knee ruler zaphnathpaaneah asenath potipherah handfuls numbering manasseh ephraim plenteousness dearth famished storehouses buy mischief befall governor roughly spies true youngest hereby proved houses verified verily guilty anguish besought required understood sacks sack provision laded inn espied failed befell households traffick bundle bundles bereaved gray hairs solemnly protest straitly state tenor blame best fruits vessels honey spices nuts almonds double oversight dine noon bade occasion bondmen sir treasure washed welfare health gracious yearn sought chamber refrained abomination marvelled messes mess merry overtake rewarded drinketh divineth forbid mouths blameless speedily deed divine bondman refrain aloud earing posterity deliverance goshen nourish poverty speaketh fame lade wagons regard commandment changes laden fainted revived sacrifices visions phallu hezron carmi jemuel jamin ohad jachin shaul canaanitish gershon kohath merari hamul tola phuvah job shimron sered jahleel ziphion haggi shuni ezbon eri arodi areli jimnah ishuah isui beriah serah heber malchiel sixteen belah becher ashbel gera naaman ehi rosh muppim huppim ard hushim jahzeel guni jezer shillem direct presented shepherds occupation shepherd morever pasture activity rulers pilgrimage attained rameses nourished faileth fail exchange horses bodies desolate priests assigned sow increase parts saved multiplied nigh bed sick strengthened issue begettest padan guiding wittingly redeemed lads remove last excellency dignity unstable excel wentest defiledst couch instruments cruelty secret assembly honour united selfwill wall fierce cruel lion whelp prey stooped couched rouse sceptre lawgiver shiloh foal colt teeth haven ships zidon strong couching burdens tribute tribes adder path biteth horse heels rider waited salvation overcome royal dainties hind loose giveth bough run archers sorely arms blessings breasts progenitors utmost crown ravin wolf devour spoil purchase commanding yielded physicians embalm embalmed past elders chariots horsemen threshingfloor atad lamentation floor abelmizraim requite messenger forgive meant machir visit coffin ___ genesis genesis redux revisited The explanation: genesis genesis redux is a reduction of the book of Genesis, the originary book from which the spiral of monotheism extends. Creation exists in the performativity of speech; "God says," which of course presupposes a language, sound and an atmosphere to convey it, throat, vocal cords, lips, teeth, and tongue to configure it. "God says," and it is done, completed, vocalization into matter. But there remains, at the beginning, as if in reverse, the remnant, the speaking itself, the origin and material grounding of that language, Hebrew, Akkadian, Assyrian, Ugaritic, for example, from which creation ensues. Wherever the account begins, began, in whatever district, desert, forest, marshland. A word is created only once. The creation of the word proceeds from the existence of language; language is always already there, just as information is: If we only had the means and patience to read it! genesis genesis redux borrows and extends the materialization of language; it also works through the aesthetics of the Thousand Character Essay. Ellen Zweig and I have been translating this, it seems, forever, stumbling across difficult classical Chinese, without any background 'for this sort of thing.' In the Essay, a thousand different characters are used; the essay itself is a thousand characters long, and there is no repetition. One begins anew with each character, and here we are. genesis genesis redux transforms the book of Genesis, and this is a better transformation than one I had previously completed, this is more accurate. This transformation is, and must be, the originary text of language, and therefore must be Important, and a source for scholars of Revelation in English. The words in genesis genesis redux are all unique; the programming below (with eliminate.pl a perl program by Florian Cramer, upon my request) takes the original text, such as King James would have it, and eliminates all redundancy. Every word is returned to its primordial uniqueness, regardless of syntax and placement. As such, the text descends into increasingly terse languaging, since the more common words are of course eliminated early on. By the end of it, the protolanguage code of all enunciation appears; the whole constitutes a supplication to language itself, my own production of the Word of God, with no emendation, with a purity that would have been well nigh inconceivable before the digital age. Here is an accounting. cat genesis.txt | tr -cs A-Za-z '\012' | tr A-Z a-z > yy perl eliminate.pl < yy > redux.txt where eliminate.pl is below: #!/usr/local/bin/perl5 while () { @words = split /[\s]+/, $_; @spaces = split /[\S]+/, $_; for ($x=0; $x <= $#words; $x++) { $word_count{$words[$x]}++; if ($word_count{$words[$x]} == 1) {print $words[$x],$spaces[$x+1]} } } _______________________________________________________________________ the smallworldmurmur s images small exquisite murmurs of the world murmuringshoresoftime inconceivablebeauty s withdrawnslowly murmuringsilent lovely s http://www.asondheim.org/smallworldmurmur114306.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/smallworldmurmur114305.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/smallworldmurmur114304.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/smallworldmurmur114303.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/smallworldmurmur114302.jpg ___ darling, she said softly, look at the twinklers, in the night driven hard by twinkers, their tangled rays drawn out by twiners ruled by supernatural twiner - while we are bound by golden twine, together we shall quaff the wine - in this world, everyone will win, more or less our love is in, so say i The Letter Yesterday, Azure and I found a letter in a second-hand book on ecology. The letter was from a prisoner in a New York State correctional facility. It was addressed to a woman in Queens, New York. The letter used the word "nigga" extensively, and threatened to kill the married "nigga" who was fucking his woman, whom he loved. It was four pages in length, and veered wildly from death threats to protestations of love. It was awkwardly written, and the prisoner apologizes for the poor quality of the paper, almost school notebook paper, the kind with the thin blue lines. My impulse was to 'make a work' from the letter, which had been discarded in the book, to use the text in one or another fashion. But the text seemed too powerful, too angry, too sad, to do anything with it. I talked it over with Azure and our friends. At one point, I was going to throw it out; at another, file it away as a reminder of the vastly different worlds present in slaughter-america under the bush regime. I finally decided the best was to remail the letter in the original envelope to the original recipient. Perhaps she had lost it, perhaps it had frightened her so much that she subconsciously left it behind when she turned the book in for textbook credit. Our friends gave us two stamps and tape, and with the envelope resealed, I sent it on its way though a local mailbox. On the envelope I wrote, 'found this in a book and thought you may want it.' I didn't sign it, the separation was permanent. I had an odd sense of loss, which haunts me. I have used found materials if they 'resonate' before - for example, webcam images that are then transformed, arranged, semantically 'intensified.' But this letter was too strong - or if not strong - violent - or if not violent - symptomatic - it was too dis/comforting, as if real life permanently intruded on what, in my work, in all work, can be at best metaphoric conceits, no matter how we think otherwise. The letter was uncanny. It demanded, it appeared to demand, to be read, absorbed, to fit in, as if returning were a coward's way out - for there was no indication that she would have done anything but discarded it, perhaps after class. The envelope was thick, immediately evident within the pages of the ecology text, surely she would have put it away, somewhere, anywhere, if she had wanted to save it. And the undeniable violence of it all mitigated against this, I could only imagine that she had moved on, that she wanted as much distance as possible from the writer, that the letter was a reminder of an uncomfortable past, one which could never be absorbed, could never fit in with her current lifestyle. The letter was close to illiterate, she was in college, and the text was somewhat advanced, with a cdrom illustrating ecological processes, and quite clearly often played. There is a weakness and pretense in all writing, in all art, as if 'my love is like a red, red, rose' said anything at all that rearranged the molecular epistemology of things on the planet. Art murmurs presumably to the soul, it calls us to action, makes us feel better about the world, or gives us an expressivity for the violent tendencies of the times. Or it allows us to push the boundaries of comfort, dis/comfort, in new ways, for dis/comfort speaks in art of a 'newness' that is non-existent. It takes one letter in a book on ecology to contradict each and every other form of cultural construction, a letter from a sender who had no idea whatsoever that it would form the punctum of an essay, nor, I suspect, would he care. He would care about his woman who was no longer his woman, his love who had betrayed him, and he would kill the perpetrator of that betrayal who surely was not her. This short essay can't go anywhere, it can only point to a found object, a letter, which could not be subsumed. And within that lack, on my part, is an incredible selfishness, that the debris of the world is there, in the first place, to be used. To be primordially used. To be used by a writer or an artist. To be absorbed, to be robbed of originary content. And while that may be the premise and promise of art, it remains a hole in this page. Debris is never debris, or it is someone's, or it is no one's, but it is never debris, just like there are never vermin or weeds, words which I detest for their inherent elitism. 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