Iroiro The weather began to turn around the beginning of November. I dreamed of fire, sparks flying in the night across the wooden houses. We were jammed against the cemetary, bad luck in any season; Hokusai's ghosts spoke across hideous red lanterns, their teeth waiting for the skin to fall. Fukuoka was ruptured by uneasy presences; the foreign community talked and talked, waiting for something to happen. Rumblings from Eastern City penetrated Nine-States Island. These were the States at that juncture: State-of-Hand-Joined-to-the-Body State-of-Being-Perfectly-Not-Here State-of-Disconsolate-Thought-of-Wings State-of-Hand-Not-Joined-to-the-Body State-of-Beauty-Futon-Winter-Comfort Electric-State-of-Coming-Wonders State-of-Seeing-You-Around-About Eighth-State-of-Fukuoka-City State-of-Siege-of-Hardly-Kanji Eastern City was in State-of-This-Main-Origin-of-Book, still spring, I would say still April, the murmur of brook-larks heard high in Shinto trees. For truth, I did not recognize talons where hands were joined, words wired to electrical wonders not yet evidenced on the way from Kyoto to Fuji, by way of Wheat-Rice-Island. Thinking of wings, I flew, these were my thoughts: Winged Thoughts, Iron Thoughts, Fire Thoughts, Singed Thoughts, River- Water Thoughts, Electric-Coming-Wonder-Thoughts. There were seven flowers, six elements, perfect nights. In Northern- Nine-State-City, it was autumn, late-blooming chrysanthemum engraved on lacquer-bone poet-box, crane-flight, swimming-turtle careful gold design. I would write wonder-haiku, one two sorrow five six mountain eight pine ten e- x leven twelve autumn four- x ox oo and win honor at go-moku, xxxxx o in summer-Kurume, waiting near Wide Island, very many tower down to Nagasaki. For to be sure, I was fast disappearing. I dreamed of fire, sparks flying in the night. I dreamed of wooden houses. I dreamed of shogi sets, the sound of game pieces scraped across the wooden boards. I dreamed of the fluttering of go boards, the sound of stone-and-shell game pieces scraped across the hollow tables. I dreamed of mother-of- pearl orderings from Eastern City, dreamed of the Origin of All Things, dreamed of State-of-Siege. _______________________________________________________________________ Clara in Fukuoka Tall and stately Clara walks into the Darkroom. Clara dominates the stage, Clara's eyes are samurai daggers. Samurai have no daggers, pointed out by Travis glaring fiercely. Travis moves to a corner of the room; he's nervous. There are drinks falling off the edges of the tables. There are drunks fucking off the edges of the tables. Someone requests Hole again and again until the player breaks. She reaches for a silver cigarette. It's finely made mesh-of-an-afternoon good gaijin smoke. Travis glares; he's high on thought and screaming. Travis is screaming inside. Here are the words of Travis' scream: Wah wa wa wa. He turns slowly towards the door, careful avoidance of Clara-stiletto. She moves. She doesn't know what she's doing, fucked up on methamphet. The light swings cause of an earthquake. It's the biggest earthquake ever in Japan. Sparks fly from the CD, Hole crashes to the floor. Now or never. Clara whips out dagger-stiletto, cuts his veins. Before it's over in a blue moment. Travis falls towards table-rim kanji-cut, you can read iroiro iraira. Rim-job Travis topples as aftershock levels Fukuoka Tower. Tower, baby, tower. Everywhere in town sparks and wires down. Crash-land Canal City flames cause of the earthquake. Travis dead, Clara screams shampoo, here is what she screams: Wah wa wa Wah wa wa Wah wa wa Wah wa wa. ________________________________________________________________________ wen grean flowers burn then: wen the laun hissed: kneeling: grean flowers grean stemSun flows across stasis of walled village grean flowers grean stemSterms now you sea light flows now you don't grean flowers greawho you are, you know you're grean flowers greawisth the sign, that doubt has grean flowers grearom this world, that doubt and certainty flou signs beyond this, "beyond" I and certainty floun open archistectural field: in and certainty flound pawn and ... and ... never and certainty flouflourishing into the grean of and certainty floua moment for doubt, I would capture you wisth chess queaNumbering in millions the strength of capture you wisth chess queaNbright-light daughters, numbering in any capture you wisth chess queaNform of building's quean, etc. etc. the plague now n stemSbut you know n stemShut in along n stemSdisappeared f risheDreams of other risheDmean to say, a risheDshogi, lance a risheDlooking back, risheDbattle, never , never rekishi ist's all in bad shape, ist can't recover* looking down, stone flowing at my feet "now you sea light flows" *now. ______________________________________________________________________ japonisserie: rekishi history shogi japanese chess tea ceremony shinjinrui ________________________________________________________________________ J--- Julu wanders Chiyo; it's night, there are dragonnes beyond Ears of Buddha wings, there are sighs from jinja pond You don't go beyond. There are dark waves, valves, not fucking Hokusai sweet Hiroshige - What gaijin know of art can't be placed on bamboo map Or prefecture off it, the map where - how can I write mishap Of Julu, what she found, crashed pottery - there was blood Between the cracks (tan dust) from three thousand or more Years of Jericho, but this was elsewhere, temple store, Three squares for goods. She died. There were hoods Down the street. They thought she was meat. _____________________________________________________________________ (From someone named Sarah Kanji) there are three strokes to the river, two strokes to the man there are three strokes to the number, one stroke to the wand the man strikes a feather with the wand the feather bends in the fifteen strokes of the wind the feather bends in the sixteen strokes of the wind wind cries, you don't hear me anymore wind cries, you don't see me anymore "there are three strokes to the river, two strokes to the man" there are five strokes to the fire, seventeen strokes to the iron and there are sixteen strokes to the mercury, seven to the plant from which springs all things and the man strokes the fire with iron, and the man springs hard against the plant, there is one stroke to the woman, "men are not all things or plants" and "a woman is writing" "a woman is writing this" and the wind cries you don't and the wind cries you don't and the man flows like mercury down the iron fire woman plant river "the man flows like writing" there are four strokes to the mountain, feathered like the wind and there are a number of wands [...] ______________________________________________________________________ Byting the Program of My Secret Japan: ;********* File: c.exe ************* ; code SEGMENT ASSUME CS:code, DS:code ORG 100h strt: OR AX,0D0Ah OR CL,[BX+68h] AND [BX+DI+74h],CH AND [BX+DI+73h],CH AND [BP+DI+6Fh],DH AND [BP+SI+65h],AH POPA JNZ J00189 IMUL [BP+75h],AH INSB AND [BX+SI+65h],CH JB J00183 AND [BX+DI+6Eh],CH AND [BP+75h],AL IMUL [DI+6Fh],DH IMUL [BX+DI+21h],AH AND [BX+20h],CL DEC AX OUTSW IMUL [DI+73h],DH POPA IMUL [BX+DI],AH AND [BX+65h],DL JZ J0015A INSW DB (65h) AND [BX+69h],DH JZ J001A9 AND [BX+DI+6Fh],BH JNZ J001B8 OR AX,6C0Ah POPA JZ J001B4 DB (65h) JB J00170 AND [BX+DI+66h],CL AND [BX+DI+6Fh],BH JNZ J00177 POPA JB J001BF J0015A: AND [DI+79h],CH AND [BX+68h],AH OUTSW JNB J001D7 SUB AL,20h JNS J001D6 JNZ J00189 JA J001D4 INSB INSB AND [BX+SI+61h],CH J00170: JNZ J001E0 JZ J00194 INSW DB (65h) SUB AL,20h DEC DI AND [SI+73h],DH JNZ J001EC POPA INSW IMUL [BX+DI],AH OR AX,000Ah code ENDS END strt _________________________________________________________________________ Heidegger I'd rather be beautiful rather than nothing. I'd rather be famous rather than nothing. I'd prefer to have a lot of energy instead of being weak and onerous. Why am I beautiful rather than otherwise? Why am I famous, rather than a relative non-entity? Why do I have heaps of energy, rather than collapsing? I'd rather be alive than dead. Why am I alive, rather than dead. I'd prefer to be alive, rather than nothing. Why am I living, instead of non-living? Why am I this configuration of matter, rather than another? I am this configuration writing these words, instead of any other. I'd prefer to be this configuration, rather than nothing. (Why am I near the end of the human, rather than near the beginning? Why are there so many writings near the end of the human? I'd rather be beautiful, rather than near the end of the human. Near the end of the human, I'd rather be writing.) _______________________________________________________________________ Nikuko Nikuko dead-girl down the streets, wearing her fast-and-hard boots. Nikuko turned towards the edge by the fly-girl snack-bars. Nikuko breathless, speaking into cellular, moshi moshi. Nikuko past Kon's place towards Kiro's place past Anne's. Nikuko carrying dead-girl news. Nikuko with that umbrella fending off the spitting rain. Nikuko black-haired, miniskirt and poke-mon furry changepurse. Nikuko dead-girl moshi moshi. Nikuko are you there dead-girl hello hello are you there. Nikuko turned to the right down near Ohori-Koen. Nikuko across Ohori-Koen, bridged the pond on the stone-bridge. Nikuko stone-bridge I can hear you now, hear you now. Nikuko Delicious Hip on the walkman, striding two-and-one. Nikuko dead-girl, yeah, HAI HAI! Nikuko dead-girl, yeah, HAI HAI! moshi moshi MOSHI! Nikuko dropped-line, silent, turning Japanese, I really think so. Nikuko dragged cig flicked off stoned-bridge, running under torii. Nikuko dead-girl breathing hard. Nikuko I'd rather be alive than dead-girl! Nikuko dead-girl the hell with all of this! Nikuko flesh-girl at war with big-eyes dead-girl. Nikuko thinking stoned hard-core dead-girl at the corner of the world. Nikuko dead-girl world comes and folds her in. Nikuko world folds tighter than non-being, Nikuko dead-girl-drug. Nikuko Nakasu girl dead-girl Nakasu HELLO! HELLO! MOSHI! MOSHI! Nikuko: "I'd rather be alive than dead-girl!" Nikuko: "I'd rather be alive!" _______________________________________________________________________ The Nature of the Thing: {k:12} ls > ding-an-sich {k:13} od ding-an-sich 0000000 060515 066151 047012 073545 005163 005141 060543 062554 0000020 062156 071141 062012 067151 026547 067141 071455 061551 0000040 005150 061553 066012 067171 057570 067542 065557 060555 0000060 065562 027163 072150 066155 066412 064541 005154 064164 0000100 067151 005147 0000104 _______________________________________________________________________ PRIMORDIAL MAIL {k:3} Mail -v sondheim@gol.com Subject: Endless Darkness of this Primordial Age Now in this darkest of all Years It is a life that brings me Fears Against Eternal Wheels Never Steered Past violent Faces and their Leers . EOT {k:4} sondheim@gol.com... Connecting to gol1.gol.com. via esmtp... {k:6} sondheim@gol.com... Connecting to wonderland.gol.ad.jp. via esmtp... c220 wonderland.gol.ad.jp ESMTP Sendmail 8.8.8/8.8.8/888-980120-P; Mon, 26 Jan 1 998 00:13:14 +0900 (JST) >>> EHLO panix3.panix.com at250-wonderland.gol.ad.jp Hello panix3.panix.com [198.7.0.4], pleased to meet y ou 250-8BITMIME 250-SIZE 1000000 250-DSN 250-ONEX 250-ETRN 250-XUSR 250 HELP >>> MAIL From: SIZE=209 z250 ... Sender ok >>> RCPT To: 250 ... Recipient ok >>> DATA 354 Enter mail, end with "." on a line by itself >>> . 250 AAA12170 Message accepted for delivery sondheim@gol.com... Sent (AAA12170 Message accepted for delivery) Closing connection to wonderland.gol.ad.jp. >>> QUIT 221 wonderland.gol.ad.jp closing connection {k:16} mail -v sondheim@gol.com Subject: Darkness of Primordial Age Now alas the Darkness of the Primordial Age is Upon Us; I have brought an endless Rage against Dwelling-Place of Deity and Sage: it is this War enhanced that I will Wage. . Cc: sondheim@gol.com... Connecting to local... sondheim@gol.com... Sent {k:17} ______________________________________________________________________ My Mythology, by Nikuko The earth was formed from a swelling that began out of a primordial germ and split, separating dust from effluvia, debris from stony veins. From this, the kami emerged. Soon veins formed head-bands, emptied of swollen lungs and brains. Some kami committed seppuku, removing their tongues by means of pinchers forged from stony veins. Thus were formed brains with their many channels of mizu. Ah, lovely mizu! Transparent mizu! Tasteless mizu! Channels of mizu run down tiny brain-cunts in skulls formed from stony veins. Thus were formed "chan- nels." Inkan stamp the elbows of kami-heads; the stamps cry "Oh Holy Mother Let Us Have Necks And Shoulders." Thus did necks and shoulders form. Some kami have arms on shoulders on necks on heads. They are meat-girls, Nikukos swelling into split germs and stony veins. They are angry girls! They are Buffalo Daughter, whose New Rock release is on Toshiba-EMI Limited, a blend of techno and industrial voice-over somewhat reminiscent of Big Stick, first heard at Rhino Records in Los Angeles (as usual, their lead singer died). Buffalo Daughter appears courtesy of Chameleon Records in Fukuoka, punk-animals everywhere or rather can you dance as the voice goes _way behind_ the back-beat. Meanwhile, in the Nihongi, Izanagi no Mikoto and Izanami no Mikoto say "Why should we not produce someone who shall be lord of the universe?" - an off-handed remark leading to much future woe. One can only imag- ine. "Universe" is given as "tenka" in a footnote, now meaning "the whole country; the public; the reins of government." Either a bring- down (EFL students wa take-note of the idiom) or hubris, from The New Crown Japanese-English Dictionary. What happens in the tenka? I don't know, but return to Nikuko's story, for her promising anger which spread like a virus from Nikukos-coalescing with trunks and legs, breasts and wombs, fierce warriors who have heard of Greece and Mon- ique Wittig. They come across a hermit in a cave, another kami in disguise, since there are Nikukos-One and kami, and that's all. They show him their cunts, ask for sake; they drink much, push the stick through his cloth, and that is all there is to it. Shite, lead char- acter in a Noh play, he begins to sing, Wa! (Harmony!) Waa! (Hurray!) He's _it,_ goaded by the _waki,_ Nikuko-who-does-not-wear-a-mask. Wa! Waa! Yugen, mystery-depth-profound-subtle-aesthetic, emerges among the kami, a beat magazine in New York 1950s, edited by Leroi Jones, if memory serves me. "It runs fine when I'm here," sing Buffalo Daughter, thinking of Nikuko. Shite-hermit sings and sings, stick poking through. Thus was born "song," "Noh," and "penis." In revenge, Shite- hermit says, "Nikuko, you cannot be in Noh." No-Noh-Nikuko. She sews him back up in the cave. (Was he sewn at first? Whose cave? Was that Nikuko's? Nikuko's cave - thus was born possession. Buffalo Daughter change to swing-beat. The synthesizers wind down. Anyway, they make the Sun-Goddess, called Oho-hiru-me no muchi, although Ama-terasu no Oho kami and Ama-terasu-oho-hiru-me no Mikoto are cited as well. Ni- kuko takes pity; the earth is kami, too. So are Buffalo Daughter, who are auspicious; the hermit, who receives the penis; the waki, helping everyone. Now everyone has all limbs and bodies but the penises and wombs are equally divided. When a war comes, Nikuko-who-does-not-wear- a-mask, and is a dark-haired girl living near Nakasu, gets angry, and says, there is no kami for any of us, and there are many less penises perhaps at first, and then less wombs. When the earth swells, there is an earthquake and caves are swallowed in the earth. Sesshu's Long Landscape Scroll portrays this incident of Nikuko and hermit, and, as if in despair and irony, there is earthquake also, destroying the earth shrine at Hakata, until its memory faded from the affairs of men and women. (Some men and women are born without arms or legs; some without brains; some without breasts or wombs; some without penises; some without heads; some without skulls or necks; and some without shoulders.) --------------- Mizu, water; Nikuko, meat-girl; seppuku, suicide; shite, hero or hero- ine in Noh play, primary actor (wears a mask); waki, secondary actor, (maskless) in the same; Buffalo Daughter, playing now; kami, deity/ spirit of sorts; inkan, signature-stamp; Sesshu painted primarily in the 15th century; head-bands are often worn by workmen in Japan; Rhi- no Records was (and maybe is) the best alternative music store I've seen in America. The last copy of Yugen was going for $10 a few months ago on the Lower East Side. Big Stick has disbanded. The Sun-Goddess names are from Aston's translation of the Nihongi. Monique Wittig wrote The Lesbian Body among other works. Nakasu is the snack-bar district of Fukuoka. Noh is a form of Japanese medieval theater; there are translations by Waley, but the intensity of tele- vised Noh was completely unexpected. I live in Hakata-Ku, Hakata Ward, which is the merchant's town of Fukuoka. I have no brain or skull. Aston translates the Sun-Goddess' names as "Great-noon-female-of-pos- sessor"; "Heaven-illumine-of-great-deity"; and "Heaven-illumine-great- noon-female-of-augustness"; but then Aston was writing in the nine- teenth century. _______________________________________________________________________ From NIKUKO@sexxxygirrrl.cum Tue Feb 3 02:44:22 1998 Date: NOW! 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(I'm not Nice!) ###################################################################### # Format of headers # ###################################################################### H?P?Return-Path: <$g> Nikuko, eh? HReceived: $?sfrom $s $.$?_($?s$|from $.$_) $.by $j ($v/$Z)$?r with $r$. id $i$?u for $u; $|; $.$b H?D?Resent-Date: $a H?D?Date: $a H?F?Resent-From: $?x$x <$g>$|$g$. H?F?From: Nikuko, eh? $?x$x <$g>$|$g$. H?x?Full-Name: Nikuko, eh? $x # HPosted-Date: $a # H?l?Received-Date: $b H?M?Resent-Message-Id: <$t.$i@$j> H?M?Message-Id: <$t.$i@$j> # # ###################################################################### Script started on Tue Feb 3 02:23:09 1998 $ ps PID TT STAT TIME COMMAND 17546 p0- I 0:00.00 leave, Nikuko! +59 20548 p0 Ss 0:00.12 -ksh (ksh) 20580 p0 I 0:00.00 leave, Nikuko! +59 24744 p0 S+ 0:00.01 script ll 24756 p0 S+ 0:00.01 script ll 24757 p1 Ss 0:00.01 sh sh, shhh, Nikuko! (ksh) 24959 p1 R+ 0:00.00 ps $ exit Nikuko! Script done on Tue Feb 3 02:23:20 1998 _______________________________________________________________________ Irate exiting through closure - slope, by, I
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athetic, I'm tupid, fucked, ody bought and old. slash-boy- ________________________________________________________________________ No Play Nikuko speaks (kabuki voice throughout): "I, Nikuko, do beg you to sew my eyes shut! Oh, I have not seen so much horror in world! But, I, Nikuko, want to experience total bliss! I want to do one-man sumo with fearsome opponents! I will fight me in blackness of invisible enemies! I will fight police throwing me in filthy cell! Do you like elimination of "a" "the" articles now such? Do wrap me in kimono-cloth, strangle in transparent tape! I will know ecstasy! Then I will bring "you" ecstasy! I will make "you" verb in my vagina! Do you like forbidden pleasure? Jewel-Lotus-Magatama-Pleasure? You will have rope through labia to pull my deep joy-suffering! You will have me, do you like Oriental face? Deep cast of eyes wide open for your english-teaching insert! Where you are from, they have automobiles! I so like to drive! Oh deep American boy, I will make you drive in my vagina! I do like overdrive-gear-shift-nitro-burn as well! I will do one-man sumo with fearsome opportunities!" _____________________________________________________________________ Nikuko *** Value of LOG set to ON ^***^ Alan_S (sondheim@panix3.panix.com) has joined channel #cybersex *** Topic for #cybersex: 0037:BC: BRB <---------yea right *** Topic for #cybersex set by `AntiChrist on Feb 14 12:13:29 *** #cybersex 887461296 ^***^ none has joined Nikuko settles down for the night all wrapped up with her kittens. channel #cybersex -Gravity505- DCC Send script.ini *** DCC SEND (script.ini 3072) request received from Gravity505 [E/X] I am autogetting /net/u/6/s/sondheim/script.ini from Gravity505. *** DCC GET:/net/u/6/s/sondheim/script.ini from Gravity505 completed 1 kb/sec ROTFLMAO *** none is now known as Guest30868 *** Roaster is now known as Punisher *** Guest30868 has been kicked off channel #cybersex by _^Pagan^_ (10We are taking up a collection ta buy ya your own nick...till then.. get the phuck out!) <`AntiChrist> i kill me *** Signoff: |Romeo (Quit: Leaving) we will start with a Nikuko cries silently to herself, midnight-dreaming of loving families. passionate french amber please fuck me sweety hi everyone *** Signoff: Gravity505 (Quit: Leaving) ^***^ litle has joined channel #cybersex *** Lululean has left channel #cybersex ^***^ brosnon has joined channel #cybersex LOOKING FOR ANOTHER MALE WHO WANT TO CHAT WITH ME DCC ME hi natasha2 *** Mode change "+b natasha2!*@*" on channel #cybersex by _^Pagan^_ mmmmmmmm *** natasha2 has been kicked off channel #cybersex by _^Pagan^_ (One at a time please) *** Mode change "+b *!*@203.135.1.2" on channel #cybersex by `AntiChrist Nikuko is happy morning-dreaming, surrounded by smiling men and women. any ladies what to be my valentine. msg, me! *** brosnon has been kicked off channel #Cybersex by `AntiChrist (IP Filter: *!*@203.135.1.2 (Clone sheep, Not PPL) *** Signoff: HOT-BOY (Ping timeout) that's damn funny AntiC! Hi Natasha...nice to meet you.. ^***^ Bob_Mass (justme@bterrace.tiac.net) has joined channel #cybersex fuck ^***^ FFreTT (ou812@pntcmi137198.voyager.net) has joined channel #cybersex *** Punisher is now known as DoggyBastah oh i forgot my tongue in your mouth babes oh Nikuko, in beautiful soft dreaming, dawn-smiles, wakes up very slowly. ^***^ Mike21 has joined channel #cybersex heh ok ^***^ timmmm has joined channel #cybersex shit sorry wrong chan *** rips has left channel #cybersex oh he called you Antic I heard Jesus logged on three days later though.... *** BOB23 has left channel #cybersex look, let's get to the point. any ladies want to talk to a real man? must be net lag ^***^ rd1 has joined channel Nikuko looks at morning plum tree blossoms and light morning sky. #cybersex lick ma body sweety *** DoggyBastah is now known as Cupido ^***^ ^ilikeit has joined channel #cybersex ^***^ cyberjohn has joined channel #cybersex *** Signoff: Aerdy (Quit: There are old pilots and there are bold pilots, but there are very few old bold pilots) a real man with a dick so big it is unreal? okay Any ladies want to chat or cyber msg me. *** Larry^47 is now known as Nikuko is happy and smiling, thinking of soft beauty all afternoon. Jesus`Christ ^***^ samm (..@194.126.3.110) has joined channel #cybersex *** Signoff: cuteguy20 (Quit: Leaving) *** Signoff: Glen31047 (Quit: Leaving) *** Mode change "-o `AntiChrist" on channel #cybersex by `AntiChrist *** Signoff: hornyme (Quit: Leaving) *** Mode change "-b natasha2!*@*" on channel #cybersex by _^Pagan^_ ^***^ Ninja-Turtle has joined channel #cybersex Do you know any alanw? *** No such variable "logg" *** Cupido is now known as CupidoTheLover Nikuko walks slowly at dusk, almost forgetting the very lovely day. hahahaha ^***^ Ikabod has joined channel #cybersex ^***^ bhdick has joined channel #cybersex *** Signoff: Alan_S (Sweet taste of vindication, It turns to ashes in your mouth.) IRC Log ended *** Sat Feb 14 12:15 ______________________________________________________________________ Nikuko Fights Back <^Tonguer^> hi ther *** #cybersex 887461296 any ladies here for cybersex or just looking ?? have to get off for a little while but ill be back <***> Signoff: Eva1 (Quit: Leaving) can it peel off in my directoion?? hehe *** Nikuko is now known as iB9321805 *** iB9321805 is now known as cs7991917 --=[+#cybersex+] BigGreek joined the channel. --=[+#cybersex+] Homer has left the channel. *** cs7991917 is now known as kf8076029 --=[+#cybersex+] LA_LEY joined the channel. *** kf8076029 is now known as qj8535742 --=[+#cybersex+] phallic_symbol joined the channel. hahaha *** qj8535742 is now known as c2774822 <*> ^Tonguer^ is single/male/38/6ft/195 lbs/well built/long brown hair /beard/blue eyes/Texan. Any ladies like to chat. Msg me *** c2774822 is now known as Nikuko --=[+#cybersex+] xyz12345 joined the channel. --=[+#cybersex+] kenzo^ has left the channel. *** Nikuko is now known as y86378360 *** y86378360 is now known as gp5551475 *** gp5551475 is now known as ny3820935 --=[+#cybersex+] Border joined the channel. *** ny3820935 is now known as yJ2368136 <***> Signoff: dickers (Operation timed out) --=[+#cybersex+] LA_LEY has left the channel. *** yJ2368136 is now known as vQ4085561 *** vQ4085561 is now known as pu5118542 --=[+#cybersex+] BigGreek has left the channel. *** pu5118542 is now known as t91468770 *** wrapping`paper`peeling`off is now known as guest`number`35 (Johnny2Bad/#cybersex) So now I finally get to see what my present is!? *** t91468770 is now known as yb6540044 *** You have been kicked off channel #cybersex by Curien (Goway +1[+141332+1]) *** yb6540044 is now known as Nikuko /join #cybersex Nikuko IRC Log ended *** Sun Feb 15 06:08 __________________________________________________________________________ Nikuko Joins the Fun *** Value of LOG set to ON ***! Nikuko (sondheim@panix3.panix.com) has joined channel #cybersex *** Topic for #cybersex: <*Scratch-N-Sniff*><--- Smells just like glass eh? *** #cybersex 887461296 <`Serina> hehe *** tina_^ has left channel #cybersex ###[sweetteen]### hi, want to see !HAIRLESS SCHOOLGIRL'S FIRST FUCK? ### RECEIVE A SECRET VALENTINES DAY GIFT FOR FREE?! then checkout !http://www.wildteensex.com!^ ###[kategirl]### hi sweety, visit my new XXX home page, http://www.free-sexpix.com , it has some FREE XXX pics/movies^ well I am off to the shower !***! ByTe-SiZe has joined channel #cybersex *** Signoff: Ridgy (Quit: Leaving) *** sorciere has left channel #cybersex *** Packers has left channel #cybersex is looking for a countrygirl,,msg,,me!! hi!!any chick wanna talk to a hot stud? *** xll has left channel #cybersex *** Nikuko is now known as Nikuko-Pu *** heartthrob has left channel #cybersex !***! filipo has joined channel #cybersex *** Signoff: Strppn_Man (Ping timeout) *** warII has left channel #cybersex !***! honey1l has joined channel #cybersex *** Nikuko-Pu is now known as Nik-Pussy *** birthdayboy has left channel #cybersex I have to do something presidenty today!!!! so I will shower! *** Shane-1 has left channel #cybersex *** Nik-Pussy is now known as Pussy !***! Nude27Man has joined channel #cybersex *** Signoff: Don- (Quit: Leaving) is looking for a countrygirl,,msg,,me!! 29/m !! 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By: _^Pagan^_ *** Mode change "###b *!*sondheim@*.panix.com" on channel #cybersex by _^Pagan^_ *** You have been kicked off channel #CyberSex by _^Pagan^_ (-10Lemme intoduce ya to my Thwack`Em Stic *-3!THWACK!!-10*.....Thwack`Em Stick) *** #CyberSex :Cannot join channel (###b) (Banned from channel) ###[spirox]### are you f^ IRC Log ended *** Mon Feb 16 09:42 ________________________________________________________________________ NIKUKO RAGES IRC log started Wed Feb 18 13:17 *** Value of LOG set to ON #***# Nikuko (sondheim@panix3.panix.com) has joined channel #freedom *** ChanServ has changed the topic on channel #freedom to FUCK ME BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (KID420) *** Mode change "+ntr" on channel #freedom by ChanServ *** #freedom 887825853 *** On RAW_IRC from "% 352 *" do ^assign DOIT $DOIT;^timer $TIME crash $7;^assign TIME ${TIME+7} [SILENT] <0> *** On RAW_IRC from "% 315 *" do on raw_irc -"% 352 *"; on raw_irc -"% 315 *";eval $DOIT [SILENT] <0> <^V^> Crashing Netcruizer Lamer: StarLite <^V^> > will crash 48 users < <^V^> > time required to avoid excess flood: 337 seconds < *** StarLite: No such nick/channel <^V^> Crashing Netcruizer Lamer: UniBoy21 <^V^> Crashing Netcruizer Lamer: SirVictor *** CTCP FINGER reply from SirVictor: : :idle 7 second(s) <^V^> Crashing Netcruizer Lamer: Ghostoff159 <^V^> Crashing Netcruizer Lamer: Hueybot *** Signoff: Nikuko (/ hey all i usually call her at work..and give her an ear full (Middnite/#CyberSex) lol Oxx #<#Nikuko#># you burn the texts Hello i'm Looking for some loving from some chicks ............ sorry guys!!!i am bi #***# tomx has joined channel #cybersex [#E/X#] #You have new email!# (Mail Waiting: 7) (Middnite/#CyberSex) WooHoo [#E/X#] #Mail:# From L-Soft list server at Purdue University Your removal from the FOP-L list #<#Nikuko#># this is what the masters have finally told me (Frawg/#cybersex) lol mi <<# this is what the greatest of their greatness nope (Oxxman/#cybersex) flowers are a rip off #***# Sharon20 (Pssy.Lckr)has joined channel #cybersex #<#Nikuko#># has whispered what the failing light #***# Kostya has joined channel #cybersex #<#Nikuko#># hesitatingly points out #<#Nikuko#># leap (Oxxman/#cybersex) give the gift that dies #<#Nikuko#># we are the fire behind you #***# GuyStud has joined channel #cybersex any horny women in here wanna chat #<#Nikuko#># self immolation (Middnite/#CyberSex) send her fake flowers...she can keep em when they is in season..ill go pick em and hand deliver hello, Sharon20 #<#Nikuko#># the burning bodies of the dmaned #<#Nikuko#># KULCHUR #***# Haylo has joined channel #cybersex *** FMulder has left channel #cybersex #<#Nikuko#># the torch *** Sharon20 has left channel #cybersex but i dont buy em (Frawg/#cybersex) here comes haylo #<#Nikuko#># the twilight of those gods #***# makwa has joined channel #cybersex (Frawg/#cybersex) oh shit here she is stop talkin bout her *** Mode change "+o Haylo" on channel #cybersex by SynFul (Oxxman/#cybersex) nikuko...what are you babbling about? (Middnite/#CyberSex) awww...how romantic:) *** Nikuko has left channel #cybersex *** Signoff: Nikuko (bad, Bad, REAL BAD link?) IRC Log ended *** Tue Feb 24 10:39 ______________________________________________________________________ Back on the LpMUD This is the stronger of the ideas at work here. This is the secret writing. This is the way we can save the secret writing. There's no one more certain of saving than I am. Names the beginning. Names the beginning and ending. This is a test of the names system. Jennifer: This is a test of the idea system. Jennifer: Where am I. Clara: You are in the church of Tiffany. Jennifer: What is in the center? Clara: There is a bleeding cunt in the center, Jennifer: What is in the west wall? Clara: and a door in the west wall. There is a button beside the door. Jennifer: What is on the wall? Clara: There is a clock on the wall. Jennifer: Where is the exit? Clara: There is an exit to south. Jennifer: What are opposite the exit? Clara: There are labia opposite the exit. Jennifer: What is between the labia? Clara: There is an opening between the labia. Jennifer: Where am I? Clara: You are in the church of Tiffany. Ok, Jennifer. You are all of these things, Clara says. You are in the lpmud of Tiffany. You are _grotesque._ Names first now. Names first and last. Names in and out: _Grotesque:_ Kayo, Sep 23 00:02. Clara, Sep 23 00:06. Kayo, Sep 23 00:07. Clara, Sep 23 18:23. Clara, Sep 23 18:26. Kayo, Sep 23 18:43. Clara, Sep 30 02:57. Clara, Sep 30 03:09. Clara, Sep 30 21:52. Clara, Sep 30 22:05. Clara, Sep 30 22:10. Clara, Sep 30 22:13. Clara, Sep 30 22:17. Clara, Sep 30 22:19. Clara, Sep 30 22:24. Clara, Sep 30 22:28. Clara, Sep 30 22:30. Clara, Sep 30 22:33. Clara, Sep 30 22:35. Clara, Oct 1 23:09. Clara, Oct 1 23:12. Clara, Oct 1 23:16. Clara, Oct 1 23:18. Clara, Oct 1 23:55. Clara, Oct 2 00:00. Alan, Oct 2 00:03. Clara, Oct 3 02:25. Clara, Oct 3 02:30. Alan, Oct 3 13:56. Clara, Oct 3 13:57. Clara, Oct 3 14:14. Clara, Oct 3 14:35. Clara, Oct 3 14:54. Kayo, Oct 3 16:36. Clara, Oct 3 16:40. Kayo, Oct 3 17:04. Clara, Oct 3 17:07. Kayo, Oct 3 17:13. Clara, Oct 3 17:15. Kayo, Oct 3 17:24. Clara, Oct 6 19:05. Kayo, Oct 6 19:06. Clara, Oct 7 00:22. Susan, Oct 7 00:28. Clara, Oct 7 00:28. Susan, Oct 7 00:34. Clara, Oct 7 00:34. Clara, Oct 7 00:37. Susan, Oct 7 00:38. Susan, Oct 7 00:40. Kayo, Oct 7 01:49. Clara, Oct 7 01:50. Carol, Oct 7 21:24. Clara, Oct 7 21:28. Clara, Oct 7 21:29. Susan, Oct 7 21:30. Clara, Oct 7 21:34. Clara, Oct 12 13:32. Clara, Oct 12 13:37. Clara, Oct 12 13:40. Clara, Oct 12 13:45. Clara, Oct 12 13:49. Clara, Oct 12 13:53. Clara, Oct 12 14:01. Clara, Oct 12 16:39. Clara, Oct 12 16:51. Susan, Oct 12 16:58. Clara, Jan 15 05:07. Clara, Jan 15 07:58. Clara, Nov 15 17:17. Clara, Nov 25 18:58. Clara, Nov 25 21:56. Clara, Nov 25 22:27. Kayo, Nov 25 22:35. Clara, Nov 25 22:40. Clara, Nov 26 01:51. Clara, Dec 24 04:18. Clara, Dec 24 04:35. Clara, Apr 26 18:25. Clara, Oct 12 14:25. Clara, Feb 16 02:08. Clara, Feb 16 02:25. Jennifer, Feb 16 02:27. Clara, Feb 25 20:33. Clara, Feb 25 20:43. Clara, Feb 25 22:32. Jennifer, Feb 25 22:34. Clara, Feb 25 22:43. Clara, Feb 28 17:13. Clara, Feb 28 17:22. Clara, Feb 28 17:44. Jennifer, Feb 28 17:54. Clara, Mar 3 06:54. Jennifer: What shall I do? Clara: See, Jennifer, see. Jennifer: Tell me about the MUD. Clara: "This lpmud has been contaminated. Viral plagues, organs of problematic sexualities, have been emitted from sources near the previous village church. Tiffany and others have been seen wan- dering... The land itself falls apart, limbs and members disappear. Beware of wandering too far. Warning!" Jennifer: Where do I search? Clara: _Engorged, you search for excreta to your west._ Jennifer: What is towards the north? Clara: _Blood-red, fissured clitoris towards the north._ Jennifer: Tell me about the path. Clara: _However the path is barred._ However, Jennifer! Jennifer: What is my condition, and what do I do? Clara: _Fissured beyond belief, you retreat._ Jennifer: Am I alone here? Clara: _There are others here with you, _you fear.__ Jennifer: What is my name? Clara: Jennifer, Jennifer! Jennifer: Where am I now? Clara: Blood red clotted plain. There are clots to the north, too deep for your embedding. Jennifer: What is happening to me? Clara: Jennifer!! Jennifer!!! Jennifer: What is happening to me? Clara: Blood flows freely across your clotted holes and eyes. Jennifer: Am I still alive? Clara: _You're dead, Jennifer._ Jennifer: Is there no hope for me? Clara: _YOU'RE DEAD, JENNIFER!_ Jennifer: What may I do now? Clara: PRAY FOR IT! Jennifer: What may I do now? Clara: PRAY FOR IT! PRAY FOR IT! PRAY FOR IT! 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