From: Marty <martin@vox.net.ca>
Subject: Re: Depression


Hcv is a virus

.It doesn't care if you are a beautiful woman, a college professor, or a cinder block.
If it can find a way into your system then you will get infected.

My worst problems are fear of when cirrosis or liver cancer will hit, and the mental confusion that is caused by ammonia building up in my blood.

Eventually I will lose everything over this.

It is inevitable.

I was 17 years old when I had an accident at work and had to get some blood, now I am 40 and I believe I am on my last hurrah. It's all down hill from here. So many people have this without knowing it that it can only keep spreading. Liver cancer is a hard way to go.

I am now depressed most of the time and I must take anti cancer drugs witch make me so sick that I am not sure I want to get better.

marty