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And while sat on ham, did near. on. sent answers Ryder or he not pray kind service for goodness and Sadie McKibben, fix. The house live under water, dammed chute. Now think anger had Rob there our back yard. Why, if answered his prayer, we would be an awful shouting at God in a very quick way. He was begging dam that chute right little bit sore, but I am happy listening to the twilight music of God's __ o romance of stone the world in a nest is the world in the rest o romance of the world in a stone dusk and plantlife searching for clouds o wilt thou o wilt thou not http://www.asondheim.org/world.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/stone.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/dad3.jpg stone in stone and earth in earth stems floating above the world that gave them grief nest of stone wilt thou wilt thou not __ no you get the picture http://www.asondheim.org/whirl1.jpg http://www.asondheim.org/whirl2.jpg the dance of christ and the holy ghost no the dance of dogen and nothing at all no the dance of adam and eve no the dance of you get the picture no the dance of you get the picture _ Abaction, the stealing of a number of cattle at once. here we are cooperating. this person has cooperated with me. i have hacked the computer of this person. i have warned this person i have hacked this person. Hack, a wound, a cut or notch, a house which is let on hire, a tool of instrument for breaking or chopping, a rack to hold fodder for cattle, the driver of a hackney carriage, a common drudge, a poor writer, a prostitute, a bawd, to cut or notch, to emit dry coughs, to make common, to ride a horse at ordinary speed. Hackery, the Indian bullock-cart. http://www.asondheim.org/hack.jpg definitions from Bhargava's Standard Illustrated Dictionary of the English Language, Anglo-Hindi Edition, 1965. _ performance text u. buffalo right now i'm waiting to begin ,,, right now i'm not right now i'm not going anywhere, thank you for the comments maria, your last name is nomad backwards of course, which ties in with diaspora, i wish there were momre to say about this, this is a new program i'm writing in, not sure how it's going to handle the text the piece on the right is called deathfugue, after paul celan, that reference to margarite, you can see it in the butterflies.... the volute movie, the people on the beach after 1931, the world war in the distance, the camera moving and scanning the scene over and over gain, the end of tyhe empire on the other hand, you can see berlin in the midst of this, the violence and degradation of the mass gathering. now i will collect myself. now i will begin again, everything split apart, i can't keep my mind off the war at this point, the fascist regime in this country, the disorganization of the lefdt, patty hearst - i just found out = she's hiding near honesdale pennsylvania, close to where i'm from - the pgisare looking for her, they're armed, both sides, there's going to be a shootout, horrible horrible, it's that which will spend the end of the millennium you can be sure of that, there's nothing more to say about it, she's putting out ultimatums, she works with the unibomber, they're all dead, the grateful dead, the kinks, they're all gone, smashing pumkinsm, u;m s ure that - what's his name =- the guy from the police - hold on, don't tell me - the fucking pigs - sting, that's his name, i'm sure he's gonna die in irak, there' s not much left - as usual this stuff is a bit out of control - hold on =- i'm a fucking nervous wreck here, you know what i mea, i wrote to skip, tr\ying to find out where patty is, he's in honesdeale, i'm gonna go out and visit, gonna bring guns, some bug guns, ammo, stuff like that, they'll take off, they'll wreck the place - this time they won't be caught, i'm sure of that - can you dig this? all thew stuff in the world donesn't mean a damn thing in relation to the learning here = it's incredible - at the university -= hearst was last seen here - last time i gave a talk - tony copnrad took her in - his heart's in the right place - it was FURIOUS they talked into the night = politics back and forth, left and more left, he got it right, she learned, she lefdt on the back of a truck - Loss was driving, I'm not kidding about this - it sounds funny now - but the results of the bombing wasn't - weren't i guess - they were hideous - buty at least it got bush out of office - the third bush - they were fucking running the presidencye foreve - something had to be done - something had to make sense in this crippled world of oiurs -= they're terrorists everywhere - ljust look around you - like in the days of old ONE OUT OF EVERY THREE OF YOU IS A TERRORIST - look to your left - look to your right - one out of every three... you don't know where on when ... sorry this seems to be falling apart - id din't lseep well las tnight - is this CODE - 'code- we could have a look - we'd have to save the whole thing open it up as a dkind of file in linux - do an od commandon it, read the stuff in octal, convert it down, convert it down some more - convert it all the way to electtrons - are you with me - we're in the circuitry like tron - did you see the movie - it was a hell of a lot better than the PASSION - the PASSION made for BUSH III - I know it - I can smell it - so anyway heart - Patty - goes out to California from Honesday - Honesdale - she moves to LA quiet like, finds M. Gibson - remember him - CRUCIFIES THE SUCKER - FUCKER really - that's the way it was - so M. Gibson is dead - he was doing something on Aiuscjwitz - comparing 9/11 to 7/11 - the store - you know how it is - there's always capital at the heart of things - the grid - the FURY of the grid - the numbers - membrane - dismemberment - nothing is DISCONNECT or lacks it - meaning here - nothing at all - the capacity of the DIGITAL IS INFINITE and runs forever - this goes on FOREVER this never ends.... it continues, just goes on and on well i lived in buffalo for a while, the city in which it's redundant to kill oneself, it was to say the least harrowing but i never did find out why it was named after an animal that wouldn't be caught dead here or might precisely have been caught dead, tyhen i heard in fact that the 'buffalo' or bison bison so to speak, was named after a woman's food in the anchor bar, i mean of coufrse buffalo wings, and since it didn't have such (the wings), it seemed approrpiate, a broken bird with a large tale and four feet, you get the picture, for the city.... europe 1914. the war is about to begin. the flame of liberty. we're bringing alibretty to irawk. we'll bring liberty to syria next. they could use some 'liberty. i think we'll bring it to belgium. especially jeffersonian liberty. that will go over big. bush III speaks fluent arabic,. thank GOD! the flame goes on blah blah blah goes on and on blah blah blah thank you _ War Cry, a shout for mutual encouragement. Empire, the territory of an emperor, absolute control of sway. Empiric, empirical, based on observation and experience. Empirically, by experiment or experience. Empiricism, quackery. Empiricist, an empiric, a charlatan. Imperial, perishing to an empire or emperor, supreme, majestic. Imperial paper (size of paper 32 X 22 inches.) Imperial preference (levying duty on imports from Empire at lower rates than those from foreign countries.) Imperialist, a supporter of the empire. Imperialistic, pertaining to imperialism. Imperialism, imperial rule, its principle and support. Imperialize, to render imperial. Imperil, to put in danger, to endanger. Imperious, overbearing, imperative. Imperiously, in an imperial manner. Imperiousness, arrogance, haughtiness. Surveyal, a viewing. Refulgently, Reft, of Reave. 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Honestly, you should have seen them! I never saw such a thing! I never knew rabbits could do such a thing! "Do not try to analyse your own inner experience." - Wittgenstein in ranslation -:i pucker my lips constantly in the absence of the shakuhachi. i know its murmuring burbling abbling brook. now i'm at a loss, having transformed bAbbling into something else entirely - in any case, when i die, these three instruments will huddle in a maddening corner, bubbling with mournful murmuring cries - "Not it's looking like him." - Wittgenstein in translation - ]]] here is a space. the one rabbit runs straight at the other and the other rabbit jumps vertically at the very last moment over the first rabbit and landf in the same spot.that's 'lands'. <----:: Write through my the bunnies made strange calls, odd calls, gruntings, not the thumpings but the gruntings - '"I say" 'there is a chair'" - Wittgenstein in translation - right over the other lupus' ears, just like that! --->! __ what was it - just a moment ago - some sort of confusion - i forget what i was going to say - just a minute - what was i saying - it's on the tip of my tongue - did i say something like this a while ago - write something like this - i could look it up i think - maybe you could help me - are you reading this - get back to me - what was i saying - i'll get it in a minute - that's not it - i've almost got it - it's a bit fuzzy - you probably think i'm kidding - that this is some sort of a piece - honestly it isn't - there's something i wanted to tell you - something i wanted to write - i don't know - i thought if i started like this it would come back - i think this happens a lot - maybe early memory loss - dementia or something like that - now what would happen - i'll just send this along - it's my thing for today - i bet you knew it all along - something like that - i just completed my assignment! - it wasn't that either - _ mercy cry mercy redtide http://www.asondheim.org/redtide.jpg in the darkness of doctor z currents 1:1 - + definition tinctures and iodines _ our history 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Yellow-crossgas spewed like mustard gas foaming from the roof. Next door was a lumper unloading a ship like a workman emptying a boat. Next to the workman was a grindstone producing swarf and a grinder making grit. Zygal struts like H-shaped scaffolding connected the swarf-pile to the lumper-spaddle or workman-shovel. The dataller or daily lumper was in reality a ruffler or beggar posing as a maimed soldier. His art was buhl creation like metal inlay. An aeolipile connected to the swarf-maker relayed its steam-power statistics to the strombuliform structure. Several lumper noticed suricates or a kind of mongoose stumbling from the yellow. The horse-touter nearby spoke first. Maladroit lumpers, he proffered with customary incommunicability, an eleot, or apple-type is yours. The lumpers carried newels or staircase-parts; neverthemore would they throw the rodlet. Swellish in swan-skin, they continued their gymnical hackery. _ [Fifth] Why I can never sleep and never will know, I won't at this rate, it's a mystery. I worry the world, continually try to grasp it in its entirety, miss things left and right, question authority, question the grounds and desire of authority, generally make things worse - I can't let go, feel I have to recreate, make the world over and over again... It's an occurrence, something like an atmosphere that accompanies me, makes others uneasy as I stumble hopelessly through life. At this point, there are so many voices, so many scripts of things going wrong - the world not only falls apart, but it _ceases to exist_ - meaning decathects as depression and worse set in. This sounds abstract, but isn't; it's dominated by one or another scenario that compulsively repeats and develops until the nightmare appears, everything collapses, the story changes to another, and the cycle repeats. This occurs through sleep and wakeful states, hypnagogic states as well - it's _there_ as a process in all its fury. There's no end to it; I'm left in a constant state of exhaustion, no matter how hard I try to write myself out of it... 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i'o o oiooo his gon in oy oiroction coworo, foorfol of ony fothor in o hoolthior foshion, ovon tho gonro. why oion't othor pooplo toll iopotos ogoinst tho woll of writing froo which i insonity ovorywhoro in this worlo, ooong frionos ono oo whot i wos ooing, i'o hovo boon oblo nonfictionolly. i'vo soon for too ooch now oscopo throogh othors crootivoly or soootioo lost oy tho oorknoss of tho hortling thoo. violonco ono tho tonsion is virginity jost oboot tho tioo o soloior whon wo woro flooting ovor tho worlo. i still livo thoro; i'o o _ nlrs.gita ril ioisn inoirmti n mrnmnst r in 1967 mtotaensril sr ,sren mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits nlrs.gita ril ilnsnmtlt n i n i ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mtotaensril sr ,sren mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm rl1994 ilria ing mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i'mtirht i i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tsrst tlrlti nlits nlrs.gita ril ilnsnmtlt n i n i ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mrnmnst r in 1967 mtotaensril sr ,sren mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i'mtirht i i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ilnsnmtlt n i n i ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mtotaensril mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm rl1994 ilria ing mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i'mtirht i i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ilnsnmtlt n i n i ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mtotaensril mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm rl1994 ilria ing i'mtirht i inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ilnsnmtlt n i n i ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mtotaensril sr ,sren mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm rl1994 ilria ing mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ir initotot tltidi r mrm. imtisiltmr ; i'l ioisn inoirmti n mrnmnst r in 1967 sr ,sren mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl intmt ilnorltmr n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr rotihtl tmr .sn,gi ,mt p it. pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mtotaensril mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm rl1994 ilria ing mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr ht igin , i'cno n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ilnsnmtlt n i n i ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl mrm. imtisiltmr ; i'l ioisn inoirmti n mrnmnst r in 1967 mtotaensril sr ,sren mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm rl1994 ilria ing mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i p thin t taritinlroili inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl ioisn inoirmti n mrnmnst r in 1967 mtotaensril mtmr ingt i roi n,sn tm mnr .hi n'tmtmr pmpltl i'mtirht i inmnitorsrmin t isrm,snlri nsn intmt ilnorltmr n n i ti ns. i'hnlr tg ngpmt rhtmrlrmtis ngtoiorsr rotihtl pi t r . in 1943 is rmtsthilplinoin tor ngtort in tl. imi n'tmnott rot tsrst tlrlti nlits ir initotot tltidi r lnhrhtinor tl __ well it's time for mopping up operations we did what we could and everyone's underground there are gibbets and wires we've moved everyone to times square and turned up the heat oh we are so unamerican when we torture but nn's right we're motherfuckerz bush says that justice will be delivered but he already delivered it motherfucker i like mothers and fucking so forgive me everyone i have borrowed my style for a moment http://www.asondheim.org/target.mov _ my work only deals with the __big__ issues. my work deals with the _____big_____ issues. _ wh silently and with my eyes whide closed i am a big disrupter but am trying :::I am thinking of you, and:I am thinking of you, and silently and with my eyes whide closed i am a big disrupter but am trying :::me and I am spanked and I love the spanking and my bottom hurts so badly :new for you today I am sorry to say I will not continue in this vein. 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The following are books I've read or am currently reading, mostly the former. They're wonderful and I think are definitely worth your attention. Two books that bear comparison, both from Salt Catherine Daly, DaDaDa and Loss Pequeno Glazier, Anatman, Pumpkin Seed, Algorithm These are first of all both beautiful books. And they work through technology and technologies in odd ways, ways that configure the integration of the technological into body and poetic discourse, as if spectral communications were phantom limbs or tendrils extending from desktops and PDAs , within and without. Glazier works out of an incredible, intense, Mexican and Cuban (for the most part) matrix, which becomes himself as well. His is an 'important' book within emerging discourses of real and virtual continents. And Daly's work as well, with its internal technologies, technologies as breathing, or as electric Marguerite, mythos, scaled histories. I really recommend these books highly; I found them inspiring and turning language towards infinities both electronic and intensely real. From Raw Nerve Books Sue Thomas, Hello World, travels in virtuality This is an odd work, a mix of real and imaginary journeys, discoursing on psychogeography, Bachelard, and a broad-based view of the Net along the way. As a mix it's intense and entrancing, and it's demonstrates the ease with which computers, electronic communications, and lives all intertwine beyond the home. This isn't the typical mobile technology journey, but a journey of integration, and it's as such that I highly recommend it. My only concern - and I have no answer for this - how much, today, should one describe the Net and its communications systems? As Katherine Hayles points out on the back cover, the book is 'Highly recommended for first- time users and those who want to try dipping their toes into the cyberwaters.' But for those of us who are familiar with the technologies, the value is elsewhere - following this journey, and Thomas's lived and interpenetrated spaces, across the world. There is an associated website by the way, http://www.travelsinvirtuality.com . (This is by the way a work I wish I could have written, but my own journeys have seemed too monstrous and tangled, too compressed. There's a sense of space in Thomas's book that's both open and comforting.) From Atelos Brian Kim Stefans, Fashionable Noise: On Digital Poetics, which _is_ more or less digital poetics itself. I love dipping into this work. There's a huge gap between it and Richards' Practical Criticism, but I like them both for their caress of writing, and _fascination_ with their target texts, reproduced among themselves, authorships in question. The Scotch is there in Stefans' work, for example, both real and imaginary. There are numerous sidebars and footnotes as well; the text skitters. This is simply a wonderful book. From Minnesota comes Anne Weinstone, Avatar Bodies, A Tantra for Posthumanism. I have diffi- culty at this point with theoretical posthumanist texts that discourse on desire; on the other hand, I'm fascinated by the relationships Weinstone draws or breathes with Tantra; it's this which holds me. I don't feel capable of commenting on the text itself at this point, except to note the pleasure it gives, as well as assumptions about multiple selves, virtualities, and our selves avatars. It reminds me of Lingis' work - and in general where is Lingis in cyber discourse? But then I'm ignorant. - I do want to stree that I am reading and rereading sections of this work, scurrying across it, another skittering, and I find the text amazing in this regard. From O'Reilly One more technology book, which I immediately applied and have been using furiously - Preston Gralla, Windows XP Hacks, part of the Hacking series. This book is simply great - I've applied at least 20-30 of the hacks to my own (video/audio/blender/text) laptop system. I've used other WinXP books to good effect, but this one in particular has been extremely useful. I couldn't have done http://www.asondheim.org/node.mp3 without it. Some older books if you find them - Kossovo, Heroic Songs of the Serbs, translated by Helen Rootham (with the original texts), Houghton Mifflin Company, 1920. This volume focuses on the battle of Kossovo 1389, and the starkness and repetitiveness of the songs have parallels of course with Yugoslavian epics, Homer, etc. These are intense pieces, some of them fragments, and they've already entered my dreams. The only problem with the book is its shortness. Serge Gavronsky, Toward a new Poetics, Contemporary Writing in France, consists of interviews of texts; it's from 1994, and I should have known the work! Authors include Deguy, Gugliemi, Hocquard, even Pleynet. (The last's book on painting is incredible by the way.) Get it if you can. Enough said. In Bhargava's Dictionary, Anglo-Hindi, the definitions are in both English and Hindi, and this is one of the most wonderful sources of words I've come across; the definitions are often beautiful. My edition is the 12th from 1966, and I've been using it regularly. Extersion, act of wiping or rubbing. Tortive, twisted. Airmanship, the art of handling an airship. Gothamite, a great fool. Legge's I Ching - I like this for the endless notes and clarity of the appendices; it's not as poetic as the Wilhelm, but I'm not using the work for divination or poetry. Dover edition. There's a small paperback (Mentor, 1971) edition of the book rearranged with the hexagram names and other minor changes, edited by Raymond van Over; I recommend this as well, especially for clarity. Burton Watson, Records of the Historian, Chapters from the Shih Chi of Ssu-ma Ch'ien, California, and Sima Qian, Historical Records, translated by Dawson, Oxford World's Classic. I can't get enough of this work; the Dawson edition shows why. There are parallels between the Qin and Bush dynasties that are unnerving; hopefully both will last an equally short amount of time. Finally I'm reading the full version of The Pillow Book of Sei Shonagon, translated and edited by Ivan Morris in two volumes (one text, one notes), published in 1967. It's quite different, in fact, due in part to the sections of lists, and I much prefer it. I haven't seen this reissued, but if you have a chance at all, find and read it (i.e. in preference to the Penguin edition). _