Third It's so much later in the evening and I'm trying to decide what to take to the Brown mini-conf. I'm on the 3rd book of Journey to the West, but I might leave that in favor of the I Ching, which I want to look at in depth (re: Legge's version, not Wilhelm's). We found more free books today including the poems of Gershom Scholem, Ahmed Rassim's The Little Bookseller Oustaz Ali, poems by Neruda, photos of CBGB etc. in blank generation revisited, the early days of punk rock, Gabriel Levin's Hezekiah's Tunnel, a quite old Chinese bowl as well. I don't understand and I so want to. It is February 14 2004 and I am utterly drained. This afternoon I rose from a nap feeling ill again. This happens all too often. After the mini-conf. I will return to the doctors. Again and again. In Kurosawa's dreams, there are journeys through the wood. I want to return to Japan. The Economist Pocket series World in Figures doesn't cover all the countries. That's an error. The shakuhachi is still within the trumpet case. My headache is getting worse again. I need codeine. The laptop now has 768 megabytes of RAM and runs considerably faster. I'll take the Zaurus with the two UML (universal modeling language) applications. I can work on the real and codework simultaneously, diagramming my thoughts. I am using sequencing and database diagrams. I will bring the Cybertext Yearbook almost definitely. But then it may not be necessary. I may bring the Chomsky. Chances are yes, it will be the Chomsky. Sat Feb 14 21:12:26 EST 2004 ___ Sentence Found Error - Could Not Find Sentence This is the text from which Code@C extracted "Welch leads Houston Ballet with unequaled perfection A Dance in the Garden of Mirth incorporated classical technique, athleticism and just the slightest touch of light- heartedness." Code@C did not find the sentence (or fragment), so the text's authors seem to have changed the text since we crawled it, or prevented us from using a proxy. Try this direct link to this page instead. All contents of this page are copyrights of their respective owners. An Error Occurred 404 Not Found was Found. ___ Ich bin ein unsymbolisch Ding bedeute was ich bin du drehst umsonst den Zauberring ich habe keinen Sinn. ( I am an unsymbolic thing What I am I mean you turn the magic ring in vain there is no sense to me. ) ( from Gruss vom Angelus, Gershom Scholem, trans. Sieburth ) _ anguish what to do i'm a dirty Jew _ Jews and Jewels diary.txt:and decon, Nikuko's bones glistening like an articulated and j filmvid.txt:liquifies in the realm of jewels and genders, disappears. Th intrview.txt:of signs reverberated through the jewelled colorations almo c.txt:every turn of the subject, movement producing jewels. The images a c.txt:the ceiling or corner of the room, the whirl of symbols like jewel c.txt:Disturbance of Body in cybermind, cock jewel, shaft of braided gol c.txt:A sword, jewelled sheath, c.txt:strange jewels, setting her with stones and metals, until she is i c.txt:Glittering jewels, monstrance, chalice, simultaneous profusion and cancer.txt:deaths, jews, mothers e.txt:shed be killed now. medeas the jew, the argonauts slammed into the e.txt:barbarian-mediterranean, fuck her jewish origins. splinters, gutte echo.txt:And then I would come out of the cave to see the jeweled orname echo.txt:earth, and these would be the jewels to be caressed, the magata echo.txt:And then I would come out of the cave to see the jeweled orname echo.txt:earth, and these would be the jewels to be caressed, the magata echo.txt:came out to greet them. He was carrying a magatama (i.e. curved hh:blood from zoo fell fresh with dew your hole i'm jew i.txt:Europe fragments into Medea's costume jewelry? this isn't caw caw i.txt: Medea's costume jewelry: _precisely_ because it wasn't i.txt:into the water like a jewel in the ring of my lover walked through ii:"Truly do we know that a mirror was hung up, that jewels were spat ou jo:anied by record-keeping; everything takes on purport among the jewelr jo:The trifles, like jewels, lay before your flesh, enfolded into portal jq:entity._ Boundary-layers, in fact, jeweled facets - everything measur jq:appearance of a _bounded entity._ Boundary-layers, in fact, jeweled f jq:fact, jeweled facets suck - sexthing measured against your perfect sc jr:borders, phenomenological 'world of the text' ruptures, opening jewel jt:Across the jeweled sandals glittered as lost rings in the sands, jt:note, memorandum, spike, or jewel, magnet, or rock, luminous sphere. ju:comp.sys.psion soc.culture.jewish rec.pets.cats alt.fan.dirtywhore ju:penis.sys.psion tit.culture.jewish wreck.pets.cats lust.fan.dirtyw ju:brilliant jewels of the tourmaline imaginary. ju:jennifer's wumb un the muve thruugh julu; jewel-julu mirrurs bluud-du jv:juljeweljennwriteyounameonme!#you write you name on me like you write jv:juljeweljennwriteyounameonme!#hunger-wire-me like case-scrawl drive- jv:juljeweljennwriteyounameonme!#scrawl ribbon-scrawl diode-scrawl rom- jv:juljeweljennwriteyounameonme!#scrawl ram-scrawl ram-jen-julu-scrawl, jw:On machine, I have play xjewel, xtrojka, hangman, pinball, solitaire, jw:I do eliminate xjewel from repertoire, nervous await xtrojka as next- kd:the magatama jewel, curved like liver like tear like conch kd:along with the rest of my jewels, so like liver like tear like conch kd:for the jewel-cushion, Yasaka-jewels, you would've heard of them! kd:medieval. You will not believe the lovely jewels, curved, bitten in kd:in which I am a magatama jewel. Now you will bite me in three places, kd:stream hampered by something or other, and we've got these jewels. ke:yama) they hung a mirror and jewels and the blue and white soft hempe ke:white and the curved magatama jewels, so be it. kg:The magatama jewel around my neck, protect me against the other signs kg:televisions, rice-cookers, and radios. I note there are no magatama j kh:Buddha on my back, the curved-jewel magatama on my front; thus the kh:Magatama, curved jewel, one of the sacred gifts from the gods in Shin kh:Sundered legs of bending magatama jewel so it can't walk kh:jewels eight feet [long], - of five hundred jewels, - and taking and ki:has a net decorated with a bright jewel on each knot of the mesh. Eac ki:jewel thus reflects all the other jewels into infinity. Reminiscent o ki:jewel; my ecstatic flesh opens into, mirrors the surrounding world of ki:In other words, the text is also a jewel, although I'd rather say, in ki: flowers, trees, ornaments, the jewel, the sword, kk:directions seated on lion king thrones under jewel trees did the same kn:And then I would come out of the cave to see the jeweled ornaments be kn:earth, and these would be the jewels to be caressed, the magatima I a kn:And then I would come out of the cave to see the jeweled ornaments be kn:earth, and these would be the jewels to be caressed, the magatima I a ko:Let< >us< >say< >Yin< >here< >or< >compassionate< >curved< >jewel kp:holds their breath! Your self-hatred fogs the mirror, breaks the jewe kq:here, the sword which cuts, curved jewel of compassion; i'd settle fo kq:5: says 'if the jew did not exist, the anti-semite would invent kq:7: that she is an invention of the jew, alan, la-la la-la, and kv:jerk jerky jerry jersey jess jest jet jetliner jettison jewel jewelry kv:ging of the jewel of talent. or the righteous suppression of the medi kw:this message says i hate jews. kw:hand, coupled with magatama, the curved jewel in the hand which makes kw:of rain, a combination of jewels beneath ancient double-arches, headi kz: a jewel, a bead of foam -- lb:jeweler sells jewelry. The baker makes bread. The milkman delivers mi lc:self to me. "Several other jewels were created from other parts of Ba lc:jewel________________________________________________________________ lc:jewel________________________________________________________________ lc:among my jews, collaboration lc:first, regarding her. Clar thinks of them as jeweled tips, the nubs lc:of Nikuko, Clar says, and I am welcome to that, regarding her, her je lc:back-hoes perfect red-brown blood against perfect jeweled cosmos, riv lc:Decoupled Nikuko's arms, writing for Clar, her perfect blue jeweled n lc:Nikuko's bones, finally, without the marrow, the perfect blue jewels lc:him, her bones clear through to the blue-jeweled nubbed and marrowles lc:Nikuko's space, Nikuko-space, nubbed blue-jeweled lights in Nikuko's lc:regarding her, the jewels necklaced around her broken throat. Regardi lc:The jewels watched her, carefully lc:the text was at the blue-jewel-nub of exhaustion. In any case, I'm su le:{k:131}her bones glistening like articulated and jeweled panties on m lf:When I was telling this story, the rabbi [jewish] asked, "But why wer lf:said, "By what authority do you speak? For you seem to be jewish by c lg:cracked-shell, outward business jewel dog country queen woman back ni lh:came out to greet them. 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And I built a palace of curved jewels and gold and swords and ced ls:^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ jewel in your clothing lt:the largest on earth, will be bursting with blacks, jews, atheists, a lt:he's a jew, I'm not! I can't even recognize myself in his murderous f lt:vote for him! They're probably fucking jews! arabs! blacks! 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But s net3.txt:the rims of my body, faint jewels gleam as the coagulation of nf: Be+ ABU.YA -/ENANNUound objew NMR LK gonee ng:jew bird. avrahm doesn't live here any more. there are always other nh:my jewish back is against the wall nh:it is not a.d., it is c.e., my jewish back is against the wall. nj:warsaw hh ii warsaw > jew warsaw jew warsaw ?? leipzig pico third.de nj:third.de warsaw third.de cp third.de thir.de ed jew warsaw jew cat je nj:third.de warsaw third.de cat jew >> thir.de warsaw thir.de warsaw jew o.txt:shines with the wryting of sheep, goats, grain, rice, papyrus, jew oldaba.txt:among my jews, collaboration para.txt:Buddha on my back, the curved-jewel magatama on my front; thus parable.txt:came out to greet them. He was carrying a magatama (i.e. cur q.txt:react. The wires pierced the body, the jewels pierced or did not p r.txt:Which _expels_ the abject, blood, woman, other, jew, gypsy: _Capit s.txt:simplicity of a _magnifying glass_ - they had jewels in Greece and zz.txt:Jews and Jewels diary.txt:two days that could have been avoided, one, a Chassidic Jew wi diary.txt:great - it was like a return to the old liberal Black/Jewish c diary2.txt:original 23 Jews who settled in New York; they were Portugues diary3.txt:Thu Dec 30 22:59:06 EST 1999 received a book on Jewish alchem diary3.txt:Lucy Dawidowicz, The Jewish Presence, Essays on Identity and diary3.txt:went to the Jewish Museum to see a show on Berlin modernism a diary3.txt:on and off (he fascinates me - was Jewish, mentions swastika a.txt:who have to protect people like you! I didn't think they allowed J an:The Jews rule the world-wide media and own 73% of the Internet! ap:Passing as a Jew - Net7.txt book2:les or the examples of individuals, Jews.) cancer.txt:roots, and fruit." (Jesus, Slavonic version of Jewish War, cancer.txt:translated G. A. Williamson, Josephus, The Jewish War.) cancer.txt:my Outcast State, From there to Fly so Blindly in Your Mind, cancer.txt:From there to Fly so Blindly in Your Mind, Your Jewel Gives t dd:drills the hole. Superman cuts the skin. He bleeds like the Jews, men e.txt:seriously, even where Jews seemed a threat. I sought cultural exil e.txt:We are all Jews e.txt:How did Jews slither out from under the Maw of the Stalinist beast e.txt:Lukacs writes to and from Bloch, Buber, Balazs, Lask, other Jews, e.txt:deep to this day; Derrida, a Jew, is another guide. Marx himself, e.txt:and so many of the Hegelians concerned themselves with the "Jewish e.txt:the step-to-be-taken, the other as Jew? What do I miss in all thes e.txt:I believe Stalinism was born in the performative of the "Jewish Qu e.txt:tinuous, are "of a sort," not the Jewish Question, but the _raison e.txt:its continuous appearance, the eternal Jew through Lyotard, hir em e.txt:them." The belief of the Jews problematizes belief, just as the fe e.txt:hatred in return (see Gilman, Jewish Self-Hatred, Zipes, The Opera e.txt:Jew), in return for the lesson we've learned, that _listening_ is echo.txt:to a Nihilist meeting, where we will discuss the Crimea and the ee:Jews. And there are no Christians either, and no Mondays, and no Mond f.txt:were the Jews repeatedly chastised for their complicity? g.txt:the "truth about the Jews" or the "Jewish question" (which Jews ha j.txt:that constructs a legacy of hatred, the Jews representing the _sta j.txt:the birth in the body (and the crooked hook-nosed Jew leaves the l j.txt:sainthood - and what would the Jew be, but a reminder, much as the j.txt:impossibility of the Jew - which the _signifier_ of the Jew _is._ j.txt:fumbled, German yes, but weren't they, it was like a Jew calling k j.txt:he'd loved the Jews, yes, slavered over them, like Lyotard or brot j.txt:His asshole whimpered and he knew he was a woman and a Jew. Nietzs j.txt:His sister the Jew spoke to him, spittle. She says: .org. His body j.txt:drills the hole. Superman cuts the skin. He bleeds like the Jews, jm:the Arab, the Saracen, the Moor, the Jew, the Blackamoor - you do not jm:places. I have the right to be, at the same time, Christian, Moslem, jq:So I say, we can't measure our ancestors: Jewish, I'm cut off, cauter js:Jew for an eye examination - too dangerous. The less evident the flui jt:side, any other side; I'm trapped in my Jewishness (whiteness? take y jt:Jew-Lu, Jewesh, Lugal - great man or king, Sumerian jt:Jewels - the _family jeles_ and the asociated complexes ju:Susan-Travis fingers grow thin with longing; Jews, they just aren't jw:alljthOsejJeweLsjhiddeNjinjsMalljtOwnSjaCrOsSjAmerica, jw:JeweLsjfalljlIkEj(stolEnjkIngs!)jrEignjhERE: jx:rush as I blow up Jew-Me, carry every arm and leg through window. I w jy:Wedekind), Jew-Lew, JuLu/Gal, Jewel, pheromoaning the cup the contain k1.txt:Do you like forbidden pleasure? Jewel-Lotus-Magatama-Pleasure? kd:Do you like forbidden pleasure? Jewel-Lotus-Magatama-Pleasure? kg:Forest; as a Jew, I have not visitied; I am sick with worry; philosop kl:Celine is a special case, Jewish Gravel Standing Upright on the Penin kt: are smashed into that Jewish face ku:the Jewish Question. And I do believe in my heart of hearts that I am kv:Jew la:her][my my]. Trajectories meander, return across surfaces, just like la:Jew, antisemitism digging deeper. I think Svengali's mental. Shape-ri ld:Communique: The best Jews, those who are celebrated in world history, ld:Report: I'm alive and well; there are no Jews in Traveller's Linux. le:Jews! lg:Ten waters will not cleanse you of Jewish talk. lg:When a Jew is right, that's when he gets a right good beating." lj:roots, and fruit." (Jesus, Slavonic version of Jewish War, lj:translated G. A. Williamson, Josephus, The Jewish War.) ll:my Outcast State, From there to Fly so Blindly in Your Mind, Your Jew ll:From there to Fly so Blindly in Your Mind, Your Jewel Gives to Me A F ll:clitoris = Jud / Jew in Freud's Vienna - masturbation = playing with ll:Jew - the Jew buried deep within Jennifer's clitoris - as if a _smock ll:scanned body - mired, abject - dirty filthy Jew - down _there_ - the ll:legs - hands around the _neck_ - look to the Jew - ll:cut or buried within the labia, secret surroundings of the Jew - the ll:look to the Jew - crafty, running the street (?) - the money in the l ll:- soft enfolding flesh of the Jew - rubbing the Jew - rubbing Jennife ll:around, the Jew is _there_ - the source of your hidden pleasure - to ll:taken - then, how could anyone want to be born a Jew? - ll:Jewish Self-Hatred: Anti-Semitism and the Hidden Language of Jews; lo:j.txt:drills the hole. Superman cuts the skin. He bleeds like the Jew lp:Oppression doesn't appear for me; in life, yes - in terms of being a mc:They might as well be Jews, might as well be Arabs, might as well be md: positioning ourselves equally towards both Arab and Jew mf:the Pope, no organized emanation __ of Jewish, Christian mh:Name=Gopher_Jewels mh:Path=1/siemsen/Gopher_Jewels mh:Name=Gopher-Jewels mh:Path=1/Other_Gophers_and_Information_Resources/Gopher-Jewels mp:Jewish Jewish will occur major major cities. European Anti-Arab citie mp:blinded.. UnitedStatesMedina.Anti-ArabJewish.European mp:Christians back 2000 over years, 2000 in years, which Jewish Christia mw:Export the Arabs! The Jews! mw:cancer.txt:roots, and fruit." (Jesus, Slavonic version of Jewish War, mw:lj:roots, and fruit." (Jesus, Slavonic version of Jewish War, ne: CONCEPT. 1. When Jesus Christ said: I AM GOD, Jews misunderstood ne: FOR I AM GOD. FOR I AM GOD. Jews! Pride is sin And you are not my ne: Jews! is And is Jews! net10.txt:cough burns in my murdered Jewish throat. Footsteps echo down net10.txt:rattle shut, everyone is suspicious. It's the Jews again, the net10.txt:work. The Jews are burned out in the Great Fire, London up in net11.txt:Jew, I have bought and sold each and every child, praying for net11.txt:Male, I crush Jew and Muslim, sissy-men all net11.txt:White, I kill the Jew in every one of us, the dirty dung-heap net11.txt:Jew, I want to fuck your wives and daughters, steal your money net11.txt:Straight, I see how Jews pervert the idea of sex, Christ, and net11.txt:cleanliness, Jewish doctors spreading AIDS riding the world of net11.txt:Jew, you will see my power in your papers films and radio prog net11.txt:Jew, I have a secret to tell you: There was no Holocaust! You net14.txt:state, bloated with power - ever since I found out, about taki net14.txt:The surgical and anatomical examination of Jews subjected to a net4.txt:non-believing Jew exiled from the habitus of the Amsterdam syna net7.txt:What does it mean to write-as-a-Jew in Cyberspace? This is not net7.txt:speak of Jews in Cyberspace (the title of a recent article) or net7.txt:menstruation of Jewish men. Has our ethnicity always been one o net7.txt:God's Word affixed from the crown of Christ to the arm of the J net7.txt:According to Gilman, to write, for the Jew, has often been to w net7.txt:_hidden_ legacy; now Jews are assumed assimilated, hiding their net7.txt:themselves. Here in Brooklyn there is a group which considers J net7.txt:like a virus, blaming Jews for everything, including the loss o net7.txt:Needless to say, the commingling, by both left and right, of Je net7.txt:Jew_ is overlooked in order to reorganize us as _those people,_ net7.txt:So I insist on writing-as-a-Jew which occurs within a lateral e net7.txt:best; I am told one can always recognize a Jew. net7.txt:or coded queer advertising or Jewish denial? In the real world net7.txt:So granted I write-as-a-Jew, write laterally, from the position net7.txt:(the _Jewish_ Freud), so is theorizing: This is the _pornograph net7.txt:It is not true that if the Jews did not exist, that Europe woul net7.txt:[1] One condemns even Sartre, *Anti-Semite and Jew*: "I am awar net7.txt:the Jew seems his worst enemy." At this rate, Levinas and I are net9.txt:tender journey on company scrip. (Without the word of the Jew, net9.txt:would occur. One keeps the Jews alive in order that existence c net9.txt:might. But the word of the Jew must never be allowed to harden; net9.txt:without the Jew, whose words dissolve everything.) ni:His asshole whimpered and he knew he was a woman and a Jew. nietzsche nk: i'm a dirty Jew p.txt:believed in Satan and Clara was a Jew who believed in little. And play.txt:Jews! __ New Media Bytes the Dust (talk notes) New Media Bytes the Dust - Dust as radiation/infiltration - nanodust - dust as nomadic, unclean, wandering - We're producing an ENTIRELY NEW LITERATURE HERE - that extends beyond any particular MEDIUM. Codework DEVOURS traditional media, re/presenting their abject, the alleys of consciousness that inhabit and re/produce them. I write of program RESIDUE - but in fact all of us are RESIDUE and the programs as well. I speak of PLASMA: the ANNIHILATION of RESIDUE, annihilation of programs. I speak of REWRITE: the continuous REWRITING and RECUPERATING of the UNIVERSE through INSCRIPTION. NON-ORGANISMS NEED NOT APPLY. If you're TIRED of CODEWORK, you have to learn how to READ all over again. ___ @touch Text from Brown University E-Fest conf. performance - thanks to Talan Memmott, Bob Coover and everyone - @touch @touch radio radio americanempire americanempire yoyu have to imagine this really really loud well it was when we set up but right now it's not so loud this should be almost deafening. this should be about trhe american empire we're playing and singing aboutt rock and rockk you canj hyardly hear this something more meditative wellm, this is a mess already. i was really prepared for this although i'm feeling sick hyonestly this was going tob e the best thing i evert did you would have remembered it and told you friends, wow alan really soared tonight, it was incredible in fact i never saw something so wonderul and instread he did this mess...; he couldn't control antying, look the girl even stopped singing and those other people seem a bit lost, they're just running around.... so what cann i do to salvage this, get rid of the rock maybe music's an easy way out - this is the end of empire, this is the end of empire movie, the last empire movie, the music brings it home, it's all over - i keep thinking that these words should MEAN something, already I notice that something's lost in the translation here is europe in 1915, just before the war, wait a minut, it's coming upyou can see everyone is just waiting for the war to begin they're sure it's coming so they're going honestly to the beach for the last time, they figure they'll go to the beach after the war again, and they honestly hope it will be a short war so they can go soon to the beach where they will swim and froilic this is the swimming and frolicing at the beach scene in three dimensions, it's really the best way to see it (it's almost as if youi could run around them and see them from all sides!!!!) that's the magic of the computer screen, honestly! IT"S DIGITAL POETRY!!!!!!!! wewll, ok.... i want things to happen i want things to happen so fast that you will just look and they will have already happened and you will have been there - that was a bit of sumerian in case you wondered, the dinger mes - moving towards the ultimate giving of rhyme i dreamed of the ocean of 1915, when my father was close to being born or just was born, and this must have been what it was like now we're entering another period, you know that better than i do, when we have to fear the fascists in our own country when that's all we've got left is fear and the hope that the elections won't be mutilated by a coup d'etat this time just before the elections, not even waiting until they're over, i mean the people uselessly voting like in some other 'impoverished' country of our dreams theres a dancer i work with from time to time he's swiss which means he's from switzerland which isn't the same as 'sweden' wlel you may ask what does this have to do with anything in his work he emphasizes the labor of the bodey, which appears - well you cxan think of it this way there are two bodies, there's the virtual body of dance and there's the real body of the dancer and he works with the latter, his peices dangerous and stopping and stopping he tried to do this in new york city what was I saying oh yes, of the national archives in new york city and they were lit by the fires which he tried to put out by his furious dancing under the stars. it was the tao it was the other tao there are two of them that almost do the same thing like a rhyme or a upon that derails the nusery rhyme i can't spell any more honest, i'm feeling sick do yoyu want to see two ballloons on a ceiling? i'm sure you do.... there they are - can you take FOUR minutes of two ballons? one way to think of it is look at ONE Balloon for TWO minutges and the OTHER balloon for TWO minutes or (my favorite!!!!!) forget ONE OF THE BALLOOOSN altogether! well enough of that. the point of this is that this kind of work MATTERS and it carries its own meaning and POLITICS and we should get out and vote and this time if we lose we should fucking take to the street. thank you __ your blond heart heaves your blond hair __ I Killed Jesus Fucking Christ! false &pi= true Jesus fucking Christ, you people are sad. 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performance'' "how clever how clever' "something detracts us from death' "how clever how clever' __ The Long Goodbye Good bye Fanny! 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The 'definable' follows the laws of everyday life, including aristotelian logic and its classical laws of distribution. This logic is the logic of everyday life, the logic of concrete physical objects in the world - books, cups, etc. Objects are discrete, more or less retain their form, can be moved from location to location and back again. We depend on this logic for our everyday activities - if we take a subway somewhere, we depend on being able to take it back again. In this logic, if A -> B, we might assume that B -> A. Move a book to a shelf, remove it, put it back. The hierarchy emerges as follows. (book to shelf) -> (book from shelf) ((book to shelf) -> (book from shelf)) -> ((book from shelf) -> (book to shelf)) and so forth. One starts constructing graphs with equivalent and reversible states. Now in the analysis above, I've typed the grouping from "In this logic" ... to "reversible states." This is the experiential level - and I'm working on a secondary experiential level here. The _subject_ of the experiential level is the book/shelf transform - say T(b/s). This is the level of phenomenology which is temporally-bound. Of course T(b/s) is temporally bound, but reversible. It's aligned and allied to a non-temporal mathematics or mathematical logic. Once the world enters into the equation, once time becomes an _intrinsic_ part of things, the world is different, susceptible to organism among other things. So say that T(b/s) is a reversible formalism, but that the world of organism and experience encompasses and inheres to time. This analysis is necessarily fuzzy (is the book really on the shelf? what if the shelf falls? what does the book do if it's "half on/half off" etc.?) In fact, Bohm's implicate order appears everywhere in the real world. So for example given T(2,2) -> 4, on a formal level then T'(T(2,2) -> 4) -> (4 -> T(2,2)) and so forth, but the _act of inscription_ inheres to time, is subject to phenomenological analysis, and, in relation to organism, implicates desire, apparatus, culture, community, economics, and so forth. It is here that the 'dirtiness' of codework appears - the relationship of consciousness to formal systems within a somewhat muddied hierarchy involving mathematics, logics, the formalism of the classical lifeworld, and so forth. Codework _as a whole_ presents its object and the inscription of its object, both taken in the broadest sense; it can present, for example, a range from the _political economy of the sign_ to the presumption of abstracted, classical, pure, and 'perfect' symbologies, sememes, and sign systems. Codework takes into account that the bookshelf is old, dusty, perhaps slippery - that the book might well be lost or forgotten there, might decay there, etc. Once this rough scheme is in place, it's easy to see that the reversibility of definable models is counteracted by the implicit irreversibility of the experiential. Within the experiential, 2 + 2 d equals 4, but this is a _process_ (both Whitehead's analysis and intuitionism come to mind here). One might argue that the process involves issues of genidentity (see Reichenbach) and equivalence - but this gets us fairly far afield. In this regard codeworks take into account the act and process of reading - another conflation, between the presumptive ideality of code and the responsive organism. It should be noted in this regard that somewhere, I believe, Heinz von Foerster characterizes organism in terms of negation - an organism is something that can _swerve_ or _avoid_ something in the environment - for example, protists swimming away from a localized patch of polluted water. An organism can actively _negate_ and discriminate among stimuli. Of course, even a simple robot can do this, not to mention x- phobic or -philic molecules. The interesting thing about von Foerster's characterization is that codework _in a sense_ underlies organism itself, since negation is an uneasy logical operator that has been temporalized in the construction of a world. In other words, codework is a conflation of temporal processes and spatial production; of material existence and theoretical idealities; all within the aegis of consciousness. The political economy of codework is the struggle for communication itself; its phenomenology is the relation of consciousness to system and structure; and its form is wide-ranging among genre and media. Perhaps its main characterization is the messiness of cross-epistemological and cross-ontological praxis, both of which underlie mind - human and otherwise - in the world. __ Schematic weather reports of worlds (codework and conflation) http://www.asondheim.org/cite.jpg subject <--> experiential temporal object <--> definable static Rewrite: continuous scan/presentification of subject <--> object in cyberspace equivalent to presence of subject in cyberspace (subject/object/Rewrite) reverie cloud of knowing and unknowing subject = subject = subject subject reverie cloudy-skies __ presentification tue rewrite feb rewrite rewrite rewrite est rewrite the rewrite moon rewrite is rewrite waxing rewrite crescent rewrite ( % rewrite of rewrite full) k % rewrite p trying rewrite . . . ... connected rewrite to rewrite panix .panix.com. escape rewrite character rewrite continuous is rewrite '^]'. netbsd/i rewrite continuous (panix .panix.com) rewrite (ttyrt) login rewrite sondheim password last rewrite login rewrite tue rewrite feb rewrite continuous rewrite rewrite rewrite from rewrite pool- - - - copyright rewrite (c) rewrite continuous , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite the rewrite netbsd rewrite foundation, rewrite inc. rewrite rewrite all rewrite rights rewrite reserved. copyright rewrite (c) rewrite , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite , rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite the rewrite regents rewrite of rewrite the rewrite university rewrite of rewrite continuous california. rewrite rewrite all rewrite rights rewrite reserve netbsd rewrite . . _alpha rewrite (panix-user) rewrite # rewrite wed rewrite sep rewrite rewrite rewrite edt rewrite rewrite rewrite pine rewrite continuous . rewrite rewrite rewrite message rewrite index rewrite rewrite rewrite rewrite continuous rewrite rewrite folder rewrite sent-mail rewrite rewrite message rewrite rewrite of rewrite rewrite rewrite d rewrite rewrite rewrite feb rewrite rewrite to rewrite cyb rewrite rewrite object rewrite in cyberspace rewrite equivalent rewrite to rewrite presence rewrite of rewrite subject rewrite in rewrite cyberspace (subject/object/rewrite) rewrite reverie rewrite cloud rewrite of rewrite knowing rewrite and rewrite unknowing subject rewrite = rewrite subject rewrite = rewrite subject rewrite continuous rewrite rewrite subject rewrite reverie rewrite cloudy-skies __ k % rewrite exit connection rewrite closed rewrite by rewrite foreign rewrite host. k % __ BOOKS I LIKE - some reviews of books I've been reading and using: Degunking Windows, Joli Ballew and Jeff Duntemann, Paraglyph Press, 2004 . I use both WinXP and Linux for multimedia work; recently, I've also been using an old Win98 machine which I put on the network here (DSL + WiFi). I recently wrote for, and received, a review copy of Degunking Windows - and can luckily recommend this completely. It's absolutely necessary for anyone running XP. The user level is Novice to Intermediate, which means it's just about for everyone who is unused to playing with the Windows system. Windows XP is somewhat of a mess; there are temporary files all over the place, things that don't work particularly well, animations and other "effects" that consume resources and slow the system up, duplicate and other key problems in the registry (which contains information on just how the system is supposed to run), and so forth. Since I'm using a laptop which is all of two years old, and since I do almost all my sound/video editing on it (as well as live performance), I need to have Windows running as lean and fast as possible - I also need it _not_ to crash in the middle of a production! Degunking Windows is perfect in this regard, especially if you don't have, for example, TweakUI and other tools already at your disposal. Even though I'm in the advanced user category (I hope by now!), I found a number of useful suggestions; by the time I was done, I had increased my freespace (on a 30 gigabyte drive) from 10.2 to 15.8 gigabytes. This, coupled with my recent use of GNU software tools in the terminal ("console") window, has sped up my production work considerably, from video rendering to text manipulation. I highly recommend this book to _anyone_ with WinXP, especially if you're using your computer for more than email and surfing (although there are good sections on both as well). Linux in a Nutshell, A Desktop Quick Reference, 4th edition, Ellen Siever, Stephen Figgins, and Aaron Weber, O'Reilly, 2003 . Well, this is now enormous, over 900 pages long, which gives a good indication of the growth of Linux. At one point, I would have recommended this to beginners - at this point, it's better for intermediate or advanced users, I think, who would need the full set of commands (and it's not even that!), with their options. It covers the KDE and Gnome desktops; RCS and CVS for project control; there are sections on bash and tcsh, on sed and gawk and vi and its varieties and Emacs, etc. etc. It's still an amazingly quick lookup when you need something in a hurry. Speaking of which, I've now been using Fedora from RedHat, problem free, for quite a while. I would switch fully to linux, but it's terrible for multimedia video applications, relatively poor for sound as well. There's no Quicktime for linux, except a version which runs Quicktime uncompressed - which isn't all that useful. On the other hand, for text, programming (I think, not being a programmer), 3D modeling with Blender, Gimp image manipulation, etc. etc., there's nothing better and it's absolutely stable. And the number of Net tools, of all sorts, available makes it indispensable. I again want to mention the Zaurus PDA, which I take with me everywhere, and do a fair amount of my work on - and it's linux-based; you can download just about everything you need for it (for example, I have Kismet, perl, dig, pico, wget, etc. etc.). I also mentioned before the GNU disks for Windows, which allow a full set of linux tools to be installed on anything from Win3.1 through XP; I think some of them will even run on older DOS machines. Wireless Hacks, 100 Industrial-Strength Tips & Tools, Rob Flickenger O'Reilly, 2003 . The whole Hacks series from O'Reilly is great and relatively new. This one deals with hands-on hardware and software suggestions, including ways to make antennas, how to add on antennas to laptops, long line-of-sight connections, WiFi and Bluetooth information including incredible software, etc. It's interesting that Wireless is paralleling old-time ham radio - people are building all sorts of wireless gadgets, having hotspot contests (there were and probably still are DXing - distance reception - contests for ham radio operators), forming temporary communities, etc. (Somewhere there's a Phd thesis here; both media are characterized to some extent by make-shift or bricolage hacking approaches.) I love this book - and in fact love the whole wireless revolution - it's incredibly exciting to have the world at one's finger- tips, one's mind extending through the palm into a huge cerebral database of humanity which is still growing, probably exponentially. Azure is from Huntington Beach; with the Zaurus PDA, just about anywhere in New York, we can immediately view the coast about a mile from her parents' home, weather, surfers and all. Other books I use regularly are Amazon Hacks and Google Hacks, both of which I've described before. I really recommend these as well. Mastering Regular Expressions, 2nd edition, Jeffrey Friedl, O'Reilly, 2002 . Wow, this is a fairly long and detailed handbook for those of us who otherwise might have an afternoon free. For those who don't know, a regular expression is a _framework_ which filters or sorts in any number of ways. For example [0-9] can represent any single digit number. As in DOS, etc., * is a "wildcard." An example is (?<=\d)(?=(\d\d\d)+$) found on p. 65. Expressions are used with commands such as tr, grep, sed, awk, and just about any language - they're found all over perl. They provide shortcuts for complex text manipulation. For example, if I wanted to eliminate all blank lines in this file ("foo"), I might enter, at the prompt, grep -v ^$ foo > bar, and that would do it. This book gives you far more information than you might ever need - but it's nice to know it's there. The New Media Reader, eds. Noah Wardrip-Fruin and Nick Montfort, MIT, 2003 . Personally, I find this book incredibly useful. It was the subject of a full month on the Empyre mailing list, during which the term "New Media" (and others) was debated; a similar debate has now opened on Nettime. The book has what might be considered primordial articles by Billy Kluver, Ivan Sutherland, Raymond Williams, McLuhan, Joseph Weizenbaum (yay! Eliza), among others. It goes roughly through 1994, with the disk going through 1996; the idea is to develop the roots and possible foundations of a discourse before the 'explosion' of online art. The layout is excellent, as is the accompanying cdrom. I do wish there were more on MOOs and MUDs etc. in it, but there are selections from Brenda Laurel and Sherry Turkle. On the other hand, the term "New Media" has become a grab-bag (as has "postmodernism" for example) for just about every techno-cultural change, that it's hard to know where any book should begin and end. My own interest is along the lines of phenomenology and psychoanalysis, as well as early environments (some of which are on the disk), and there's an enormous amount to keep me interested. In this regard, by the way, I want also to mention Jon Marshall's work on the Cybermind email list - he's been writing on it and analyzing for years, and I think this sort of thing - following an online community in depth - is enormously valuable in understanding, not only "online" per se, but the very nature of culture and consciousness. AND: Classical Chinese Literature, An Anthology of Translations, Volume I: From Antiquity to the Tang Dynasty, eds. John Minford and Joseph S. M. Lau, Columbia and Chinese University, 2000 . I'd seen this around, but never could afford it until I found it at Mercer Street Books here in New York. It's over 1100 pages of literary materials, some given in several trans- lations and numerous European languages, including French, Latin, German, etc. The result is an odd but extremely useful dialectic among cultures; some of the translations are hundreds of years old. The reason I tend towards these enormous anthologies, is that I'm a sinophile, but not sinologist; I'm introduced to works I'd never see otherwise. There's even a section of the Thousand Character Essay in here. The comparative translations are incredibly useful, by the way, since I have a feeling that things like the Book of Songs/Odes are generally massacred. Along these lines, I'm also reading the full version of Wu Cheng'en's Journey to the West - part of which Waley translated as Monkey. I'm now on page 1857 out of 2300 plus. There are four paperback volumes, translated by W. J. F. Jenner, put out by the Foreign Languages Press, Peking. I cannot recommend this work enough - it's brilliant and incessant and one really needs to go through the full 100 chapters, with their poems, cosmological allusions, and so forth, to understand the work. It's been quite useful as an aid to understanding a great many other works as well, since there is much Taoist/Buddhist magic in it, not to mention lamaism, Confucism, and so forth. (By the way, the Foreign Language Press now prints a great number of translations of classic texts for very little money - do check them out.) Domesday Book, A Complete Translation, various, 1992, Penguin, 2002 . I'd never read nor seen the Domesday book before this, and it's mainly an account from 1086 of tax roles and demographics across Norman England. On the other hand, if you have patience with this, you'll learn more about the roots of Anglo-American culture, than from any other source I can think of. It's amazing that this full accounting of a nation-in-the-making has survived for close to a thousand years - and that it was even compiled at all. For me, it relates well to much earlier Sumerian, Akkadian, Babylonian, etc. temple and landholding records. It's fascinating to pick up (well it's over 1400 pages of small print) and read at will. Hegemony or Survival, America's Quest for Global Dominance, Noam Chomsky, Metropolitan, 2003 . I'm slowly moving through this, trying not to commit suicide. The book is simultaneously a warning and an account of what went wrong and continues to go wrong. Anything on American Empire is worth reading as is Hannah Arendt on imperialism for that matter. Chomsky's account of nuclear strategy is the most frightening thing of all. The problem is - what to do with the book? The account is enormous and furious and there's nowhere to go but do check out http://www.americanempireproject.com . I Ching, James Legge translation reorganized by Raymond Vanover, Mentor, 1971 . I'm not so much interested in the predictive nature of the work, as I am in the appendices which reflect Chinese cosmogony. Legge does his best translation work with Confucian texts, but at least he's not turning the I Ching into a Jungian treatise, for which I'm grateful. This is an older Mentor paperback and I highly recommend it if you can find it. I appreciate the technical nature of the notes as well. Kievan Russia, George Vernadsky, Yale, 1948, paperback, 1976 . I realize this is old, but since I'm a fan of The Russian Primary Chronicle (translated by Samuel Cross in two quite old editions as well), this is great as background reading. Obviously, most North Americans know little about Russian history (not to mention philosophy - and there are a number of anthologies available here), and this helps a great deal. I have no idea how the field has progressed, but the book is eminently readable and detailed. Biogeochemistry, An Analysis of Global Change, second edition, William H. Schlesinger, Academic Press, 1997-97 . All I can say is get this book if you're interested in issues of global warming, pollution, planetary cycles of elements, and so forth. It's one of the most detailed accounts I've read, and gives clear examples of the complexity of the world ecosystem and its biomes. Be warned this is a technical book, and requires close attention to the text. Finally, The Mary Shelley Reader, eds. Betty T. Bennett & Charles E. Robinson, Oxford, 1990. I'm a fan, this is a great collection, including the original 1818 version of Frankenstein, letters, reviews, and so forth. Buy it! Now I'm reading some of Keats' letters - I love these people! ___ Imagiknow Manganese Lion An h had Baghdad OuLi-Po: Cayley Bok and Brothl Lk Lights The book. I am afraid of the book. * *Yes inside=the=book========pm==perl's=infected=my=brain=[===comments=== Well, books and cups discrete What's done, "slippercase"? or suicide long gone wrong. The problem is - what to do with the book? The account is enormous and __ THE WAR TO GET MY MESSAGE OUT 1 WAR 2 it just seems that all I do is write stupid poetry 3 h 4 it just seems that all I do is write stupid poetry 5 damn this is taking me to some poetry site 6 i did not want to go there or anywhere else 7 i just wanted to say we are living in horror 8 worry about janet jackson but don't let people marry 9 damn that also went screwy I can't use these lines any more 10 damn that happened again ah well i won't use apostrophe 11 damn I did it again anyway the fucking assholes in washington 12 should burn in hell NOW on this earth so we can dance 13 around their burning corpses do you get me do you hear me 14 this nation is obscene we worry about a breast have 2 mil in jail 15 most of us believe in fucking god I want to torture god 16 that was weird just got a -- MOST: of 17 so what is MOST? 18 man most 19 it's different than lEAST but a lot like lESS 20 damn that apostrophe again why on earth now stop me 21 h 22 i dream bush is burned alive is tortured with his fucking god 23 i dream they all disappear i don't care if they're angels 24 two apostrophes and that's ok 25 damn that wasn't 26 either was that i don't care if they're perfect goodness 27 let them keep their fucking heaven 28 i don't want to go there i won't go to hell either 29 i'll find my own space i won't let them in 30 we are evil all of us burn us alive 31 kill us before we spread across the earth 32 i heard some of us are in antarctica 33 the hell with antarctica kill us there too 34 i'll walk on a rock and be on a rock 35 damn again again 36 hh > zz 37 h > zz 38 pico zz k27% let them keep their fucking heaven k28% i don't want to go there i won't go to hell either ksh: i: not found k29% i'll find my own space i won't let them in ksh: ill find my own space i wont: not found k30% we are evil all of us burn us alive ksh: we: not found k31% kill us before we spread across the earth ksh: kill: us: arguments must be jobs or process ids ksh: kill: before: arguments must be jobs or process ids ksh: kill: we: arguments must be jobs or process ids ksh: kill: spread: arguments must be jobs or process ids ksh: kill: across: arguments must be jobs or process ids ksh: kill: the: arguments must be jobs or process ids ksh: kill: earth: arguments must be jobs or process ids k32% i heard some of us are in antarctica ksh: i: not found k33% the hell with antarctica kill us there too ksh: the: not found k34% i'll walk on a rock and be on a rock > ^C k35% damn again again ksh: damn: not found k36% __ ################################################################ Date Range Processed: WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME Date Range Processed: yesterday Date Range Processed: today Date Range Processed: tomorrow ################################################################ bad username [ root]: 1 Time(s) 1 Time(s): opened GET Killed: 1 Time(s) GET Started: 1 Time(s) bad username [ root]: 1 Time(s) 1 Time(s): opened GET Killed: 1 Time(s) GET Started: 1 Time(s) GET Killed: 1 Time(s) 2 Time(s): opened GET Killed: 3 Time(s) GET Started: 2 Time(s) ################################################################