|  | William’s DiaryBrown UniversityApril 1999 | 
            
              |  | I rented a car to drive to Providence. I thought that a couple of sleepless days spent grinding my soul against the sandpaper of the open highway would set the proper psychic ambiance for the Unknown’s stay at Brown University. Renting a car also made it possible to fill the trunk with all the good booze Dirk had generously obtained. I would have written a blues song or something about the rental car but I was busy driving fiendishly, trying to finish the drive in 24 hours so that I might only have to pay for one day of rental. I wrote the title of a song in a cheap hotel room near Columbus where I passed out fully clothed in a cold double bed for three hours. My first morning at the Inn at Brown, I was already feeling as though I had been teaching there for decades... | 
            
              |  | Here are the sketches I made of the other hypertext artists at the performance. I was new to the movement, and did not discover until later that Michael Joyce (no relation) was a towering modernist juggernaut, having written Afternoon: A Story, the Iliad of hypertext novels. | 
            
              |  | Here’s Deena Larsen reading from Ferris Wheel. She’s incredible. She writes, like, a hypertext a week. | 
            
              |  | In an interview prior to the conference, Coover said that this hypertext performance would be “very high-flying, very circusy.” It’s confusing when a writer a generation older than you calls your writing a throwback to the golden age of a writers’ movement that happened after you were born. | 
            
              |  | I guess it means that the movement is aging faster than its writers. | 
            
              |  | Now, it’s not in any way a reflection upon the lovable Bill Bly that I had to pee right then. It’s more a reflection on the swell time we had at the Brown Graduate Center bar before the performance. Dirk bought Marc Canter a Jameson’s, because Marc Canter was on a starch-free diet and couldn’t have beer. It’s all part of the special magic of the conference that Dirk was buying expensive liquor for a guy who probably could have paid off Dirk’s student loans no prob. | 
            
              |  | Let’s face it: I was jealous. Jealous of all those writers who had managed to secure a reputation for themselves in the small, academic world of electronic literature. My jealousy made me demanding of them. I wanted them to speak directly and with great clarity, as befits the founders of a great literature. But great literature is often not about clarity. | 
            
              |  | Jealous...   Bitter even...   But there were a few moments of bold, striking honesty. | 
            
              |  | Cathy Marshal gave my favorite presentation.       Scott got our URL in the New York Times.     | 
            
              |  | Here is a glimpse at what the Unknown were whispering to each other in the back row. | 
            
              |  | Dirk’s in purple. | 
            
              |  | Mark Bernstein is a wonderful man who has helped hypertext writers become consolidated, find an audience, and even make a little cake. | 
            
              |  | This is a very poor sketch of Michael Miller. Sorry Mike. I had a great time cracking jokes with him about Word I for DOS, explaining my theory that outdated software was actually classy, vintage software, like having a really cool old car or lounge music on vinyl. He didn’t believe me. He put his hand on my arm and said: “William: old software will never be hip.” | 
            
              | There was some discussion of love during the technologists’ presentations the second day. | 
            
              |  | We were well-received. Spoiled, even. | 
            
              | But the life was taking its toll. | 
            
              |  | And we paid that toll happily.   | 
            
              |  | And wrote about it the whole time. | 
            
              |  | We love you, Brown! On to New Hampshire... and Vermont... |