From: Squeeky <squeeky@pacificcoast.net>
Subject: Re: so tired


Just in case yur feeling alone and confused: here's what happened to me today.

Got up at 9; was a bit cranky.
Did some paper work etc. Decided to try to get to the local Y and do a small light weight workout (10 minutes) and cycle (10minutes).

Got out of house.

Got on Bus.
Almost at the Y----liver and spleen start to hurt and head starts spinning.

Get to counter at Y and am rilly conffused.
No way I can lift or cycle. But, 15 minutes left in pool so I stumble to pool. First 4 lengths are acts of faith. I feel like im gonna die. Stop in between each one and ask myself DO I RILLY WANT TO DO THIS??? JUST DROWN NOW!!

After a few lengths I start to feel better.
Swim for about 10 minutes. Get into hot tub. Feels so good I want to cry. Do a stretch. Shower. Out.

Still woozy, but much less.

Organ pain gone.

Get large bottle of water; stumble around Harbour. Sit.

About an hour later am having a carrot juice and BAM!!!!!

Total wooze of the kind where you just want to curl up and die.

Don't know how yur going to get home, what your name is etc.
Everything aches: face feels like its on the floor.
Coped with that for a while.

Organ and lymph node pain comes back. Muscles start to ache

Manage to stumble to bus. Get back.

Asked my friend for a hug and started to cry

I'm so tired of being sick

Squeeky
aka
C.D. Mazoff, Ph.D., M.A., Dip. Th